it's been 5 years and you're still on my mind. you can't imagine how much i love you and need you and miss you. the life i have now brings me nothing but boredom. when we were together, even in the times when you just wanted me to caress your back, i was happy and i'd still be happy, if i had it today. sometimes i imagine coming over to your place when your girlfriend isn't there. i want to talk to you again, to giggle and to kiss you. just that. nothing else. my best friend says i shouldn't be so stuck on you but how can't i when you are my entire world? you're the only person i think of when a love song plays on the radio, or when i hear all the other songs i'd secretly dedicated to you. you make me really happy and i want you back. if not in this lifetime then in another. i just know we were meant to be.