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Hi!! It was May 18, 2026, I don’t even know kung paano tayo nag simula with label, gusto na kitang pakawalan pero there is something na pumipigil sakin, pero I really know sa sarili ko na, hindi ka naman talaga para sa’kin. About that letter I wrote (May 1, 2026) yeah that’s all true, but this day I finally know how much I loved you. But all of my family was against in our love, and I don’t want it. I can’t wait na sabihin at ipakita sayo lahat ng letters ko, kasi lahat naman talaga yung totoo eh, I love my past but I need to forget about it, I love you but I need to have space, I really, really wanted to be your friend nalang talaga and I can’t wait to see you as my friend. I know ang unfair ng mundo, pero sana naman makalimutan mo balang araw mga memories natin. And did you know why I titled this as “the man I’ve met since day 1 of regret”? Because I regret to loving you kahit alam ko namang hindi dapat, I really know na bawal at ayoko naman talagang tumagal pa. You can hate me, but never forget how I choose you more than my own family and friends.

I loved you just by all my issues, but you just moved on so quickly like you never loved to me like you never cared about me

Hillooo I’m currently in class! Nag English mi karon. I really mezzzz youuu po!!😚

I hope you will heal from something that’s bothering us.

good night pogi sleep well and sweet dreams. sending hugs 🔥🔥

Cherry, I love you so much. Its like sharing everything with a sister who actually gets it. Yes, I stalk you reposts. Yes, I wonder what you are up to all the time and Yes, I think about you whenever I have s*icidal thoughts. So, as my final act of love, I will not say when I am going to commit. Because...I want you to think that I am alive and living well even if it only lasts a week, a day or even an hour. Im sorry for leaving you.

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For two years, I’ve been admiring you quietly from afar. It’s strange how time passes so fast, yet my feelings for you never faded. In these two years, I learned that admiration is not always about having someone, sometimes it’s simply about appreciating their existence and the happiness they bring without even trying. Maybe you never noticed how much you inspired me, but honestly, you became one of the reasons why my days felt brighter. Two years may sound long, but for me, it still feels like yesterday when I first started liking you. And even now, after all this time, a part of me still looks at you with the same admiration, the same excitement, and the same quiet hope.Just like the moon and the sunset, I've started liking and admiring you for the past 2 years. Admiring you secretly HAHAHA I'm shyyyyyy. Sometimes, I wonder if you ever noticed me at all. It feels like I've been standing in the same place for so long, watching you from a distance while you look right through me, as if I was never there. BUT it’s okay if you never noticed me, because loving you quietly was already enough to make my heart happy. Maybe I was never someone important in your eyes, maybe I was just another person passing by in your life, but for me, you were someone special for the past two years. I kept hoping that one day you would finally see me the way I see you, but if that day never comes, it’s alright. Some feelings are meant to stay silent, yet still sincere. And even if you never looked my way, I’ll always be grateful because admiring you taught me how beautiful it is to care about someone so deeply. Thank you >3

For two years, I’ve been admiring you quietly from afar. It’s strange how time passes so fast, yet my feelings for you never faded. In these two years, I learned that admiration is not always about having someone, sometimes it’s simply about appreciating their existence and the happiness they bring without even trying. Maybe you never noticed how much you inspired me, but honestly, you became one of the reasons why my days felt brighter. Two years may sound long, but for me, it still feels like yesterday when I first started liking you. And even now, after all this time, a part of me still looks at you with the same admiration, the same excitement, and the same quiet hope.Just like the moon and the sunset, I've started liking and admiring you for the past 2 years. Admiring you secretly HAHAHA I'm shyyyyyy. Sometimes, I wonder if you ever noticed me at all. It feels like I've been standing in the same place for so long, watching you from a distance while you look right through me, as if I was never there. BUT it’s okay if you never noticed me, because loving you quietly was already enough to make my heart happy. Maybe I was never someone important in your eyes, maybe I was just another person passing by in your life, but for me, you were someone special for the past two years. I kept hoping that one day you would finally see me the way I see you, but if that day never comes, it’s alright. Some feelings are meant to stay silent, yet still sincere. And even if you never looked my way, I’ll always be grateful because admiring you taught me how beautiful it is to care about someone so deeply. Thank you >3

im so sorry about everything and how it all ended between us. im so sorry about how much i made you hurt and how much pain i caused. i feel really bad about the whole situation, and it happened a whole year ago. i understand now how much you actually cared about me. i now realized how much you put your all into me. im still so confused what i did. because now i realize you're literally the only person that actually cared about me this much. youre the only person that put me befire everything else. i just wish i could tell you im terribly sorry. im so sorry to be that one person that gives you trauma. im sorry i wish you listened to your dad at the very first place because he had that gut feeling from the start. i cant believe i would do something like this and im being so honest the breakup was all my fault. idk if you'll ever find this but if you do then i just want to say i really apologize about everything and i hope you find someone who loves you like i couldnt myself.

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i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you please come back i will do anything for you i will worship you i will treat you like a fucking god come back my love please please please come back i beg you i will never find anyone like you i will never see anyone the same way as you i'd do anything please come back please please please you're my first thought in the morning and the last thought as i go to bed you're everything to me and it hurts it hurts nothing feels good without you i want you so bad anything for you

Holaaa, me he dado cuenta que todavía no te he pedido resalir jajaja. Solo te quiero decir que pase lo que pase quiero pasar el resto de mi vida a tu lado. Querrías salir con este tipejo y tener hijos?

To my Kutty, I miss you alot and I know I've said this countless times but that's the truth, even a day without you feels like months and feels like hell. I wanna say thank you ma, for staying with me, even thought most of the things i do are stupid yet you teach me and guide me and your love and care is something i wished for years to have in my life. So thank you baby, for us, and I won't stop working hard till I tie a knot around your neck and call you my wife kutty. I love you so so much and I'm forever grateful for you ma. With Love, Your Ma

I don't have a interesting story or anything. But, i have an urge to share this. Yesterday, i got a call for in-person interview with the boss and it went smoothly! I applied as operational and logistic admin last May. They didn't contacted me for more than a week after in-call interview. That time, i already forgot about it and then, BAM, they contacted me again for the in-person interview! I have high hopes for them to hire me! Although...there's some lingering doubts that i probably won't get it anyway because of many, many reasons. But, i still pray and wish that they'll accept me! It's a selfish wish but, i will keep it anyway until they say "No" to me and IF, unfortunately they didn't, i won't back down and keep on trying until there's one who accept me! To people who reading this, especially to those who also struggling to find a job (and especially for those who 25 years old and above....like me hehe) : DON'T GIVE UP! Don't EVER give up! Life gets tougher and harder as the older we get. But, those things also make us stronger and more persistent! Keep sending those application to many, many, many companies or establishment. Don't think too much about qualifications, JUST APPLY and there will be few who are interested and asked you for interview and ONE will accept you whole heartly with a hugeeeeeeeee warm welcome! Even if you think yourself is not worthy, not enough for anything. Let me be the first person to tell you that, you ABOSLUTELY deserve all love and praise come to you! Doesn't matter who you are, where you are, what you are. You are worthy for a fulfilling life! Keep on fighting guys, whoever you might be, wherever you are right now! Semangat dan sukses selalu!!, 頑張ってください!!, 加油你们可以的!!

Goodbye… I know I had promised to never contact you again, trust me, I tried my best but my heart couldn’t leave without saying goodbye As I’m writing this, my eyes are full of tears, I’m still hurt and full of pain. The decision I took of cutting you off my life wasn’t because i didn’t love you anymore, but it’s because I loved you so much that I wanted you to be happy. I knew that I wasn’t where your happiness lied, so I wanted to give you a chance to do whatever it is that you wanted, without me interrupting all the time. I also needed to choose myself because I finally realised that you were you were never gonna choose me and that’s okay because people are allowed to love whoever they want to love. I know you never apologised but I want you to know that forgive you for all the pain that you’ve caused me, I feel like I have to let everything go before I go.. I didn’t want to carry this onto my new chapter, By the time you read this, I will probably be on a flight going back home or I have probably arrived, I just wanted to make sure that I send this before I leave the grounds of the city because I knew I wouldn’t have the heart to see you again, it would’ve probably hurt me more. Anyways, it’s alright, I guess the last thing I want to say is that I always wonder what happened, maybe one day you will explain it to me, and maybe on that day I’ll fully understand… until then I hope you live your best life and really do all the things you said you would.. As for me? I’ll be in my hometown pursuing my dreams, if you ever find yourself that side one day, give me a call… But for now, goodbye Lots of love, MM

the Nana to my Hachi was a Trans guy from another continent I guess you could say we ended up like them, huh? Would you rather forget those times, R? I won’t. I snatched this song from you back when I was working on that project too large for me to do alone. I’ve stopped listening to it since. There’s a lot to be grateful for and a lot to keep me faithful. It simply lives in the back of my mind.

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Любовь моя я тебя очень сильно люблю. Ты лучшее что есть в моей и я всегда буду тебя любить как бы ты там не капризничала. Береги себя и следи за своим здоровьем это самое главное и не думай о подарках для начала самые важные вещи. Я тебя очень очень люблю.

An diesem Tag wurde vor 16 Jahren Sana geboren, die schönste person des welt. Seit dem Tag, an dem ich dich kennengelernt habe, gehst du mir nicht mehr aus dem Kopf. Jeder Moment mit dir fühlt sich für mich wie ein Traum an, aus dem ich niemals aufwachen möchte. Wenn du mich umarmst, fühle ich mich sicher, auch wenn das vielleicht komisch klingt. Und vielleicht hatten wir auch schlechte Momente in unserer Beziehung, aber am Ende kommen wir immer wieder zusammen. Ich will es nicht jetzt länge ziehen, ich will dir nur noch sagen dass ich immer für dich da bin in guten und schlechten zeiten.Und ich wünsche dir alles gute zum geburtstag Sano.