HELLOOOO MERI JAAN, I am missing you so much right I can not even explain it to you, aaj main aapke baare mein baat nhi krunga aaj hum mere baare mein baat karengen, kyunki jabse main tujhse mila hun sab theek sa hogya hai, i really worship the day i texted you because i am really stupid but isse acha decision toh shayad hi maine kbhi zindagi mein liya hoga, even when we were just freinds hum jab bhi baat krte the it really fixed something inside me, tere sath hasna, mazak krna & everything, it used to feel like heaven on earth because I never really imagined someone would understand me as much as you do, honestly even I don't understand myself as you do, you know how to handle me when I not feeling good or when I am upset about something, when I am anxious, when I want to be loved by you, YOU KNOW EVERYTHING, I still remember the day jab subha subha main tujhse baat kr rha tha call par and mere ghar par guest aaye hue the and jo bacha aya tha voh mere pass aakr bolta ki BHAIYA APNI GIRLFRIEND SE BAAD MEIN BAAT KR LENA and i blushed so hard I can not even tell you and main chup hogya tha kuch der ke liye toh tuneh bola kya hua tab maine tujhe nhi btaya tha kyunki shayad tujhe lgta ki main shayad kuch zyada hi ajeeb hun but now whenever I think of that moment again it puts a wide smile on my face because Damn yaar that kid was right hahaha, tere sath call par baat krna was so special to me even back then, Mera toh din ban jata tha & it's the same even now, whenever I am having a bad day and sochta hun ki kya bekar ki zindagi hai or sirf tujhse baat krke lgta hai ki WAISE ITNI BHI KUCH BURI NHI HAI, You really changed me, you taught me so much about life & I don't know whome I should thank the one who destined me to meet you I am really thankful to whoever it is and I can not believe ki main tujhse 2 baar mil chuka hun it feels unreal, Jab hum pehli baar mile the tab toh main shayad itna comfortable nhi tha but the second time was so peaceful,everything felt so warm & I really wish ki hum phirse jaldi milen but jab hum agli baar milenge tab main tujhe or zyada pyaar krunga jo shayad main pichli baar nhi kr paya but tab tak ke liye I'll miss you, I will miss your smell, your laugh, your innocent smile & everything about you that I saw and we hold hands again and iss baar toh bohot zor se padkunga main apka hath waise bhi what a privilege it is to miss you but sometimes I miss you so much that I cry out because of that and i am really sorry for that, shayad kuch zyada hi bol diya maine sorry At last I just want to say I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ~Adi