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It dosent hurt me anymore. I moved on and I hope you do to. I don’t hate you I just don’t love you. I hope you move on and fall inlove with someone else and enjoy it.858111

Hii rein hahaha, I actually want to call you rein mas natripan ko siya hahaha. So anw, sinulat ko 'to rein para magtapat ng nararamdaman ko. I know weeks palang tayo mag kakilala, although hindi lubos na magkakilala but dun din tayo mapupunta soon. I actually want to know you more, everytime I talk to you I find myself smiling. Like, who are you ba in the first place. Stranger lang tayo before but ito na nagkausap tas ayun nagkakilala. Then in the end ako naman 'tong hindi mapigilan ngumiti pag nakakausap ka. Rein, everytime na busy tayo parehas ikaw lagi pumapasok sa isip ko wondering ano na nangyayare sayo hahaha. I know naman na mas busy ka dahil sa profession mo na yan and I truly understand. No matter how busy you are, I'll wait for you. Kahit na sabihin mo pang "sa una lang yan", let me prove it to you rein by my action. Hindi ako creative but I will do anything just to make you happy because you're worth it. If tatanungin mo ako kung ano 'yung nagustuhan ko sa'yo, wala akong specific answer para diyan. Pero ang masasabi ko lang, lagi na kitang hinahanap. Nag-ooverthink ako kapag nakikita kitang online (not in a bad way), pero naisip ko lang kung napapansin mo ba 'yung mga chat ko o kung kakausapin mo pa ba ako sa susunod ganon lang. Plus pa, iyang kagandahan mo kahit bareface ka, ang ganda mo pa rin para sa akin. Lalo na 'yang dimple mo, hehe. Rein, hindi lang 'yung presence mo ang hinahanap ko, it’s actually you. The fact na you can really make me think of you even if we aren't talking at the moment. I honestly cannot say na may sagot ako sa tanong nayon, but I will say that you are the very reason why I am happy each and every day. Maski sa pag gising ko ikaw agad ang chinecheck ko.  Sorry kung padalos dalos ako but hindi ko na kasi kayang i-keep pa 'tong nararamdaman ko. It's hard na pigilan parang magiging simp na ako kakaisip sayo huhu. For that short time na nag uusap tayo masaya na ako, even your simple updates it really makes me happy and also assume things na baka bet mo din ako hahaha. But I will work hard for us, I'll do my very best, I will be the man you want. I'm a man of word, rein. Sa dami ng sinabi ko and isa lang kalalabasan niyan haha. Rein, you're the person I want to share good news with and the only one I want to turn when things go wrong. I care about you, I care about your happiness and career more than almost anything else. I like you rein, I’d really like the chance to show you how much I care about you. You are like a paraluman na dumating sa mundo ko. So, this may be sounds a bit traditional, but I'd like to court you rein. May I? No pressure, no rush, just take your time.

pok is pok

I always love you

milin, i dont really know how to start this, but i wanted to explain myself a little, i never wanted you to think i was cold or that i didnt care about you so after being alone for so long, i lowk forgot how to act in a rls and im so sorry for taht ,,when you said you wanted a clingy boyfriend, i tried really hard to be that person u want but i took ir way too far i hate that ims orry ive been making you uncomfortable without knowing myself if i know i could've stopped but sighh i didnt :( , and i kept saying i was obsessed with you when i really just meant i cared about you a lot i used wrong word and i'm really sorry for that .i never wanted to make you cry or feel sick in the head i was js scared of losing you or making you lose feeling for me, i know saying sorry wont magically fix everything, but i still want u to know that you've meant a lot to me i really appreciate that, and no matter what happen, i am genuinely proud of you. i really hope we can still be close like before even if it's just as friends istg i wont acting weird or trying too hard now 🙏 i dont want thing to end with us hating each other or feeling awkward i know that'll depend on how you feel, and ofc i'lll respect ur decisoon but i hope u already think it carefully i am really sorry, again (listen to eve by shy the eternal i know it might sound pop or unserious but its really how i feel because im alright🙃 il love you with care muah i dont want to hurt ur feelings❤️‍🩹) -baiyok

milin, i dont really know how to start this, but i wanted to explain myself a little, i never wanted you to think i was cold or that i didnt care about you so after being alone for so long, i lowk forgot how to act in a rls and im so sorry for taht ,,when you said you wanted a clingy boyfriend, i tried really hard to be that person u want but i took ir way too far i hate that ims orry ive been making you uncomfortable without knowing myself if i know i could've stopped but sighh i didnt :( , and i kept saying i was obsessed with you when i really just meant i cared about you a lot i used wrong word and i'm really sorry for that .i never wanted to make you cry or feel sick in the head i was js scared of losing you or making you lose feeling for me, i know saying sorry wont magically fix everything, but i still want u to know that you've meant a lot to me i really appreciate that, and no matter what happen, i am genuinely proud of you. i really hope we can still be close like before even if it's just as friends istg i wont acting weird or trying too hard now 🙏 i dont want thing to end with us hating each other or feeling awkward i know that'll depend on how you feel, and ofc i'lll respect ur decisoon but i hope u already think it carefully i am really sorry, again (listen to eve by shy the eternal i know it might sound pop or unserious but its really how i feel because im alright🙃 il love you with care muah i dont want to hurt ur feelings❤️‍🩹) -baiyok

Oh you've got me wrapped around your finger good. I can't seem to find a way to escape this feeling, and rightfully so, it's overwhelming and scary dude. It feels wrong to feel this way with you we're friends and you've got someone you're yearning for, and even so if you didn't I don't think we'd be each other's. I'm in a world far away from you, and yours is better while I'm just here. Trapped in a cage I've built myself while you're freely you. You say we're so similar in many ways and that we're just the same person, different fonts—I don't see it that way. You're everything I've ever wanted to be, and you're everything I've wanted to have; someone who's love I've dreamt about. While I've been trying to understand love, you've been living your life with love. How glad I am to have you in my presence. I am a bit jealous over that guy you've been crushing on, but I don't have the right to be like this. I'm your friend and it stays that way. I really wish you the best, my angel. -Aen

Dear Deejay I’m sorry for the confession. If I knew how much it would hurt I would’ve ran away much quicker. I hate how you’re still the one I think of when the word love comes to mind. I hate how much it hurts to see you having fun with other people. I hate how much I really cared and still do. No matter what happens or what day it is, june 5th will forever be a memory I’ll think of when you cross my mind over and over again. I don’t know If you even want to know this but I cried over you again. I cried for our memories, our dreams, and my wishes on what we could been. I still think of you when I see guitars, or when I see hats, or when I watch anime, but it stings throughout my body when I see your want for a relationship, when i’m right here and probably always be. I really liked you and I hate to say that I still do. I know, I know it’s corny but I can’t keep my promise on finding someone better, because there is no one better. When I first met you it’s like I met my match when everyone else couldn’t keep up. I still love you so much and it really hurts to still keep it within me with all these feelings I can’t handle. I miss you and my heart will always beat your name. Love, 🎼unie to the moonie

Dear Dominic, I don’t really know if you’ll ever read this, and maybe that’s okay. I think I’ve spent so much time replaying everything in my head that I just needed somewhere to put the words instead of carrying them around. I know you knew I liked you, and I know things probably looked strange from your perspective. Maybe I came across as too much. Maybe I made you uncomfortable. Maybe you thought I was crazy. If that’s how it seemed, I’m genuinely sorry. That was never what I wanted. The truth is much simpler than it probably looked. I had a crush on you, and because I barely knew you, my mind filled in all the blanks with hope. Sometimes hope makes people do things they normally wouldn’t. It makes them overthink every interaction, wonder if a glance meant something, or read too deeply into small moments. Looking back, I know I probably built up an idea of you more than I ever got the chance to know the real you. I think what’s been hardest isn’t that you didn’t like me back, it’s the embarrassment that came afterward. Knowing you probably saw me differently than I saw myself has been difficult to carry. I keep wondering what you thought when my name came up, whether you laughed about it, whether you rolled your eyes, or whether you just wanted me to disappear. Those thoughts have been louder than I’d like to admit. I’ve questioned myself over and over, asking if I really was as weird as I feel now. I replay everything, searching for the exact moment I crossed a line or became someone you’d never want to talk to. Maybe there wasn’t one moment at all. Maybe things just weren’t meant to be anything more than two people who briefly crossed paths. Still, it’s hard not to wish I could go back and handle everything differently. The age difference was something I thought about constantly. It was one of the reasons I never really tried to talk to you much in the first place, because I knew it could make things awkward. I never expected you to feel the same way, and I never wanted to put you in an uncomfortable position. I just couldn’t help how I felt. Feelings don’t usually ask for permission before they show up. They don’t care whether the timing is right or whether the situation makes sense. They just happen. I wish mine had been quieter. I wish they hadn’t made me overthink so much or made me feel so exposed. For a while, I let this whole situation convince me there was something wrong with me, that caring too much somehow made me broken. I’m trying to believe that isn’t true anymore. I’m writing this because I don’t want this to be a story I keep carrying forever. Whether you thought I was weird, immature, or simply someone you didn’t know, I accept that I can’t change your opinion. What I can change is how I see myself. I don’t want to keep calling myself crazy for having feelings. I don’t want one crush to become the thing that defines my confidence. I hope, if you ever think about me, you don’t remember someone “crazy.” I hope you remember someone who was awkward, outgoing, kind, thoughtful, maybe a little too hopeful, but ultimately just a person who liked you and didn’t know what to do with those feelings. I truly wish you the best, and I’m ready to let this become a chapter that is left unfinished, instead of the whole story. Thank you for reminding me that sometimes growing up means learning to let go with kindness, even when your heart doesn’t want to. I truly wish you the best.

Im sorry for everything I can't really face you because of what happened im so sorry lex, I tried to be a better person for you, for me, for us. But it doesn't do justice to what I've done... I also noticed you seem to like someone new, Please dont let what happened to us ruin the perception of love to you, she deserve a far more purer love than what I got and I hope the both of you would be happy and slowly start a life together. I wont bother you or ask for a closure. I dont deserve your energy and presence right now. I am enamored by your love and I truly submit to you but what can these words do to the pain and confusion I caused you. Im truly sorry lex. If I ever get the privilage to see you again, I hope to see you glowing and happy. Please know I love you. xoxo some kid

right person wrong time in another life i pray to god just maybe i wish i was your girl

idk bro i love you

i am with you in college , i know you will never find me , but i really love u ..the way u look me . the way u trust me makes me feel erotic . i know its not right but u look so handsome i cant even tell u . but u are so unclear about your feelings so i am also done with your breadcrumbing behaviour. so goodbye

hello sir, how are you? Hope you are doing best in your life. tmhare dad nahi rahe . i am so sorry for that . mene tmse kabhi 12th k baad baat ni ki kyuki m sure ni thi. mere paas emotions share krne ki samjh ni t...m ni kahungi himmat ni thi. lekin m khud ni samjh paayi ki ho kya raha h mere dil k saath . u were smart to know that u love me but i was a little dumbo. mujhe pata h mene tmhe kai baar hurt kia but i was not ready for the amount of love u want me to give and the relationship u wanted . m aur tm ab alag dunia k log h ..m ni chahungi ki tm ab kabhi vapas mere paas aao kyuki m ab tmko deserve shyd ni krti..tm ab ek best life jeena khush rehna aur mujhe b maaf kr dena .

I honestly don’t even know where to start because there are so many things I want to say I love you so much Rawan and I don’t think you will ever understand how much you mean to me You have helped me in ways that you will probably never know you helped me find parts of myself that I never thought I would find and you helped me become someone I’m proud of I love the way you look at me I love the way you treat me and I love how you always know exactly what to say when I need it the most You have always been there for me no matter what happens and I love knowing that I can always come back to you and talk to you and that you will always be there for me I love the way I feel whenever we call I love how just talking to you can make my whole day better and I love how being with you feels like home I want to thank you for everything you have done for me for all the little things you do that you probably don’t even realize and for always making me feel loved I know sometimes we argue and sometimes I get mad or I’m too serious or too sensitive about certain things and I’m sorry for those moments but I hope you always know that I love you more than anything and I never want anything to come between us I genuinely cannot imagine my life without you and I physically cannot wait to spend the rest of our lives together and make so many memories with you I love you Rawan ❤️ I will always love you and I will always be here for you no matter what

Hey Barnie, This project was hella good with you innit mate, I really hope to see you again, you are AMAZING and Caring person, tbh I have a Huge Crush on you, it doesn't matter who am I bc Im kinda closeted and it was uncomfortable to me to tell you in person, bc of u knew that I am gay idk how you would have reacted Soo I kept quiet, ik u had crush on some other boy but it doesn't matter maybe u didn't, either way.... Hope to see you soon XCX Anonymous

happy national girlfriend's day dearr hehehe slkdkdk hehehe to my wonderful girl, thank you so much for all the things you've done for me, for staying with me, for helping me, comforting me, making me laugh, and many more.. I'm always grateful for the things you've done for me.. also, i wanna say sorry, i know im not the best lol, there are times that i have made u worried, I've made you mad, dissapoint you, and im so sorry for all of that, and yet you still choose to stay with me no matter what, that is something i really really appreciate.. please don't ever leave me.. I love you so much, i think obsession is just and understatement loll.. but kidding aside.. i really am grateful for having you here.. let's achieve our goals together.. let's both be successful, until one day where in we could finally do all thw thing's we have ever dreamed about.. i love you.. so so so soo muchh mwa mwa!

you know se suka ko dry tk wkwkw tpi yk I never say ya ima sit how would yk kalo I gapernah blng hehehe but just know its been 11 years and guess what u blm tau or I yg blm tau? maybe well be tgt but who knows? ya somehow ur still here walau yg lalu pas P3 I pindah I though ill never see u anymore but ternyata u also moved unexpected sit but when ik u pindah I happy but time flies now were jh2 no more primary but just know I masih like u so maybe just one day ya? when u read this or never? who knows? so much question deh pokoknya just know ur the guy that FIRST made me know ab love/crush gt and ill say the dream I mean MY dream to be w u gin yaaa you'll always be the first guy I admire and I think ill always will so I wish ya yk and u feel the same way even tho u broke me yg lalu by saying things abt me but somehow I still so fcking bingung knp se such sma kamuuu. really, I really wish y like u know u like him when u dream things act him delulu sih but that's me:)

I am a 16 F, and I've always loved romance stories. The romance stories I have read were strictly hetero. I've grown to view love as something nice to have. But it was always limited to hetero, as that was what I was taught. I saw a few people who didn't fit the "normal" for the mass, and I wondered why they would feel that way? "Wouldn't it be weird?" I wasn't a homophobe or anything, family taught me to accept anyone because all people deserved to be respected and loved, even if they weren't the same as you. But I still wondered why, my first exposure to media like those, was when I was in my first year of high school, and I found LITC while scrolling on a recommendation list. I loved it. I adored it. It held a special place in my heart, kind of like the first book I bought. And that gave me understanding to why people chose to love a certain person, no matter who they were. I was captivated by the story, it was beautiful, tragic, calming, heartwarming, and realistic. In some part of my life, I became a yearner, I wanted to feel what the other teens were feeling. But I just couldn't, I tried to do things that kids in-love were doing, having crushes, writing about them, painting pictures. And in the midst of me exploring the world, I got caught in not so good representations of so called "love". I was lucky to still have guidance through friends, family, and kind peers who told me those weren't love. That was 4 years ago, and it's funny to think about the childish me yearning for something I'm not ready for lol. And the result of all my wandering was that I was Aroace, which explained why I wasn't so keen on keeping or making romantic relations. I put that thought off for for a few months because I couldn't accept that I was "weird" or "different" even though I accept people like that. And only a few months ago I finally had the acceptance that I wasn't weird or anything out of the ordinary, I was simply a person who had my preferences. And if people wanted to comment on it, I don't have to debate, since they haven't been in my shoes. Fast forward to now, I'm having a little confusion, because I have known myself as completely straight, in terms of preference I've always picked men, because it was the usual for me, and I was attracted to them. But now... I can look at women and can think about the same things I've thought about with men. Back then I couldn't view myself liking women (do I actually like women???) and whenever I do I'm just uninterested and go back to men. Now I'm suddenly having thoughts about ladies and me with the word "romance" although I'm still not interested in romance unlike the average person, I love dreaming about scenarios where I have someone (A coping mechanism in tandem with my love for music) and I get the same fuzzy feelings I feel if I were to think abt men. And this has me confused, and also scared. Because this isn't my normal, and I have presented myself as someone hetero (although mistaken as lesbian) all the people who know me, know me as this straight girl. And it would make them view me differently if I suddenly said "I'm attracted to women too" and I've tried to deny it, but now it won't leave my mind, although what I feel is just attraction to the same sex, it feels like I'm committing a crime. To the friends I knew, to family. I have been told in my lifetime that don't be like them, just support them. And now it has me scared that if they found out, I won't be loved the same anymore. I know my friend's would accept me for sure, but I don't know about family. Sure my label is bisexual, but it still feels scary. I said so many things didn't I l? Lol don't worry my letter is ending. My main takeaway from this vent/rant, is that I found out that I wouldn't mind eventually dating/loving (if ever I find someone who gets through me) a person whether they are the same or opposite sex with me. Because being/feeling loved is enough for me. Whether it is a man or a woman, they can provide me with the same level of love, care, passion, loyalty and etc. because I wanna be loved by a person. Wether they are forever friends, or lovers. And even if I hide it now, my heart knows that I'll be okay as long as I'm happy and healthy with someone whom I love, and loves me. Maybe I'll come back here one day to tell you guys what happened to me regarding this topic, but for now I'm content and feeling safe with keeping it in me. So, why can people love anything but not 'anyone'? That's my question to people who oppose some types of love. -Love, L (who someday might become openly gay, or maybe not ♥)