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I miss you so much. It hurts so bad. But it is what it is, choosing to distance myself is an act of self-respect. Going back to you now, or even trying to start a conversation with you again, would be disrespectful, not just to me, but to the version of myself that suffered for about a year. You were so mean. Why did you do this to me? I was always there for you whenever you needed me. But I have no regrets about all the energy, mental strength, and physical effort I invested in our friendship. My only mistake was hoping I'd get back the same things I gave. I wish you all the best in life, and please don't do this to anyone else. It hurts so bad, for real.

3am today felt heavy as i'm no longer in your life.

I love you, so much. I hope you know how much you mean to me, No matter what happens when you're in New York. Ill be here waiting. Like I said I would. Ill always Wait for you darling. Wear your seatbelt. Much Love -Dance

I ruined us twice and I'm sorry, I miss you, As both a friend and partner, but I understand why you would want distance, So I'm being far away as possible, I'll just listen to the playlist you made me. Take care and I love you.

Im so sorry but i love you so

💗 To My Favorite Person — Happy Birthday, My Love 🎂 _Happy birthday 🎁🎂🎈 to the most special person in my life ❤️. Today is all about you, and I honestly wish I could put every feeling I have for you into words. I don't even know where to begin because there are so many things I want to say, so many memories I want to talk about, and so many little things about you that I appreciate. But I'll try my best because you deserve to know just how special you are to me. First of all, Happy Birthday! 🎂🎉🥳 I hope your day is filled with happiness, laughter, love, peace, and all the beautiful things you deserve. I hope you smile a lot today and make memories that you'll always remember. Most importantly, I hope you know that there is someone who is genuinely happy that you were born and that you came into their life — me ❤️. Sometimes I think about how one person can become such an important part of another person's life. Somehow, you became that person for me. You became someone I look forward to talking to, someone whose messages can instantly make my day better, someone I can share random things with, and someone who has a very special place in my heart. I don't know if I say it enough, but thank you for being in my life 🤍. Thank you for being someone I can talk to. Thank you for listening to my random stories, my silly thoughts, my unnecessary conversations, and all the little things I want to share 😂. Thank you for making me feel heard and understood. Sometimes the smallest conversations become my favorite memories simply because they are with you ❤️. You are not only someone special to me; you are also someone I consider my best friend. You're someone I can talk to without having to think too much about what I should say. I can be myself around you, and that means more to me than I can explain. I don't have to pretend to be someone I'm not. I can be silly, emotional, excited, dramatic, quiet, happy, or completely random 😂, and somehow you still make me feel comfortable being myself. That's something I truly appreciate about you. I love how we can talk about serious things one moment and then suddenly start talking about something completely stupid the next 😂❤️. I love the random conversations, the jokes, the little moments, and all the memories we've created together. They might seem like ordinary moments to other people, but to me, they are special because you are a part of them 🥺💗. Sometimes I don't need anything big or extraordinary. Even a simple conversation with you can make an ordinary day feel special. That's one of the things I love about having you in my life. You have given me so many reasons to smile. There are moments when I remember something you said or something we talked about, and I automatically smile ❤️. It's funny how someone can become such a big part of your thoughts without even realizing it. And today, on your birthday, I want you to know that I appreciate you, not just the things you do for me. I appreciate your heart. I appreciate your kindness. I appreciate your patience. I appreciate your understanding. I appreciate your support. I appreciate your presence. And most of all, I appreciate the person you are. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ❤️♾️ There are so many things I could say about why I love you, but I don't think one birthday message would ever be enough to explain everything. It's not just one particular thing that makes you special to me. It's all the little things together — the way you talk, the way you care, the way you listen, the way you make me laugh, and the way you make me feel like I can be myself around you 🥺💗. I am genuinely grateful that our paths crossed. Out of all the people in the world, somehow we found each other, and that feels really special to me ❤️. I hope you know that you can always be proud of yourself. You have so many dreams, goals, and things you want to achieve, and I sincerely hope you accomplish everything you've been working towards 🌟🤍. I hope you never stop believing in yourself. Even when things don't go exactly according to plan, I hope you remember that one difficult moment doesn't define your entire journey. I want to see you happy. I want to see you succeed. I want to see you achieve the things you've always dreamed about. And whenever you accomplish something you've been working hard for, I hope you remember that there will always be someone genuinely happy for you and cheering for you from the heart❤️. Your happiness matters to me. Your dreams matter to me. Your peace matters to me. And you matter to me. 🤍 On your birthday, I don't just want to wish you a happy day. I want to wish you a beautiful year ahead. I hope this year brings you new opportunities, wonderful memories, good people, success, peace, laughter, and countless reasons to smile 🎂✨. I hope you get closer to all your dreams. I hope you discover new things about yourself. I hope you become even more confident in who you are. I hope you experience moments that make you genuinely proud and happy. And I hope whenever life feels difficult, you remember that you don't have to handle everything alone ❤️. I will always appreciate the beautiful bond we share. I don't want it to be about perfection because no relationship or friendship needs to be perfect to be meaningful. What matters is understanding, honesty, respect, care, and being able to enjoy each other's company. And that's what makes our connection special to me. I love that we can laugh together 😂💗. I love that we can talk about random things. I love that we can share our thoughts. I love that we can be comfortable around each other. I love that we can make ordinary moments memorable. And I love having you as a special part of my life ❤️. Sometimes I wish I could save every beautiful memory we've made and keep it somewhere forever. The conversations, the jokes, the little moments, the things only we understand, and all the times you've made me smile. Maybe someday we'll look back at these moments and laugh about how simple everything was. But right now, these moments mean so much to me. You are someone I can genuinely count on, and I hope you always know that you can count on me too 🤝🏻❤️. I want to be someone who celebrates your happiness with you, supports your dreams, listens when you need someone to talk to, and reminds you of your worth when you forget it. I don't need everything to be perfect. I just want us to continue understanding each other, respecting each other, supporting each other, and creating beautiful memories together. There is something really beautiful about having a person who knows your personality, understands your little habits, listens to your random thoughts, and still chooses to stay close to you. And I'm thankful that person is you. You have become one of those people whose presence makes a difference in my life. Even on an ordinary day, knowing that you're there makes things feel a little more special 🥺❤️. I hope this birthday reminds you of how loved and appreciated you are. Not only by me, but by everyone who genuinely cares about you. I hope you take a moment today to realize how far you've come and how many beautiful things are still waiting for you in the future 🌟🎂. Please never think that you aren't enough. Please never forget how valuable you are. Please keep chasing your dreams. Please keep smiling. Please keep being yourself. Because the person you are is already incredibly special to me. ❤️ And now I want to say something that I probably don't say enough: Thank you. 🤍 Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for giving me memories I'll always treasure. Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for caring about me. Thank you for being patient with me. Thank you for being someone I can trust. Thank you for being my favorite person to talk to. Thank you for simply being you. I don't know what the future will look like, and I don't want to make promises about things that are impossible to predict. But I do know that the memories and moments we have right now are precious to me, and I hope we continue making many more beautiful memories together 🤍♾️. I hope there are countless more birthdays to celebrate, countless more conversations to have, countless more laughs to share, and countless more moments where we can simply enjoy being around each other 🎂🥰. Today, I hope you feel extra special because you are. So eat your favorite food 🍕🍰, enjoy your cake 🎂, smile as much as possible 🥰, spend time with the people who love you, and enjoy your day to the fullest 🎉❤️. And whenever you look back at this birthday, I hope you remember that someone was sitting somewhere writing a ridiculously long birthday message because she had way too many things to say about you 😂💗. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🥹🤍♾️ I hope you know that my love for you isn't only about saying “I love you.” It's also about caring about your happiness, respecting you, supporting your dreams, appreciating your presence, and being grateful for every moment we get to share 🫂❤️. You are one of the most beautiful parts of my life, and I will always be grateful for the memories you've given me. I hope we continue growing together, learning from each other, laughing together, supporting each other, and making memories that we'll remember for years to come. I hope your future is full of beautiful surprises. I hope your heart is always peaceful. I hope your smile never disappears. I hope your dreams become reality. I hope you achieve everything you work for. I hope you are surrounded by genuine people. I hope you always have reasons to be happy. And most importantly, I hope you always remember how special you are. 🤍✨ Happy birthday once again to my favorite person 🎂🎁❤️. Happy Birthday, my love. May this new year of your life bring you happiness, success, peace, good health, wonderful opportunities, unforgettable memories, and everything your heart wishes for 🙏🏻🤍✨. Thank you for being such an important part of my life. Thank you for being someone I can laugh with, talk to, trust, and share my little world with 🫂❤️. No matter how many words I write, they still won't be enough to explain exactly how much you mean to me. But if I had to put everything into one sentence, I'd say: I'm simply grateful that you are in my life. ❤️♾️ So here's to you, your birthday, your dreams, your future, and all the beautiful moments waiting for you 🎂🥳✨. Keep smiling. Keep dreaming. Keep being you. And never forget that you are deeply appreciated and very special to me. Happy Birthday once again, my favorite person, my best friend, and someone who holds a very special place in my heart. 🎂❤️ I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH ♾️ Happy Birthday! 🎂🎁🎈🥳❤️

Three years ago, you confessed to me out of the blue. I didn’t know how to handle a relationship, or even what to do in one. But honestly, I was really happy. I loved talking to you, even when we had nothing to talk about or things felt awkward. When you came over and we talked and played games, it was fun too. But then, all of a sudden, you stopped talking to me. Why? Did I do something wrong? I’ve wondered about that for a while now. Even after you stopped talking to me, I kept on thinking about you. Just constantly thinking about you every single day for three years straight. And just this year, why did you come back? I was so happy, happy to talk to you and see you again. I thought it was a dream come true, but the good things don't last forever. Why did you ask me to be your Valentine? I thought everything was going well until you asked me that. I always just wanted to be your friend. I liked you a lot, but not romantically. I admired you; you got along with everyone, and I just wanted to be by your side forever. But I didn't want to hurt your feelings, so I said sure. But in reality, I wanted to say no. Why couldn't we have just stayed friends? But if I were to say that, I knew I'd lose you again. It was fun being by your side again, like how we were back then, but of course nothing lasts forever. I knew you liked me; I knew you had a crush on me again. I wanted things to stay platonic between us, but I guess not. I didn't want to get heartbroken again, so I broke your heart. By saying no when you confessed your love for me again. I still think about you, even when I see you out in public or with your friends. I always think of you. I wish that were me standing by you; I wish that were me you were having fun with. I wish we could have been just friends.

Dear daniella I honestly didn't think I'd miss you this much. 🥹 Ever since you transferred to another school, things just feel a little different without you here. I miss hanging out with you, laughing about random things, talking about everything and nothing, and all those little moments we used to have together. Sometimes I catch myself wishing you were still here so we could just hang out like we used to. 😭💗 Even though we're in different schools now, I hope you know that distance won't erase our friendship or the memories we've made. I really hope we can still find time to see each other, catch up, and make more memories together. I miss you so much, bestie. 🥹🫶 Thank you for all the memories, the laughter, and for being someone I could always enjoy being around. I hope your new school treats you well, but don't forget about me, okay? 😭💗 With lots of love, Your kyuttt bespren 🫶🌷

it's been 5 years and you're still on my mind. you can't imagine how much i love you and need you and miss you. the life i have now brings me nothing but boredom. when we were together, even in the times when you just wanted me to caress your back, i was happy and i'd still be happy, if i had it today. sometimes i imagine coming over to your place when your girlfriend isn't there. i want to talk to you again, to giggle and to kiss you. just that. nothing else. my best friend says i shouldn't be so stuck on you but how can't i when you are my entire world? you're the only person i think of when a love song plays on the radio, or when i hear all the other songs i'd secretly dedicated to you. you make me really happy and i want you back. if not in this lifetime then in another. i just know we were meant to be.

Sometimes while walking in the streets or sitting in the subway, I look at all the girls around and I think that none of them deserved to be loved by you. I'm not talking about them being pretty enough or not, what i mean is bigger than that. It seems like by the help of those thoughts, i try to box out other girls so the only loveable person left would be me. And sometimes while seeing a middle-aged woman, I found myself thinking she can be your mother, especially when they have a little girl with them because i know you have a little sister. You know what? I know everything about you, not because we've talked too much or i've stalked you. I know everything about you because your shadow is living with me for more than six months. I've woken up next to you in my dreams. I baked a cake for you in my fantasy. You kissed goodbye and left for university in my fantasy. In my mind, we have had a complete healthy love and relationship. But it's been three weeks that i've woken up from that dream and fantasy. I want to stop myself from those kind of fantasy because THEY WILL NEVER EVER BECOME TRUE.

You're the best thing that ever happened to me. Love ya lotss

Fuck cancer. I miss you bro

I love you so much it hurts

I don't really know how to start this without making things awkward, but I think I owe it to myself to finally say it. I really, really like you. Like… more than I probably should. And honestly, I don't even know if I can still call it just a crush. There are moments when I genuinely wonder if I've already fallen in love with you without even realizing it. Maybe somewhere along the way, what started as something fleeting became something far more profound than I ever intended it to be. And that's probably why I'm saying this now. I want this to be my last time liking you. Maybe even my last time allowing myself to fall for you. Not because I suddenly stopped caring, and definitely not because I regret ever liking you. It's actually the opposite. I like you so much that I've realized I have to stop myself before I become too deeply attached to something I'm still uncertain about. Because as much as I'd like to believe that feelings are enough, I know they're not always. I don't want to enter a relationship while I'm still questioning what I truly feel or what I actually want. I don't want something as meaningful as a relationship to begin from uncertainty, only for that uncertainty to eventually hurt either of us. Maybe this is simply my way of accepting what feels inevitable. I guess.. that's also why I chose to tell you this now. Before I finally let this feeling go, I want you to know that there was a time when I really, really, really liked you (yes, believe it or not binabaliw mo ako that time (╥⁠﹏⁠╥) ). More than I ever intended to. Maybe I even loved you—I honestly don't know. And perhaps I'll never know for certain. But I think that's okay. Not every feeling needs a name for it to have been real, gosh I'm so out of word right now. Bro I'm trying my best to make this message more long and I guess I'm trying my best to word out this jumbled feelings of mine. HAHAHA I'm prolly spouting nonsense rn 💔. And yeah… part of me still thinks you're way wayyy out of my league anyway 😭. Maybe I just see you as someone took far above me, and maybe that's another reason why I need to take a step back. Not because you're unreachable, but because I don't want to lose myself in the possibility of something that may never exist. But more than anything, I don't want this confession to ruin our friendship. Because if I'm being completely honest, what we have as friends means more to me than whatever could possibly happen between us. Our friendship has become something I genuinely cherish, and I don't think I could ever bring myself to trade something that precious for a possibility. So I'm not telling you this because I want an answer. I'm not confessing because I expect you to feel the same way. I just want you to know. I want to leave this feeling with honesty instead of carrying it with me in silence. After this, I'll try to relinquish this feeling little by little. Maybe it won't happen immediately, and siguro I'll still have moments where I miss you or wonder about the what ifs. But I'll let myself move forward. Because sometimes, caring about someone means knowing when to stop yourself from falling deeper. And when I finally do move on, I hope I'll be able to look back at all of this without regret. I hope I'll remember you not as someone I couldn't have, but as someone who made me feel something I never expected to feel. And despite everything, I'm genuinely grateful that I got to atleast admire you I've noticed that lately, I've been trying to become the best version of myself. I've been trying to grow, to be kinder, to do better, and to become someone I'm proud of. And honestly, I don't think I would've become this version of myself if it weren't for you. Maybe that's one of the things I'll always be grateful for—that even if these feelings eventually fade, they changed me in ways I never expected. Liking you made me want to become better, and for that, I'll always be thankful 🙂. Whatever happens after this, I hope we can still be us. I'll always cherish our friendship. I'll always be grateful for every conversation, every laugh, every little moment that somehow became important to me. Maybe this is closure for me. Maybe it's simply acceptance. But either way, this is probably the last time I'll tell you that I like you. So… before I let it all go— I really, really like you. - J (Let it go~ Let it go~HAHAHA Ps. naalala ko lang yan song na ”Let It Go”😭) Your initials just in case you find this lolll (KJBT). Ts is so freaking riskyy, I'm sending this here first before I send it to you, since I'm still not ready to tell you whatever ts is.

everything i live for, i see when i look at you. i love you my baby. with my entire being, nova

Ashtyn, if only you truly knew just how much I love you. It’s bigger than I can ever put into words and it hasn’t faded even a little bit. I miss you every single day and every moment, more than you will ever fully understand. I’m so deeply sorry I hurt you when I was still broken and unhealed inside. I know that pain made me act wrong and I didn’t treat you with the kindness, care and love you deserved every single day. I will always regret that more than anything. I miss your laugh that could light up every room, your beautiful smile that meant everything to me, your terrible silly jokes that I’d pretend to hate but actually loved so much. I miss every little thing about you and every part of who you are. I want to reach out and I want to be close to you again more than anything. But I need to know you still want me there too and that there’s still a place for me in your heart. Because no matter what happened, I still love you fully, truly and completely and I always will.

di naman siguro mali kung sa buong time na nag sama tayo ginusto ko lang naman na ako lang gusto mo diba?

musta kana, love? I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. may asawa ka na ba? bumubuo ka na ba ng bahay? may kotse ka na ba? na promote ka ba sa work? masaya ka ba? pagod ka ba? stressed ka ba? uy kwento mo naman mga ganap mo sa buhay ohh, kahit good or bad news man yan, makikinig ako. what if mag date tayo? palihim lang haha char, bawal yun baliw. i mean, wala namang masama eh diba, kain lang sa labas, ano ba gusto mo gawin? ako bahala, libre ko na pag nanalo ako sa scatter. huwag kang mag-alala sakin, nag-aaral akong mabuti, inaalagaan ko ang sarili ko, wala akong shota, at higit sa lahat hindi ako nagdodroga. kidding aside, hey.. idk kung ano mang nangyayari sayo right now and kung anong pinagdadaanan mo.. but i hope na okay ka lang kasi pag iniimagine ko pa lang na nasasaktan ka, sinusuntok ko na yung pader. alam kong strong independent woman ka, matalino ka, matapang ka, maaasahan ka, maganda ka, pero sa likod ng lahat ng yun alam kong nahihirapan ka rin, alam kong na pepressure ka rin, at alam kong kailangan mo rin ng tulong (kahit ayaw mo kasi ayaw mong magmukhang mahina), pero please, walang masama sa paghingi ng tulong at hayaan mong tulungan ka ng mga taong gustong tumulong sayo. at alam kong kailangan mo rin ng sex hahaha... pampatanggal stress. dejok lang, I'm sorry hehe di ko sinasadya. totoo naman eh, pero sa case na yan bahala ka na jan, labas ako jan, pero ingat ingat lang ha? basta nandito lang ako sa gedli, just call me when u need me. saranghae 🫶🏻 babalikan kita.

Hello, I am an 18 year old high school graduate. I graduated this summer and I’ve been having a lot of time to reminisce over things after graduating. I got my first job 2 days after graduating and have been working consistently for 3 months now as an installer. I don’t wanna drag this message out but if you’re still in school reading this I just want to talk about a couple of things that I wish I knew before my school journey ended. Listening to music while installing have kept me thinking about things and people that’s been a part of my life. Girls I was interested in, things I have been wanting to pursue, but I was always too shy to be honest with myself and most importantly them. I have an amazing girlfriend today and I love her so much, but I can’t seem stop thinking about people in the past. Maybe it’s because I’m so intrigued in what could have been, from my own conclusion I have just come to realization that I live in regret at this moment. How different my life could have been or how different things could have been if I just had the gut to express them. I know this can sound a bit selfish and ridiculous considering I’m only 18 and I have a bunch of time to make things of myself but not expressing myself will be another mistake I will think about in the future. I have to get things of my head because I just keep overthinking them. The depression isn’t getting better and me realizing what life is after high school has made me fall even deeper into it. If your reading this and you’re still in school, don’t get scared, I’m pretty comfortable with my lifestyle, the only thing keeping me like this is overthinking. I’m a really bad explainer so if you haven’t gotten the message yet, all I was wanting to say is don’t be afraid to express yourself. Tell the girl you like that you like her. Tell your friends that you appreciate them. Try the thing you’ve always wanted to try. Say what you mean, even if you’re scared of how people might react. Because when school ends, you suddenly realize how many opportunities you had to say or do something, and how many of them you let pass because you were too scared, shy, or worried about what other people would think. I’m not saying this because I have everything figured out. I’m saying it because I’m 18, I’ve just finished school, and I already have things I wish I had done differently. Maybe some of the things I regret wouldn’t have worked out anyway. Maybe telling those people how I felt would have changed nothing. But at least I would have known. And I think knowing is better than spending years wondering what if? So if you’re still in school, enjoy it. Talk to people. Make memories. Take chances. Be honest with yourself and with the people around you. You don’t realize how quickly that chapter of your life is going to end until it already has. And if you’re like me and you’re already out of school, don’t let regret convince you that it’s too late. It isn’t. We’re still young, and there’s still so much life ahead of us. Maybe the point isn’t to stop thinking about the past, but to learn from it and make sure we don’t spend the future wishing we had done the same things again. I don’t really know what the point of writing all of this was. I guess I just needed to get it out of my head. Maybe someone reading this will relate to it, or maybe it’ll mean absolutely nothing to you. Either way, if you take one thing from this, let it be that, don’t let fear make decisions for you. You might regret what you didn’t do a lot longer than you regret what you did.

Or am I just a dumbass? I let you use me, my body, my love, my care, my time, my money, my efforts, my trust. And that’s on me. I never used to like you, I never had an interest in you, never looked at you in that way, never wanted you, never nothing, I only seen you just a friend. Then you told me and then you asked me.. and then I had officially been labelled as a girlfriend. Which was weird, I didn’t like it, I didn’t like you, I didn’t understand why and I didn’t understand how. But I did it. I did it for one reason. For one thing that I couldn’t believe in.. love. I couldn’t believe that someone had actually liked me, that someone loved me, that someone cared about me, thought about me and wanted to be with me. I was shocked, excited, nervous and clueless. I had no clue what I was doing and I didn’t like it at all to begin with. But then once I got comfortable with being a gf I started treating you as a princess. Gifts - and multiple of them, money, dates, cards, paragraphs, photos, food, snacks, anything and everything to make you feel loved, but to also make myself feel that if I had given you all that you wanted you wouldn’t leave me. But little did I know in the long run that’s the worst thing to do. It’s now been a year and 2 months into this relationship and, I’ve been wanting to leave this situation for months, but I can’t bring myself to it. Tbh I sort of wished I never said yes in the first place. Or I wish that I would’ve waited a little longer to see what you would do within a relationship with me before I went ahead and said yes. Throughout this past year and couple of months I’ve come to realise a lot within love, and how love feels and what it’s like to feel stuck, unloved, and feel like you’re the only one trying. I’ve tried to tell you multiple, and multiple times what I care about, how you can love me and that I’m truly struggling so you know how urgent this situation is to fix the ‘problem’. But as well as that, I feel like I’m just used.. for literally anything if it’s for money or sexual desires I’m used. I feel no matter how hard I try your never satisfied or you expect more. Expects me to buy you things, beg me to please you, expect me to cook for you. But yet all I ask in return is a cuddle, a kiss, a shower tg but yet it’s always too much. I’ve always told you that it’s never about money, it’s never about big gifts or anything to do with that, but the little things are what matter most to me. Remembering small details about me, cuddling me out of nowhere, wanting to play/fight/shower/talk, bond, spend quality time tg. But instead I’m comforted with ‘ceebs’ or ‘I don’t want too’ or ‘yep..’ Or I’m laughed at or talked about with your friends, or little comments are made on my insecurities. The many things I’ve seen and heard you, my bf say, you’ve belittled me to make your friends laugh, you don’t stick up for my name if it’s used in convos. Which tbh I’ve gotten used to, I know how to look after myself, protect myself, stick up for myself, but I won’t marry a man who wouldn’t want too do that for me. We’re two completely different minds where you’re just fixated on the complete opposite of mine and I’m the complete opposite of yours. I’ve tried so hard to keep going, but since a while back I feel like I’m the only one holding up this relationship. And tbh I think my life would go pretty good without you, I mean I know it would be really hard for me, and ik you think I won’t with how much I complain, but this just shows you how many times I’ve mentioned this problem and it hasn’t been fixed I’ve been left with “I’m trying”, “just give me time”, etc. But how long do I have to wait? Will you actually try to love me, or will you just leave it again? Should I leave? Or am I just a dumbass?