I am sorry for everything. I am sorry I couldn't be better for you and I am sorry that I keep pulling you down. Maybe in another life, Krsna's mercy, you will soar high and maybe you will be fine. I don't know if you will make it out, but I hope you feel every aspect of that process. I am sorry for being the worst person you could have ever known. I hope you will find it in you to forget me. I don't deserve your forgiveness and you deserve to smile at least once a day. Happy belated birthday. I sorry I couldn't be more.