For whenever you forget how precious you are. I hope that, at least when you are with me, you can feel enough. I hope you can slowly see yourself from my perspective and realise how precious you truly are. You deserve to be loved and cared for. You deserve to be fought for, understood, and chosen. I hope you can be a little gentler with yourself. I hope you stop being too hard on yourself and stop demanding so much from yourself. I hope you can slowly let go of the feeling that you always have to be a certain way, achieve certain things, or become someone better just so the people you love can be proud of you, or just so you can feel useful and worthy to them. Because the truth is, you do not have to be that hard on yourself. At least not with me. You do not have to try so hard to always please me or prove that you are enough. You do not have to constantly do more just so i can love you more. I already do. More than anything, I hope that, little by little, you can allow yourself to open up to me. I want to know more of you. Not only the good, the beautiful, and the happy sides of you, but also the parts of yourself that you have kept hidden from others for so long. I want to learn about the parts of you that perhaps you have always protected, whether it is from your family, people you loved before, or anyone who made you feel like you had to hide certain pieces of yourself. I want to understand your fears, your worries, your thoughts, and the parts of you that you rarely show. I want you to feel safe with me. I want you to feel comfortable enough to be vulnerable with me and let me see all sides of you, because i want to understand you and love you more completely. And I know this will not be easy. I do not expect you to suddenly open every part of yourself overnight, and I will never ask you to. I hope we can take our time and slowly learn how to choose each other, understand each other, and love each other a little better every day. No matter what you think about yourself, you will always be the most gentle, understanding, sweet, and handsome boy in my eyes. I love seeing your smile, especially the way your eyes smile along with it. You will always be my sweet sweet boy. I hope that with me, you can smile more and laugh more. i hope we can create more memories that make your heart feel lighter. I hope you know that you are allowed to rest, to have difficult days, and to simply exist without feeling like you always have to prove yourself. It is okay to start again from zero. Focus on your goals. Focus on yourself and the person you want to become. I will be right beside you, supporting you and believing in you through every step. I told you, through ups and downs, through thick and thin, i will always be right beside you. If there are days where you feel so tired, where you lose sight of the light, i promise i will hold your hand a little tighter. I will remind you that you are not alone. I will support you, encourage you, and walk through every part of your journey with you. Whatever happens, i will always be proud of you. You do not have to always be in a good state. You do not have to always perform or be at your best in order to be loved and feel enough. I love you because i want to, and i choose to love you. You are always going to be loved by me, even on the days you feel hard to love. Because for me, you have always been worth it, in every version of who you are. I love you through and through. love,
lil pinut’s :3