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hi? :^) since i don’t know where to start, but i do have some words to utter from the deepest heart of mine, i think i really have to pour it without the prologue or even epilogue it’s the ninth month since the last time we conversed and when you approached me first at that time. i’m so sorry for every mistake i ever made, if i ever made you feel uncomfortable. thank you for your patience until then, which i’m very grateful for, along with your heart that still lingers for our love even when we’re not in the best state for each other. but at least we’re still trying to complete each other’s missing pieces with our own fragments without losing them. thank you for having me, bee. nine months must be uneasy for you, but surely you make everything easier and lighter to face when you’re around. thank you for being the light of my life when my world is like the riddles or when the night comes bee, you’re not even trying your hardest to carry these sparks, but you already have them in your core—and that calls my heart too. seeing you surviving and pursuing your dreams is one of the most heart-melting moments in my life, seeing your smile lights up my whole soma is more than full. to love is to embrace you during your ups and downs. thank you for helping me understand life and how life works, you’ll always be my motivation to survive every day. you bloom like the lilies, be. when the mistrust knocks, i hope you’ll still be able to put your trust on us, i hope you’ll remember my words that you’re worth it to be loved, i hope you’ll remember that you don’t have to work and try hard to get the love you deserve, i hope you’ll always remember the love between us grows without the need to have reasons even when the distance may separate us physically, please remember that we’re always trying to reach each other and we’re close enough in soul. even when the gaps may take us apart, please remember you’ll always have me and we’ll never be locked in a different room. to the one i love, ilyasa paizanif, i never trusted love as much as this until the day you come into my life effortlessly with your very own-self. be, when i don’t speak to you, it doesn’t mean i ignore you or i don’t love you anymore—i’ll never do. i’m still figuring it out, i still love you and miss you in my quietest ways. lots of things haven’t been written and well said through this letter, but i’ll try to, be. i’ll try for us. thank you for never cutting the strings between us thank you for being my missing puzzle piece that i finally found until this moment and i hope we still do, it’s for the ninth and please keep on counting with me until the next letters too all yours, niswah tan

Dear Dylan, I wanted to get you a rose (I feel like a bouquet would freak you out) along with this note: Thank you -for being patient with me -for being considerate and understanding of my firsts -for being so respectful of my boundaries -for asking me out -for being my first and favorite dance partner -for cooking me dinner -for picking me up and dropping me off home -for making me smile and laugh -for initiating good morning good night texts -for being vulnerable and honest with me -for singing your favorite songs to me -for being my first kiss -for remembering I like wine -for the back hugs -for the forehead kisses -for the night out in the jeep -for sharing your past with me -for being you As much as I wanted to build a castle with you, I couldn't build alone. I am sad we didn't get as much time together as I'd hoped. I feel hurt that you were so ready and quick to throw in the towel. I will leave our happy memories here and find my way back to the life before you. Thank you for everything, Dylan.

Heeeeeyyaa, I hope you never find this but I’m feeling ROMANTIC today !! I hope and wish you the best in life, Trish. I really thought that it would always be you in the end but I guess I was wrong. You are really all that I’ve ever wanted even if you never believed me, but don’t think and I wasn’t so hopelessly in love with you because you were too much of a coward to trust me, ok?? Take care of yourself and your family that I’ve always dreamt of being a part of, make some other lady your entire world and treat her right. Call me to your wedding, don’t forget. I’ll always love you forever and ever. You truly are a part of me, thank you for everything, my—well, not my but.. my beautiful boy. Stay safe !! - kg (if you know you know 🥹✌️)

ur a shit friend but my heart wont stop loving u.

i hate you for what you did to me. idc if this never finds you i just want to let it all out - we really could’ve been an amazing couple with an extraordinary future but YOU gave up on us bc u keep holding onto the past… i was so ready to fall in love with you and give you all my love :/ all the love and care that my heart still holds for you will come back to me and i will use it for myself to get better. im afraid some part of me will always miss u, even tho i fucking hate you - s

My Dearest ishu, Im writing this because my heart is heavy with regret for how I spoke to u today but I also have some expectations and feelings. There is no excuse for being rude to the person who means everything to me. U are my world, my 💋, and my greatest blessing💕. Please forgive me, meri jaanu. I missed u the second those words left my mouth, and Im still missing u so much right now. U are meri jaan and meri pyari bacchi, and I promise to be more gentle and loving, js as u deserve 💓. I am all urs, mera pyar baccha. You are my sweetie, my cutie, and my forever cutu putu pie 💞

I don't know how to tell u this cause u are far away from me now i tried to reach u but i think it's not only the location what's separating us and i know that I never looked at me like that . I'm thankful for ur presence in my life but it has become a curse for me now. But if it was not for you my life would've been completely boring and blank page . I tried to reach u despite my mind resisting and i know u don't want to be reached anymore, it has been difficult for me to accept. I still feel nostalgic whenever I pass by ur old house cause it holds memories. I was childish and I'm childish even right now . Maybe it's my inability that i couldn't find or impress another girl. I was never good at that. I wish u message me somehow, someday, randomly ask me how I'm ? How I've been?. I love when people call me uv like u used to do once

hi my wifee, HAPPY MONTHSARRY MYLOVEEEEE HIHI, it's been 182 daysss another month has passed, and i'm still grateful that we're here, choosing each other every day.. thankyousomuch for being my safe place, for being my no.1 fan. i'm so greatful that i have someone like you in my life, it's funny how some people say na "sa una lang yan", "masaya pa yung stage nayan" without knowing we experience everything and encounter every challenges together.. i'm not that perfect gf/partner for you i hurt you, i sometimes invalidating your feelings but always remember that I'll stay kahit na down na tayo parehas, I'll stay kahit na hindi na tayo mag ka intindihin i will always choose you again and again and again. if I'm being asked what my favorite part of this relationship is, it's knowing that despite everything, we're still here. Still loving. Still trying. Still choosing. HAPPY MONTHSARRY MYWIFE! 🤍 mahal kita... - ARIEE

You will reach the level that no one has ever reached be patient..

Babe , i just want you to know that i love u no matter what . Things have been tough ..this distance has made it tough for us but i want u to know that it doesnt matter how long it takes i would always wait for u , us forever babe (>.<)!!

hi, im writing this because at this moment in time, i miss your smile. it’s been a while since i’ve seen you. all the time, i keep thinking about how i would feel with you. you always reside in my thoughts, wherever i am and whatever it is that i am doing, there is always a faint figure of you right here with me. you make my days so much brighter, martin. however it is that this message reaches you, whether is it in fragments, in a thought, a dream, i hope you feel this feeling. this longing and love i have for you, i hope you feel it, and remember me. i am also here. and always will be. i love you eternally, my martin. take care. ♡

HAPPY 1ST YEAR BABE {31:05:2026} THIS IS THE DAY WHERE WE FIRST MET AND AFTER EVERYTHING JUST CHANGED, FROM RANDOM AND VERY UNEXPECTED CONVERSATION TO THE BIGGEST MOMENTS,EVERY SECOND OF OUR EVERY MOMENTS IS REALLY MEANT SOMETHING SPECIAL AND UNFORGETTABLE TO ME. YOU AND ME.. WE BOTH KNEW THIS YEAR HASN'T ABOUT HAPPY DAYS ONLY, WE BOTH KNEW THERE WAS A DAY WHERE WE FACE EVERY LIFE CHALLENGES, FLAWS, UPS-N-DOWNS, DISAGREEMENTS OR EVEN THE DAYS WHERE WE BOTH DIDN'T CHOOSE EACH OTHER....BUT STILL WE MET AGAIN, WE CHOOSE EACH OTHER AGAIN, AND TAKE A STAND FOR EACH OTHER....AGAIN.. . I STILL REMEMBER THE DAY WHEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU...WHEN I KNEW THAT YOU ARE THE ONE..I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR. THE ONLY PERSON I NEED IN MY LIFE,... I LOVE YOU AYUSH .. I LOVE YOU BECZ,.. YOU BROUGHT MY SMILE BACK, YOU MADE ME FEEL WAHT LOVE IS, YOU MADE ME FEEL MOST LOVED, HAPPY & CARED. I LOVE YOU AYUSH SO MUCH FROM MY WHOLE HEART..BECZ .. YOU COMPLETE ME !!! LOVING YOU IS ONE OF THE BEST FEELINGS IN WHOLE F*CKING WORLD. HONESTLY, THANKYOU FOR BEING THE BEST BOYFRIEND ALSO PARTNER & TO BEING THE ONLY PERSON I CRAVE FOR HIS PRESENCE.. THANKYOU FOR CAME INTO MY LIFE TO MAKE IT MORE BEAUTIFUL AND HAPPY. NOW, WE GET TO CONTINUE TO GROW TOGETHER AND WORK ON OUR CAREERS, LIVING SITUATIONS, TRAVELS & LOVE FOR EACH OTHER. HERE'S TO US TO OUR LOVE, AND TO MANY MORE BEAUTIFUL YEARS AHEAD.

𝑯𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝑱𝒐𝒐 ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹ Happy birthday joo!. I want to start by saying wishing you a day filled with happiness and a year filled with joy. I hope every moment of your special day feels unforgettable. May you be surrounded by people who loves you. I hope you were on good health. Those words alone are not enough to express everything. Joo I know life can be tough sometimes, but don't give up. Just keep dreaming and do your best to achieve what you want. Don't let people look down on you. Remember, they don't know the real you. And don't let negative thoughts affect you. Just think positive and live life the way you want. Learn to love yourself more than anyone else, because the only person who will always be with you is yourself. And remember, don't see every birthday is just another year. See it as a new chapter and opportunity to grow and become the best version of yourself. If you ever feel down or need help, don't hesitate to call me. I might not completely understand everything you've gone through, but i am always willing to listen and understand you. I have a lot of things to say, but words can't define how much i appreciate you as my friend. I am so grateful that our paths crossed in this life. I truly hope that in every lifetime or every universe, we still meet and become friends. And finally, always remember that i'm here to support you, no matter what you decide or choose to do. That's all I love so much Joehan. WOW PEACE✌🏻

I miss you

𝑯𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝑱𝒐𝒐 ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹ Happy birthday joo!. I want to start by saying wishing you a day filled with happiness and a year filled with joy. I hope every moment of your special day feels unforgettable. May you be surrounded by people who loves you. I hope you were on good health. Those words alone are not enough to express everything. Joo I know life can be tough sometimes, but don't give up. Just keep dreaming and do your best to achieve what you want. Don't let people look down on you. Remember, they don't know the real you. And don't let negative thoughts affect you. Just think positive and live life the way you want. Learn to love yourself more than anyone else, because the only person who will always be with you is yourself. And remember, don't see every birthday is just another year. See it as a new chapter and opportunity to grow and become the best version of yourself. If you ever feel down or need help, don't hesitate to call me. I might not completely understand everything you've gone through, but i am always willing to listen and understand you. I have a lot of things to say, but words can't define how much i appreciate you as my friend. I am so grateful that our paths crossed in this life. I truly hope that in every lifetime or every universe, we still meet and become friends. And finally, always remember that i'm here to support you, no matter what you decide or choose to do. That's all I love so much Joehan. WOW PEACE✌🏻

hii babyy how are you!? hope you're doing well i miss you each and every day and i still love you so much i never stopped and never will you will always be in my heart you are the first person whome i loved this deeply my apologies that i was not able to understand you well i tried to i was learning to understand you well enough to take care of you but we drifted apart i will not blame you for everything it was my fault too but just understand this kii my love for you was genuine thank you for everything it might not mean anything for you but for me it was a lot you made me realize that love is not everything we need we have to follow our goals and make our future secure i don't regret loving you it was the most beautiful experience for me. best wishes for your future💗

Dear Mai I just wanted to say we might did not see each other in a long time but you are never out of my mind. I was never the kind of talkative person but with you silence feels wrong. when we meet lets get milk shake and talk till our heads feel completely empty and just then maybe then silence would be okay.

heyyy pls pls don't ever change praying you will have your prayers answer in God's time🤍

I hope you're happy now Mylo. I'm sorry for writing this letter to you, I think you've moved on already. But the pain that I'm feeling right now, I don't know how to soothe myself in a way that I don't message you. Tanggap ko na wala na tayo, pero ang sakit parin, and I miss you. I kept lying to myself when I say I don't love you anymore, pero at the same time I won't run back to you anymore. I felt so discarded after our breakup, I'm so noisy dun sa dump ko, lagi kitang pinapatamaan pero ang sakit kasi I don't know how to handle this type of pain. After our breakup you were silent, and I took that as a closure, i tried to block you, but I could only do unfollow hanggang sa binlock mo ko sa Ig kasi along the way I said that I'm always here for you. And it looked like a betrayal to my promise. In my mind, I kept replaying what went wrong and our last conversation. I really wish life was kind enough to let me keep you. Kaya ko sinabi na what comes after this na you were so worried when I repeat it ilang beses sa last call natin, I meant that I've built a future with you in my head and it crumbled nung iniwan mo ako. I still have a lot of love to give to you leon, now I don't even know where to put it. Napalitan lang ng grief and pain. I'll forever miss you in my life siguro a few years from now di na masakit pero maalala parin kita. First love kita eh. Malaki ang impact mo sa perspective ko sa love, now I'm so scared, I'm so scared to start over again. You raised my standards that I don't even know if I'll let someone in again. At the same time I don't want to spend a lifetime yearning for you, It's fucking painful. I want to heal as much as I can so I distanced myself, and you also, kahit na I desperately want to reach out. Kabisado kita, hindi ka sasagot, at the same time kabisado mo ko kasi sasagot ako. I remember pa yung sinabi mo sa letter mo na BDO ka na kahit gano ka pa kabusy you'll make time for me. Naiyak ako ron, kasi totoo nga tinupad mo siya, not until nung last few weeks ng rs natin. Nakakalimutan mo na mag goodmorning or goodnight minsan, hinahayaan mo ako matulog nang may galit sayo kasi di mo ko sinasagot tuwing nagkakaroon tayo ng misunderstanding. Dinala mo past fears mo sa Relationship natin, don't you want to grow with me? Bakit kailangan mo dalhin mga alaala niyo ni KC? Kaya di ko mapigilan magisip kung rebound lang ba ako or panakip butas eh, ilang beses mo siya nabring up kahig nung nakikipaghiwalay ka na sakin. Di mo ko mareassure. I grew anxious sa relationship natin, It started feeling heavy, but I stayed kasi mahal kita kahit na I felt unloved in some moments. I made it clear from the start what I expect of a guy. napakasimple. i wanted someone who would choose me everyday kahit gano pa kahirap. You knew my past pain, inulit mo siya. At some point you're my answered prayer, pero God took you away from me. Baka siguro alam niya na di na tayo makakabuti para sa isat isa. You still have a lot to work on yourself, discover about yourself, and built for yourself. You're in and out relationships so mas mabuti na siguro yon. And for me, ang dami ko rin dapat matutunan, I stayed kahit na malabo na, i begged kahit you were begging me to understand, and to let you go. I thought maabutan pa kita maging registered radtech, akala ko makikilala ko pa family mo personally, i thought we'd build a life together. But, turns out I expected too much. I thought in a relationship both should be the beloved, pero sa huli ako nalang yung sobrang nagmamahal. Ako nalang yung bigay ng bigay, binuhos lo energy ko dito na walang wala na ko ngayon. I waited for you to call everyday, kahit na minsan sobrang pagod ko na, inintindi ko pagkasilent treatment mo sakin tuwing hindi tayo okay or hindi ka okay kahit I'm anxious kasi di ko alam kung ano na nangyayare, especially pag nagaaway tayo at di mo ko nirereplayan nagooverthink ako. Alam mong ayaw ko niyan, pero still hindi ka magadjust, pati pagrereply mo or paguupdate mo. Alam mo kung anong problema diyan. At parang ako yung nagfleflex sa relationship natin, di kita nakitaan much of it. Pero leon sa galit at lungkot na nararamdaman ko, nandon parin ung pagmamahal, nandon parin ung mga alaala natin. Sabi nga nila love transcends time and space, I loved you until the day I died, and for me that's enough.