i wonder why u were mean to me, i dont know if ull ever read these, and it doesnt mean anything if u do but i cant be crazy, i couldnt have imagined all those subliminal messages... u were horrible to me yet i still was intrigued it made no sense, i know im not special to u and i dont ever want to be just an option to a man, but idk anyway i hoped u wouldve at least apologized