First love

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you please come back i will do anything for you i will worship you i will treat you like a fucking god come back my love please please please come back i beg you i will never find anyone like you i will never see anyone the same way as you i'd do anything please come back please please please you're my first thought in the morning and the last thought as i go to bed you're everything to me and it hurts it hurts nothing feels good without you i want you so bad anything for you

Holaaa, me he dado cuenta que todavía no te he pedido resalir jajaja. Solo te quiero decir que pase lo que pase quiero pasar el resto de mi vida a tu lado. Querrías salir con este tipejo y tener hijos?

An diesem Tag wurde vor 16 Jahren Sana geboren, die schönste person des welt. Seit dem Tag, an dem ich dich kennengelernt habe, gehst du mir nicht mehr aus dem Kopf. Jeder Moment mit dir fühlt sich für mich wie ein Traum an, aus dem ich niemals aufwachen möchte. Wenn du mich umarmst, fühle ich mich sicher, auch wenn das vielleicht komisch klingt. Und vielleicht hatten wir auch schlechte Momente in unserer Beziehung, aber am Ende kommen wir immer wieder zusammen. Ich will es nicht jetzt länge ziehen, ich will dir nur noch sagen dass ich immer für dich da bin in guten und schlechten zeiten.Und ich wünsche dir alles gute zum geburtstag Sano.

i love you, i miss you so incredibly much. i know i fucked up and you did too but the only thing we can do is try forget our mistakes and start fresh. i’m sorry i wasn’t kinder to you when all you wanted to do was love me, im sorry for the way i treated you as if you wouldn’t slip away under my finger tips. but you did, you left. you hurt me just as bad as i hurt you, im sorry for that. i just wish we could work out and go back to how it was, it was meant to be me and you against the world not us against eachother. i still listen to fix you by cold play, hoping one last time id hear ur voice singing the lyrics into my ear because that was our song. i love you daanish please remember im always here if you want to try again, ill never move on.

Happy Anniversary, Sayangku. Terima kasih udah jadi rumah paling tenang di hidupku. Aku mungkin nggak selalu pandai nunjukin rasa, tapi percayalah… aku selalu milih kamu, setiap hari.❤️ Another year with you, dan aku masih jatuh cinta dengan cara yang sama bahkan lebih dalam. Tetap di sini, temenin aku sampai kapanpun itu.

My Dearest Dave, Happy 3rd Anniversary, my love. 🤍 Akala ko noon hindi tunay ang pag-ibig. Akala ko walang totoo. Akala ko sa pelikula lang nangyayari yung mga pagmamahalang kayang maghintay, umunawa, at manatili kahit mahirap. Buong buhay ko, naniwala akong walang taong kayang mahalin ako nang buong-buo at walang kondisyon. But then, dumating ka. Noong una mong sinabi sa akin na gusto mo ako, hindi ako naniwala. Akala ko biro lamang ang lahat. Akala ko isa lang itong panandaliang damdamin na mawawala rin kalaunan. Hindi ko akalaing yung bagay na pinaka kinatatakutan ko, ang magmahal at magtiwala, ay siya mong haharapin nang buong tapang. Hindi ko malilimutan kung paano mong kinausap sila Pastor at kung paano mo hinanap ang gabay ng Diyos para sa atin. Doon ko nakita kung gaano kaseryoso ang pagmamahal mo, at doon unti-unting naniwala ang puso kong matagal nang takot masaktan. I never thought I would meet someone who is willing to love me wholeheartedly. Someone who would stay, understand me, and choose me every single day. Ang dami nang panahon ang lumipas. Yung dating Dave na minahal ko noon, unti-unti nang nagbago. Pero hindi iyon pagbabago na ikinakatakot ko. Nakita kong hinuhubog ka ng Diyos para maging mas mabuting tao, mas mabuting lalaki, at mas mabuting lingkod Niya. And seeing you grow closer to Him made me love you even more. Marami tayong pinagdaanan. Maraming sitwasyon ang sumubok na ilayo tayo sa isa’t isa, pero paulit-ulit pa rin tayong bumabalik sa kung ano ang sinasabi ng puso natin. Siguro ito talaga ang tunay na kahulugan ng pagmamahal. Choosing each other even when things get hard. There were so many moments when I wanted to hold you closer and kiss you, but we both chose to wait because we want to protect the promises we made to God and to each other. Thank you, my love, for being patient with me and for choosing to wait with me. Hindi ko akalaing may taong kayang magtiis at iwan ang pansariling kagustuhan para sa pangarap nating dalawa at para sa plano ng Diyos para sa atin. Kaya salamat, mahal ko. Thank you for understanding me lalo na sa mga lowest points ng buhay ko. Ikaw yung taong nandiyan kapag umiiyak ako. Ikaw yung taong kayang magpagaan ng loob ko kahit wala kang sabihin. Kapag nandiyan ka, pakiramdam ko tumatahimik ang mundo at tayong dalawa lang ang mahalaga. Thank you for correcting me when I’m wrong, and thank you for always making me smile. Walang anumang bagay sa mundo ang kayang pumantay sa ngiting dala mo sa buhay ko. Lagi mong tatandaan na mahal na mahal kita. Hindi man ako ganoon ka-showy minsan, alam mo namang iniingatan ko lang ang pangako natin. But my heart knows exactly how important you are to me. I am so proud of you, my love. Lagi kitang ipinagmamalaki. At gusto kong tandaan mo ito palagi, kahit mapunta ka man sa pinakamababang punto ng buhay mo, hindi ka nag-iisa. Bukod kay Tita, ako yung babaeng paulit-ulit na sasagip sa’yo, maniniwala sa’yo, at mananatili sa tabi mo. Always remember that you are loved, appreciated, and valued. I will always root for you and support your dreams. “Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.” Ephesians 4:2 Salamat sa pagmamahal mo. Salamat sa lahat ng sakripisyo, pag-unawa, at pananatili. And most of all, thank you Lord, because out of everyone in this world, ikaw ang ibinigay Niya sa akin. Ikaw ang pahinga ko, ang tahanan ko, at isa sa pinakamagandang patunay na totoo pala talaga ang pagmamahal. Happy 3rd Anniversary, my love. I will always choose you. 🤍 Forever yours, Your love, Lorraine. 🫧

Dear MyFuture, First and foremost, I just want to thank God for giving me you. Thank you for coming into my life and making it brighter and happier every day. I truly admire you for who you are, and I love everything about you. I promise that one day, I will marry you, travel every country with you, create countless beautiful memories together, and build our own happy family. I want to have kids with you and spend the rest of my life taking care of you and our future kiddos. So please be patient with dada. Dada is still in the process of becoming the man who can give you and our future children a wonderful and comfortable life. Every effort I make is for us and for the future we will build together. See yaaaa soon, My Love 🤗🤍🤍🤍

Mamaskuuuu, cintaaanyaa akuuu hehehehe mas rohman sayangg, my future husband, kyaaaa>< aku malu sendirii ngetiknyaa Kamuuu pastiii capee bangett yawnn, mianhaeyoo aku tadii pagii badmood karena tugass dan aku lagi lagii dapet temen sekelompok yg itu itu lagiii dan sampee ciang pun ngga balas balas chat muuu, maaf aku menduakanmuu dengan tugass huhu:', tapiiii asal mamaskuu tauuuuu akuuu kangen banget hiks🥲😖, dan baruu selesaiii tadii sebelum maghrib huhu:', sayangkuuu pastii cape bangett yaaa? I know u need some space but I still here for uuuu, akuuu ciapp dengan senang hatiii mendengarkan ceritaa mamaskuuuu mwehehhehe, gimanaa akuu ngga makin cintaaa mamaskuu ajaa makin hariii makin keren mwehehehhee, rasa ingin memilikimu makin hariii makin naik😖 gimanaaa niiihh mwehehhe Pokoknyaa I love UuuuUUuu sejagat rayaaa hahahha Terakhir Tembakan cintaaa, piu piu🔫🤍 (๑'ᴗ')ゞ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

you probably won't see this letter for a while... maybe days? weeks? months? maybe even years from when this is being made. i know that we are having a rough patch right now, and i'm hoping that we'll be okay and stronger than ever after this. i love you so much and i can't bear to lose you. i want to keep giving you my all, i want to be someone who you'll be proud of and not disappointed at, like always.. i want to love you even if i don't know how to do that to myself. i know that this'll sound selfish or it might even look like an excuse.. but, it hurts and i'm tired of everything that's happening or that has happened this year. i lost my spark, i'm always tired, i space out, i know that sounds stupid but, that's the truth. i'm depressed and i know it, but i can't ask for help.. maybe this is my "cry for help". i'm sorry if whatever is happening to me is affecting our relationship, i want to be of help to you, i want to open up to you, i want to tell you all these things, but.. i just can't. i'm sorry.

Amma… En life la naan strong ah iruken na, athuku reason neenga dhan. Naan sirichaalum, azhuthaallum, kovapattalum… ella nerathulayum en kooda irundhadhu neenga dhan. Sometimes naan ungalukku thanks kooda sollama poirupen… but honestly amma, every single day naan unga love ah feel panren. Enakku safest place na adhu unga kitta dhan. Enakku biggest support na adhuvum neenga dhan. Oru naalaiku naan ungala “Amma” nu oru 1000 times koopdama iruka mudiyadhu. Ippo neenga evlo kashtapattu ennaya valathingalo… adha vida adhigama naan ungala nalla paathupen ini vara pora life full ah. Naina irundhaalum illadha maari irukura en life la … enakku oru Amma va mattum illa, oru Appa vaavum irundhadhuku romba thanks amma. Thank you for the love… Thank you for the care… Thank you for being my home. And finally… Ungalukkaaga oru line dedicate panna aasapadren… “Ini oru jenmam Yeduthu vanthalum Un magalagum varam tharuvai…” Happy Mother’s Day Amma ❤️ Love you forever. ❤️

Dear Dines, I don’t really know how to begin this, because there are so many things I have felt for so long and never said out loud. I have loved you for five years. Quietly, patiently, and in a way that never asked for anything in return. I don’t think I ever expected you to feel the same, but I still found myself hoping — always hoping — that maybe, one day, our paths would finally meet in the same way our hearts did. There is something I have carried with me for a long time. I don’t know if you ever noticed, or if it ever meant anything to you, but for me, every moment around you has stayed with me longer than I can explain. One evening outside the café, when you were hurt and not yourself, all I wanted was to make you feel safe again. I remember gently touching your hair and your face, trying to calm you, telling you that things would get better in the morning and that whatever you were carrying would pass. In that moment, you tried to kiss me. And I won’t lie — part of me wanted to stay there forever in that second, because it was you. But I also knew I couldn’t let something so important to me happen while you weren’t fully yourself. I wanted something real, something clear, something we could both remember without confusion. So I stepped back. Since that night, I keep wondering about one thing. Not because I regret caring for you, but because I care too much not to wonder: What would have happened if that moment had been different? I don’t know if you ever saw me the way I saw you. Maybe you didn’t. Maybe you couldn’t. But I needed to say this at least once, even if it never changes anything between us. I loved you. I still do, in a way that is quiet but never really leaves. Take care of yourself, Dines. Azra

I realized that i will always love you no matter what you do because i didn't fall in love with what you could give me, i fell in love with your soul so your mistakes mean nothing compared to the depth of who you are.

To me, you'll always be my Cinderella… i love you forever cy.

Loveeyy, I’m so happy we’re finally 2 months na together^^ ihyk how special, important, handsome, and just overall amazing you are to me :3 Since we’re still young pa man, I want us to keep growing individually while still supporting each other. Let’s not be a distraction, but an inspiration^^ I want u to focus on your goals, be happy, and enjoy time with your fam and friends… naa rako always ga love and support saimo, loveeyy. Even if dili kaayo ta mag-communicate all the time kay sometimes busy ta, it’s okay langg, because I understand we both have our own priorities. What matters is we’re still here for each other and growing together :> Never gyud nako na-think before na maka-love ko’g someone this deep and genuine haha, I really thought I was better off alone… pero karon, happy kaayo ko sa’tong rs. Siguro the only thing lang gyud is naa koy gamay na fear na you might leave one day hehe^^ Dyk? Before nagkita, months ago, nag-pray gyud ko kay God na ma-meet nako ang person na I’ll be with for the rest of my life, maybe in my 20s or even now while I’m still 17, bahala’g organic lang or even friends lang ba. Then timing kaayo kay niabot ka… now I can’t believe naa nakoy cutie, handsome, and sweet na loveeyy hehe :> i hope ikaw ang akong answered prayers from God🤍 kna lang akong ma say hehe^^ Happy 2nd monthsary to us 💗 I love you alwayss^^ —jaja

I hope you have a good evening, I'm excited for wednesday

I really love,↓ Your smile,🌷 Your eye, 👁️ Your glaze, 🫶 Your laugh, 💐 Your way of talking, 🎀 The way you move, 🌝 The way you look at me, 👀 I really love---- 🌸 You 🌸

I don't know how to write this, my love. Words are concise, but they do not convey the ache of my heart for you. I can write pretty phrases, heart emojis and whatnot, but will they really tell you the sound of my heartbeat when I hear your name, will they justify the blush on my cheeks and the smile upon my lips, my bright eyes and my heart in bliss when you finally said "I love you"? No, they will not. Enough beating around the bush. I love you. Not "I loved you" or shit like that. "I love you." No amount of "moving on" will change the fact that my heart has only belonged to one boy and it always will, and that boy has always been you. I don't think it will ever be anyone else. You own the key to my heart. How sad that you threw it away. I set your nickname as "Babyy (づ￣ 3￣)づ💗✨🎀". Did it arise feelings in your chest? Did they make your heart flutter the way mine did? You set my name as "Darlingg 🎀💗" Ohh, how cruel you are. How you have taken my heart out of my ribcage and instead of taking care of it like I hoped you would, you have played with it like an object and ditched it into the river called heartbreak. And it has sailed there ever since, and it will continue to sail there until you pick it up, which I know you have no intention of doing. You could have stabbed me in the chest with a blade laced with poison, and it would have hurt several times less, baby. Ohh what have I not done? Made playlists for you, sung songs, wrote love letters, I am such a fool. Now I listen to those playlists, sing those songs once more, read those letters, but instead of red rising through my cheeks, why do tears stain my cheeks? Nothing should have changed. I should have felt the same pang of love as I did back then, and I do. The only thing that changed is that your nickname has gone from "Babyy (づ￣ 3￣)づ💗🎀✨" to "Instagram User" and that when you hear my name, you walk away quickly. I want to drown in you. Your fluffy cloudlike hair, your cute glasses framing eyes so lovely a thousand poets would be put to shame failing to describe such beauty. Because like I said, words are always insufficient when you are the topic. Most people wish they forgot their "ex". Wish they "never met their ex". But the thing is, I don't. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I will never forget you. I would write several paragraphs more, but the thing is, I cry very easily. Even right now, I'm crying. I don't want you to love me back, because that would be wanting the impossible. I only want you. And I know I will have you in my heart until the end of time, until I cease to live. Until then, Yours truly, A <3

Hey chuu , I don’t know where this finds you now— or who you’ve become in the years that carried us apart. But I know this, you never really left. Not in the dramatic way people imagine,,, no constant ache, no daily longing.... just something quieter, more permanent. Like a song I no longer play but still remember perfectly. Life moved, as it does. I learned new places, new people, new versions of myself. And still. every now and then, something small folds time in half. A laugh that isn’t yours but almost is. A silence that feels familiar. A moment that should belong to the present but somehow carries your shadow. I don’t write this to reopen anything. There’s no expectation in these words. Just honesty, long overdue: You were not a phase. Not a lesson. Not something I “got over.” You became a part of how I understand love— and that doesn’t leave when people do. I hope life has been kind to you. I hope you’ve been loved in ways that feel easy and true. And if, by chance, you ever wonder whether you were forgotten— you weren’t.

I love you, that is all I can say. But I feel it so strongly that I cannot even say it. forever mine, first love.

It’s always been you in the moment. I think about you when I’m in class, when I’m trying to get ready in the mornings, when I fall asleep. You’re in my mind, all our memories. I remember in the summer when we were together all the time, I miss that so so much. I haven’t worn my locket in a long time. The one with your face in it. You and your baseball championship medal. The night I watched your game and I was alone the whole time. I think I should tell you now that I didn’t feel alone during the game. You apologized that I had to watch it alone, but I was never angry. I loved watching you so much. Maybe this summer I could watch again, but who knows. If you think it’s okay, come back. Please sweet Ryler, I miss you so much. I miss sneaking out to go to your house. I miss our 4am Pepsi runs. I miss going on runs at 6am. I know you hate running. I’m so sorry baby. I just miss you so much. If you come back, I’ll never make you go running with me again. We can walk if you want. We almost had a year, maybe we could try again and get a year. I love you and miss you so much sweet Ryler