Long distance

Cher Arturo de París, I thought about sending this to your email for a couple of days, and after sitting with it, I decided not to do that, because I do not want to affect your life and your relationship with your wife. The truth is that I could not figure any other way for telling you this, so I just posted this here.  For the past seven years I have missed you, very much. Somehow, from time to time, I kept on seeing things that reminded me of you. As I wrote this letter, tears were falling from my eyes because I know that some feelings are still somewhere in me because I never got the chance to tell you how much you meant to me. Even though now you’re a total stranger to me.  Two weeks ago, I did a trip to Paris and obviously I couldn’t be in your city and not think of you… While I was there, I imagined what it would be like to actually see you again, even though the possibilities were really low. I wondered what would I do. Would I have the courage to say hello to you? “Maybe that would be wrong, I don’t know if he doesn’t want to talk to me” — I thought. I wondered that if you saw me, you would ignore me and I would’ve ignored you too? Or smile to you from afar? Thankfully, we didn’t cross paths, because I wouldn’t know what I would’ve done.  Some years ago, after our exchange semester in Warsaw, we were supposed to see each other but COVID and life happened, and then I decided not to risk going there to see you. There are few things I regret in my life and one of them was not taking that plane to Paris, but I am sure everything happens for a reason. I had many dreams of seeing you again, hugging you and just catching up on how were we living our lives and achieving our goals, because the truth is, I really wanted you to stay in my life… In that sense, and given the fact that we have not seen each other nor spoken in so many years, I wanted to let you know that I am very proud of you for becoming a sport coach. I always thought that you would be a fantastic teacher, and now you are! Applying philosophy into body and health. I am very happy for you and all that you’ve achieved with your Hyrox! Probably you don’t know anything about me. But in case you’re interested, here is the summary what I have been up to for the past years: I graduated with honors and after having so many ugly jobs, I (finally) worked where I wanted for three years, learnt a bit more of French and now I recently moved to Switzerland to do a Masters Degree specializing in Human Rights and Humanitarian Action. I still have not decided if I want to become Ambassador or not, but what I am sure is that my purpose is defend and promote minorities' rights. I remember all too well of what we lived in Warsaw. For me it was like a dreamy movie with some pain and sadness, but when I remember you in it, it also has a tint of happiness and a good feeling. I just wanted you to know that in many ways, you saved me. You also taught me so much about life and philosophy. I still carry that with me. Definitely meeting you was a way of discovering new things about life and about myself. I don’t know how to explain this, but I really felt seen with you, like you saw me for who I was. I don’t know if you ever felt it, but I must assure you that I felt something really intense and passionate towards you, something you can only experience once in your life. You were kind, intelligent, curious, funny, wise, and overall, a great human being. You’re a memory of a person that I will always remember fondly, and I hope you feel the same way about me, but if you don’t, that’s okay. With you, and after these past years, I’ve learnt that not everything in life has to last forever in order for it to be special. Some of the greatest persons in our lives don’t stay forever, and that is the case with you. Anyways, my final words to you are that I am glad and happy you that exist, because we got to know each other and coincide for a very short amount of time in our lives. You were transcendental in my life and will always be.  So go on and live a fulfilling life, help others and may all your goals and desires come true. I wish you the best for you and for all your family. If we ever cross paths again, I’ll smile at you, but that’s all. After this letter, there’s simply nothing left to say. So with this, I release you from my heart and I let you go forever Arthur,  Love you always, your María.

I love u so much kenja pls come back ill be better this time I wont annoy u pls js come back ur everything and all i want ken i dont want better u told me to forget it but i can never forget u n i will always love u bc u were sm i truly loved u will always have a space in my heart i love u soooo much ken i hope u change ur mind n realise how much my heart truly yearns for u j love u kenja pls come back ur all i ever wanted i miss the times we had the memories we made the long calls we had thank u for everything ken I love u pls come back ur all i ever want u will always stay on my mind 24/7 i love u ken i rlly do pls i hope u change ur mind i rlly hope🤍

Haii zoya , lemme be the one to tell you how much greatful I am , to have a person to look back to , to know that someone cares for me. I truly have lots of friends but ur the one I would comfortably share with. Meeting you is one of the greatest events in my life.I love you, to the moon and back With love, Your-nowadays tryna figure life out- bestie

Dear Maheen, Today's the day when we met for the very first time and i've never been more grateful for anything in my life than to have you. It's been really helpful to have a big sister like bestfriend like you to whom i tell anything and everything. You are the sweetest and most amazing person i've ever met [LITERALLY]. Thank you so much for being you and for offering me a friendship i've always dreamt about. - Always and forever, Your one and only.

I wrote poems about you, I spoke to about you to people who wanted me. I was so blind thinking I could actually be loved. Though you did say the words I love you what are words without actions. You fell for another girl Im not angry at her though, I'm upset with you that u finally made me have hope and u crushed it. I was crying in those vms, I didn't want to confess that I was upset that u could move on so quick. Why where u so distant and rude to me before we stopped talking? Though we never dated you were the lines of poetry that filled my heart with pure joy. I never felt any kind of love like this. And I know you've moved on from me but I think about you every day. I loved everything about u that u didn't love about urself, those late night talks Mason when u would cry and you would reach out to me for reassurance and help was that all to fill in the empty void in ur heart. I never meant anything to you, I just hope you know my love for you will never go. I don't think I can actually ever hate you since I loved u more then life itself. Ur fav color is purple and it's now my least favorite color. I rmbr ur bday my now least favorite date on the calendar.

Though we lived across the world from eachother it's as if our hearts were beating right next to eachother, I loved u before I knew what u looked like and when I did ur looks were only a small fraction of the reason I loved you. Then we stopped talking and when I messaged first you had found someone else, how cud I be upset at you finding happiness elsewhere. But I still remember you told me I had a beautiful voice and that you loved me. Thank you for making me love myself I still love you. I'm always gonna be waiting for you.

So often my heart hurts. Too often I wish I could tell you I’m fine. Too often I wish i didn’t feel the way I do. But I can no longer pretend. I’ve been dying from my own mind, succumbing to my trauma. I’ve never been ok since we first met back on May 2013. You were the only hope I had left in life. You saved me that day by the fountain but i would never tell you. I’d rather you believe I am strong. Believe that I can handle my life. But I can’t. I can’t pretend to be happy with my life. Can’t pretend that I don’t believe you when you say I’m your friend. A friendship where I’m constantly isolated from you yet everyone always with you and are closer than I’ll ever be with you. The truth of the matter is I constantly feel you only pretend that I’m your friend because i don’t leave your side. I’ve been here through your good and through your bad but yet you’re never there when I need you. Never there while I’m silently being swallowed up next to you. Despite all that. Despite my dad constantly raping me, despite getting multiple abortions, despite dating men to have a place to live even though they constantly drive me to suicide because they don’t actually love me, despite the fact that every little time you got angry at me or had one of your characters break up with me that led me to attempting to drink bleach. I can’t kill myself. Can’t let you be hurt because you didn’t do something to save me. Didn’t notice my pain and the feeling of isolation that would snap and crumble the moment you let me go as a friend. I could never hate you. I’m incapable of hating you. For you are the only thing keeping me alive. You have always been my rock and the reason I live. Even the years we never talked i stayed in hopes of you reaching out. So I’ll keep living an unhappy life, a stable toxic life, a life where I can still see you live and be happy. I’ll stay living and breaking my body for a stable life that isn’t on the streets. I know it isn’t healthy to put my happiness and hope all on you but I honestly don’t have anything else to look forward to. I should have died when I was born with my umbilical cord wrapped around my neck and a hole in my right lung, i should have died at 10 when my mom fed herself and me sleeping pills and hit my head with a fireplace log. I should have died at 11 when my dad took all the pills in the medicine cabinet. I should have died at 16 when the first boyfriend to get me pregnant shot me and the friend I kept my son at so my father wouldn’t find out and kill me. I should have died the 5 pregnancies from my dad that he wouldn’t let me go to a hospital to have that resulted them to be stillbirths. I should have died when I was ready to give up my life unable to bare being a sex doll to my dad anymore. But I never did. Life kept pushing me unhappily forward and while I keep finding brief moments of happiness it’s constantly taken away. Taken by friends leaving me, taken by men tired of my used up body. Taken by fake friends who talk behind my back. I know you’ll never discover this unless i ever show you and I hope you never do find this. I wish Jewel could just be make believe. I wish I could just separate the character of you guys from real life but I can’t. This is all real to me. The feeling of isolation from Fenrir and Ivarr, the hatred from Nate and him calling me a whore who should die, the unfriending of my character. but i can’t this is all my reality because it’s Jewel’s reality. I’m sorry as I let the blood flow down my arms again just like I had after azure left Jewel, again as Fenrir scolded for the hair dye when I did it to my own hair in real life, and finally again now seeing Nate unfriended Jewel and Sapphire from where winds meet. If I still survive this yet again it’ll just be one more unhappy day watching you have the best life. If I don’t make it finally I’ll be happy to be free of my earthly body and watch you from the afterlife to make sure you never know pain again

Happiest birthdayyyy viditaaa😍😙✨🧿💝 Mujheee pata haa tujhe apnaa birthday nahi pasand ha🙄 parr muujhee sabse pyaraa dinn aur one of the most imp din merko haaa kyunkii yaarr tu iss din duniyaa maii ayii sabseeee pyari ladki aur meri bacchiiiii haa tuuuu Parr dekhh jo hua so huaa parr uski wajah se apne birthday kko matt koss Pataa nahi tujhee tu kitni speciall haa ree terii khushiii se he meri. Haa ree Pataa jab teraa dinn puraa khushi se jaataa haa toohh meree puraa din. Mast jataa😅 Aur sabse imp chezz mai tujhe advvance brithday wish karr raha. Huu kyunki teraa actual birthday time 8:47 koo ree Dekh aaj kaa dinn bohot khass pata haa exams bhi haa phirr bhii ree Par agr tu idhar hoti naa ttoh mai kya kya nahi kartaa yarr😆 par koi na abhi ke liye acche se padhh aur acche marks leke aa jaa aur haa dur haa tu pata par mai dur se tera birthday. Special bana saktaa hu reee😁 Aur yaad rakhnaa jab koi bhi naa ho naa mai tere sath harr timee rahungaa Kyunkii tuuuu meri bacchi haa ree😁😅 And one more thing apnaa dhyan rrakhh acche sw nahi toh pataa hee Tere liyee jada kuch toh karr nahi saktaa parr jitnaa bhi kar raha hu thoda adjust karr lena plss🙏🙏 And lastt thing and ones moree happiest birthday vidhuuuuuu🧿✨ Tere saal,din,zindagi sab khushiyo se bhar jaye aur tere sare dukh mere isme aa jayee 😁😅 Mai tere Parsh

I miss you my beautiful girl. I’ve been thinking about the choice i made and i’ve been regretting it ever since, i was a fool to leave you. You mean so much to me i just hope you knew that before our break up. If you ever need anything know i’ll always be here for you baba -999

Hey my love, i dont know if your ever going to see this. I just wanted to say that im sorry for the way i treated you, you meant everything to me and i wish i couldve done better my sweet girl. Ill always be here for you just shoot me a text. I miss you baba... -L -12411/999

Hello world! This place is crazy nowadays, isn’t it? To think that this would be happening… I just heard the news that my city of birth - Saint-Petersburg, Russia - was attacked by Ukrainian drones. I always knew that Ukraine was attacking Russian deep territories, but once it happens to your city it just hits differently, doesn’t it? This war was started by one elderly idiot, trying to gain social status(?), power(!), and stability(???). Because of him I had to leave the country, leave my friends and homeland behind, learn multiple new languages, and acclimate to the ‘brave new world’ of today. My home was left to rot and crumble under the sheer weight of time… My friends turned on me because I did not support genocide of civilians… My life was broken because of one man’s wish to rule forever!.. I never talked to anybody about the weight of these feelings, let alone cried to anyone about them. Man don’t cry, they said. They do… Some just lie about that… And now I am in the USA - a progressive and liberal country of limitless opportunities, one made for the American Dream! - sitting in the corner of my apartment afraid that ICE would one day come and break the small, fragile world of safety and peace I built from ground up. Sorry for dumping all that on you, reader caring enough to read this to the end. I really wish I could get your response, but staying unknown is probably for the best. I wish you never have to endure this hollow, empty feeling in your chest. I… And here I am again, rumbling nonsense about myself… Just want to really thank you, random no one, who read my feelings and did not let them be carried away by the winds of time… Thank you, thank you, thank you… :) - TomCat

I met this guy through a friend we both broke of bc of toxic reasons; he kept sharing his feelings about me, and I started liking his company, even started to wait for the next time we would talk. Today he un-added me and then left the gc. We are both in; I'm confused about what to do. Why do I care? Why? I feel like I shouldn't care, but I think I do. I hope I get some advice or a message from the universe.

i know you won't read this and even if you do it will probably be too late. i know youre done with me but i really did love you and i dont understand why it had to be this way. i was willing to wait but you just broke up with me instead. i told my mom the day i read your text. i felt so stupid knowing i was texting you after you deleted your account. i didnt know u did. i cried all day. even at work i tried to tell everyone i was okay but i couldnt stop. i had to block you and im sorry. i do love you but you broke my trust. it felt like i was never enough for you. even after 3 years i just couldnt understand why i wasnt enough for you. every year almost like i was someone else but it wasnt enough. it hurt knowing you would never love me as much as i do. it hurt even more hearing you say it to me. it hurts the most whenever i remember you saying it to me. how dumb i felt trusting you. how i thought i could. i thought i could hold on to you. you were the reason i wanted to get better. in reality you made it worse. so much worse... i constantly compare myself with every girl i see. even more so the ones u said were ur type. i cant get it out of my head. i still remember asking what you liked and how it broke my heart knowing u would never like me just the way i am. im sorry im not enough and im sorry for loving you. you hurt me after promising me we would see each other. it hurt me more when i started thinking about everything i had said to you before. mohannad i would have given up everything for you. i told you i would stop my studies for you. seriously i would have. i was willing to move my parents just to be able to take care of them and be with you. i was willing. i wanted to. i love you. i wanted us to work because you are everything i have ever wanted. youre so precious to me amor. i'll adore you until the day i die. if u ever miss me read my notes but you'll have to wait a bit longer for me. i probably wont unblock you until my birthday or yours im not sure yet idk what i would even get out of that. i wish u would reach out but i know its over. sometimes i guess its true that to love is to let go but i dont want to. you told me this song reminded you of me. i love you amor i hope you love me back for me one day

Happy Boyfriend’s Day to someone who means so much to me. ❤️ You’ve brought so many beautiful moments into my life, and I’m truly grateful for every little memory we’ve shared. Your kindness, your support, and simply having you around make my days feel a little brighter. I hope you always know how special and appreciated you are. Wishing you a day filled with happiness, because you deserve it. 🫶✨

“A Girl Made for the Sky” You dreamed of skies so vast and blue, While I dreamed of a life with you. You wished for wings to take you high, I wished you’d never say goodbye. Someday, you’ll fly where stars reside, With distant worlds on either side. And I’ll be here, beneath the same sky, Loving the girl who learned to fly. I hope the clouds will treat you kind, And bring you peace you couldn’t find. Though I was never your final view, I’ll always wish the skies for you. You were born to fly, my dear, I just wished you’d stayed a little here. With love, from the girl you left beneath the same sky. .- .-.. . -..- . ..

I’m sorry I broke things off bunny. I miss you so much it hurts. I feel like I can’t breathe without you RJ. I miss you every second babi. I feel nauseous just thinking about you not wanting to talk to me anymore. I can’t forget the memories we made together. I will wait and I hope you still love me and I hope we can see each other again . I love you my sweet Babi, you pinky promised you’d marry me. Please come back

I love you

💗 To My Favorite Person — Happy Birthday, My Love 🎂 _Happy birthday 🎁🎂🎈 to the most special person in my life ❤️. Today is all about you, and I honestly wish I could put every feeling I have for you into words. I don't even know where to begin because there are so many things I want to say, so many memories I want to talk about, and so many little things about you that I appreciate. But I'll try my best because you deserve to know just how special you are to me. First of all, Happy Birthday! 🎂🎉🥳 I hope your day is filled with happiness, laughter, love, peace, and all the beautiful things you deserve. I hope you smile a lot today and make memories that you'll always remember. Most importantly, I hope you know that there is someone who is genuinely happy that you were born and that you came into their life — me ❤️. Sometimes I think about how one person can become such an important part of another person's life. Somehow, you became that person for me. You became someone I look forward to talking to, someone whose messages can instantly make my day better, someone I can share random things with, and someone who has a very special place in my heart. I don't know if I say it enough, but thank you for being in my life 🤍. Thank you for being someone I can talk to. Thank you for listening to my random stories, my silly thoughts, my unnecessary conversations, and all the little things I want to share 😂. Thank you for making me feel heard and understood. Sometimes the smallest conversations become my favorite memories simply because they are with you ❤️. You are not only someone special to me; you are also someone I consider my best friend. You're someone I can talk to without having to think too much about what I should say. I can be myself around you, and that means more to me than I can explain. I don't have to pretend to be someone I'm not. I can be silly, emotional, excited, dramatic, quiet, happy, or completely random 😂, and somehow you still make me feel comfortable being myself. That's something I truly appreciate about you. I love how we can talk about serious things one moment and then suddenly start talking about something completely stupid the next 😂❤️. I love the random conversations, the jokes, the little moments, and all the memories we've created together. They might seem like ordinary moments to other people, but to me, they are special because you are a part of them 🥺💗. Sometimes I don't need anything big or extraordinary. Even a simple conversation with you can make an ordinary day feel special. That's one of the things I love about having you in my life. You have given me so many reasons to smile. There are moments when I remember something you said or something we talked about, and I automatically smile ❤️. It's funny how someone can become such a big part of your thoughts without even realizing it. And today, on your birthday, I want you to know that I appreciate you, not just the things you do for me. I appreciate your heart. I appreciate your kindness. I appreciate your patience. I appreciate your understanding. I appreciate your support. I appreciate your presence. And most of all, I appreciate the person you are. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ❤️♾️ There are so many things I could say about why I love you, but I don't think one birthday message would ever be enough to explain everything. It's not just one particular thing that makes you special to me. It's all the little things together — the way you talk, the way you care, the way you listen, the way you make me laugh, and the way you make me feel like I can be myself around you 🥺💗. I am genuinely grateful that our paths crossed. Out of all the people in the world, somehow we found each other, and that feels really special to me ❤️. I hope you know that you can always be proud of yourself. You have so many dreams, goals, and things you want to achieve, and I sincerely hope you accomplish everything you've been working towards 🌟🤍. I hope you never stop believing in yourself. Even when things don't go exactly according to plan, I hope you remember that one difficult moment doesn't define your entire journey. I want to see you happy. I want to see you succeed. I want to see you achieve the things you've always dreamed about. And whenever you accomplish something you've been working hard for, I hope you remember that there will always be someone genuinely happy for you and cheering for you from the heart❤️. Your happiness matters to me. Your dreams matter to me. Your peace matters to me. And you matter to me. 🤍 On your birthday, I don't just want to wish you a happy day. I want to wish you a beautiful year ahead. I hope this year brings you new opportunities, wonderful memories, good people, success, peace, laughter, and countless reasons to smile 🎂✨. I hope you get closer to all your dreams. I hope you discover new things about yourself. I hope you become even more confident in who you are. I hope you experience moments that make you genuinely proud and happy. And I hope whenever life feels difficult, you remember that you don't have to handle everything alone ❤️. I will always appreciate the beautiful bond we share. I don't want it to be about perfection because no relationship or friendship needs to be perfect to be meaningful. What matters is understanding, honesty, respect, care, and being able to enjoy each other's company. And that's what makes our connection special to me. I love that we can laugh together 😂💗. I love that we can talk about random things. I love that we can share our thoughts. I love that we can be comfortable around each other. I love that we can make ordinary moments memorable. And I love having you as a special part of my life ❤️. Sometimes I wish I could save every beautiful memory we've made and keep it somewhere forever. The conversations, the jokes, the little moments, the things only we understand, and all the times you've made me smile. Maybe someday we'll look back at these moments and laugh about how simple everything was. But right now, these moments mean so much to me. You are someone I can genuinely count on, and I hope you always know that you can count on me too 🤝🏻❤️. I want to be someone who celebrates your happiness with you, supports your dreams, listens when you need someone to talk to, and reminds you of your worth when you forget it. I don't need everything to be perfect. I just want us to continue understanding each other, respecting each other, supporting each other, and creating beautiful memories together. There is something really beautiful about having a person who knows your personality, understands your little habits, listens to your random thoughts, and still chooses to stay close to you. And I'm thankful that person is you. You have become one of those people whose presence makes a difference in my life. Even on an ordinary day, knowing that you're there makes things feel a little more special 🥺❤️. I hope this birthday reminds you of how loved and appreciated you are. Not only by me, but by everyone who genuinely cares about you. I hope you take a moment today to realize how far you've come and how many beautiful things are still waiting for you in the future 🌟🎂. Please never think that you aren't enough. Please never forget how valuable you are. Please keep chasing your dreams. Please keep smiling. Please keep being yourself. Because the person you are is already incredibly special to me. ❤️ And now I want to say something that I probably don't say enough: Thank you. 🤍 Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for giving me memories I'll always treasure. Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for caring about me. Thank you for being patient with me. Thank you for being someone I can trust. Thank you for being my favorite person to talk to. Thank you for simply being you. I don't know what the future will look like, and I don't want to make promises about things that are impossible to predict. But I do know that the memories and moments we have right now are precious to me, and I hope we continue making many more beautiful memories together 🤍♾️. I hope there are countless more birthdays to celebrate, countless more conversations to have, countless more laughs to share, and countless more moments where we can simply enjoy being around each other 🎂🥰. Today, I hope you feel extra special because you are. So eat your favorite food 🍕🍰, enjoy your cake 🎂, smile as much as possible 🥰, spend time with the people who love you, and enjoy your day to the fullest 🎉❤️. And whenever you look back at this birthday, I hope you remember that someone was sitting somewhere writing a ridiculously long birthday message because she had way too many things to say about you 😂💗. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🥹🤍♾️ I hope you know that my love for you isn't only about saying “I love you.” It's also about caring about your happiness, respecting you, supporting your dreams, appreciating your presence, and being grateful for every moment we get to share 🫂❤️. You are one of the most beautiful parts of my life, and I will always be grateful for the memories you've given me. I hope we continue growing together, learning from each other, laughing together, supporting each other, and making memories that we'll remember for years to come. I hope your future is full of beautiful surprises. I hope your heart is always peaceful. I hope your smile never disappears. I hope your dreams become reality. I hope you achieve everything you work for. I hope you are surrounded by genuine people. I hope you always have reasons to be happy. And most importantly, I hope you always remember how special you are. 🤍✨ Happy birthday once again to my favorite person 🎂🎁❤️. Happy Birthday, my love. May this new year of your life bring you happiness, success, peace, good health, wonderful opportunities, unforgettable memories, and everything your heart wishes for 🙏🏻🤍✨. Thank you for being such an important part of my life. Thank you for being someone I can laugh with, talk to, trust, and share my little world with 🫂❤️. No matter how many words I write, they still won't be enough to explain exactly how much you mean to me. But if I had to put everything into one sentence, I'd say: I'm simply grateful that you are in my life. ❤️♾️ So here's to you, your birthday, your dreams, your future, and all the beautiful moments waiting for you 🎂🥳✨. Keep smiling. Keep dreaming. Keep being you. And never forget that you are deeply appreciated and very special to me. Happy Birthday once again, my favorite person, my best friend, and someone who holds a very special place in my heart. 🎂❤️ I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH ♾️ Happy Birthday! 🎂🎁🎈🥳❤️

Dear daniella I honestly didn't think I'd miss you this much. 🥹 Ever since you transferred to another school, things just feel a little different without you here. I miss hanging out with you, laughing about random things, talking about everything and nothing, and all those little moments we used to have together. Sometimes I catch myself wishing you were still here so we could just hang out like we used to. 😭💗 Even though we're in different schools now, I hope you know that distance won't erase our friendship or the memories we've made. I really hope we can still find time to see each other, catch up, and make more memories together. I miss you so much, bestie. 🥹🫶 Thank you for all the memories, the laughter, and for being someone I could always enjoy being around. I hope your new school treats you well, but don't forget about me, okay? 😭💗 With lots of love, Your kyuttt bespren 🫶🌷

YO BESTIE>> , you surely have a way with words dont you? its my pleasure nah my honour to be a person u consider ur safe place . Reading ur letter/texts always lightens me up . Youre also my safe place , 'still the one that i run to, the one that i belong to' .I have a great amount of bestfriends zoya , people i meet daily and have spent yearssss with but yk what ? whenever i think of my safe place ? ur name comes to my mind along w a few .Its beautiful how even distance isnt keeping me from feeling exactly what i feel for those ive known for years .i really wanna meet u someday buddy :( . you and me always forever ;) The love of yo life, Maheen.