I miss you so much, Im sorry for everything I did. All those times I annoyed you till id make you so mad and I wouldnt stop. Im really sorry and I know you will ever believe me. Im sorry for everything truly, you were always there for me when I would tell you can you check this for me is this right, and im sorry for all those times I wasnt. I would never want to hurt you I love you and all of them more than any other people that arent God and my family. You guys all were my everything. Now whenever I do or achieve something I always want to tell you guys about it but then I remember your not part of my life. Its my fault and we all know it, I will never forgive myself for everything I did. It breaks my heart knowing I lost some of the best friends I could truly be myself with I hate myself for it everyday. I will forever miss all those great times we had before I ruined them all, and I will always wish all of you guys the best and always want you guys to be happy and celebrate your achievements. You all will always be in my prayers and I will always wish the best for you and your families.