hello sayang, i’ve got something for you. i guess this is my best way to saying sorry, thank you, hehe. i’ve been thinking about what i wanted to say, and there are some things i wish i could say to you perfectly, but i don’t think words will ever be enough for everything. still, i want to try, because you deserve to know how much your presence has come to mean to me. you’ve become such a comforting part of my days, and i feel genuinely lucky that i get to know and love someone like you. you’re one of the kindest and loveliest people i’ve ever met, and there’s so much about you that makes me grateful it’s you. i know i’m not always the easiest person to understand. sometimes my thoughts get tangled and i can be a little all over the place. but you never make me feel ashamed of any of it. instead, you meet me with patience, understanding, and a softness that i honestly didn’t know i needed. you somehow make space for all the parts of me without ever making me feel like they make me less worthy of being loved. i love the way you always know how to reassure me, even when i don’t know how to ask for it. the way you listen, the way you care, the way you communicate with me, and the way you handle my feelings with so much understanding. i notice all of those little things, even when i don’t always say it. being loved by you has made my days feel a little softer. you’ve given me a kind of comfort i didn’t know i needed, and a kind of love that feels safe, warm, and sincere. there’s something really special about knowing i have you to come home to, someone i can be completely myself with and still feel loved. i could probably write a million thank yous and still feel like none of them would be enough for everything you’ve given me. so maybe i’ll just keep showing you instead, in the way i love you, the way i care for you, and in all the little ways i hope you’ll always feel how much you mean to me. so, thank you, my love. thank you for finding me, for staying with me, and for loving me as i am. out of all the people i could have met, i’m incredibly grateful that somehow, it was you. and thank you for being you, kez. i’m so, so happy that it’s you. i love you so much, sayang. more than these words can hold.