hi,its been a long time since we spoken or text each other normally,the last time it was harsh,but what i wanna say is that im sorry for everything that i put u through when we were still close,i really wish i knew i was a asshole for the way i treated u in such i let my jealousy n watever stupidness of me takeover.i read the whole paragraph u sent,it hurts but i accept it becos wat ever u said is true,im a coward .im a loser ,a nobody.but wanna know the reason i felt confident and not a loser last year,it was becos i had some courage to message u but i destroyed it i ruin everything.i really miss u,i know its wrong n u dont like it but i cant help it becos ever since we stopped talkin,i felt lonely,the worst ever loneliness feeling ive ever felt.n i realised that im a really nobody n just a loser.i just hope uk im proud of u for ur achievements,be it big or small im always cheerin for u in my heart.youll always mean a lot to me ,i can never hate u .i just hope one day youll be able to forgive me .