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Hi my Raccoon!!! I just wanna say thank you for being there when I needed you the most, thank you for being my virtual shoulder when I need someone to lean on, thank you for loving me nonstop and assuring me, thank you for being you bbg. And I just wanted to apologize cause sometimes we're having a misunderstandings and you always handle me and fixing it on your own. I promise I will wait for you and make it up to you, andddd sorry for being jealous over someone that's because I don't wanna lose you. I love you okay? I will wait for you no matter what, we're both young for this so... Thank youuu, MWAAH!

Dimma You know how some people spend their whole life looking for their missing piece? I found mine the day I met you. So I'm not asking... I'm saying it: Be my girlfriend... Will you ?

18/04/2026 - Me llenas. Genuinamente me fascinas. Me desquicias. Parece ser el efecto que tienes en mí: Idiotizarme. Hacer que mi sanidad dependa de tu labios; que quede en tus manos. ¿Lo disfrutarás? M pregunto. ¿Te resultará tan fascinante como a mí? ¿O es que solo te entretiene? ¿Te gusta verme así por ti? ¿Pero solo a mí o cualquiera? — Son las preguntas que llegan a mí cuando me someto al vacío en tus ojos. A la fuerza de tu brazos y a la calidez de tu querer, a tu forma de amarme. Y me derrite. Me vuelve débil ante ti. Suena trillado, no tu juzgo si crees que es trillado, pero es algo que no puedo controlar. Mas, cuando estamos juntos, cuando nos amamos, cuando reímos juntos me enamoro más de ti. Más te aferras en mi mente, y también cuando pasamos lo malo: la distancia, el enojo, el estrés, el agobio. Son esos los momentos que me dejan en claro que te amo. Porque jamás he pensado en huir de ti bajo la presión ni la tristeza, por el contrario es cuando más te deseo, cuando más me haces falta, cuando más siento que si no tengo, todo puede ir a peor. ¿Pero cómo lo podría evitar? Si ni en nuestro peor momento he dejado de amarte. Si desde que mi rostro se encerró en el reflejo de tus ojos, no he dejado jamás de desearte. Y sé y espero que sea así para siempre. Deseo que tus manos sean las únicas que sostengan mi cintura. Que tus brazos sean los únicos que puedan rodear todo mi cuerpo sin más esfuerzo. Que tus labios sean los únicos que se presionen contra los míos, que solo mi corazón lata por ti y que el tuyo únicamente lata por mí. Que, aquellas largas pestañas sean las únicas que aleteen en mis mejillas con cada beso. Que solo mi rostro encaje en la silueta de tu cuello y clavículas a la hora de irnos a dormir. Que ese lindo rostro solo se sostenga por mis manos. Y que tu respiración solo pueda descansar en mi pecho cuando busques relajarte. César, te lo he dicho muchas veces y te lo diré cuantas veces más me sea posible. Porque esto no lo predico porque quiera algo a cambio, lo expreso porque esto es en lo que me ahogo, porque mi sentir va más allá de lo que incluso yo misma puedo entender. Siempre he sabido que esta es la forma más sencilla de expresarte mi amor, porque incluso frente a ti aún siento nervios. Nervios de emoción, nervios de amor. Emoción y amor de tenerte junto a mí. De verte vulnerable frente a mí como yo frente a ti. Y está bien si tú no puedes expresarte de la misma forma, con cartas o regalos, mientras tenga tu lealtad y tu amor, me siento completa. Me siento amada. Me siento especial. Y eso es algo que solo tú puedes lograr.

Why won't you reply? (I can see that you were online 28 minutes ago.) I know we're back to our old lives now and those 5 perfect days are over, but I thought we were close. Playing card games late into the hours of early morning? Sleeping over at their hotel room together and ordering McDonald's (Macca's in honor of Aussie) at 4am? Telling me to climb up into your bed on the high-speed train at 5 in the morning? All of that was barely over a week ago. I suppose it didn't matter to you nearly as much. I suppose you don't miss that trip nearly as much. But I thought you wouldn't completely forget the way we talked like we'd known each other for years. I won't hold it against you. And don't worry, I won't reach out again. Miss you, love you, thank you! This might be a real goodbye now!

i saw your story today and i'm getting the feeling we're slowly drifting apart. and i guess it hurts me a lot because we used to be so close. we survived the pandemic together and you were the first people i called when dad died. but ever since senior high happened...i have this big feeling that you're hiding some kind of quiet grudge against me. the last time i asked you about it, you said we were okay. after that, i didn't dare to ask you again because i know you don't really do confrontational conversations. but only if you knew how much i wanted to ask you. i get it that you're busy but i've been seeing online that you've made time for other people...so why couldn't you at least try? for us? for our friendship? i don't ask for much, and you know i never did. but just a simple meet up would do... you've met up with an old batchmate of ours. you know we go to the same university. you could at least chat me... please be honest. did i do something wrong? whenever i chat you you almost never reply. or when you do, its so...i feel like you're so distant. you've become reserved... i hope and pray that we talk about this soon, because i never expected to rant about this online, anonymously. hell, that's the last thing i'd do. but yet here i am...maybe a part of me really wants you to read this. if you are... hit me up, if you still care. even if you don't, i wish you'd just tell me sooner. i'd wish you'd be a little more straightforward with me. if you want to cut ties with me, just go and be direct with it please. instead of just...dragging it out like this. and i..despite all of this? i still love you. if you'd call me in the middle of the night, i'd drop everything for you. i'd still trust you with my life. you're like the sibling i never had. i miss you. so damn much.

Your steadfast spirit remains my greatest inspiration. In this fleeting world, your elegance and quiet strength mirror the enduring legacy of our ancestors. Should the path grow weary, remember that true gold is forged in fire. You are destined for greatness; continue to bloom with such timeless, incomparable grace. Raven ...

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‎happy 18 months, sweetheart. ‎ ‎being with you has been something i genuinely value. not because everything is always perfect, but because it’s real. you’ve let me see parts of you that aren’t always easy to show, and that means a lot to me. it’s made me appreciate you in a deeper way, beyond just the happy moments. ‎ ‎what we have matters to me. not in a heavy or overwhelming way, just in a quiet, consistent one. i care about you, and i appreciate you for who you are—not just for the moments we celebrate, but for everything in between. ‎ ‎i know i haven’t always gotten things right, and there were times i didn’t understand you the way you needed or reacted instead of listening. i’m sorry for that, and i take responsibility for it. there are also times when things feel a bit distant or hard to explain, and i don’t expect you to have everything figured out. i just want you to know that i’m here in a calm and honest way—not to pressure you, but to be someone you can feel comfortable with. ‎ ‎at the same time, thank you. thank you for staying, for trying, and for giving parts of yourself even when it wasn’t easy. i know that doesn’t always come naturally, and i don’t take it for granted. the time, effort, and care you’ve given me mean more than i’ve probably expressed. ‎ ‎you’ve taught me a lot—not just about love, but about patience, understanding, and being more aware of how i show up for someone. i’m still learning, but i am trying to be better, not just in words but in how i act. ‎ ‎so when i say i love you, i mean it in a quiet, steady way—the kind that notices the small things about you and holds onto them. the way you are, even in your softer or more uncertain moments, means more to me than i probably say out loud. ‎ ‎no matter what, thank you for being part of my life. it’s something i’ll always value. thank you for these 18 months with you. i’m really glad that it’s you. i love you so much ‎

If these words are reaching you now, it means I have finally succeeded in telling you the words I have long yearned to say. Your eyes speak more than your lips. Your gaze is never empty; there is an intense passion that lingers—one that seeks to be known gently. And I have seen all of it. You may wonder why I’m writing this. It’s because someone likes you a lot—someone who has been admiring you from afar for about 18 months now. And yes, that someone is me. I like you, very, very much. I’ve just been a bit too shy to approach you, or even to strike up a conversation with you. It might seem strange that I could feel this way for so long without us truly knowing one another. It’s hard to explain, but even from a distance, you’ve made an impression on me that I haven't been able to shake. Part of me wanted to keep this to myself, but another part knew it had to be said. You’re the only person who gives me that butterfly feeling so intensely—the only one who makes me want to stop rushing through life and just appreciate the moment. These feelings have grown immensely, even without the assurance that you might feel the same. I’m drawn to you not just for your appearance, but for the way you carry yourself—with a grace that is effortlessly light and gentle. You may act nonchalant, but when I look into your eyes, I see the depth of the emotions you keep so carefully concealed. I have long desired to truly know you. I want to be the person who holds you at your lowest, who brings light when your world feels dark, and who can find a way to make you smile even on your most exhausting days. But I’ve reached a point where I’m tired of just waiting for something to happen between us. I’ve spent 18 months yearning from afar, and I’m exhausted by the silence. I don't want to just hope for someday anymore; I want to know if there's a chance for us now. This is me finally speaking up, leaving this here without a name or a trace. I just wanted you to know that I’m tired of the silence and that I truly like you. Please don't feel pressured. If you’re already seeing someone or your heart is elsewhere, just show me a sign to stop, be it a post, notes, or a story, I’ll respect that and move on. But if you're open to getting to know me, let me know. Let’s give ourselves a chance. You aren't obligated to respond, but if you choose to, you can use this site and address it to the same name I wrote above. Ben&Ben - Lifetime (Reimagined) 1:24 - 2:10 Dilaw

Hi Mondmond, I wanted to dedicate this space to you kasi I often sit back and realize how lucky I am to have you in my life. It still feels surreal that we found each other and built something this meaningful. I love how everything between us has been so natural and genuine from the start, there was never any pressure or rush, and I value that connection more than anything. You’ve become such an essential part of my life, and I’m honestly grateful for your presence. I know hindi ako always perfect at showing it, and there are definitely days when I fail to express just how much you mean to me, but please never doubt that my love for you is deeper than I can put into words. Thank you for making me feel like I’m enough and for showing me that I am truly worthy of love. I appreciate how you’re always there to listen sa mga endless rants and reklamo ko, never judging me and always staying by my side. Your consistency and the way you make me feel cared for every single day give me so much peace. I truly hope we never lose this and that we continue to grow together until the very end, kasi in my heart, I know I want it to be you.

To the person who been through all my storms. From being a complete stranger to being my HOME and my GO TO PERSON. you are my SAFE PLACE. thank you for staying for understanding me in ways I never even had to explain You mean more to me than words could ever hold.......In a world that feels heavy sometimes you became the place I breathe easy.....I find myself deeply missing us............. the way we felt the way we held onto each other like nothing else mattered...I miss the way you used to feel like peace like safety like everything I needed without asking. I don’t miss you…I miss us...YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME . YOU MEAN SO MUCH MORE THAN WORDS WOUL EVER EXPLAIN You once promised me little things that meant the world to me like making me parota...teaching me how to drive a car....clicking pictures when I finally get my dream bike…And I promised you things too.... a ride when I get my car... a Lego set...standing by you... supporting you through everything.... They were just small words…but they felt like a whole future to me. Now I sit here wondering.. are they just words to you? Or did they mean something once? Because I’m still here…still holding onto every little things we said to each other...I MISS YOUUU SOOO DAMN MUCH...CAN WE FIND OUR WAY BACK?...........🫶🏼🧿SARAH🫶🏻🩷🎀MJ

i will always be there for you i will always pray for you i will always love you how i do.

To my beloved, the love we left behind still lives quietly within me. Not a day passes that I do not miss you. Since we said goodbye, your love lingers in every second and every minute, gently finding its way back to me. There are days I catch myself hoping you would reach out, even if only for a moment but I know those are only wishes. My heart still aches for what we let go of something we once believed would last forever. I hope you are doing well my dear, know that A part of me is still here, holding on to the thought that maybe someday we will meet again as better versions of ourselves. If that day never comes, please know you will always have a place in my memories, and I will cherish them for as long as I live. I miss you in ways silence understands my dear.

16/04/2026 - Me sigue resultando fascinante todo lo que tenga que ver contigo. En serio te amo. Pero como ya mencioné esas palabras jamás serán suficientes. Aún así, me quedaré cuanto más puedo y claro, me lo permitas. E incluso si no, hasta ahora he encontrado la forma de saber de ti incluso sin estar juntos. Cada que pienso en tus ojos, en tus manos y dedos, en tus labios y nariz. Siento un vuelco en el estómago. Es porque de verdad me gustas demasiado. Y hasta ahora, no he percibido un esfuerzo extra de tu parte para tenerme así. Me enamora tu existencia y ya. Suena raro. Yo sé. Pero ¿qué te puedo decir? Las cosas a veces solo pasan y pasan solo porque tener la oportunidad. Y vaya que estoy agradecida de que nuestro amor haya ocurrido, aun con todo lo que implica, o tal vez no tanto... El 2025 jamás existió, ni el '24. Bueno. No quiero que te ondees pensando en eso, porque este "jardín" no es para eso. — Te ama, Khaleesi.

i apologize for writing so much, my dearest.

you starve and you don't talk. you drink and you don't talk. you smoke and you don't talk. you never say anything at all

she tortures me, tortures me with her love...in the past it was only that infernal body of hers that tortured me, but now i have taken all of her soul into my soul and through her i've become a man.

perhaps it isn't love when i say you are what i love the most - you are the knife i turn inside myself, this is love. this, my dear, is love.