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hi bsf dito lang ako magkakaron ng courage to confess kase ayoko masira yung friendship na matagal kong pinangarap—kahit mas pangarap kita. at first it start from a little crush nung gr9 then it grows sound cringe pero totoo kung gaano na tayo katagal naging magkaibigan ganon na rin kita katagal nagustuhan. pinilit kong labanan dahil alam kong mali—mali hindi dahil ayoko kundi mali kase naghahangad ako na magkakagusto ka rin sakin, na magugustuhan mo rin ako pabalik. pero hindi, anong laban ko sa mga nakafling mo? im just a low maintenance girl, hindi yung tipikal na babae na babaeng babae kumilos o gumalaw. madalas pang pagkamalang tomboy; hindi ko inasahan na mag lo-long yung feelings ko sayo at umabot ng years, hindi ko alam bakit gusto kita. i miss being your no. 1 kachikahan every night HAHAHHAHHAHWHAHHA na tipong sayo ko una ichichika lahat ng mga nalalaman ko at ganon ka rin sakin, i miss you being my bsf, my rant buddy and also kabardagulan, malayo na naging friendship natin and im so grateful na kung dati sobrang limited lang mga sinasabi mo about you, but unti unti natutunan mong mag open up, natutunan mong aralin ka at malaman kung sino ka. i felt so happy when we chat almost every night ranting or advicing each other and also magchikahan. lalo na if you need someone na mag aadvice for rs advice or to learn a girl. ikaw yung unang una kong naging sobrang close na guy, kaya umabot sa point na gusto kong burahin yung feelings ko sayo dahil alam kong mali, dahil platonic lang to dapat. masaya ako pag masaya ka sobra, at ayoko ng nalulungkot ka—kahit hindi mo alam. being your bsf is something im so grateful to have, never ko naman nakita na magiging tayo, kase even i think you as more than a bsf id rather keep you as my bsf just to be close or to be with you—and to be with you as my bsf is more grateful to have, than being with you more than just a bsf i hope you the best bff, i hope you success and to be happy. i also hope na you find peace, and the world could lighten to you. i hope someday makahanap ka ng taong gugustohin ka araw araw at walang sawang mamahalin ka ng buong buo. im just here to support you no matter what happen, im your biggest fan. if you want someone to talk to im here, just rant to me. im here to listen to you all the time. being your bsf is something i will treasure for the rest of my life at wala na kong mahihiling pa.

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY LOVE EVEN IN OUR BAD DAYS YOU ALWAYS LISTEN TO ME AND HEAR ALL AND ALSO CORRECT IT IN YOUR WAY. I know daghan pakog wa natunan pero gina keep up nako ug unsa ang tama para sa ato, all the time and day ikaw jud akong gusto maka uban wanay lain pangitaon. I know dili nako ma hatag tanan unsa imong gusto or unsa imong buhaton, dili pod kita bawalan ug unsa imong buhaton cause i know that I have trust in you. Truely naga selos ko pero ako ranang gina hold back para way lalis ako ranang gipalapos ug unsa mana butang. Mauwaw ko na iingon ni nimo pero mao nani "PROUD JUD KO NA IINGON NA UYAB KITA" na uwaw lang ko sa part na matymingan na sa zero days ko na naa ka maong ako jud ng mali, sorry if dili kita mapalitan ug flowers, gift, or maskin unsa pana. Naa jud koy duha ka motto na hangtod karon ako gihapong gi toman like rules jud nako "I not willing to sacrifice my ambition, my knowledge, my passio." ug "DILI KO MO PROMISE PERO BUHATON NAKO AKONG FULL EFFORT MASKIN SA GAMAY BUTANG" yun lang po. OVER ALL LOVE WANAKOY IKA INGON, IKAW UG IKAW NAJUD PARA SAKO IKAW ANG BABAENG NA AKO PONG GIPANGITA ANG BABAENG GIHANDOM NAKO LOVER BOY KASI AKO EHH KAYA LOVE YOU!! THANK YOU SA TANAN LOVIE KAY TUNGOD NIMO NI TAO TAO NAKO GAMAY BWAHAHAHA BITAW LOVE THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME LOVING YOU. Oum ang na gustohan nako nimo is kanang imong pagka understable maskin libog gamay, naga hatag kag attention in mean time, imo kung gina treat ug food ganahan jud biya kog kaon bwhahahaha, nya Independent, demure, mature, naay sariling way to solve the problem, unknown usahay pero naga hatag ug motibo na love jud ko daghan kaayo kog na kita nimo kay observer man jud ko the way mo talk sako I LOVE IT!! Bitaw Love katong first time natong nakita kita sa minute burger like lahi rajud mas gwapa man diay ka nhoo subra way atik love compliment nako mao jud ni then katong sa tahos dili ko maka wait na maka istorya ka, yes oo naka pangotana pod ko nganong ni effort ka sako then when ni ingon ka na gusto ka mo laag mao to ni yaya kitag laag meet up bwhahaha kabalo ka na kolbaan jud ko unsa akong buhaton bwhahaha nya naabot tung friend nimo na work mate morag gamay pang na balan sa lugar mao to bwhahaha pero nag fucos jud ko nimo dili nako ma liban akong mata nimo dohh as in gwapa kaayo ka bwhahahahahahahaha. Katong second meet up nato na naa tong mga cm nako wajud ko gikaulaw na nauyab kita bali ako pa gani tung gi ignore tong cm nako pati uyab niyang tomboy bwhahahahhaa katong naka uni ko bwhahaha nya naka simba ka na dress bwhahahaha mo ingon na unta kog i love you gwapa bwhahaha getting to know pani like subra maskin uyab na ilaila jud ghapon bwhahaha, bitaw love dili nako ma liban akong mata nimo kay GWAPA JUD KAAYO KA dili lng sa imong apperance ha like tanan mo kaon paman ngani bawal then here I am kada work nimo naga hatod ug naka kaon ug bawal. Katong time na gipa ilaila kita ila mama bwhahahaha nana jud si mama sako if mo laag ka na patago ayaw kahadlok na iingon nimo kauban nimo imong uyab. Ni ingon jud si mama sako na "Bob if naga laag laag mo kauban imong uyaw ayaw lag patago ha iingon sako kinsa na sya lain paminawon na patago mo kay mora rapod mog nag palihim samo maong paadtoa ng uyab nimo diri ila ilahon nato sunod na kanang ready na sya" mao to ingon ni mama maong ako nalang pod gi tuman ipa ilaila kita sa ilaha bwhahaha cringes man paminawon pero ana jud na bwhahaha maong ug balay namo balay pod nimo ug mo stay ka in mean time dili mi mo dili ana. Ang pangandoy nako para sato love nhoo is ma succesful tang duha satong mga carrier mao ra magka pamilya na happy walay gubot walay shatitanay, gusto ko maka balay na walay shagitay walay gobot walay mag domot sa isa sato oum allow ranang away para mo grow tang duha sabay. Mapa naa man ohh wala kani tanan para ni sato lovie pasensyaehh nako ug kani palang akong ma hatag pero puhon soon, kanang naa ko talaga buhaton nato na ang dili gusto pwede pod ng na hunahuna nimo listed nana bwhahaha

Hey, I know you must be busy untangling quantum theories and attending prestigious conferences. Hundreds of research papers are under your name. Undergrad and PhD students look up to you for mentorship. Your mind is called reckless no more, but valued properly. But, I am shackled here. Tethered by the world's bids. I can't immerse myself in hours of Maths and Physics self-study, because all the world wants from me is good marks in each and every subject, whether I like it or not. I am trying hard to learn things outside this enslaving syllabus, you know. To be you. To solve equations like you. To theorise paradoxes like you. But, sometimes, it gets so hard. Sometimes, you are only a vision to me. Yet, your image fuels my ambition to go on. Sooner or later, I shall reach you. Your past

13/05/2026 Te necesito. Te extraño. Siento que me ahogo. Por más que quiera pretender, no lo logro. ¿Cómo es que no puedo dejar de pensar en ti? Incluso en este momento de mierda. Sentí que me caí de un lugar muy, muy alto. Aún así, todo lo que podía pensar era en ti. Todo lo que digo es tan grave, que ni siquiera sé en qué momento fue sano antes de ser lo enfermizo que es ahora. Asegurabas que yo te había hecho algún tipo de brujería. Yo estoy segura que fue al revés. Ajeno a eso, tengo miedo: No sé qué pasará. No quiero detenerte, no quiero frenarte. Pero no puedo evitar desear que seas solo para mí y que estés siempre junto a mí. ¿Tú querrás lo mismo? ¿Sientes por mí la misma necesidad que yo siento por mí?

V, I'm love sick. Terribly so. You should be a stranger to me, Any connection we made be through a screen and a six-hour drive. Things can be learned through a glowing box, But you know, my love, that it is harder to interpret Then being able to see one's body language as he tells the pattern of his heart. It is the touch of my person, And the rhythm of his voice That I anticipate. As I complain here, I am only minutes away from retreating back to that screen, Asking you and reading out your responses, Imagining how you would say it to my face. I try so much. And you sometimes let our talks flow easily, And other times leave me staring at a one-word response, Wondering whether or not you are going to close your own eyes forever. Wondering if the voice and touch I anticipate will ever reach me. I hate you for being like this. I hate how you shut down. But I refuse to stay mad. I'd rather seem obsessed than be ignorant Of the way you stiffen up when I mention your parents, Or your school, Or how you go dry when I ask: "Are you okay?" And then you don't say you love me back. I know you love me, But am I pressuring you? I know you are honest, and I express too much concern, And I am entirely too self-aware, But I can't help but make sure my efforts are working. You are precious to me. I don't want to be the bed you rot in all day, Because even as I held you, There would be little comfort void of emptiness. I don't want to be the blade that you tear yourself with, Because even as I felt your warmth, It would be a regret. I won't pry, I wont judge, I promise this to everyone. I only want to hear about your soul. Your art. Your city. Your sports. Your friends. Your dreams, no matter how small. "Tell me when you're comfortable enough to," "Tell me if this is annoying," "I won't judge you," And yet you seem permanently broken. I am not like the others you speak to, I learn and understand. And yet those people have made you put your walls up, So high that I feel as if i'm one of those unhelpful helpers sometimes. When I meet you, I will embrace you. I will ask for a kiss, if you'd like. And I would touch your hair. It looks so soft from the screen, Like I would bury my face in it and smell the sweetness of your soul That has been buried by the cruelty and prejudice of the world. I wonder if your voice would sound the same. I wonder if your hands would be cold and limp From the physical weight of your mental exhaustion, Or if they'd warm up when meeting mine. I may not be as big as your fears and griefs, But my love is sturdier than them. And if you'd prefer to hide from me, To stop loving me, To call this "corny," Then do what you'd like. But I'll wait as long as I let myself. Even if I have just met someone, I can read them, And I wont let myself ignore their suffering. Maybe it is a curse I have, But for you, I'll always see my curse as a blessing. Sympathy is not a weakness, Therapy is not your cure. I love you, baby (please text me back). Good night, Anonymous Loverboy (yes this is men-loving-men)

Bro, you are my bestfriend since 7th grade. I always wondered how can i talk to someone as beautiful as you. Now, you are one of the most trusted persons in my life. Recently I am feeling differently about you. I am attracted to you.I dont want a relationship because of my faith but i just want to let you know.Please remain the person you were to me after this..

good morning yank😳🤚🤚 aku cinta km banyakk, and i hope u know that with me, u don't have to pretend to be okay all the time. i want u to feel safe, comfortable, and loved whenever u're with me yaa :( jangan sering-sering overthink ya! everything won't always be as bad as what ur mind tells u, and no matter what happens, i'll still be here 4 u. ily bukan cuma pas km lagi seneng, tapi juga pas km lagi betmud, sedih, cape, insecure, atau pas semuanya terasa berat. jadi jgn terlalu keras sama diri km sendiri yaa. take care of urself for me yaa and for urself too, n don't keep everything by urself. kalau ada apa-apa cerita aja, i'll listen. let ur mind rest a little, bcs u deserve peace n happiness too ♥️ iloveuuuu so muchhh, mff klo aku kadang ga pinter ngomong, tpi ak beneran sayang km(⁠っ⁠˘⁠з⁠(⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠)

Perdón por tener miedo cuando tuvimos la oportunidad, pero debes de entender lo asustada que estaba, venía de años sin sentirme querida de verdad y de que todos a mi alrededor me gritaran a la cara que en realidad, nadie iba a quererme si seguia viendome así: gorda. Es por eso que nunca te creí ni porque me lo aclaraste te creí, para mi toda muestra de amor es falsa porque realmente nunca aprendí a ser amada, mucho menos amar sanamente. Porque yo si amaba a toda esa gente que me lastimó y es problable que fuera de ahí quien me hacía bien no entraba en mi corazón, lo unicó que supe en mi vida fue tener cerca a quienes me apuñalaban, perdón por eso. Pero lamento más tener que volverte en mi contra, también me terminaste lastimando, ¿es por eso que ahora te extraño? porque parece que mi vida despues de ti no ha sido interesante, no lo se, porque cuando estabas ya no quería estar cerca de tí, empecé a amarte hasta que me hiciste daño supongo que porque a eso estoy acostumbrada. Espero que Dios y la Virgensita te cuiden, que siempre estes bien y aleje todo mal de ti, por eso es que me fui, nunca habría podido darte nada de lo que tu quisieras.

Don’t mind me

i know, i KNOW i fucked up. you did too, though. i know we dont talk anymore. but i miss us.

You broke my heart. I forgive you. I wish you a lot of feelings.

i love you, i miss you so incredibly much. i know i fucked up and you did too but the only thing we can do is try forget our mistakes and start fresh. i’m sorry i wasn’t kinder to you when all you wanted to do was love me, im sorry for the way i treated you as if you wouldn’t slip away under my finger tips. but you did, you left. you hurt me just as bad as i hurt you, im sorry for that. i just wish we could work out and go back to how it was, it was meant to be me and you against the world not us against eachother. i still listen to fix you by cold play, hoping one last time id hear ur voice singing the lyrics into my ear because that was our song. i love you daanish please remember im always here if you want to try again, ill never move on.

Happy anniversary, sayang.❤️ Terima kasih karena sampai hari ini masih tetap milih aku, masih tetap bertahan sama semua kurang lebihnya aku. Aku mungkin nggak selalu pandai nunjukin rasa, tapi satu hal yang selalu pasti: aku sesayang itu sama kamu. Kamu bukan cuma pasangan buat aku, tapi juga tempat paling nyaman yang selalu bikin aku tenang setelah hari yang panjang. Thank you for loving me. Aku harap kita tetap sama-sama, tetap saling genggam, dan tetap jadi rumah satu sama lain, sejauh apa pun nanti perjalanan kita. Happy anniversary, cintaku. Aku bersyukur banget punya kamu.❤️

Happy Anniversary, Sayangku. Terima kasih udah jadi rumah paling tenang di hidupku. Aku mungkin nggak selalu pandai nunjukin rasa, tapi percayalah… aku selalu milih kamu, setiap hari.❤️ Another year with you, dan aku masih jatuh cinta dengan cara yang sama bahkan lebih dalam. Tetap di sini, temenin aku sampai kapanpun itu.

My Dearest Dave, Happy 3rd Anniversary, my love. 🤍 Akala ko noon hindi tunay ang pag-ibig. Akala ko walang totoo. Akala ko sa pelikula lang nangyayari yung mga pagmamahalang kayang maghintay, umunawa, at manatili kahit mahirap. Buong buhay ko, naniwala akong walang taong kayang mahalin ako nang buong-buo at walang kondisyon. But then, dumating ka. Noong una mong sinabi sa akin na gusto mo ako, hindi ako naniwala. Akala ko biro lamang ang lahat. Akala ko isa lang itong panandaliang damdamin na mawawala rin kalaunan. Hindi ko akalaing yung bagay na pinaka kinatatakutan ko, ang magmahal at magtiwala, ay siya mong haharapin nang buong tapang. Hindi ko malilimutan kung paano mong kinausap sila Pastor at kung paano mo hinanap ang gabay ng Diyos para sa atin. Doon ko nakita kung gaano kaseryoso ang pagmamahal mo, at doon unti-unting naniwala ang puso kong matagal nang takot masaktan. I never thought I would meet someone who is willing to love me wholeheartedly. Someone who would stay, understand me, and choose me every single day. Ang dami nang panahon ang lumipas. Yung dating Dave na minahal ko noon, unti-unti nang nagbago. Pero hindi iyon pagbabago na ikinakatakot ko. Nakita kong hinuhubog ka ng Diyos para maging mas mabuting tao, mas mabuting lalaki, at mas mabuting lingkod Niya. And seeing you grow closer to Him made me love you even more. Marami tayong pinagdaanan. Maraming sitwasyon ang sumubok na ilayo tayo sa isa’t isa, pero paulit-ulit pa rin tayong bumabalik sa kung ano ang sinasabi ng puso natin. Siguro ito talaga ang tunay na kahulugan ng pagmamahal. Choosing each other even when things get hard. There were so many moments when I wanted to hold you closer and kiss you, but we both chose to wait because we want to protect the promises we made to God and to each other. Thank you, my love, for being patient with me and for choosing to wait with me. Hindi ko akalaing may taong kayang magtiis at iwan ang pansariling kagustuhan para sa pangarap nating dalawa at para sa plano ng Diyos para sa atin. Kaya salamat, mahal ko. Thank you for understanding me lalo na sa mga lowest points ng buhay ko. Ikaw yung taong nandiyan kapag umiiyak ako. Ikaw yung taong kayang magpagaan ng loob ko kahit wala kang sabihin. Kapag nandiyan ka, pakiramdam ko tumatahimik ang mundo at tayong dalawa lang ang mahalaga. Thank you for correcting me when I’m wrong, and thank you for always making me smile. Walang anumang bagay sa mundo ang kayang pumantay sa ngiting dala mo sa buhay ko. Lagi mong tatandaan na mahal na mahal kita. Hindi man ako ganoon ka-showy minsan, alam mo namang iniingatan ko lang ang pangako natin. But my heart knows exactly how important you are to me. I am so proud of you, my love. Lagi kitang ipinagmamalaki. At gusto kong tandaan mo ito palagi, kahit mapunta ka man sa pinakamababang punto ng buhay mo, hindi ka nag-iisa. Bukod kay Tita, ako yung babaeng paulit-ulit na sasagip sa’yo, maniniwala sa’yo, at mananatili sa tabi mo. Always remember that you are loved, appreciated, and valued. I will always root for you and support your dreams. “Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.” Ephesians 4:2 Salamat sa pagmamahal mo. Salamat sa lahat ng sakripisyo, pag-unawa, at pananatili. And most of all, thank you Lord, because out of everyone in this world, ikaw ang ibinigay Niya sa akin. Ikaw ang pahinga ko, ang tahanan ko, at isa sa pinakamagandang patunay na totoo pala talaga ang pagmamahal. Happy 3rd Anniversary, my love. I will always choose you. 🤍 Forever yours, Your love, Lorraine. 🫧

Dear MyFuture, First and foremost, I just want to thank God for giving me you. Thank you for coming into my life and making it brighter and happier every day. I truly admire you for who you are, and I love everything about you. I promise that one day, I will marry you, travel every country with you, create countless beautiful memories together, and build our own happy family. I want to have kids with you and spend the rest of my life taking care of you and our future kiddos. So please be patient with dada. Dada is still in the process of becoming the man who can give you and our future children a wonderful and comfortable life. Every effort I make is for us and for the future we will build together. See yaaaa soon, My Love 🤗🤍🤍🤍

Amy, we liked each other for awhile and especially right after we met online through a roleplay. I want you to know that I miss you and love you a lot, I’m so sorry I messed our friendship up :( rest in peace Amy.. I love you ❤️

what can i do, what can i say everything is over now... yet i'm still the same person who fell for you at the beginning. late night, i find myself crying over you i reread our texts and think about the future we once planned together every song seems to remind me of you, somehow...everything is about you i didn't realize my feelings were this deep until now, but there's nothing i can do anymore you were my first in everything.. the first person who truly gave me the feeling of being loved the first person who always listened to me, cared, and stayed beside me. i know i hurt you so badly, i was still immature back then, just child who didn't fully understand things yet....but one thing i never lied about was my love for you, i loved you purely, sincerely, and without any hesitation. a longgg time ago, i used to dream about us..about the future we could build together.. i wanted us to grow better and better, to become succesful together fi dunya wal akhirat. but now i'm afraid i don't think i'm worthy of saying those things anymore and i don't want to hurt you anymore..

Mamaskuuuu, cintaaanyaa akuuu hehehehe mas rohman sayangg, my future husband, kyaaaa>< aku malu sendirii ngetiknyaa Kamuuu pastiii capee bangett yawnn, mianhaeyoo aku tadii pagii badmood karena tugass dan aku lagi lagii dapet temen sekelompok yg itu itu lagiii dan sampee ciang pun ngga balas balas chat muuu, maaf aku menduakanmuu dengan tugass huhu:', tapiiii asal mamaskuu tauuuuu akuuu kangen banget hiks🥲😖, dan baruu selesaiii tadii sebelum maghrib huhu:', sayangkuuu pastii cape bangett yaaa? I know u need some space but I still here for uuuu, akuuu ciapp dengan senang hatiii mendengarkan ceritaa mamaskuuuu mwehehhehe, gimanaa akuu ngga makin cintaaa mamaskuu ajaa makin hariii makin keren mwehehehhee, rasa ingin memilikimu makin hariii makin naik😖 gimanaaa niiihh mwehehhe Pokoknyaa I love UuuuUUuu sejagat rayaaa hahahha Terakhir Tembakan cintaaa, piu piu🔫🤍 (๑'ᴗ')ゞ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️