its hard to not be angry at you, even though i said i never could be, and i still dont think i can be, but i hope youre happier with them, i hope they give you everything i couldnt, and i hope theyre more of a man for you than i was, whether they are a man or not, i dont know. i cant bring myself to be your "best friend" after everything though, i cant just be someones friend after ive held them so close to my worst insecurity and kissed their face, and im sorry for that