Three years ago, you confessed to me out of the blue. I didn’t know how to handle a relationship, or even what to do in one. But honestly, I was really happy. I loved talking to you, even when we had nothing to talk about or things felt awkward. When you came over and we talked and played games, it was fun too. But then, all of a sudden, you stopped talking to me. Why? Did I do something wrong? I’ve wondered about that for a while now. Even after you stopped talking to me, I kept on thinking about you. Just constantly thinking about you every single day for three years straight. And just this year, why did you come back? I was so happy, happy to talk to you and see you again. I thought it was a dream come true, but the good things don't last forever. Why did you ask me to be your Valentine? I thought everything was going well until you asked me that. I always just wanted to be your friend. I liked you a lot, but not romantically. I admired you; you got along with everyone, and I just wanted to be by your side forever. But I didn't want to hurt your feelings, so I said sure. But in reality, I wanted to say no. Why couldn't we have just stayed friends? But if I were to say that, I knew I'd lose you again. It was fun being by your side again, like how we were back then, but of course nothing lasts forever. I knew you liked me; I knew you had a crush on me again. I wanted things to stay platonic between us, but I guess not. I didn't want to get heartbroken again, so I broke your heart. By saying no when you confessed your love for me again. I still think about you, even when I see you out in public or with your friends. I always think of you. I wish that were me standing by you; I wish that were me you were having fun with. I wish we could have been just friends.