It’s been almost two years and i still think about you almost every day. I still dream about you. I dreamt about you last night. I miss you so much. I watch your old YouTube videos so that I can hear the sound of your voice. I wish you could’ve told me before you disappeared. I’m not sure if it was something i did, if you didn’t like me anymore, but just something would’ve been nice. I was so sad after. I saw that you had a girlfriend recently, and I’m happy for you. Whereas i still feel like i haven’t moved on even though we were never actually dating. I feel like it really could’ve gone somewhere. You were the first and only person to make me feel truly understood. I felt like I could be weird around you, and you’d match my energy and be even weirder. I miss you so much. I used to listen to ‘I’m low on gas and you need a jacket’ when we talked and I remember thinking, one day if we stop talking i wonder if he’ll forget the colour of my eyes. Have you? I remember yours. The most gorgeous honey brown.