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Heyy......one of the best sakhii ..❤️ Pata hh sakhii ham jb bhii apne baar me sochte hh kii mere pss kya hh yesa ....tb hii tumhar kayal aata hh mere dil aur dimag mee .....tum mere liye woo saks hoo jesee me kabhii khud bhii apne dil se Nhii nikal skta huu itnii merii aukaat hii Nhii hh ..... Pr kabhii kabhii tumsee milne ka ur tumhe galee lagane ka itna Dil krta hh ki kya batauu aapkoo ..Maan krta hh kii abhii bhag ke aa jauu apke pss ...pr ye bhii impossible hh ....bus ham intzar hh uus pal ka jb ham aapkoo galee laga ke kahegee you are the my fav fav fav fav sakhii ❤️

oh teddy, i don't even know how to start this. you were my everything. you still are, you're still my baby and the only one i want in my future, the only one i want forever. every song reminds me of you, of your beautiful voice, you're my angel, my siren. you saved my life, i thought about giving up before you but you brightened every day, you are my sun and all my stars, i'm your moon trying to reflect your brightness back to you. even though we've been driven apart now, even though it feels like the whole world is in our way, i hope our paths intertwine again, that we eclipse someday. i'll still dream of our pretty house, our children, our cats. everything you've ever done for me, every word you've ever said, has filled my heart with so much joy. you completed me, you filled what was missing in me, and i'll always love that about you. you made me smile and laugh when i cried, you made me cry from joy and how much i loved you, and i still do. teddy, if you decide to come back, whenever it is, i'm waiting with open arms. i'm so sorry i can't say this to you directly, i just don't want to hurt you or make you feel guilty while you're taking time for yourself. of course i want to know how you are, how you feel, i want to do things for you and love you and bask in the glow of your presence. but because i can't right now, because i'm giving you the space you need, i'm putting it here. i hope you see this one day and read it and see what you mean to me. i hope you read back my letter from our 6 months. i hope you still love your sock monkey and t-shirts and hoodie and leather bracelet. i hope you don't have to push me out of your life completely and forever, because i can't do that with you. i still smell your aftershave, wear your shirts. do you remember when i missed you when you went away and i cuddled your sweatshirt on my pillow every night? it's the only thing that's been helping me sleep knowing you're not mine right now. i hope that you do still love me. i hope i wasn't just sex. i hope one day, as soon as possible, you come back and confide in me and let me help you. until you do that, i'll keep trying to cope. i'll keep writing anonymous messages online, pining after you every waking hour, and dreaming of us every time i go to sleep. please remember the times we were happy, i beg you. don't remember me with the malice you carried that i didn't know about. i'm so sorry i pushed you away, made you feel like you had to isolate yourself from me. you really didn't, and you don't, but i respect that that's what you want. just don't forget me completely, don't forget the love in my eyes or the feeling of my kisses or the softness of my words when describing you. i won't forget that about you, ted. i won't forget how much you made me laugh, my sweet love. i know i'm rambling and repeating myself, but it's such a fresh wound. it's so hard, but i need to give you what you want. i just need you to know i'm always here for you. i always want to know how you are, hear your problems. whatever you need, my baby, i'm here. don't be afraid of who i used to be, i'm changing for you. i know i've shrunken away, i've hidden, but i promise you i'm ready whenever you need me. i love you so, so much. i love your soft hair, your beautiful blue eyes, your bright smile, your strong arms, your warm body. i love the way you smell and how you held me like i'd break without you and your singing will forever haunt me, the ghost of your love whispering in my ears along with every song. you're still my hero, teddy, you always will be. i'll always love you, everlong.

Ik how much you're missing me rn but trust me vanshu, Ireallymissyoumoreeeeee. All I can do rn is send you virtual hugs & pray that we become roomies soon go on crazy ass trips, do random night outs & just live our life man. Take care bub XOXO Adding a song to lift your mood up, now get your lazy ass off bed & dance for a while so that you go to sleep joyous :)

ngl, i still miss you. not asking for anything, i just needed you to know. wish me luck, hopefully i can finally let you go and see you as just a friend someday. 🤍

to r, who came into my life in that september. perhaps becoming close and being friends with you felt like a given to me at some point, and precisely because i took it for granted, i cherished this beautiful friendship all the more. yet, i failed to understand your true feelings. you didn't want to remain just friends; you wanted the small title of "lovers" throughout those five years. i knew it, yet i turned a blind eye simply because i was terrified of losing our friendship (sounds like a flimsy excuse just to brush things off, doesn't it?). i wasn't sure if i could offer you a love that was truly worthy, and back then, we were still far too young. i was afraid that a fleeting romance would tear our friendship apart. i didn't dare believe i could bring you happiness. and now, as our feelings gradually faded and we drifted together—protecting each other like two friends simply out of habit—i inadvertently lost you, letting you fall into someone else's arms while i stood there in utter bewilderment. i don't understand my own emotions. clearly, i had rejected you; clearly, i had never given any signals. yet now, seeing you find a second happiness that isn't with me, i feel this sudden, stabbing heartache. we stood by each other in our foolish youth, and now that we are mature, you use that very affection to shelter someone else. i know my feelings have arrived far too late. i am happy for you, but at the same time, a quiet sorrow and regret are flickering inside for not having reached out to hold you back. right now, the two of us are walking a tightrope between friendship, looking both pitiful and blameworthy. i know these thoughts shouldn't exist, but please, let me be selfish just this once. i wish i could turn back time. i wish i had been more sincere in accepting your feelings instead of relying on the trust of a mere friend. i wish i had been confident enough to finally say, "i've fallen for you." this confession cannot be delivered to you, but i will try my best to nurture our friendship. and i know that one day, we will see those beautiful years of friendship bloom once again. (thank you for the love you gave me.)

Hello Beautiful

Hello Yashika

I don’t really know why I’m writing this. Maybe because there are still so many things I never got to say, or maybe because sometimes I just wish I could go back to a time when talking to you was the easiest thing in the world. It also because I hope you would see this and want me back. I think i’m feeling super emotional right now because our what would have been 1 year anniversary is coming up. There was a time when you were my normal. You were the person I could text about the smallest things. If something happened with my mom, if something made me laugh, if I was upset, if I just had a random thought, you were someone I wanted to tell. I didn’t have to think about whether I should reach out. I just did. And now it’s strange knowing that I can’t do that anymore. Sometimes I’ll see an old picture or video of you on my phone and think, “There really was a time when this was my life.”Tiktok’s on this day is really killing me. There was a time when your name was at the top of my phone. There was a time when I thought we’d have so many more memories together. I don’t think I’ll ever forget what you meant to me. You were my first serious love, and you were there for so many of my first experiences with loving somebody and letting somebody love me. Whatever happens in both of our lives, that will always be a part of my story. I know I wasn’t perfect. I know there were things I could have handled differently, things I wish I had understood sooner, and moments where I wish I had been a better version of myself. I’ve grown since then, and sometimes I wish you could see the person I’m becoming. I wish I could know what the breakup was like for you. Did you miss me? Did you ever think about me afterward? Did you ever hear me laughing or see me in class and remember what we used to be? I wish I could read your mind just once. Maybe you don’t feel those things anymore. Maybe you processed everything differently than I did. I don’t know. What I do know is that I loved you. I loved having you in my life. I loved knowing that I had somebody who knew me in a way that other people didn’t. And even though things didn’t work out, I don’t want to pretend that what we had wasn’t important just because it ended. A part of me still wishes you would come back. I wish we could start over not necessarily go back to exactly what we were, but meet each other again as the people we’ve become and see if we could do things differently. But I also know that wanting that doesn’t mean I can make it happen. You mattered to me. I wish things had turned out differently. And I genuinely hope life is good to you, wherever it takes you because you are a great person who deserves great things. I can’t believe you never say what I say in you. You are genuinely one of the sweetest people I have ever meet you are so talented and an amazing signer. I hope you do everything you want in life, and find someone who you love (I guess 😒). I want to move on from you but it’s only because I know I have to. I’m almost there but I have my moments like now, but I hoped i’m released from this yearning soon. Thank you for being such an important part of my life. I hope someday, when you look back on us, you remember the good things too, I think I will always love you and I hope you feel the same about me -Angel

I really thought I'd forget about you, but that's not how it is. It's been months and I still miss and think about you. Deep down I really wish you still have the picture and that you're still thinking about me as well, but at the same time I hope that's not the case. I hope you're not as despaired as me and that you've already moved on. Everyday, I still can't help but wonder what you're up to. How are your cats? How is school going for you? Is it different now that I'm gone? I miss telling you about my day and watching you play your games. I miss sending stupid reels and I KNOW its childish but it's true; in my mind there are still traces of you. Please forgive me if I ever made you uncomfortable. Please forgive me if I was boring to talk to. Please forgive me if it ever felt like I was too busy to talk to you. Please forgive me if I ever confused you because of my indecisiveness. Please forgive me because I still love you. When I see you again, will you have a different hairstyle? Will you be a bit taller? Will you be dressing differently? My heart aches just thinking about it. Will it be awkward when our eyes meet once more? Or will it be sad? Whatever it may be, I'll give you a smile, and hopefully in return I'll be able to see that charming grin that I fell in love with. I wish this is what I could've said that night. I'm sorry I'm really sorry Remember to take care of yourself and focus on school, okay? Lol I have so much to tell you about mine

Hi, baby. I miss you so much. I wish I could turn back time to fix my mistakes—to fix everything. I love you. I love you so much, lablab ko. I hope you're okay. I'm silently rooting for you, and I will always be your number one fan! Agi, I miss you so much. I still can't move on. I know two years have passed, but two years is nothing if waiting and yearning means you're coming back. I'm more than happy to spend my whole lifetime waiting for you. If an alternate universe is real, I hope there's a place for me and Shana there. I hope there's a train that arrives on time so Shana and I can have the best time of our lives. I love you—Shanalaire. I will live in Switzerland, for us. I will live in Switzerland, for us.

Hi, my name is Haris. My birthday is coming up on September 10, 2026, and I am turning 22. Will anyone remember to wish me? No one has ever wished me a happy birthday in my entire life. I'm writing this here simply because I've always wished for that feeling just once.

They hate me here, and I need you back. When I'm with you, you make me feel like the most special person in the world. I will always cherish the memories we built together, and I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I know I was wrong, and I'm willing to face the consequences. i miss you, baby. i hope you're happy in heaven, and dont worry i always visit your grave. at least we're equal now, but yours is much worse though, kidding ik i adapt your dark humor, i just missed you so much, baby

I still love you

I'm confused. I'm not very crushable but I 𝘢𝘮 getting mixed signals. Do you like me? 𝘐 don't like you originally but I have wondered about this a lot and so have thought a lot about you. A one- or two-day crush sometime.

I wish I could really show you how much I love you, yet I am a nobody compared to her. I am so sorry that I don't have the talent to make it to you. You would never know anyways. But I hope you're happy with her.

Dear Amina, 1. Whenever my phone makes a sound, I hope it's you. I still remember...the times we talk how wanted I felt how good I thought things were... It's not your birthday. It's just a random ___, and I wake up thinking about how...Good times were when we first started talking the version of u that spoke up gave me attention and made me feel worthy I'm not going to list every reason I love you, because if I start, I won't stop, and this letter would turn into a book. Instead, I just wanted to...Say I ain't gonna propose until ur comfortable to share and I make sure I don't go to a heart break.... Since the first day I saw you, I knew that I...it was you or no one that's how much I really appreciate you I apologize for the things I said...I hope I could start over and at least be a friends my life leaves a huge gap when we don't talk... Love, Ur annoying schoolmate

this is wrong. what i feel for you is wrong. i cant stop myself from looking at your face, and i keep checking if you’re stealing glances of me too. sometimes i do catch you staring, but what does that mean? are you also having a hard time hiding? do you feel sick pag di ka nakakaharapit haak?masakit ba liwat ha dughan? or coincidence la adto? did you mean it han ginyakan mo nga maupay nak kaarot or han nagpakiana ak kun pogi ak tas nagyakan ka nga pogi na pogi after mo ak buligan pag belt? or were you just being friendly? gintry ko na tak best nga ig erase ka everywhere kay i know it’s wrong, pero i feel so sick and nauseous kay a lot of things remind me of you. singing reminds me of you, and its my favorite thing to do so ano man tak hihimuon? i don’t even know what this is for kay it’s useless. u love him and i think i love my gf too (at this point idk anymore), and i’m very much sure you don’t feel the same way if u happen to read this and if you’re sure kun hino ako, im really really sorry.

Hi. I know you won't see this, or at least I hope. I don't want to look like a fool in front of you after all of this time. We broke up in early August, and to say my feelings have been mixed is an understatement. You were there for me when I cried, but at times you were the reason why I shed those tears. I laughed with you, we called for hours on end, and we shared vulnerable moments. I'm sorry. I know I was an asshole at the end of our relationship, and you didn't deserve that. You aren't a bad person, despite you constantly telling yourself that. I tried to help you when you vented to me; I wanted to get you help, desperately. But you didn't take my advice, and it was starting to drain me too. I loved you, Sam. I really, really did. But I just couldn't deal with it anymore. You deserve someone better, someone who can handle your feelings, vocalize and set proper boundaries. I am not that person, though I wish I was. We were supposed to get married and have kids together. Do you remember how happy we were? Just thinking about it makes my throat close and my heart clench. It might not look too serious to others, but this is to me. We were supposed to stay together until we grew old. What happiness once spread in my chest when hearing that has now blossomed into a feeling of sorrow and slow acceptance: that despite how desperately we wanted to be, we aren't made for each other. One day, you'll find a pretty girl that your mom will love, a girl that can treat you as if your negative emotions aren't some extra baggage and a girl that can please you whenever you want. I hope you end up going into Nuclear Physics. You always loved talking about it with me, and even got a little embarrassed when you mentioned that no one had ever listened to you as I did. I could listen to you talk for hours. I mourn the first few months of our relationship. It was so, so healthy compared to the first time we started dating. I didn't feel annoyed when talking to you, and could sit in comfortable silence with you for as long as I needed. It hurts to think that I can never have that back. I don't know what happened near the end. You started to do things that upset me, like finding that image of an AI girl on your phone that looked nothing like me. You have no idea what I felt. I remember when you ended up crying, and it left off with me comforting you over something you did. I felt so terrible about myself that I ended up having a panic attack with you on a call because of how strong the emotions I felt were. I don't blame you for how you reacted. I remember the silence from your end while I cried quietly to myself. I didn't need you to say anything; your mere presence brought me comfort. I don't know what happened to you, but you got too possessive, too obsessed. I thought you were my person, Sam. I really thought that. You told me you changed for hell's sake. I feel like such an idiot crying over you. I tried so, so hard to be perfect for you, while you always made mistakes. I don't know how I'll look you in the eye when school starts, Sam. We're paired together in the Music Council. I now dread one of the things we were so excited for. I hate change so much; it's a leech, and an ugly, disgusting leech that always clings to me. I don't know why people keep on leaving. You told me I didn't deserve it, and we promised to always stay together. Look at us now. Cut contact and exes.

I've never told it, but I love you and I am glad to have you in my life

HI, JAP. I KNOW YOU'RE OKAY NOW, AKALA KO TALAGA MEANT TO BE TAYO - PERO HINDI. WE WERE BOTH IMMATURE BACK THEN. I JUST WISHED YOU COULD HAVE SAID SORRY, BUT YOU DIDN'T. SANA MASAYA KA NA NGAYON.