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Even see someone so crazy that they write on random websites hoping you’ll find them one day? yea me neither, I actually this its fun writing when u can’t express anything byee imyyy

Hope youre doing ok

i'm like totally sure that you'll never be able to find this website LMAO so i'll write to you here. i think about your wellbeing a lot, and i'm very curious about your current daily life and whether your habits have changed or not since the last time i was present in your life. i guess what i'm trying to say is that i miss you, and i hope you're happy, always. also, it's 3 days until your birthday so yay! i want to gift you stuff but i'm scared that you'll find it weird or awkward, so maybe an early text is fine. if i ever do send you a text, will you text back? maybe a thank you, or a confused msg questioning my remembering your birthday? because i would very much want to talk to you, i miss your voice, or in this case, your texts, i think. idk what i'm saying. anyways luv you so so much and check SendTheSong and the Unsent Project if you happen to stumble upon this one teehee. from nanh, obviously (*ˊᗜˋ*) baibaibaiabiababaibaiabaiabiabaiavaiabuabaiabauabaiabaiii (you used to do this)

thank you.........

i think you are the first person i cant ever not smile around, and while other people may not like you or think your wierd i really really reaaaaaaaaaaaally like you.....

“A Girl Made for the Sky” You dreamed of skies so vast and blue, While I dreamed of a life with you. You wished for wings to take you high, I wished you’d never say goodbye. Someday, you’ll fly where stars reside, With distant worlds on either side. And I’ll be here, beneath the same sky, Loving the girl who learned to fly. I hope the clouds will treat you kind, And bring you peace you couldn’t find. Though I was never your final view, I’ll always wish the skies for you. You were born to fly, my dear, I just wished you’d stayed a little here. With love, from the girl you left beneath the same sky. .- .-.. . -..- . ..

💌 TO MY DEAR BUBU CAT, happiiee birthdayyyyy to my most precious, beautiful, adorable Bubu Cattttt! 🥹🎂💗😺 Okkii, first of all... HAPPYY BIRTHDAYY, JAANU! 🥳💖 Another year of you being the cutest human... and another year of me being lucky enough to have you in my life.🫶🏻 I honestly don't even know where to begin cuz there are so many things I want to say to you, and somehow words nover feel enough when it comes to you. but let me try... 🌷My Dear Beautiful, You're the one who has always given me belief, courage, comfort and hope in so many ways. You made me believe in myself when I doubted myself. You gave me courage when I felt scared. You stayed beside me when things weren't easy. And somehow, just knowing that you're there makes everything feel little lighter. You've this special place in my heart that nobody else can ever take. You're not just someone I love. You're someone I can laugh with, annoy, tease, talk nonsense with, share my stupid thoughts with, and still somehow feel completely understood by. And honestly... You're my fav person to bother. 😭😂💓 So congratulations, Bubu. You've officially been promoted to another year of tolerating me. No refunds. No exchanges. Terms and conditions apply. 😌😂 🥺 About that handwritten card... Okkiiee jaanu, I'm sorry I couldn't make you a handwritten card.🥹 I really wanted to. But you know na, I'd I suddenly started making a handwritten card, everyone in my family start asking ques like: “WHAT ARE YOU MAKING?" “FOR WHOM?" “WHY ARE YOU SMILING?" 😭😂 So yeah, i couldn't make handwritten card. But hey... Who said a card has to be made of paper? This is your card. A little different, a little digital, but filled with the same love I would've out into evey single handwritten word. And honestly, If I could, I'd fill an entire notebook woth everything k feel for you... But you'd still have to rad my terrible handwriting. So maybe this is actually better for you.😭😂 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUMO!!😤😂 💗 A Little Birthday Poetry For My Bubu If I could gift you something more than flowers, I'd give you all my happiest hours. If I could give you something brighter than the sun, I'd give you every moment where you feel like the only one. If I could wrap my feelings and put them in your hands, I'd give you every little dream, every hope, every plan. And if you ever wonder what you mean to me, Just know you're a part of the person I want to be. Because loving you isn't just about the happy days. It's about being there when you're tired. When you're stressed. When you're overthinking. When you're angry. When you're quiet. When you don't feel like talking. I want to be someone you can come to without thinking twice. Someone you can tell your worries to. Someone who can make you laugh when your day has been terrible. Someone who reminds you that you're loved even on the days when you don't feel your best. 🫂 And Please Remember This… No matter how life changes, I want you to keep believing in yourself. You are capable of so much more than you sometimes realize. There will be days when things don't go according to plan. There will be failures, bad days, confusion, stress, and moments when you'll wonder whether you're doing enough. And on those days… Please remember that I believe in you. I'll always want to see you grow, achieve your dreams, become stronger, happier, and more confident. I don't want to be the person who holds you back. I want to be the person standing beside you, cheering for you, supporting you, and saying: "I knew you could do it." ❤️ And whenever you forget how special you are, I'll happily remind you. Even if I have to remind you 500 times a day. 😭 Because that's what your annoying boyfriend is for. 😌😂 🐱 One More Thing, Bubu… Please don't ever think you have to be perfect for me. I don't love some imaginary perfect version of you. I love you. Your cute side. Your angry side. Your emotional side. Your silly side. Your stubborn side. Your dramatic side. 😂 Your sleepy side. Your "I'm fine" when you're clearly NOT fine side. 😭 All of it. You're allowed to have bad days. You're allowed to make mistakes. You're allowed to feel lost sometimes. You're allowed to simply be yourself. And I hope you always know that you don't have to carry everything alone. I'm here. 🎂 And Now… The Official Birthday Rules Rule No. 1: You HAVE to smile today. 😤❤️ Rule No. 2: You are legally required to eat something delicious. 🍰 Rule No. 3: You are not allowed to call yourself ugly today because the birthday girl is automatically 1000× more beautiful than usual. 😌✨ Rule No. 4: You have to accept unlimited kisses and hugs from me. No negotiations. 🤭❤️ Rule No. 5: You have to remember that there is one idiot somewhere who is ridiculously happy that you exist. Unfortunately for you… That idiot is me. 😭😂❤️ 💌 Finally, My Bubu… On your birthday, I don't just wish you another year of life. I wish you a year full of peace, happiness, laughter, success, beautiful memories, good health, fulfilled dreams, and countless reasons to smile. I hope you get everything you've been wishing for. I hope life is gentle with you. I hope you never lose that beautiful heart of yours. And whenever life gets difficult, I hope you remember that you have someone who genuinely cares about you, believes in you, and wants to see you happy. Thank you for being you. Thank you for being a part of my life. Thank you for all the little things you do that you probably don't even realize mean so much to me. And thank you for giving me memories I'll always keep close to my heart. I don't know what the future will bring. But today, on your birthday, I just want you to know one simple thing: I am really, really grateful that you exist. And I'm even more grateful that somehow, out of all the people in this huge world… I got to meet you. ❤️ So once again… 🎂💗 HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY, MY BUBU CATTTTT! 🐱💗🎂 May your smile stay bright, your heart stay happy, your dreams come true, and your life be filled with beautiful moments. And if life ever forgets to make you smile… Don't worry. I'll be there to annoy you until you do. 😭😂❤️ I love you, jaanu. More than I can properly put into words. Happy Birthday to my beautiful girl, my Bubu Cat, my favourite person, and my forever headache. 🤭❤️ With all my love, Your idiot. 🫶🏻❤️ BAN JAA TU MERI RAANI 🙇🏻‍♂️😘💗🌹

tiii maaf ya tadi gua ngatain lu berlebihan, semoga lu ga beneran benci sama guaya :)

I don’t know why I keep snooping. It’s wrong. All I find is stuff that makes me sad, but you’re not doing anything wrong. You love me honestly and I love you crookedly. I’m sorry I won’t be brave enough to tell the truth.

If you came back, I’d take you. I still don’t know what was real or if we had the real thing. I wish I could have gotten the chance to know.

I have been depressed for a while now, (probably for 7 months now). There are days were I feel hollow, days were I don't want to wake up, and it has gotten to the point of self harm. The feeling of anxiety and having constant negative thoughts overwhelm me to the point where I can feel the weight of it on my chest and it makes me want to cry. I have no one to reach out for help, and even if I did, my mom would notice and she would start talking about her religious beliefs to show that her God can fix me. Sometimes I feel lonely too, at night I cuddle with a pillow and cry until I fall asleep. I just want to have at least someone of trust who I can talk to. One simple wish that I have is, to have someone hold me while I sleep, brush my hair with their hands and tell me "Your enough, a new day will start tomorrow. I love you". Thankfully my depression only comes in waves and only shows up for a week to a month then goes away but then comes back after a month or two passes. Who ever is reading this, your not alone, everyday is a brand new page. I believe in you and I hope you have a happy life.

I miss you every single day, there’s not a single day where i do not think of you, where you are, how you, what you’re doing, if you’re better? But mostly, selfishly, i think about if you’ve moved on and forgotten me, if ive turned into yet another chapter you’ll remember, part of your teenage years. while you remain the only song, stupidly stuck in my head, it’s unfair truly, because you’ll never be a chapter to me, you were everything, you saw me, or at least i’d like to think you did. Me and Jess are friends, i know it was one of our last conversations, or fights i guess. I guess im clingy, and stupid, and utterly infuriating, not just to those around me, but to myself, because sometimes i fear that if its not you, ill never find love, because sadly, you’ve ruined me for everyone else

I understand that you want to create a warm and creative letter for National Girlfriend's day. Here is a warm letter perfect to give your girlfriend for National Girlfriend day tomorrow! Hi luvie! Akala mo AI noh WAHAHAHAHAH lol. jokijoki lang labyu agad. Grabe noh ang tagal na pala nating magkakilala imagine sabi mo di ka magkocommit tapos ngayon were 1 yr and 3 months in a relationship WHAHAHAHA grabeng joke yan nagtagal. Alam mo ba these past few days i feel like going bonkers kasi out of nowhere I'll have these ideas on what to give you when we meet. Like do i bring your mother some atsara when i visit her? do i give you flowers? i mean of course common sense pero what flowers would you love to receive diba? Like you love purple tapos tulips din hahaha. Then there was "where do we go? saan kita ililibot?" while walking pauwi sa bahay I'll think of places i haven't gone into, thinking "parang want ko pumunta here with her." then the "i think she'll like this" in short teh masyado ka na mayabang aba, masyado mo na kinocolonize yung utak ko. dati random thoughts ko eh mga building na want ko idesign, tapos ngayon kasama ka na dun sa thoughts and consideration ko when designing (sasama ka sa halo WAHAHAHAHA char). Pero not all my thoughts are this positive, kasi i also feel like I'm getting selfish. i hate it when you talk about falling asleep on someone's neck like why not me diba (cries in korean) i don't really like my thoughts sometimes kasi sabi ba naman niya "i don't mind people liking you or admiring you, what i do mind is them thinking they have a shot on getting with you." like teh possessive yarn? di naman ako ganun eh i mean may tendency siguro pero mabait ako, super mapagbigay ko kaya to the point na nasasabihan akong madaling maabuso WHAHAHA. i don't know but when it comes to you, parang want kitang ipagdamot. Pero i don't want you to think na pipigilan kitang magsocialize ha, di naman porket medj mabilis magselos ang person eh lalayuan mo na lahat. i want you to know na you're free to hang out with people you want to hang out with, i appreciate you telling me and asking me for consent but i also know na you're matured enough to know boundaries and i trust you, mi luna. Anyways i know you're always tired dahil sa ojt but you always make time for me, I'll always be grateful for having you on my busy nights and kahit minsan eh reply ko umaabot ng madaling araw and nakakaligtaan magsend ng goodnight kiss WHAHAHA sorna. Thankyou luvie, I'll always be thankful sayo, don't forget na i'll always be here when you need me here lang kasi wala naman ako there WAHAHAH char. And I'm proud of you, always. I love you! ipunin ko muna letters ko here sakin wahahha tingnan natin gano kadami sa meet

Tu handle kar le gi ha tu strong hai tu bolti hai na main kar lungi akele par sach yeh hai tu thak gayi hai andar se being a strong one again and again ab tu naraz hoti hai khud mann jati hai ha roti bhi hai akele main Weak nahi dikhna na tujhe baat baat pe duniya ko explanation nahi deni apni. Baar baar pe bolti hai ki theek hai. Because tujhe asa lagta hai tari baaton ko samajhne ke liye na kisi ke paas waqt hi nahi hai. Aur na hi tare paas wo vishwas ha , apni baaton ko samjhaane ka, Log tare strong hone ki tareef karte hai na yehi hai lekin tari andar ki thakaan ka na koi mention nai karta Baar baar strong banna na shayad ek majboori si ban gayi hai tare liye abhi. And I think ki har strong ladki ki na ek aisi side hai jo shayad hi kabhi duniya wale samajh paayenge ya shayad hi kabhi duniya wale dekh paayenge. Par main hun tare sath yeh sab akele karne ki koi zarurat nai hai tanvi bhot kuch fucked up ho jata hai ladai main iska yeh matlab nai hai ki voh permanent kharb hua hai nai do no side se hurted hote hai isliye ho jata hai iski wajha se tum Ase karo ye cheeze chupa do ge 3 months se tune mujh se sab chupa liya ha kyu ko ki 3 months se kisi na kisi cheez par kuch ho rha nai maat kar plss yrr

I miss you so much, Im sorry for everything I did. All those times I annoyed you till id make you so mad and I wouldnt stop. Im really sorry and I know you will ever believe me. Im sorry for everything truly, you were always there for me when I would tell you can you check this for me is this right, and im sorry for all those times I wasnt. I would never want to hurt you I love you and all of them more than any other people that arent God and my family. You guys all were my everything. Now whenever I do or achieve something I always want to tell you guys about it but then I remember your not part of my life. Its my fault and we all know it, I will never forgive myself for everything I did. It breaks my heart knowing I lost some of the best friends I could truly be myself with I hate myself for it everyday. I will forever miss all those great times we had before I ruined them all, and I will always wish all of you guys the best and always want you guys to be happy and celebrate your achievements. You all will always be in my prayers and I will always wish the best for you and your families.

I’m sorry I broke things off bunny. I miss you so much it hurts. I feel like I can’t breathe without you RJ. I miss you every second babi. I feel nauseous just thinking about you not wanting to talk to me anymore. I can’t forget the memories we made together. I will wait and I hope you still love me and I hope we can see each other again . I love you my sweet Babi, you pinky promised you’d marry me. Please come back

1. keluarga aku mau jadi anak yg berbakti, tidak menyusahkan mama dan ayah, bisa bikin mereka tenang dan bangga sama aku. aku juga berharap hubungan aku sama mama sama ayah bisa semakin baik, semakin terbuka, dan saling percaya. semoga suatu hari nanti mama sama ayah bisa percaya sama aku dan berani ngelepas aku buat melihat dunia luar tanpa khawatir atau mengekang aku. aku bakal sangat bersyukur kalau suatu saat bisa dapet kepercayaan itu, dan aku mau buktiin kalau kepercayaan mama sama ayah tidak akan aku sia-siain. pokoknya sejauh apa pun aku pergi, aku tetap mau jadi anak yg berbakti dan suatu hari bisa balas semua yg udah mereka kasih ke aku 🤍 2. pendidikan 2024 bisa kuliah di Universitas Brawijaya lewat jalur SNBT, masuk kedokteran dan bisa menjalani kuliah dengan baik sampai jadi dokter. 3. love life ingin cowo di masa kuliah. tapi aku tidak mau pasangan yg introvert. karena aku gengsian aku mau cowo yg inisiatifnya tinggi, ngajak, suka cerita yg tidak aku tahu, terkadang maksa, excited, bisa tantrum kalau aku tidak bales chat, dan tidak membuat aku bingung soal perasaannya. tidak mau yg cool, mau yang keliatan sekali kalau dia suka sama aku. 4. melihat dunia aku ingin melihat dunia luar, pergi ke banyak tempat, ketemu orang baru, dan punya banyak pengalaman. bisa ikut pertukaran pelajar/mahasiswa, belajar di luar negeri, dan kalau ada kesempatan lanjut S2 di sana. ingin ngerasain hidup di tempat baru, belajar, dan pulang dengan lebih banyak cerita, pengalaman, dan wawasan. 5. karier dan kehidupan yang aku mau suatu hari nanti aku mau membangun kehidupan yg aku mau setelah semua pendidikan dan perjuanganku selesai. terjun di dunia kesehatan dan punya praktik mandiri sendiri. setelah itu, aku juga mau membangun keluarga baru yang hangat, penuh kasih sayang dan tidak saling mengekang. mau kehidupan yang cukup, bisa membantu orang lain, bisa membahagiakan mama sama ayah, dan akhirnya bisa bilang kalau semua yg aku perjuangin selama ini tak sia".

1. keluarga aku mau jadi anak yg berbakti, tidak menyusahkan mama dan ayah, bisa bikin mereka tenang dan bangga sama aku. aku juga berharap hubungan aku sama mama sama ayah bisa semakin baik, semakin terbuka, dan saling percaya. semoga suatu hari nanti mama sama ayah bisa percaya sama aku dan berani ngelepas aku buat melihat dunia luar tanpa khawatir atau mengekang aku. aku bakal sangat bersyukur kalau suatu saat bisa dapet kepercayaan itu, dan aku mau buktiin kalau kepercayaan mama sama ayah tidak akan aku sia-siain. pokoknya sejauh apa pun aku pergi, aku tetap mau jadi anak yg berbakti dan suatu hari bisa balas semua yg udah mereka kasih ke aku 🤍 2. pendidikan 2024 bisa kuliah di Universitas Brawijaya lewat jalur SNBT, masuk kedokteran dan bisa menjalani kuliah dengan baik sampai jadi dokter. 3. love life ingin cowo di masa kuliah. tapi aku tidak mau pasangan yg introvert. karena aku gengsian aku mau cowo yg inisiatifnya tinggi, ngajak, suka cerita yg tidak aku tahu, terkadang maksa, excited, bisa tantrum kalau aku tidak bales chat, dan tidak membuat aku bingung soal perasaannya. tidak mau yg cool, mau yang keliatan sekali kalau dia suka sama aku. 4. melihat dunia aku ingin melihat dunia luar, pergi ke banyak tempat, ketemu orang baru, dan punya banyak pengalaman. bisa ikut pertukaran pelajar/mahasiswa, belajar di luar negeri, dan kalau ada kesempatan lanjut S2 di sana. ingin ngerasain hidup di tempat baru, belajar, dan pulang dengan lebih banyak cerita, pengalaman, dan wawasan. 5. karier dan kehidupan yang aku mau suatu hari nanti aku mau membangun kehidupan yg aku mau setelah semua pendidikan dan perjuanganku selesai. terjun di dunia kesehatan dan punya praktik mandiri sendiri. setelah itu, aku juga mau membangun keluarga baru yang hangat, penuh kasih sayang dan tidak saling mengekang. mau kehidupan yang cukup, bisa membantu orang lain, bisa membahagiakan mama sama ayah, dan akhirnya bisa bilang kalau semua yg aku perjuangin selama ini tak sia".

I love you, my future nurse. I’m forever grateful to have you

You’re out there, walking the earth right now. I wonder when we’ll meet. But don’t come too soon—I’m not ready yet. I want to fall in love with you properly.