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I love you, and I wish you were real, but I don’t have it in me anymore to keep trying to find you, and I know I am not ready to be in a relationship. Stay safe, my love. I need to focus on myself for now. Don't be mad, okay? Sorry to let you down, but I give up.

i miss you, my martin. and words are futile devices yours always, nova.

Thank you for every moment you've been there for me, for all the laughter, conversations, and memories we've shared. I hope this year brings you everything your heart has quietly been wishing for.I hope that years from now, when you look back on this day, you'll see it as the beginning of one of the most beautiful chapters of your life.💜 HAPPY BIRTHDAY✨🎂

I wish you wanted me as much as I’ve wanted you

You thought I would be begging for you back, but how can I beg for something that only brings me pain? Life alone is a happier walk than all the things you did against me. It ended, and neither is to blame; you were not the one, and neither was I.

I also don’t see us being friends again or talking again ever because I don’t want to and I love myself now. You, caught me at a bad time; I don’t miss you, and I’m glad because I thought I would. I hope you find closure in my silence, but whatever love I had for you died a long time ago.

I am sorry, but I don't want you. When our relationship ended, it broke me, but I have actually healed and have moved on to other people. I look back on our times as a lesson and nothing more. I don’t love you anymore, and I could never see myself falling for you again. I’m sorry if you.,., can’t ever move on, but I have, and the truth is I'd rather be alone than go back to you; I wish you the best, but I’ve released you, and quite frankly I can’t even remember what we had, but I am grateful for it but I don’t want you anymore.

When you do feel down, just pretend I am there hugging you even if I am not. I promise it will help. I love you. I hate to think that you are sad; Don't be sad you are beautiful, and kind. We all make mistakes; just don’t give up. Sorry I cannot be there with you right now; I would kiss all your doubts away, and I know. exactly how to make your stress go away, but I can’t say. I've got to go now. Sleep well and remember I am always with you somehow.

I think you should keep going; don't let success measure your worth.

Don’t tell me what to do; also make me. You couldn't. We would end up play-fighting, probably. Then... No, I won't say it. I can’t. I'm not feeling well today, with cramps, etc.

hellooo, chachaaa! i js want to say something lang. i wanted to say sorry for everything that i’ve done. for every action, word, and behavior that ended up hurting you. t’was indeed my fault, and it was me who ruined everything about us. i am very sorry for not being aware that my baby was already hurting. i’m sorry for being so insensitive and for failing to notice the pain you were carrying. i never wanted to hurt you, and it was never in my plan nor my intention to hurt you. ‎ ‎abt sa monthsary, hindi ko rin intention na pagsunurin yon. never ko rin siya plinano, and i know that you might be thinking na baka sinadya ko iyon or ginawa ko yon as some sort of revenge towards the both of them—but no, bb. never kong plinano na mag-revenge sa kanila, at hindi ko rin ginusto na magkasunod ang dates na iyon. at that time, i was really just minding my own business. to be honest, dinededma ko na sila when we started talking, and i was trying my best not to pay attention to anything that had something to do with them. pero kahit gano’n, the people around me kept bringing them up, and i would often just try to ignore it whenever they were being talked about. ‎ ‎yes, i was updated about them before, before we even started talking. but if you only knew how shocked i was when i realized that the dates were one after another. it was also the moment i realized how badly that could affect you and how much it could hurt you. kahit hindi ko man yon sinadya at kahit hindi iyon ang intention ko, naiintindihan ko kung bakit nasaktan ka at kung bakit naging mabigat iyon for you, and i'm truly sorry for that. i know that my intentions do not erase the pain that you felt, and i’m not using them as an excuse. i just want you to know the truth—that it was never planned, never meant as revenge, and never meant to hurt you. i’m sorry, bb. ‎ ‎furthermore, bae, i love you not just because i needed to. i love you because i wanted to, and i choose to love you every single day. mind you, never akong naghanap ng meron sila na wala ka. in fact, it was the other way around. hindi ko nakita sa kanila yung mga bagay na nakita ko sa’yo. ‎ ‎ikaw yung taong nagparamdam sa’kin ng genuine na pagmamahal, pag-intindi, at pag-aalaga. ikaw yung taong nagpatawa sa’kin sa mga araw na mabigat, yung taong naging pahinga ko kapag pagod na ako. you gave me a kind of love that i never had to question because you always made me feel valued and important. ‎ ‎hindi ko sila hinanap sa’yo dahil wala naman silang kailangan kong hanapin. because the truth is, ikaw yung may mga bagay na hindi nila kayang ibigay. ikaw yung may puso na minahal ko, ikaw yung taong pinili ko, at ikaw yung taong gusto kong mahalin. ‎ ‎and that’s why it hurts me so much knowing that my actions made you feel otherwise. knowing that i made you question your worth, compare yourself, or think that someone else could ever be better than you in my eyes. because honestly, there was never a competition. there was never anyone i was looking at while loving you. ‎ ‎if i could go back and change the things that hurt you, i would. not because i was forced to, but because seeing you hurt because of me is one of the things i never wanted to happen. i’m sorry for making you carry doubts that i should’ve reassured away. i’m sorry for making you feel like you weren’t enough when the truth is, you’ve always been more than enough for me. ‎ ‎and i know that no matter how much i explain myself, it will never change the fact that i hurt you. i know that the pain you felt was real, and i understand if there are things that are still difficult for you to forget. i’m not asking you to immediately understand me, forgive me, or simply brush everything aside. i just want you to know that i’m genuinely sorry. if there’s one thing i wish i could undo, it would be every moment that made you cry, overthink, doubt yourself, or question my love for you. because if there’ someone who never deserved to feel those things, it’s you. ‎ ‎you deserved reassurance, peace, and certainty, but instead, i became the reason why you questioned things. and for that, i'm deeply sorry. i know i can't take back what happened, but if there's one thing i want you to remember, it's that my love for you was always real. i may have made mistakes, i may have hurt you, but never once did i stop choosing you in my heart. ‎ ‎i love you to infinity and beyond. no matter how far, how difficult, or how uncertain things become, my love for you remains the same.

The evening breeze caressed the trees tenderly The trembling trees embraced the breeze tenderly Then you and I came wandering by And lost in a sigh were we The shore was kissed by sea and mist tenderly I can't forget how two hearts met breathlessly Your arms opened wide and closed me inside You took my lips, you took my love so tenderly 💌

I miss you, and I don’t even know if you exist in this world or were just a simple dream; this is really hell. I love you whoever you are. Sleep well, my Pink Panther.

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Happiest Birthday, Sayangku 🤍🤍. May you live long, always be healthy, and may Allah always bless you. Its me, Vanessa Clara Angeline will always love you. I loveyou more than anything sayangku, I LOVEE YOUU SO MUCHHH <33

I miss u so bad, aku gatau kenapa ending dari cerita kita bisa kaya gini. tapi yang perlu kamu tau, I love u so so so so much

go to bed mwehshheshheshheh gnyteu

go to bed. gnyttteu

Today is 16 June, Happiest Birthday, Sayangkuuu <33. I LOVE YOU SO MUCHH SAYAAANGGG, I REALLY LOVEEE YOUUUUU. Aku sayaangg banget sama kamu sayaaanggggg, I LOVEYOU MORE THAN ANYTHINGGG <33