I know I messed up, I have been such a bad friend. I want you to know that I am sorry, for everuthing that I have done because I know that i have hurt you in a lot of ways and that u dont want me to talk to you. I get it, I did hurt you a lot but that doesnt mean that u also didnt. I just realised thar I actually, I dont know, that I didnt realised the friendship that we had even though it was a bit weird, but you were my friend and we had a lot of memories together that I didnt realise I that idk that I would actually miss them. I know that you probably dont want me to talk to you because all the times that I have hurt you its mostly because you liked me, and i didnt. I am sorry. I just am truly sorry for everything.