hey red, im trying so hard to move on but i js cant, every part of me wish for usto be more than what we are rn. i dont like the idea of moving on, knowing theres a part of me that wants to be with you, a part of me that wished we could try, a part of me that is yearning for us to try. ik its hard bcs we're friends, and we see each other like our own sibling, and thats the thing im regretting the most; falling inlove with my own best friend. ihyk one day if youre ready na, im still here waiting for you, and ill always will until i dont find any reasons left to wait for you. im sorry, and thank you for everything, my protein guy.