Apology

Hey, I’m really sorry I always think about you. It’s hard because it’s not like we cut contact, I have your socials and it’s just so hard sometimes to not text you. I’m still mad at the stupid reason we left off, I don’t know if it was really sincere or not. I wish we could restart and see how it goes, although when we broke up I cried. And cried and cried. For 5 months every night I would cry and write you a letter. I would say the things I miss the things I realized. You were so sweet, I loved your laugh your kindness, your humour and your hugs and caringness. I really loved you, now u don’t know, u don’t know whether it’s the love of our memories or my original heart felt emotion from when we were together. You hurt me and I will never get over that, I hust hate that I still feel I need you in my life. I wish there was a 2nd chance for us, but obviously not, you moved on and I know that.

i'm so sorry ging...i understand that my apology feels empty to you now...please don't leave me baby please...I have no plans when you leave me, i will probably take my life if we ever broke up...please ronghie don't leave me... i will do anything to get that spark back, everything you want me to do i will do it for the sake that you don't leave me because of my stupidity, please im sorry don't leave me i know i'm hard to love and understand but please bear with me, i would die for you baby, i'll catch a grenade for you, Throw my hand on a blade for you, I'd jump in front of a train for you, You know I'd do anything for you... please don't leave me...please don't stop having feelings for me ging please, i would do anything you want me to do just to get that feeling back when i say sorry. please bb.. don't leave me

Hi, how's life? I just wanna say thank you for being a reason why i am so happy at that time, with all your presence, your words, your laugh, and everything you've done (to me especially). I'm sorry if my words are make u feel bothered, this is the only thing i can do to write this letters, because i'm too afraid to say it in person. thank you, once again. see you when i see you.

hi,its been a long time since we spoken or text each other normally,the last time it was harsh,but what i wanna say is that im sorry for everything that i put u through when we were still close,i really wish i knew i was a asshole for the way i treated u in such i let my jealousy n watever stupidness of me takeover.i read the whole paragraph u sent,it hurts but i accept it becos wat ever u said is true,im a coward .im a loser ,a nobody.but wanna know the reason i felt confident and not a loser last year,it was becos i had some courage to message u but i destroyed it i ruin everything.i really miss u,i know its wrong n u dont like it but i cant help it becos ever since we stopped talkin,i felt lonely,the worst ever loneliness feeling ive ever felt.n i realised that im a really nobody n just a loser.i just hope uk im proud of u for ur achievements,be it big or small im always cheerin for u in my heart.youll always mean a lot to me ,i can never hate u .i just hope one day youll be able to forgive me .

Mace, this will be the last time I message you. Thank you for coming into my life; short as it was, I was truly the happiest. Don’t worry—maybe not today, next week, or next month, but I will surely be okay and move on, even if part of me doubts I ever fully will. Like I said, you’ll be the last one I love in this lifetime. I will carry this silent yearning until the pain fades—though I think I will just slowly learn to accept it while my heart is still beating. For the last time in this lifetime of mine, to my greatest love: I love you to the moon and back, Mace.

I am sorry for everything. I am sorry I couldn't be better for you and I am sorry that I keep pulling you down. Maybe in another life, Krsna's mercy, you will soar high and maybe you will be fine. I don't know if you will make it out, but I hope you feel every aspect of that process. I am sorry for being the worst person you could have ever known. I hope you will find it in you to forget me. I don't deserve your forgiveness and you deserve to smile at least once a day. Happy belated birthday. I sorry I couldn't be more.

I’ll keep this short. You’re wonderful, you really are. You were oddly everything I was looking for at the moment. I just wished I met you at a different time rather than keeping you a secret for far too long. I hope you enjoy working at Six Flags. I hope you being a train conductor someday. I felt like I learned so much about you in 4 hours for only knowing you for 6 days…and I didn’t share much about me. It’s funny because what you taught me I’ve applied in my daily life so far…I took off with knowing you but you were left with my body. I’m still in love with my 3.5 years, I couldn’t let them go yet, I just don’t know. You deserved an explanation, and I regret that I didn’t give one to you. You were like a sweet cigarette.

Sorry, my teacher. But I'm not too smart or hard-working like you think. i like playing video games and drawing. But I never want to study english like that... I'm so sorry... My english teacher. Thank you for helping me, now I have to do better in the next school.

I know I messed up, I have been such a bad friend. I want you to know that I am sorry, for everuthing that I have done because I know that i have hurt you in a lot of ways and that u dont want me to talk to you. I get it, I did hurt you a lot but that doesnt mean that u also didnt. I just realised thar I actually, I dont know, that I didnt realised the friendship that we had even though it was a bit weird, but you were my friend and we had a lot of memories together that I didnt realise I that idk that I would actually miss them. I know that you probably dont want me to talk to you because all the times that I have hurt you its mostly because you liked me, and i didnt. I am sorry. I just am truly sorry for everything.

I'm grateful that you were my first. My first kiss, my first boyfriend, the one I learned new things with. I don't regret ending it, ending us but I don't regret our time either. And I'm sorry if how I ended it made you not feel the same. I'm writing this because I'm realizing how good of a boyfriend you were. I always knew that but it's been made more clear by my friends' experiences with their now exes how bad people can be. All that to say I hope you can still be a good boyfriend with whoever you end up with. Don't let hurt and bitterness change you. Please still be kind and respectful even when you've been hurt. -bee

ამ ყველაფრის შემდეგ, შეხედე, სადამდე მოვედით… ათასობით კითხვა გვაქვს, მაგრამ არც ერთი პასუხი… სათქმელიც აღარაფერი დაგვრჩა. და როგორ მოხდა, რომ სულით მონათესავეები უბრალოდ ორ უცხო ადამიანად ვიქეცით? მინდა, კიდევ ერთხელ დავლიოთ ერთი ბოთლი ღვინო, გავიხსენოთ… როგორ ვცეკვავდით ოდესღაც ვარსკვლავებთან ერთად… როგორ გვჯეროდა თითოეული ჩვენი ოცნების… მოგონებები მკლავს… და მითხარი, რა არის კარგი ამ „მშვიდობითში“?.. დღეს შენ მტოვებ მე, მე კი — შენ… სხვადასხვა გზით მივდივართ — სულები, კომპასის გარეშე დარჩენილნი… ამ ყველაფრის შემდეგ ორივე შევიცვალეთ. მე უკვე სხვა ქალი ვარ, შენ კი — ახლა უკვე სხვა კაცი… რა მოხდა? და როგორ? როგორ დაგროვდა ეს მანძილი იმ პატარა, ერთი შეხედვით უმნიშვნელო ამბებისგან? იქნებ უბრალო „გამარჯობა, როგორ ხარ?“ ჩვენი გადარჩენა ყოფილიყო… მე ხომ ჯერ კიდევ აქ ვარ!… რა არის კარგი იმაში, როცა მეუბნები: „კიდევ მომატყუე…“ როცა სიმართლე ასე მტკივნეულია?.. მარტოები, სხვადასხვა გზით მიმავალნი, ალბათ, უკვე აღარც ვიცით, საით მივდივართ… ჩვენ ორს, ერთმანეთისგან დაშორებულებს, თითქოს აღარც კი დაგვრჩა მიზანი…

hi i really miss sharing random chika to you, i'm sorry for everything. i'm avoiding you right now because I don't want to talk to you anymore, baka may magawa na naman ako sayo. hindi sa ayaw na kitang kausap hahaha nahihiya lang akong ipakita ang mukha ko sayo,pinagsisisihan ko lahat ng naging desisyon ko sa buhay ngayon, madali lang sabihin ang mga katagang "gusto kita, babawi ako sayo" pero hindi ko yun mapanindigan dahil masama akong tao. sinubukan lang ako ni Lord kung gusto ba talaga kita ay bumitaw agad ako nung dumating siya hahahahahahha. I wish hindi na tayo maging okay hahaha, friendship over kumbaga :((( ilayo sana ako ni Lord sayo, ilayo kana oo.

ik I was a b*tch to ur mom but I'm sorry now and I js wish we could hang out and be 2 regular teenagers who are stupid in love with each other like we used to

how are you? how's work? i miss you so much :(( i never should have said those words to you; i was wrong and now, i'm miserable. i miss the way you care for me; you were the only person who truly knows me. -C

I'm sorry I was a bad person but I'm different and I just wish I was different with you. It hurts my heart knowing how terrible I was. I truly miss you. I hope you are happy now and i hope shadys doing good. I also hope you found your cat Gucci I think his name was. He was a Orange Tabby. I hope you see this even though i know you probly wont. Im so sorry i couldnt be your person but im glad we arent together sometimes because i realised how missriable we both were. I wish we could be just friends but that wont ever work. I know if we get back incontact it will probly ruin both of our lives. I want to talk to you so bad though and see what you are doing and how you are and if you found your person yet. Its not fair what happend but it had to happen. I hope you are well Kaleb B. Truly, K

I’m sorry for how things ended, I still love you I always will, I hope you find the right person for you and wish nothing but good things for you. With much Love ~ A

Yestoo ramroo smile huda huda runu hunna ni malkin , stay smile in and im sorry malking you sadd . I didn't meant it sachii mei ❤️...... maafi pam , wont repeat it from nowwww

I am sorry. I never meant for this to happen. I am so sorry. I hated myself for doing what we did to us, I couldn't look myself in the eyes for what I was to tell you -what i told you that day- I am sorry. I still feel home with you. It cut me to write you didn't feel home. I have my own reasons. I am sorry I did it at such a crucial time in your life, no amount of 'sorry' will ever ease the guilt I feel. I miss you, god i miss you so much. I hated doing it. I am helpless, my hand being forced into someone elses. It would have hurt you more to like me and think I had to go to someone else when I told you I would be yours. I think it would hurt you less and enrage you more to think I did not understand your point of view. Love tears you apart but rage keeps you breathing. Rage makes you feel alive and I want you to be alive. I want you to go around and experience everything. The sunsets and the sunrise and everything in between. I hope you go long way. Hope your find a family of your own in someone, and when you do, I hope it works in your favour for you deserve all the happiness in the world. Had it been in my hands, I would have fought tooth and nail to be with you, but it's not. I miss you with each breathing gulp of air and I... I think this is how love feels. -rawr

I am sorry, I pushed you away again and again and when its turn to finally let you go it has become really difficult to do so, you have probably moved on which is a good thing but I can't, even with the distance between us I felt we could work it out, but it did not. I felt really bad to not wish you on your birthday, it has been several months and I feel like I don't even know you anymore. I wish the best for you, I really do. I don't even know if we will talk again but I am sorry for everything, I gave a thought to our relationship and how it went over the course of these several past years and I feel majority of the times I ran away from the conversation which could have easily been solved if i simply communicated, I am sorry I ruined what we had, I don't feel we should be together even if we get another chance I don't think I will change. I really do not know what to say to you or even see you anymore, I can't seem to remember your face, your voice and it feels really empty, but I hope you have moved onto better things in life, I am sorry to not wish you again on your birthday as well but happy belated birthday I guess, wish you nothing but the best.

I'm so sorry for being such a bad "friend". We could've been more. I'm sorry that I didn't try enough. I miss you, but it's too late to go back to what we used to be. I hope you have a good life.