I miss you every single day, there’s not a single day where i do not think of you, where you are, how you, what you’re doing, if you’re better? But mostly, selfishly, i think about if you’ve moved on and forgotten me, if ive turned into yet another chapter you’ll remember, part of your teenage years. while you remain the only song, stupidly stuck in my head, it’s unfair truly, because you’ll never be a chapter to me, you were everything, you saw me, or at least i’d like to think you did. Me and Jess are friends, i know it was one of our last conversations, or fights i guess. I guess im clingy, and stupid, and utterly infuriating, not just to those around me, but to myself, because sometimes i fear that if its not you, ill never find love, because sadly, you’ve ruined me for everyone else