Im sorry for everything I can't really face you because of what happened im so sorry lex, I tried to be a better person for you, for me, for us. But it doesn't do justice to what I've done... I also noticed you seem to like someone new, Please dont let what happened to us ruin the perception of love to you, she deserve a far more purer love than what I got and I hope the both of you would be happy and slowly start a life together. I wont bother you or ask for a closure. I dont deserve your energy and presence right now. I am enamored by your love and I truly submit to you but what can these words do to the pain and confusion I caused you. Im truly sorry lex. If I ever get the privilage to see you again, I hope to see you glowing and happy. Please know I love you. xoxo some kid