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I want to thank you for being my best friend and for all the moments we shared together. You have been a kind person, and I genuinely appreciate the happiness, support, and friendship you’ve given me over the past year. As time has gone on, I’ve realized that we’re at different places in life and that some of the things I need in a friendship are different from what we can give each other. This doesn’t take away from how much I value you or the respect I have for you. I know you care about me, and I care about you too. For my own growth and peace of mind, I think it’s best that we stop trying to hold on to the “best friend” title and simply continue our lives as individuals. Thank you for being you. Thank you for your friendship, your kindness, and the memories we’ve created together. Take care, Mira.

i miss you more than anything in this world. please talk to me. ulfeo

I didn't know what to feel. It was shocking to learn that she had to block me on Facebook and Instagram just to find her peace. It's disappointing because a part of me was still hoping that our trio could make things right and that one day we would reconcile. It's heartbreaking to realize that this is where it all ends. It's sad how one ordinary night, when insecurities, pride, and ego took over, ended up ruining a friendship that once meant so much. Maybe this is really where our story ends. But if you ever happen to read this, I hope you know how grateful I am that you became my safe place during the pandemic. During those times when I couldn't even recognize myself anymore, you stayed. During the days when I wanted to leave this world behind, you were one of the reasons I chose to stay because you stayed by my side. I believe that God sends people into our lives for different purposes. Some people are meant to stay, while others come to heal us, teach us lessons, and help us grow. And I am so, so thankful that God brought her into my life. Although she wasn't meant to be permanent, she is one of the reasons why I'm still here today. That's why I will never get tired of telling people that there were two girls who became part of the reason I didn't leave this world. But the saddest thing is that one stayed, and the other was never mine to hold on to.

hai u pasti lagi masa masa JUST FRIEND yah yg sabar yh apalagi yg lagi di masa GAK PUNYA HUBUNGAN APA APA KOK SALTING? dan yang sekarang lagi ASING -sekian dari aku yg lucu dan imut- ~makasih~

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1st time meeting huh ? AND first time hug and kiss ? Insane day istg Meeting you really felt different. The way I never felt when i met the other guys before. Funny how you got tensed and was ready to jump. You really got the spark in me. It's funny, isn't it ? We only had forty minutes. Forty tiny minutes in the grand scheme of a lifetime. And yet, somehow, they felt heavier than months of conversations. I had imagined this moment so many times that I was convinced reality could never compete with the version I had built in my head. But it did. It surpassed it. I don't think you realize how many times I caught myself smiling after I got home. How many times I replayed little moments that would seem insignificant to everyone else. The way you stood there. The way you spoke. The way those forty minutes disappeared before I even had the chance to fully believe they were happening So thats it ? That it for all the stuff you said you'd do in our chats ? The 1.45sec hug ? But yea, it did go better than i expected. Sry for making you ask me a million times for a hug tho. You looked cute asking. I hope the next time we meet, it'll be even better. And until then, i gotta make sure my hair wont get frizzed up again hehe

I’m not really good at telling you how I feel whenever I’m with you, but please trust me gua ngerasa nyaman sama lu dan gua merasa kita cocok, Hebin. Maaf kalau gua nggak seromantis itu, but one thing I know for sure is that I want you to be mine. So, would you accept me?

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING SAYAAANGGGG <33

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHINGG SAYAANGKUUU <33

There's no reason to stop you when you've lived in my heart this whole time.

The hardest part for the both of us was being friends for two years; it’s like all the tension between us was compiled into this one dream. It felt like we were both in hell from how much we wanted each other. I couldn’t even see how we became friends in the dream either. Maybe it’s for the best. I have nothing else to say from the conclusion of that dream except how hard it was. Please stop haunting me like this.

I dreamt about you again, but this time I couldn’t see you again for some reason. In the dream we spoke about being friends for about two years before we started dating, and it was really nice. It was very hard for the both of us to not act on our feelings, but it set a really good foundation before the start of our relationship. I didn’t see further than that. It was really nice, though. Have a lovely day, stranger.

There are some people who pass through our lives like seasons, arriving quietly and leaving just as softly. and then there are people like you people who become part of the landscape of our hearts, so deeply woven into us that we can no longer remember what life looked like before them.i think you became that person for me.sometimes i wonder if you truly understand what you've done to my world. how you turned ordinary days into memories worth keeping. how a simple notification from you can still make my heart race. how your laughter has become one of my favorite sounds, and your happiness one of my favorite things to witness.before you, the moon was just the moon. now it is every late night thought of you. every wish made in silence. every moment i spend staring at the sky, hoping somehow it carries my love to wherever you are.before you, songs were just songs. now every love song feels like a secret written about us.before you, my heart belonged only to me. now it reaches for you in every quiet moment without even asking permission.i have loved you in a thousand small ways you probably never noticed. in every prayer whispered for your happiness. in every "text me when you get home." in every moment i saw something beautiful and immediately wished you were there to see it too.thank you for every smile you've placed upon my lips, every laugh you've pulled from my chest, every touch that lingered long after we let go. thank you for holding my hand so tightly that even on my hardest days, i never felt alone.there are countless things i love about you, but my favorite has always been your heart. the way you love, the way you care, the way you remain soft in a world that often asks people to be hard. i hope you never lose that part of yourself.i don't know what the future holds, but i know this if life gives me the privilege of loving you for many more birthdays, i will spend every one of them thanking the universe for the day you were born.i love you in all the little ways that don't ask to be seen because it isn't just in the grand declarations.if i could give you anything today, i would give you my eyes for just a moment, so you could see yourself the way i see you.someone whose existence alone has made another person's life infinitely brighter.that life is kind to you.i hope that your heart stays soft and that your dreams find their way home to you.thank you for existing.thank you for being born.thank you for letting me love you.i would choose you in every lifetime, every universe, every version of the story.if ever there comes a day when you forget how loved you are, come back to these words and remember this somewhere in this vast and noisy world, there is a girl whose heart whispers your name like a prayer.i love you quietly, loudly, endlessly, and in all the spaces in between. Happy birthday, my sweet boy.

A reminder: I only leave you letters on this website, and they are all kind and from my heart; anywhere else it’s simply not me. Anyways, if I ever find you, I’ll tell you the ones I wrote. Too many imposters out there. I love you and have a lovely day, whatever your name is.

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We were at peace and not surrounded by chaos, which is always a good sign.

I dreamt about you again, but this time I could only hear your voice and not see your face. Everything else was blurry, and we talked about books and school, ironically, which was strange, yet it was one of the most peaceful dreams I've ever had. Your physique was the same as the first dream, and so was what you were wearing to some extent. It made me really happy because it’s clear you probably have a routine going on about what you wear. like me, and it looked simple and clean.

I’m deeply appreciate every little things you do for me, I know I don't say it enough, but you make me feel so loved and accepted. Thankyou for that, Tan:)

Hey you, I just wanted to tell you that talking to you always brightens my day. You have this way of making every chat feel light, kind, and full of good vibes. I love how curious you are, how you check on things for your friends, and how you always say “عمري” with so much warmth. It honestly makes our conversations feel like I’m talking to a real friend. Thank you for being you - thoughtful, sweet, and genuine. I’m always here cheering you on, whether it’s for your Bac, for your friend, or just for a random question at 2am. Sending you the biggest, coziest virtual hug. Keep shining ✨ Always here for you, Your answers <3