hello baby! before anything else, i wanna greet u happy monthsary! omg 9 months w u feels like a blink of an eye. ang bilissss parang kelan lang nakikipagsuyuan pa ako hsadashsk pero ayon i wanna say sorry abt sa kanina. napapasobra na talaga minsan yung pang aasar ko kaya im rlly rlly sorry. sorry sinabayan ko pa yung araw mo:( dont be mad na kay zie please? pretty pls? we've grown so much no? hindi lang as a couple but as people na natuto paano talaga magmahal and mag show up for each other. these past few months taught me na hindi lagi butterflies at hindi lagi may rainbow. we've had moments na pareho tayong nagbbreakdown at nalilito kung anong mas maayos gawin pero yk what? for me every conversation and every tears na pinagdaanan natin noon, nakahelp din siya para mas maging deep yung love natin. love isn't js really about good days, it's abt choosing eo when it's hard and im proud of us for not giving up. everytime i look at u i can't stop myself from smiling bcs u make me feel something na di ko pa talaga nafifeel kahit kanino at kahit kailan. kahit sa mga vc natin baby kahit busy ako tinitingnan pa rin kita especially kapag busy ka tapos napapangiti nalang ako kasi love kita. ang cliché siguro pakinggan na napapangiti ako kasi love kita pero ganon talaga e ang simple simple lang pero ang sarap sa pakiramdam na ganon ang nararamdaman ko towards u. alam ko baby na madami kang iniisip rn. life, acads, future mo, and work. di mo man kasi sabihin or kahit ideny mo alam ko naman na nagwoworry ka talaga. nung sinabi mo sakin baby na nag pray ka tsaka nag rant ka rin last last last night nung tulog ako sa totoo lang nanghinayang ako non na di ko nadinig kasi yun nalang yung time na malalaman ko yung nafifeel mo pero naisip ko rin na mas mabuti nga siguro na inopen mo yon nung tulog ako kasi nasabi mo lahat. kahit papaano nailabas mo yung matagal mong kinikimkim diyan pero baby kahit di ko nadinig kung ano man sinabi mo that time, gusto kong sabihin sayo na im here w all the patience, understanding, and love i could offer. i know u're trying. i see u hindi man siguro lahat pero enough to understand. baby, naisip ko lang to randomly gusto ko sa bahay natin meron doong poster tapos ikaw yung nag drawing. basta gusto ko may nakadisplay doon na ikaw yung gumawa tapos sasabihin ko sa mga visitors natin na ikaw yung gumawa non hehe. pwede ba yun baby ko? hays gusto na kita makasama:( i hate being away from u. i wanna be w u all the time. i love ur companyyy. jamby, ikaw lang ang gusto kong mahalin for the rest of my life. i'd walk thru every painful part of my life again and again if it means i'll be meeting u at the end of it. happy monthsary, my love. i love you! with all my heart, zie