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you always will be the best thing that ever happened to my life. take care bache. i believe in you even if you dont and i know you can achieve anything. you are my home and i will always carry you with me wherever i go. i will never forget how you make me feel; like i belong somewhere. i belong with you.

No one compares to you. I wish you wanted to give us a chance as much as I do.

You keep giving me excuses to break my heart. I forgave you so many times and I know I’m not a great person but still. Why? Why does it hurt to love you? Why do you hurt me? -W

I miss you so much that you can’t even imagine how much it hurts..

For a moment there, you did have me wondering. Were you the one? Maybe you could have been. Or maybe we were just never meant to be. You weren’t perfect, and I wasn’t expecting you to be. There were things you did that I kept a mental record of, but none of it was serious enough for me to walk away or really reevaluate things. You were sweet, you made me feel secure, you were patient, and you made me feel special. You would say all these cute things, talk about your dreams of us and everything, and make it seem like you could actually see a future with me. When you first said “imy,” it threw me off. It felt too early for me to say it back, but then you asked, “Aren’t you gonna say it back?” So I did. And well, I did mean it later on, but initially, I definitely felt a bit pressured to say it back. You’d also tell me you were going to do these sweet little things for me. Carry my bag. Get me flowers. Buy me little trinkets. And I believed you. Sometimes I wondered if you wanted credit for things you said you would do but never actually did. I saw it happening, and I let it happen because… I liked you. One of the things that always confused me was how you had dated so much but hadn’t had a relationship in so long. That just never really added up to me. You told me you got bored easily, and that you were surprised you hadn’t gotten bored of me yet. At the time, I felt special hearing that. Looking back, maybe I should have paid more attention to what you were actually telling me. Maybe you just like the idea of pursuing someone, I don’t know. And maybe you were only ever meant to be mine for a moment. Honestly? Maybe that was enough. Maybe that was all it was ever meant to be. Little things started adding up. You made me feel happy and then suddenly you made me feel confused. I spent a whole week overthinking, trying to figure out if something was off, wondering whether I was just being the crazy overthinker. I kept looking for little signs that something had changed. And then we planned our next date. Suddenly I felt secure again, because why would we mutually plan a date if it wasn’t something we both wanted? I dismissed all my overthinking and thought we were in a good place. Not even half a day later, you ended things. Obviously, that was your choice to make. But you had me overthinking, then feeling secure because I thought we were in a good place, and then suddenly I was hurt because I genuinely thought we had been okay. So yeah. That was shitty of you, FYI. But in a way, I think I learned something from it. I realized I had been settling for someone I believed had potential, rather than the person who was actually standing in front of me. You were a good person. I don’t doubt that you tried to be, at least. And I wasn’t perfect either. I’m sure there were things I could have done better. But I did my best to be a good person to you. I cared about you. I tried to treat you well. I was genuine with you. And I think that’s part of why this hurt so much. You weren’t some horrible person. You were good to me in a lot of ways. I liked you. I really did. But at some point during that last week, I started questioning your words. I started noticing the difference between the way you treated me and the way I wanted to be treated. As much as it hurt, I think the way you ended things was probably the move that made the most sense. Because I didn’t want to be treated the way I had been treated that week. I didn’t want to constantly feel confused and insecure about where I stood with someone I cared about. Maybe that was the realization I needed. Because liking you wasn’t enough for me to look past the way you treated me that week. I can’t unsee how confused and insecure I felt, and I don’t think I should have to. And I’m not going to pretend there isn’t still a small part of me that wonders what could have happened. Maybe if we had met at a different point in our lives, with a little more maturity or experience behind us, some things might have landed differently. Maybe we would have handled things differently. Maybe we could have worked. I don’t know. But I do know that I don’t want to hold onto the potential of what we could have been instead of accepting what we actually were. I don’t wish you any harm. I hope you figure life out. I hope you find what you’re looking for. But I hope you know that the way you handled things hurt me, and it wasn’t fair to me. It was shitty. I was good to you. I cared about you. I gave you a chance, and I let myself believe the things you told me. I didn’t deserve to be handled that way. I know I didn’t. So, final words. I hope, at some point, you realize that the way you handled things was unfair, and that your words mean something to the person you’re saying them to. I hope you try to be more genuine in the future. Don’t talk unless you mean it. From Nerd

25 days more… and our love will complete one beautiful year. 🥹❤️ It feels unreal that something that started as a little story became such a beautiful part of my life. Every tiny moment, every memory, every smile with you has a special place in my heart. And if there’s one promise I want to make, it’s this: I’ll keep choosing you with the same heart, keep cherishing what we have, and keep holding on to our little world through every season life brings. I don’t just want to celebrate one year with you—I want to keep making countless more memories, one day at a time. ❤️🫶🏻

i love you

yar bhout miss kar rah hu tumhe birthday bhi chala gya tera fhir bhi tera call nh aya tera number bhi he sb kuch he bs call hi nh kar skta bhout yaad ati he teri jab se tu gyi he acha nh lagta he kuch bas kosish karta hu khush rhe ne ki or tujhe bhulane ki but bhul hi nh para hu i miss you soooo much pragati i cant process abhi tak ke hum ab sath nhi he i hope u are doing so well in your life you know what 25 sep ko mein bhout roya i thought tera call aye ga coz us din hume mile hue pure 2 sal ho gye the but us din bhi nh aya its hard to forget u why u leave me like this aaa jao na pragati bhout hua ab aa jao na nhi ho rah muj se im writing this mess i know tu kabhi nhi padh paye gi yeh but i loveuuuuu sooo much prag tum jha bhi ho jesi bhi ho khush rhao i just want tum khush ho that enough for me i dont know why iam waiting for your call daily why i checked my phone syd uska call aya ho par ata hi nh he

Ma Ambre, you need to know that, there is this girl that likes me, but you gave me another chance in my dreams, it was so real, I wish it was. I'm ready to give it all up for you, let us try this again, I see you everywhere I go and I wish you were still mine. No matter for how long I would try to forget our story it will never fade away, I can't stop thinking about the way you used to smile to everything I told you. We had our experiences and our memories, we had our pains and our fights. But all I remember from you is the softness of your skin, the smell of your fragrance and the perfection of you whole. I miss the way I used to stare into your eyes and see a future with you. You were my whole and my everything, I wish I could bring us back to this day. I would destroy anything that stops me from loving you again. I hope you read this and please don't make fun of me for this and don't share it with anyone. I miss you.

This girl likes me, but you gave me another chance in my dreams, it was so real, I wish it was. I'm ready to give it all up for you, let us try this again, I see you everywhere I go and I wish you were still mine. Please don't make fun of this with anyone, I never truly loved anyone as much as I loved you and it will never fade away, as much as I tried to forget our story, it persists.

i will miss you dearly and all your brightness and laughter you bring into the room. i wish i could've logged more of those moments so i could look back even with my bad memory. you always manage to make everything a bit more bearable these past 2 years and i always look forward to seeing you everyday. i really wish i didnt have to go, and i know you probably won't remember me, but i wanted you to know that everything you've said, done or just leisurely added onto your conversations will stick with me through life, and know that i will always remember you. i wish i didn't have to go and leave everything behind, i just wish i could stay a couple more years, i don't want this to end. as much as i dont want you to forget me, i know you eventually will, but know that you've changed my life so much in such a small timespan and that i will always carry your catchphrases, funny memories and everything reminiscient of you when i leave. i'm so sorry if you dislike me because you're disappointed, or that im annoying, or you just don't like me overall. sorry if i talk to you and you really want to get away. im sorry, but thank you so much.

hai manja cinta, cinta nak cakap yang cinta nak sangat tengok baby berjaya. cinta faham baby sekarang dah bosan dengan cinta and cinta tak dapat nak buat apaa apaa dengan benda tu. cinta harap jalan yang baby pilih ni sesuai dengan apa yang baby harapkan. cinta tak kisah whoever you're with right now. cinta harap baby happy dengan apa yang baby dapat. cinta mintak maaf 2 tahun kita ni cinta takdapat nak bagi baby macam macam. mungkin sebabtu baby bosan dengan cinta baby lose interest dengan cinta kan? cinta terima keputusan baby. cinta support semua yang baby buat. don't push yourself to the limit, sayang. oftenly take a break to relief your mind n body. jaga diri Nur Raisha Humaira. i love you so much not even numbers could scale it. 27/7/24 till forever <3

I will never stop loving you, my one and only.

i wonder why u were mean to me, i dont know if ull ever read these, and it doesnt mean anything if u do but i cant be crazy, i couldnt have imagined all those subliminal messages... u were horrible to me yet i still was intrigued it made no sense, i know im not special to u and i dont ever want to be just an option to a man, but idk anyway i hoped u wouldve at least apologized

bae im sorry for everything thas happen. i jst feel like we r drifting apart every day and its k!llin me inside i dont know what to do anymore. idk how our gn texts went from long ahh paragraphs to "bye ly" i miss our old relationship baby. i miss u

I love you

hello sayang, i’ve got something for you. i guess this is my best way to saying sorry, thank you, hehe. i’ve been thinking about what i wanted to say, and there are some things i wish i could say to you perfectly, but i don’t think words will ever be enough for everything. still, i want to try, because you deserve to know how much your presence has come to mean to me. you’ve become such a comforting part of my days, and i feel genuinely lucky that i get to know and love someone like you. you’re one of the kindest and loveliest people i’ve ever met, and there’s so much about you that makes me grateful it’s you. i know i’m not always the easiest person to understand. sometimes my thoughts get tangled and i can be a little all over the place. but you never make me feel ashamed of any of it. instead, you meet me with patience, understanding, and a softness that i honestly didn’t know i needed. you somehow make space for all the parts of me without ever making me feel like they make me less worthy of being loved. i love the way you always know how to reassure me, even when i don’t know how to ask for it. the way you listen, the way you care, the way you communicate with me, and the way you handle my feelings with so much understanding. i notice all of those little things, even when i don’t always say it. being loved by you has made my days feel a little softer. you’ve given me a kind of comfort i didn’t know i needed, and a kind of love that feels safe, warm, and sincere. there’s something really special about knowing i have you to come home to, someone i can be completely myself with and still feel loved. i could probably write a million thank yous and still feel like none of them would be enough for everything you’ve given me. so maybe i’ll just keep showing you instead, in the way i love you, the way i care for you, and in all the little ways i hope you’ll always feel how much you mean to me. so, thank you, my love. thank you for finding me, for staying with me, and for loving me as i am. out of all the people i could have met, i’m incredibly grateful that somehow, it was you. and thank you for being you, kez. i’m so, so happy that it’s you. i love you so much, sayang. more than these words can hold.

Before I even knew how you looked , you owned a part of me . Ever since I saw you , ever since I first talked with you , you have a special place in my heart which noone can take. Over the last few months , its almost as if you have become a part of me . Like i feel incomplete when you're not there . After a long time , you were the only one who made me feel anything. I know you didn't even tried to do it . But something about you just pulled me in like no other . The moments I have shared with you over this period are one of the best moments of my life which I will forever cherish . The way you talk , the way you laugh , the way you used to share everything with me , I will forever cherish that . I could listen to you talk until I am on my death bed . I love everything about you , just everything. Your beauty is beyond how you look . That's only a tiny part of you . Your beauty goes beyond what the human eyes can grasp . ""Aapka hona hi khoobsurat hai""💕💕 Just know that you're extremely special to me . ❤️❤️ Ever since your OC started , I have been thinking about you all the time. Aap kya kar rahi hogi ? Thik toh hogi na ? Ghar safely pahochi ki nahi ? Kuch ho toh nahi gaya ? I know you're going through a lot . All this is very hard for you to take all at once . 🫂 But i feel you've been acting very strange these last few days . Pehle toh , you used to tell me everything . Jab bhi koi chiz hoti bhi , you would used to tell me , no matter what. You never acted this way . Even a day before exams , we would still talk for a few minutes a day . Now i know that you're going through a lot , but i would never know what it is if you don't tell me anything. You're giving vague answers and you're acting almost as if you don't want to talk and you want me to know that . Pehle jab mai call karta tha , toh call kaat ke tum text pe aajati thi . But now , you just cut the call and act like nothing. This has been hurting me a lot. It feels like someone put something very heavy on my chest and it's difficult to breathe. I guess this is how it feels when the only person you love and care for acts this way . This is too painful , I can't even explain. I've only been thinking about you. Maybe I am overreacting, I don't know . I am just sharing how I feel with you . (If you care ) Ab mujhe aapko call ya text karne se bhi dar lagne laga hai . Mujhe lagta hai ki if I call , you would think that I am bothering you . 🙃 I don't exactly know your part of the story, . But atleast i tried . Maine bohot try karliya hai . Probably this is the last thing that I am sending you by my side until tum khud nahi aati . Always remember, that you're very special to me and . Wherever you are , whatever you're doing . I ❤️ you . Chalta hu 🫂 👋 - Somebody to you

If you're ever wondering if this is for you, do you remember the 21st night of September? I miss you terribly. Seashorses are still my favorite. Respond to that message I sent you on your birthday. That's all it'll take. I'm fine with being used for cummies tbh lol. I just want you.

hey, ik you don’t really care about being friends anymore but you still linger within my mind in my eyes, you were someone i really enjoyed being around until the sparks inevitably faded away though i’ll always be available if you wanna talk again one day