Hi coco ( this is a nickname you don't know you have from last month exactly), I just can't do it anymore, the constant posh and pull, its ruining me. After years of pretending and years of not pretending that your this trait of randomly leaving me on wait affects me. But i guess you can never change a person if they don't even realize they need to. I have realized that i was never a priority, and never will be, no matter how many times you say otherwise but darling actions speak louder than words. Always. Because priorities don't wait for excuses. Khair, all of this doesn't matter anymore. This is me trying to let you go, this is me letting you free of myself. At this time when i have left no one to turn to, don't let me keep you too. Keep being busy untill you find me no more. This is me being free of expectations (again).This is me wanting to see you free, happy and burden less. This is me being selfless. This is me loving you. This is me being me. Forever and ever never a priority. I hope you'll forgive me this hurts you, if me prioritizing myself bothers you, i hope you'll let me go easily. Happy memories. Goodbye, be happy <3 Ps; we'll still talk, we'll still share reels, songs that feel good songs that hurt too good, but this is me trying to let you go.