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Heyy Pingu, I really don’t like that you’re upset with me😔😔. It honestly hurts knowing I made you feel like our relationship is one sided and because that was never my intention(⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠). You mean so much to me that I literally can't even express it. Even though we’re long distance I still want feel so close to you, and I care about us a lot. I don’t want something small or misunderstood to come between us(⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠). If I did something wrong, I genuinely want to understand it, not just brush it off. You deserve to feel heard and cared for, and I want to be better for you, not just in words but in how I act too. So please tell me what I can do. I’ll do anything I can to fix this, because you’re worth that to me. I’m here, always. Just talk to me when you’re ready 💖💖 I'm sorry...

hey, happy birthday :) i wasn’t planning to say much, but i didn’t want the day to pass without greeting you. i’ll keep this simple lang. i hope you’ve been doing okay, especially with your studies. i know how important that is to you, and i hope you’re taking things at your own pace. hindi mo kailangan i-pressure sarili mo too much—you’ll get there. i’ve had time to understand things more clearly, and i respect where you are now. i think we both needed that space in our own ways. i don’t really have anything to ask or expect from you. i just wanted to greet you, that’s all. i still appreciate what we had, but i’ve learned to let things be as they are. i hope this year turns out well for you—especially sa mga goals mo. take care, always.

I’m right here. and I’m choosing to be here. not because I’m settling. not because I don’t know any better. not because I haven’t seen your flaws or your struggles or the parts of yourself you try to hide. I’m here because I want to be. because I choose you. because you are exactly who I want. you are enough. as you are. in this moment. you don’t have to be more. you don’t have to be different. you don’t have to fix yourself or improve yourself or become some other version of who you are before you deserve to be loved. you deserve it now. exactly as you are. I know that’s hard to believe. I know your mind is probably fighting against every word I’m saying, trying to find the loopholes, trying to prove me wrong, trying to protect you from the disappointment it thinks is coming. but I need you to try. just for a moment. try to let this in. you are not a burden. you are not too much. you are not a project I’m trying to fix or a problem I’m trying to solve. you are a person I love. a person I choose. a person I want in my life, not in spite of who you are, but because of who you are. all of you. the good parts and the messy parts. the strong days and the hard days. the moments when you feel confident and the moments when you can barely look at yourself in the mirror. all of it. I want all of it. because that’s what love is. it’s not about finding someone perfect. it’s about finding someone whose imperfections fit with yours. someone whose struggles you’re willing to sit with. someone whose growth you want to be part of, not because they need to change to be worthy, but because you want to walk beside them as they become more of who they already are. and you, my love, are more than enough for me. I know you don’t always see what I see. I know when you look at yourself, you criticize yourself and even alot more but when I look at you, I see someone who tries. someone who cares deeply, even when it hurts. someone who shows up, even on the days when it feels impossible. someone who loves with his whole heart, even when he’s scared of being hurt. I see someone who is gentle and thoughtful. someone who notices the small things. someone who makes me feel seen in a way I’ve never felt before. I see someone who is brave, even when he doesn’t feel brave. someone who keeps going, even when his mind is telling him to give up. someone who is doing his best, even when his best doesn’t feel like enough. but it is enough. you are enough. you don’t have to earn my love. you don’t have to prove your worth. you don’t have to be perfect or have it all together or never struggle or never doubt yourself. you just have to be you. that’s all I need. that’s all I want. I know you’re tired of feeling like you’re not enough. I know you’re exhausted from trying to measure up to some impossible standard that keeps moving further away every time you get close. I know you’re scared that one day I’m going to wake up and realize you’re not what I thought you were, and I’m going to leave. but that’s not going to happen. because I already know who you are. I see you. the real you. not the version you think you need to be. not the person you’re trying to become. the you that exists right now, in this moment, with all your doubts and fears and insecurities. and I love that person. I choose that person, you are my person. the one I want to come home to. the one I want to share my days with. the one I want to hold when things get hard and celebrate with when things go right. you are the one I choose. every single day. not because I have to. not because I’m stuck. but because I want to. because my life is livable with you in it. because you make me feel things I didn’t know I could feel. I know your mind is probably still arguing with me. I know it’s probably saying, “but what about this? what about that? what about all the ways I’m failing?” and I want you to know — I see those things too. I see the moments when you struggle. I see the times when you feel like you’re falling apart. I see the days when you can barely get out of bed. and I’m still here. because those things don’t make you less worthy of love. they make you human. they make you real. and I don’t want some perfect, polished version of you that never struggles or doubts or falls apart. I want you. the real you. the human you. the you that’s doing the best you can with what you have. that’s the person I fell in love with. that’s the person I stay in love with. that’s the person I will keep choosing, over and over again. you don’t have to be strong all the time. you don’t have to have all the answers. you don’t have to pretend you’re okay when you’re not. you don’t have to hide the parts of yourself that think are too much or not enough. you can just be. and that will always be enough for me. I need you to understand something. my love for you is not conditional. it’s not based on your performance or your productivity or how well you manage your mental health on any given day. it’s based on you. the person you are at your core. the heart you carry. the way you see the world. the way you make me feel safe and seen and valued. those things don’t change based on whether you’re having a good day or a bad day. those things are part of who you are. and who you are is enough. more than enough. I know it’s going to take time for you to believe this. I know one message isn’t going to undo years of feeling like you’re not enough. I know your mind is going to keep trying to convince you otherwise. but I’m going to keep saying it. I’m going to keep showing you. I’m going to keep choosing you, over and over again, until maybe, slowly, you start to believe it too. you are worthy of love. you are worthy of kindness. you are worthy of patience and understanding and grace. you are worthy of being chosen. of being wanted. of being held and cherished and valued exactly as you are. you don’t have to change for me. you don’t have to become someone else. you don’t have to fix all your broken pieces before you deserve to be loved. you deserve it now. you’ve always deserved it and I’m here to remind you of that, as many times as you need to hear it. you are enough, my love. you are so deeply, completely, entirely enough. on your good days and your bad days. when you believe in yourself and when you don’t. when you feel strong and when you feel like you’re barely holding on. you are enough. I see you. I know you. I love you and I’m not going anywhere. you are my choice. my favorite person. the one I want. not because you’re perfect. but because you’re you. and you, exactly as you are, are more than enough for me. I love you. I love you. I love you. please try to let that in. even just a little bit. you are enough. you always have been and I’m so grateful I get to love you.

I am your best Friend!! You are so sweet baby 😁😁you are looking so cute in smile!! Keep smile always!!!

Glad you are the one gifted by God. I love you more than I express within! Ah Kee Nu Ma…😘

Im going to miss you so painfully much when I move you have no idea

hi this is me, Muhammad Firdaus Hakimi or for those who know me online might know me as Yori/Kiro. I'm writing this letter as a thanks to everyone who have been parts of my life throughout my journey, the up and down. I believe that I haven't took my time to properly thank everyone, so this would be this letter's purpose. First, my mom. Thanks alot for raising me as your youngest son, you raised me to become a strong boy in this world, but it has come to me that your strong boy is getting weak by bottling everything inside his heart. Little by little he tried to take it out without relying on anyone to prove that he's strong, but he didn't notice that it became overwhelming day by day inside his heart. I would like to apologize for every second that I've isolated myself from the place called "home". You never failed to raise me ma, I just failed to become the son that you wanted. Orang mintak maaf sangat mama. Sayang mama To my dad, even though we only get to live together for 5 years. I really appreciate you as my dad, you played a crucial role even while being far away from me and that is heaven. I would've love to grow with you, but fate is quiet cruel for you, the day that you let out your last breath is the day that I hate the world the most, and now? I still do. How is it up there ayah? May I ask if you reserved a place for me? I would love to be your little son again. Saya rindu ayah sangat. Sayang ayah To my brother, I hope that your marriage stay blessed till the end. I hope that your son Ayden will grow up to be a stronger men than both of us. But if I could ask for one thing, please help our mom once in a while. She's really struggling to help the family all on her own, would you lend your hand for her again? Thank you abang. To my sisters, this might be a really long one since I have 4 sisters. To my eldest sister, thank you for supporting mama every day. I can't help but feel in debt for everything you've done for the family. And fyi, I never asked for anything so that you can help mama more. But you can also give gifts to other siblings to, just not for me. Our mom needs it the most. Thank you isya. ------------ To my second sister, I know your struggling alot with life. But I could never reach out because I was drowning too. I would never blame you for how you act, I know how hard has it been for you and I could be the witness. I hope you stay strong and keep living life till it starts getting better. Thank you Sarah. --------- To my third sister, thanks for always having my back. Even though sometimes we might've quarrel a lot, but there's far more of your great deeds to me more than those quarrel. Thank you for always accompanying mom when no one couldn't, thank you for listening to her stories. Thank you awin. ---------- To my fourth sister, we relate a lot don't we? Everytime I heard your playlist playing I realized most of it is in mine too, it feels like we have a lot of matching stuffs in life. Your food taste, your style and sort of your life style too. It's hard to find someone to relate with, thank you Manda. ---- To my friends, I've written a separate letter for you guys. And to those who are extra special, you might be lucky enough to have my own letter to you. ----

You are forever in my heart A birthday in January and a wedding in January I love you ❤️ -Eric

Ahm Not creative as someone who loves KFC and biking And yes who Owns iPhone😭.I meet thisss chotuu in random place let’s not say where hehe and as He kept his name high there I’ll give my best to not to make him feel low never ever in his life ❤With Due respect I want to added in your favourite list, Routine and yess Kitchen One day .(I’m stating my candidacy for the position of Mrs.Bunny ) Love youuu Ulluu❤

April 1, 2026 To my everdearest, Maxene. ^^ Hiii Maxene! It’s already been like a month since we haven’t seen each other:( spending time with you this march already feels like years! and that’s how baaadly I crave for your presence. Well maybe fate has that already planned for us to have this love story. To come and think of it—it’s already been a few times that we nearly would have seen each other. Don’t worry, magkikita rin tayo one day, if the timing right and just. If we did, I would spend every second just to be with you, like helping you cook ganon, staring at you just to appreciate your beauty hihi. Please don’t listen to the people that only brings negativity to you. People can be so cruel and I know how affecting that is. Instead, focus ka sa mga taong who loves you, stands by you and all of the kakampi you have in life. Including me, okay? And I also want to assure you that there’s absolutely nothing to worry about. Someday, we won’t have to greet each other good morning and good night through phone. But to whisper them and wake each other up with a kiss. Please be with me until it becomes a reality, my beautiful strawberry. :) Here’s to you, my first and foremost ever letter for you, for my one and only minamahal ko. There will be so much more to come in the future, and I hope to be there for you, and with you. Always yours, no matter the distance, Tyrone ❦

I started to fall for you and even though you broke me, I can't get over you.

I miss you Maarten. I wish you are here with me... Can you just appear in front of me and hug me?

Dear M, Im in the train heading to Txxxxxg for my driving lessons and all I can think of is you.. I dnt know what is happening with me but I am constantly thinking of you. I sometimes have to avoid you at work as I feel awkward and gets jealous of other girls around you.. What should I do?

happy 8th monthsary

If you shall ever see this, just know I have always felt in love with Sarah January your birthday and January my wedding day. The universe was speaking Time tested because 20+ years later I still feel the same about you.. Forever it could be but you first have to find this and it shouldn't take much contemplating to figure it out If you figure it out, just know I'm ready "I Do" "Yes" Now I'll wait for you to accept 💍 -Eric

Forever. That is the word to express how I feel about you I knew it for years and it's still there 20 years later January your birthday and January my wedding day Maybe you will see this -Eric

My eyes wander When you’re around Can’t help but look for you From the life I gave up To having no life at all Is this my punishment? For being avoidant Please love tell me Roses and lilies are For people who die I hate that I’m fine Until I see you again My mind has only ever known To play a perfectly well victim Can’t face this idea of life alone Am I yearning for the love Or for the friend I had? Locked up in this game of makeovers Can’t seem to move on From this endless loop of reinventions Someone save me from endless struggle Hate that I have to sit with people Who speak badly about you I know this is nothing new but My heart still aches from the poison I’ve let thinking it was honey

i haven’t really been able to look at the world the same ever since the day we cut each other off. on the occasion that i come across places we used to hang out at, the memories immediately rush back into my mind. like whenever i drive past that starbucks up on 17th, i can only think of you and how we’d always sit in the same spot by the window every time we went there and talk about god knows what. i don’t think i can ever go inside that place again. i actually haven’t stepped foot in there since the last time we went together November of last year. it’s March now, soon to be April. yet i still can’t walk in there knowing that that used to be our spot, where’d we sit in those uncomfortable chairs for hours and be the loudest, most insufferable people in the coffee shop. we never cared. all we cared about was whatever stupid joke the other one would make and we’d die of laughter every time, even if our jokes weren’t that funny. and every 3rd period i’ll go to that huge storage closet in the band room, and that same rusty old trumpet you picked up on the first (and last) day of music club still sits there, in the exact same spot you left it after we both saw a bug crawl out of it and we ran out screaming and laughing. i’m not sure if you remember that day, but i do. that’s one of my favourite memories of ours. you know, besides the countless night market side quests we’d go on. i can’t ever go back to any of these places without the thought of you coming into my mind. it frustrates me, a lot. but at the same time i look back at those memories because that’s really all i have left of us (besides our photos and texts that i forced myself to put into my hidden camera roll). i’ll admit that i look back at our texts every so often, same with our photos and all our saved in chats on snap. it’s stupid, i know. but that’s all i can cling onto now that we aren’t friends anymore. no memories i make in the future with someone else are going to replace the ones we share that now live in the past. nothing will replace that boost of serotonin i had whenever i was with you, or the dozens of inside jokes we had. it’s a weird feeling. knowing that our friendship is something i now have to say in past tense form. i’ve never really had a fallout like this with someone before, i hate it. it’s so hard pretending like i don’t miss you, and to act like putting this distance between us is something i’m okay with, when it’s very much the opposite. but i have to understand it’s what’s best for you and i. plus, you seem fine, if not better, ever since we broke things off. granted i don’t know everything that goes on in your mind, and i mean, who knows? i could be completely wrong. i could be absolutely right, but i’ll never know. that’ll just stay as something i can think to myself. but what i do know is that where we are right now is for the sake of both of us, and that the distance is more than needed. at the end of the day, i just hope you miss me as much as i miss you.

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