I have been depressed for a while now, (probably for 7 months now). There are days were I feel hollow, days were I don't want to wake up, and it has gotten to the point of self harm. The feeling of anxiety and having constant negative thoughts overwhelm me to the point where I can feel the weight of it on my chest and it makes me want to cry. I have no one to reach out for help, and even if I did, my mom would notice and she would start talking about her religious beliefs to show that her God can fix me. Sometimes I feel lonely too, at night I cuddle with a pillow and cry until I fall asleep. I just want to have at least someone of trust who I can talk to. One simple wish that I have is, to have someone hold me while I sleep, brush my hair with their hands and tell me "Your enough, a new day will start tomorrow. I love you". Thankfully my depression only comes in waves and only shows up for a week to a month then goes away but then comes back after a month or two passes. Who ever is reading this, your not alone, everyday is a brand new page. I believe in you and I hope you have a happy life.