I had a huge crush on u. U almost guessed it. Idk if u know or not now. I'm using "had" Cuz u piss me off all the time, u have broken my heart and disappointed me sm times and I have cried over u multiple times for God fucking knows why I did that cringe shit. Gosh. U stupid hoe. I'm trying to get over u. It's been 2 years since I have a crush on your stupid ass. U only pass time with me every time but when u go back, it's like I don't even exist for u. I fucking hate u, ugh. But your soft eyes, your awkward smile, your fuckass laugh. I miss it. I miss ur face. But!!! I'm trying to get over u so I'm not gonna hold on to this forever. It's okay, I only like people from far anyways so I would have never even told u anyways cuz I can never imagine someone dating me. Idk what's wrong with me haha. I never have dirty thought about people I obsess over, I just think how they would look under the sun, ifykwim? Why do u never think deep? U always tell me I'm thinking too much. Ugh, fuck you.