I miss you

Heyyy Pookie :) I just wanted to remind you how much you mean to me. Being with you makes even the simplest moments feel special, and I honestly feel so lucky to have you in my life. You have this way of making me smile without even trying, and I love the comfort, excitement, and happiness you bring me. You’re genuinely so special to me, and I hope you never forget that. This song below reminds me of you.

Come to me. Since the night you left, the shadows have grown long in my every moment. I wander through endless dusk, aching for you. Come to me. Loving you is as forbidden as the dark gift we share; you are the fire in my veins, the spark that never dies. Come to me. Though we never touched in flesh, my soul is bound to yours, and every silent month I yearn for you. Come to me. I miss you, I want you, I need you—come back to these shadows, where our love first began. I live in this exile, always reaching, always lost—until you return. Éternellement à toi dans l’obscurité, L’Amante Perdue

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hi? :^) since i don’t know where to start, but i do have some words to utter from the deepest heart of mine, i think i really have to pour it without the prologue or even epilogue it’s the ninth month since the last time we conversed and when you approached me first at that time. i’m so sorry for every mistake i ever made, if i ever made you feel uncomfortable. thank you for your patience until then, which i’m very grateful for, along with your heart that still lingers for our love even when we’re not in the best state for each other. but at least we’re still trying to complete each other’s missing pieces with our own fragments without losing them. thank you for having me, bee. nine months must be uneasy for you, but surely you make everything easier and lighter to face when you’re around. thank you for being the light of my life when my world is like the riddles or when the night comes bee, you’re not even trying your hardest to carry these sparks, but you already have them in your core—and that calls my heart too. seeing you surviving and pursuing your dreams is one of the most heart-melting moments in my life, seeing your smile lights up my whole soma is more than full. to love is to embrace you during your ups and downs. thank you for helping me understand life and how life works, you’ll always be my motivation to survive every day. you bloom like the lilies, be. when the mistrust knocks, i hope you’ll still be able to put your trust on us, i hope you’ll remember my words that you’re worth it to be loved, i hope you’ll remember that you don’t have to work and try hard to get the love you deserve, i hope you’ll always remember the love between us grows without the need to have reasons even when the distance may separate us physically, please remember that we’re always trying to reach each other and we’re close enough in soul. even when the gaps may take us apart, please remember you’ll always have me and we’ll never be locked in a different room. to the one i love, ilyasa paizanif, i never trusted love as much as this until the day you come into my life effortlessly with your very own-self. be, when i don’t speak to you, it doesn’t mean i ignore you or i don’t love you anymore—i’ll never do. i’m still figuring it out, i still love you and miss you in my quietest ways. lots of things haven’t been written and well said through this letter, but i’ll try to, be. i’ll try for us. thank you for never cutting the strings between us thank you for being my missing puzzle piece that i finally found until this moment and i hope we still do, it’s for the ninth and please keep on counting with me until the next letters too all yours, niswah tan

I don't know how to tell u this cause u are far away from me now i tried to reach u but i think it's not only the location what's separating us and i know that I never looked at me like that . I'm thankful for ur presence in my life but it has become a curse for me now. But if it was not for you my life would've been completely boring and blank page . I tried to reach u despite my mind resisting and i know u don't want to be reached anymore, it has been difficult for me to accept. I still feel nostalgic whenever I pass by ur old house cause it holds memories. I was childish and I'm childish even right now . Maybe it's my inability that i couldn't find or impress another girl. I was never good at that. I wish u message me somehow, someday, randomly ask me how I'm ? How I've been?. I love when people call me uv like u used to do once

HAPPY 1ST YEAR BABE {31:05:2026} THIS IS THE DAY WHERE WE FIRST MET AND AFTER EVERYTHING JUST CHANGED, FROM RANDOM AND VERY UNEXPECTED CONVERSATION TO THE BIGGEST MOMENTS,EVERY SECOND OF OUR EVERY MOMENTS IS REALLY MEANT SOMETHING SPECIAL AND UNFORGETTABLE TO ME. YOU AND ME.. WE BOTH KNEW THIS YEAR HASN'T ABOUT HAPPY DAYS ONLY, WE BOTH KNEW THERE WAS A DAY WHERE WE FACE EVERY LIFE CHALLENGES, FLAWS, UPS-N-DOWNS, DISAGREEMENTS OR EVEN THE DAYS WHERE WE BOTH DIDN'T CHOOSE EACH OTHER....BUT STILL WE MET AGAIN, WE CHOOSE EACH OTHER AGAIN, AND TAKE A STAND FOR EACH OTHER....AGAIN.. . I STILL REMEMBER THE DAY WHEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU...WHEN I KNEW THAT YOU ARE THE ONE..I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR. THE ONLY PERSON I NEED IN MY LIFE,... I LOVE YOU AYUSH .. I LOVE YOU BECZ,.. YOU BROUGHT MY SMILE BACK, YOU MADE ME FEEL WAHT LOVE IS, YOU MADE ME FEEL MOST LOVED, HAPPY & CARED. I LOVE YOU AYUSH SO MUCH FROM MY WHOLE HEART..BECZ .. YOU COMPLETE ME !!! LOVING YOU IS ONE OF THE BEST FEELINGS IN WHOLE F*CKING WORLD. HONESTLY, THANKYOU FOR BEING THE BEST BOYFRIEND ALSO PARTNER & TO BEING THE ONLY PERSON I CRAVE FOR HIS PRESENCE.. THANKYOU FOR CAME INTO MY LIFE TO MAKE IT MORE BEAUTIFUL AND HAPPY. NOW, WE GET TO CONTINUE TO GROW TOGETHER AND WORK ON OUR CAREERS, LIVING SITUATIONS, TRAVELS & LOVE FOR EACH OTHER. HERE'S TO US TO OUR LOVE, AND TO MANY MORE BEAUTIFUL YEARS AHEAD.

I miss you

Dear Mai I just wanted to say we might did not see each other in a long time but you are never out of my mind. I was never the kind of talkative person but with you silence feels wrong. when we meet lets get milk shake and talk till our heads feel completely empty and just then maybe then silence would be okay.

I hope you're happy now Mylo. I'm sorry for writing this letter to you, I think you've moved on already. But the pain that I'm feeling right now, I don't know how to soothe myself in a way that I don't message you. Tanggap ko na wala na tayo, pero ang sakit parin, and I miss you. I kept lying to myself when I say I don't love you anymore, pero at the same time I won't run back to you anymore. I felt so discarded after our breakup, I'm so noisy dun sa dump ko, lagi kitang pinapatamaan pero ang sakit kasi I don't know how to handle this type of pain. After our breakup you were silent, and I took that as a closure, i tried to block you, but I could only do unfollow hanggang sa binlock mo ko sa Ig kasi along the way I said that I'm always here for you. And it looked like a betrayal to my promise. In my mind, I kept replaying what went wrong and our last conversation. I really wish life was kind enough to let me keep you. Kaya ko sinabi na what comes after this na you were so worried when I repeat it ilang beses sa last call natin, I meant that I've built a future with you in my head and it crumbled nung iniwan mo ako. I still have a lot of love to give to you leon, now I don't even know where to put it. Napalitan lang ng grief and pain. I'll forever miss you in my life siguro a few years from now di na masakit pero maalala parin kita. First love kita eh. Malaki ang impact mo sa perspective ko sa love, now I'm so scared, I'm so scared to start over again. You raised my standards that I don't even know if I'll let someone in again. At the same time I don't want to spend a lifetime yearning for you, It's fucking painful. I want to heal as much as I can so I distanced myself, and you also, kahit na I desperately want to reach out. Kabisado kita, hindi ka sasagot, at the same time kabisado mo ko kasi sasagot ako. I remember pa yung sinabi mo sa letter mo na BDO ka na kahit gano ka pa kabusy you'll make time for me. Naiyak ako ron, kasi totoo nga tinupad mo siya, not until nung last few weeks ng rs natin. Nakakalimutan mo na mag goodmorning or goodnight minsan, hinahayaan mo ako matulog nang may galit sayo kasi di mo ko sinasagot tuwing nagkakaroon tayo ng misunderstanding. Dinala mo past fears mo sa Relationship natin, don't you want to grow with me? Bakit kailangan mo dalhin mga alaala niyo ni KC? Kaya di ko mapigilan magisip kung rebound lang ba ako or panakip butas eh, ilang beses mo siya nabring up kahig nung nakikipaghiwalay ka na sakin. Di mo ko mareassure. I grew anxious sa relationship natin, It started feeling heavy, but I stayed kasi mahal kita kahit na I felt unloved in some moments. I made it clear from the start what I expect of a guy. napakasimple. i wanted someone who would choose me everyday kahit gano pa kahirap. You knew my past pain, inulit mo siya. At some point you're my answered prayer, pero God took you away from me. Baka siguro alam niya na di na tayo makakabuti para sa isat isa. You still have a lot to work on yourself, discover about yourself, and built for yourself. You're in and out relationships so mas mabuti na siguro yon. And for me, ang dami ko rin dapat matutunan, I stayed kahit na malabo na, i begged kahit you were begging me to understand, and to let you go. I thought maabutan pa kita maging registered radtech, akala ko makikilala ko pa family mo personally, i thought we'd build a life together. But, turns out I expected too much. I thought in a relationship both should be the beloved, pero sa huli ako nalang yung sobrang nagmamahal. Ako nalang yung bigay ng bigay, binuhos lo energy ko dito na walang wala na ko ngayon. I waited for you to call everyday, kahit na minsan sobrang pagod ko na, inintindi ko pagkasilent treatment mo sakin tuwing hindi tayo okay or hindi ka okay kahit I'm anxious kasi di ko alam kung ano na nangyayare, especially pag nagaaway tayo at di mo ko nirereplayan nagooverthink ako. Alam mong ayaw ko niyan, pero still hindi ka magadjust, pati pagrereply mo or paguupdate mo. Alam mo kung anong problema diyan. At parang ako yung nagfleflex sa relationship natin, di kita nakitaan much of it. Pero leon sa galit at lungkot na nararamdaman ko, nandon parin ung pagmamahal, nandon parin ung mga alaala natin. Sabi nga nila love transcends time and space, I loved you until the day I died, and for me that's enough.

I js want you to know that I can't without your absence. Wish we could be more than friends. kan den dun ti ro, Joce-te?

Dear please, I miss you soo much, Joce-te why did you leave me. Please come back, I miss you. When I'm with him, I am thinking of you, thinking of you.

Çok istiyorum özür dileyelim birbirimizden, oturup anlaşalım, konuşup anlaşılamayacak sorun değildi bizimki. Ama istemedin, ben de geri çekildim. Arada özlüyorsun, storylerime bakıyorsun biliyorum, belki sen de yazmak istiyorsun ama -iyi biliyorum ki- benim sert duvarlarımı, senin tekrardan reddedilme korkusu geri çekiyor seni. Bir cesaret bulsan, geri dönsek, unutsak her şeyi. Belki de kafada kuruyorum ve özlediğin kişi ben değilim, ya eski sevgilin -fotoğrafları bile duruyor- ya da başka bir kız var. Herkes bana “senin gibi bir kız, böyle erkeklere bakmaz” diyor, kusura bakma ama haklılar da, belki de bu korkutuyor seni, ama inan ki gerçekten gece 3’te sarhoş halinle yazdığın bir “özledim” mesajı yeterdi yeniden başlamamıza. Benim ilk defa bu kadar açıldığım, ilk defa yakınlaştığım erkeksin. Sadece 1 haftalık, senin gözünde hiçbir şey bunu biliyorum, belki de varlığımı bile unuttun , çünkü ben insan içinde görünmezim. Ama benim gibi zor seven birisi için çok önemli. O mesaj gelmeyecek, her şey bitti. Bir gün başkalarını seveceğiz, onlar için güleceğiz, ağlayacağız. Bir gün gerçek aşkı bulacağız. Böylesi daha iyi olacak. Benim için her zaman “ilk öpüşme hikayem” olarak canlı kalacaksın. Ama sen bir gün beni unutacaksın. Kendine iyi bak olur mu? Bir de son ricam, eğer mümkünse, beni güzel anar mısın? Hoşça kal benim tatlı ilk öpücüğüm :)

why dont we talk anymore

sabi mo magccool off lang pero bumalik ka sa girl bsf mo. im sorry to be the cause kung bat need mo iignore girl bsf mo dati because i got a little jealous kasi she was always the one with you, you even ignored her dahil you knew i was kinda jealous even though i told you that it was fine since close naman kayo and then one day nagkaroon ka ng fam prob which i respect pero ang sakit kasi nung nalaman ko na kaya mong sumandal sa girl bsf mo and ex mo pero ako hindi mo nakakaya? i comforted you kasi mahal kita pero ang sakit kasi, kasi pano mong nakakaya hindi ako ichat ng ilang weeks? you deactivated your acc and nag seen kalang sa messages ko. ang sakit ng ginawa mo. minahal kita ng sobra sobra. i know its just a cool off pero kaya mokong sandalan and if its not comfy for you then its fine, know that ill always be there for you pero minsan kasi masakit na. kasi how could you leave me and never reassure me? im not perfect but gagawin ko lahat just to make you happy. i even left a plushie with your fav chocolate and a handwritten letter that took me some time to make kasi it was your bday at that time and inabot ko sa bsf ko dahil magkalapit kayo ng bahay pero hanggang ngayon di mopa nakukuha. am i nothing to you? am i a liability? san ako nagkulang? i spent nights crying because i couldnt get you off my head and because of the problems i am facing rn. im sorry if i couldnt be better and im sorry because they treated you like that. honestly, you deserve better, mahal.

I've lowkey forgotten your name but i swear i didn't mean to skip you😭😭😭 i miss you girllllll u were the only one i vibed with -X.O.X.O yuri from phil

i love u so much

Dear Hana I miss you very much I hope that you can come visit soon

I recently found this song kita kita by the 7th, it's been a while since we've talked and there's a chance you won't even really see this so... I've just been thinking about you a lot recently. And the song kinda reminded me of the first time i saw you, you already know how the story goes i told you twice. I know it's not your usual genre– but "Kita na kita" im thinking about how i should've said that to you when things were good between us. You don't know it and it's a little creepy but– i always see you, way before we even started talking kita kita. I saw the way you had a habit of being touchy with your friends– your silly antics, your cute laugh. Till know i feel like you're haunting me, yuri became a common name to me i see it everywhere. I'm insane– absolute mad in the head because, i kinda knew you were using me yet i still see you. Kita kita, always. It'll be our last year in the same school.. I'm not even sure if I'll ever see you often like how I'm used to. I'm here, and you don't know it i hope someway somehow you know that despite the amount of people that talk bad about you- nothing will change, kita kita. I see you, i see you trying your best, i see you doing what you think is best, i see you trying be happy, i see you being you and no matter what, kita kita. "Sana makita mo rin na kita na kita" 3:23 - timestamp.

Dear Ismu, I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm apologizing for, but I wish our friendship was stronger. I wish we could've gone back to those old days, where everything felt so fleeting, but most of all I wish I could understand what went wrong. Now I think of you everyday and I wonder if you think of me too, I wonder if you think of how long it has been since we called, or when was the last time we met in person. Wish I could be there for you right now. Being a long distance buddy with you isn't going to well on my end. Imagine the chances of you finding this lolol :p -Numi

HELLOOOO MERI JAAN, I am missing you so much right I can not even explain it to you, aaj main aapke baare mein baat nhi krunga aaj hum mere baare mein baat karengen, kyunki jabse main tujhse mila hun sab theek sa hogya hai, i really worship the day i texted you because i am really stupid but isse acha decision toh shayad hi maine kbhi zindagi mein liya hoga, even when we were just freinds hum jab bhi baat krte the it really fixed something inside me, tere sath hasna, mazak krna & everything, it used to feel like heaven on earth because I never really imagined someone would understand me as much as you do, honestly even I don't understand myself as you do, you know how to handle me when I not feeling good or when I am upset about something, when I am anxious, when I want to be loved by you, YOU KNOW EVERYTHING, I still remember the day jab subha subha main tujhse baat kr rha tha call par and mere ghar par guest aaye hue the and jo bacha aya tha voh mere pass aakr bolta ki BHAIYA APNI GIRLFRIEND SE BAAD MEIN BAAT KR LENA and i blushed so hard I can not even tell you and main chup hogya tha kuch der ke liye toh tuneh bola kya hua tab maine tujhe nhi btaya tha kyunki shayad tujhe lgta ki main shayad kuch zyada hi ajeeb hun but now whenever I think of that moment again it puts a wide smile on my face because Damn yaar that kid was right hahaha, tere sath call par baat krna was so special to me even back then, Mera toh din ban jata tha & it's the same even now, whenever I am having a bad day and sochta hun ki kya bekar ki zindagi hai or sirf tujhse baat krke lgta hai ki WAISE ITNI BHI KUCH BURI NHI HAI, You really changed me, you taught me so much about life & I don't know whome I should thank the one who destined me to meet you I am really thankful to whoever it is and I can not believe ki main tujhse 2 baar mil chuka hun it feels unreal, Jab hum pehli baar mile the tab toh main shayad itna comfortable nhi tha but the second time was so peaceful,everything felt so warm & I really wish ki hum phirse jaldi milen but jab hum agli baar milenge tab main tujhe or zyada pyaar krunga jo shayad main pichli baar nhi kr paya but tab tak ke liye I'll miss you, I will miss your smell, your laugh, your innocent smile & everything about you that I saw and we hold hands again and iss baar toh bohot zor se padkunga main apka hath waise bhi what a privilege it is to miss you but sometimes I miss you so much that I cry out because of that and i am really sorry for that, shayad kuch zyada hi bol diya maine sorry At last I just want to say I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ~Adi