I'm currently 20 years old and fighting for my life! I'm trying to make sure that I have a secured future but all my efforts go in vain. It's like I'm always taking 5 steps backwards rather than forward. Every single plan of mine backlashes, and I wonder if I'll ever make it out in the end. I'm currently in uni rn, but I'm really hopeless that this degree will ever do something for me, I try so much to build my future and forget having fun through these hardships. I don't enjoy my life, I overthink a lot, I deprive myself of so many things- and this is mostly because I am very insecure! I hope I make it work in this lifetime, I cannot afford to lose and I hope it's sooner! I hope someday I look back and be proud of the challenges I've overcame and the endurance I had to put up with.