Goodbye

I still think about you. I don’t remember a lot of what happened, but I hope you’re doing okay. I hope you have a better life now. I remember you used to sing this song, I think? I linked it but idk if it worked. Thanks for the memories

‎yk lately I've been thinking a lot about our relationship where u just want us to be friend so not gonna lose me, im kinda happy to hear it but at the same time, it is still just a friend tho,...its been a while since we meet and know each other its been one of my happiest momen in life, and thnks to u i can learn a lot like i feel im becoming a better person after know u, and once again thanks for that...also i wish for all thing u want to come true, like getting ur licence and live a life u always wish for, becoming someone who is independent and rich sure lol....yea i didnt know what else to say, im still love u so much to the point maybe im becoming too attractive to u and cant help it...so yea maybe..just maybe, in another life our relationship might work, and we can do lot of stuff that we always talk about...see ya don't looking for me

SO this is closure . This is MY CLOSURE . not for you but for me bcz i need to end this . we've been friends since kindergarten but that dosen't mean i have to suffer with u forever. maybe its cz we've grown up but im done with u u can still think im pranking or whatever but i wont text u back this time . i won't tell u whom i miss or why i cant sleep at night. and its funny how u still think im pranking so keep on thinking it i won't text u cz i know there is no way ur gnna understand im tired of telling u what i wanted u never even tried and i hate how u always made urself the victim but even if i can't tell u this but i still can send it online as a way for my OWN PEACE i hope u the best for the rest of your life. i'm not going to japan with u. i'm not sorry. GOODBYE ULFAT,

Hey, I don't even know what to write about you here. I just thought about you today. It's been months now, but I could not move. I tried and tried and tried. Now, I don't think about you much. It is hard for me, but what else can I do? We don't talk now but back then you were the only one for me. You were the safest space for me, I can't go back, can I? You promised me that you would never leave me in the middle of nowhere but you always did that and this time too. But why? Because everyone said that you were ruining my life?Because that's what you told me when I asked you why you left me like that. You did not even try nor did I. Well, what's left of me. What can I say? I soemtimes wonder if everything we had was all just fake? because what do you mean your world revolved around me till yesterday but today I'm no more in your life. You said you wanted to live under the same roof as me, you promised me to make that happen but you left.. I hope you win in life no matter what. I'll always be proud of you. Goodbye.

You passed away today. I love you. I'm so so sorry. My little boy, Bobby, Wilby boy 🤍 My heart is so broken You were so loved

You were my everything. I made gifts for you with my art, I bought gifts for you for when we would meet one day. I loved you in the way I knew how to express it best. By giving someone something I knew they loved. That calander, that necklace, that drawing was a piece of my heart I let you hold, that you tore apart so easily without a care in the world. Only to be told you never loved me. The truth is, I have always loved you, but I stayed back since you kept making it clear you were not interested. And I will make it stay that way because I don't want to do something if someone else doesn't want to do it. What was the point of telling me you thought of getting married? Was it just all a big game to you for nudes, or something to jerk off to? Was I just a replacement for something you needed but didn't get? I often wonder if you were cheating on me the entire time, with how much you talked about her, but never hung out with me. It drove me nuts, and I had enough. Just to hear you tell me it was never real in the first place for you. You never loved me, I think you loved the idea of me. And that's what hurts the most. I'm not something to constantly toss away, or ignore, or keep hidden. I'm an actual human being with my own feelings, life, etc. I can't bare to be around you again cause you made it very clear what you would do if it happened. You said you'd make a good teen father, but why should I trust that if you leave every few months? I would be a fool to trust that, ever in my life. I don't want to love you, but I probably will for a while, until I finally decide to put myself before you who barely ever showed up. Don't come back into my life, especially if you are just going to leave again. I tried to show you in everyway I could that I cherished our relationship so much, but clearly it never mattered to you. Have a good life. Sincerely, H, formerly, S.

I’d like to convince myself you’re just infatuated with me. We’ve been friends since three or four years ago, and honestly, i like how things went through. You were like a little brother to me. I watched how you love and how you left every time, while still holding on to me as your friends. And I wanted to keep it that way. Yes, I’ve noticed it. The patterns were not hard to recognise and by the way you keep on trying to reach out to me—one would think you’re too easy and loud to fall in love. Here’s the thing, I have no feelings for you, and there’s no chance I’ll ever use pity as an excuse to give you a try. You never even truly knew me, because I kept my image too pretty for you and for others. You don’t love me—you love the idea of dating me. You liked the way I treated you, how I keep my tone and how neutral I was towards you. You were so used to the way I treated you, you thought it was something special. But I always laid it out, right? The way I treated you, is exactly how I treated my friends—andI feel guilty for making you love me. I’m sorry, but I can’t give you the love you are searching on me. I see you as my younger brother. Please don’t send me flowers on my birthday—it’ll just make things more harder to process. sincerely yours, christina

DEAR CHESTER I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT BUT YOU'RE HURTING ME AND IT'S TIME TOO LET GO I'M SORRY - YOURE ELS💕

I love you, and I wish you were real, but I don’t have it in me anymore to keep trying to find you, and I know I am not ready to be in a relationship. Stay safe, my love. I need to focus on myself for now. Don't be mad, okay? Sorry to let you down, but I give up.

I didn't know what to feel. It was shocking to learn that she had to block me on Facebook and Instagram just to find her peace. It's disappointing because a part of me was still hoping that our trio could make things right and that one day we would reconcile. It's heartbreaking to realize that this is where it all ends. It's sad how one ordinary night, when insecurities, pride, and ego took over, ended up ruining a friendship that once meant so much. Maybe this is really where our story ends. But if you ever happen to read this, I hope you know how grateful I am that you became my safe place during the pandemic. During those times when I couldn't even recognize myself anymore, you stayed. During the days when I wanted to leave this world behind, you were one of the reasons I chose to stay because you stayed by my side. I believe that God sends people into our lives for different purposes. Some people are meant to stay, while others come to heal us, teach us lessons, and help us grow. And I am so, so thankful that God brought her into my life. Although she wasn't meant to be permanent, she is one of the reasons why I'm still here today. That's why I will never get tired of telling people that there were two girls who became part of the reason I didn't leave this world. But the saddest thing is that one stayed, and the other was never mine to hold on to.

I’m no longer giving my heart to anyone and I accepted the fact that I no longer can love anyone else you were the one I wanted you were the one that I imagined myself with I don’t imagine myself with anyone else I really did adore you and I’m sorry that I scared you away by expressing it and that’s my biggest regret. I should’ve gone to that party. I should’ve hung out with you when I got the chance, I should’ve replied to the message you sent me back in January but I was just so hurt how you just left. I just couldn’t bring myself to say anything but this morning I found out that you moved on and when I tell you, the pain was so unbearable that I felt like I was gonna die, but you still mean a lot to me regardless deep inside I do wish that you were mine, but the universe works in mysterious ways sometimes it hurts people.

Heeeeeyyaa, I hope you never find this but I’m feeling ROMANTIC today !! I hope and wish you the best in life, Trish. I really thought that it would always be you in the end but I guess I was wrong. You are really all that I’ve ever wanted even if you never believed me, but don’t think and I wasn’t so hopelessly in love with you because you were too much of a coward to trust me, ok?? Take care of yourself and your family that I’ve always dreamt of being a part of, make some other lady your entire world and treat her right. Call me to your wedding, don’t forget. I’ll always love you forever and ever. You truly are a part of me, thank you for everything, my—well, not my but.. my beautiful boy. Stay safe !! - kg (if you know you know 🥹✌️)

I don't know how to tell u this cause u are far away from me now i tried to reach u but i think it's not only the location what's separating us and i know that I never looked at me like that . I'm thankful for ur presence in my life but it has become a curse for me now. But if it was not for you my life would've been completely boring and blank page . I tried to reach u despite my mind resisting and i know u don't want to be reached anymore, it has been difficult for me to accept. I still feel nostalgic whenever I pass by ur old house cause it holds memories. I was childish and I'm childish even right now . Maybe it's my inability that i couldn't find or impress another girl. I was never good at that. I wish u message me somehow, someday, randomly ask me how I'm ? How I've been?. I love when people call me uv like u used to do once

I hope you're happy now Mylo. I'm sorry for writing this letter to you, I think you've moved on already. But the pain that I'm feeling right now, I don't know how to soothe myself in a way that I don't message you. Tanggap ko na wala na tayo, pero ang sakit parin, and I miss you. I kept lying to myself when I say I don't love you anymore, pero at the same time I won't run back to you anymore. I felt so discarded after our breakup, I'm so noisy dun sa dump ko, lagi kitang pinapatamaan pero ang sakit kasi I don't know how to handle this type of pain. After our breakup you were silent, and I took that as a closure, i tried to block you, but I could only do unfollow hanggang sa binlock mo ko sa Ig kasi along the way I said that I'm always here for you. And it looked like a betrayal to my promise. In my mind, I kept replaying what went wrong and our last conversation. I really wish life was kind enough to let me keep you. Kaya ko sinabi na what comes after this na you were so worried when I repeat it ilang beses sa last call natin, I meant that I've built a future with you in my head and it crumbled nung iniwan mo ako. I still have a lot of love to give to you leon, now I don't even know where to put it. Napalitan lang ng grief and pain. I'll forever miss you in my life siguro a few years from now di na masakit pero maalala parin kita. First love kita eh. Malaki ang impact mo sa perspective ko sa love, now I'm so scared, I'm so scared to start over again. You raised my standards that I don't even know if I'll let someone in again. At the same time I don't want to spend a lifetime yearning for you, It's fucking painful. I want to heal as much as I can so I distanced myself, and you also, kahit na I desperately want to reach out. Kabisado kita, hindi ka sasagot, at the same time kabisado mo ko kasi sasagot ako. I remember pa yung sinabi mo sa letter mo na BDO ka na kahit gano ka pa kabusy you'll make time for me. Naiyak ako ron, kasi totoo nga tinupad mo siya, not until nung last few weeks ng rs natin. Nakakalimutan mo na mag goodmorning or goodnight minsan, hinahayaan mo ako matulog nang may galit sayo kasi di mo ko sinasagot tuwing nagkakaroon tayo ng misunderstanding. Dinala mo past fears mo sa Relationship natin, don't you want to grow with me? Bakit kailangan mo dalhin mga alaala niyo ni KC? Kaya di ko mapigilan magisip kung rebound lang ba ako or panakip butas eh, ilang beses mo siya nabring up kahig nung nakikipaghiwalay ka na sakin. Di mo ko mareassure. I grew anxious sa relationship natin, It started feeling heavy, but I stayed kasi mahal kita kahit na I felt unloved in some moments. I made it clear from the start what I expect of a guy. napakasimple. i wanted someone who would choose me everyday kahit gano pa kahirap. You knew my past pain, inulit mo siya. At some point you're my answered prayer, pero God took you away from me. Baka siguro alam niya na di na tayo makakabuti para sa isat isa. You still have a lot to work on yourself, discover about yourself, and built for yourself. You're in and out relationships so mas mabuti na siguro yon. And for me, ang dami ko rin dapat matutunan, I stayed kahit na malabo na, i begged kahit you were begging me to understand, and to let you go. I thought maabutan pa kita maging registered radtech, akala ko makikilala ko pa family mo personally, i thought we'd build a life together. But, turns out I expected too much. I thought in a relationship both should be the beloved, pero sa huli ako nalang yung sobrang nagmamahal. Ako nalang yung bigay ng bigay, binuhos lo energy ko dito na walang wala na ko ngayon. I waited for you to call everyday, kahit na minsan sobrang pagod ko na, inintindi ko pagkasilent treatment mo sakin tuwing hindi tayo okay or hindi ka okay kahit I'm anxious kasi di ko alam kung ano na nangyayare, especially pag nagaaway tayo at di mo ko nirereplayan nagooverthink ako. Alam mong ayaw ko niyan, pero still hindi ka magadjust, pati pagrereply mo or paguupdate mo. Alam mo kung anong problema diyan. At parang ako yung nagfleflex sa relationship natin, di kita nakitaan much of it. Pero leon sa galit at lungkot na nararamdaman ko, nandon parin ung pagmamahal, nandon parin ung mga alaala natin. Sabi nga nila love transcends time and space, I loved you until the day I died, and for me that's enough.

Çok istiyorum özür dileyelim birbirimizden, oturup anlaşalım, konuşup anlaşılamayacak sorun değildi bizimki. Ama istemedin, ben de geri çekildim. Arada özlüyorsun, storylerime bakıyorsun biliyorum, belki sen de yazmak istiyorsun ama -iyi biliyorum ki- benim sert duvarlarımı, senin tekrardan reddedilme korkusu geri çekiyor seni. Bir cesaret bulsan, geri dönsek, unutsak her şeyi. Belki de kafada kuruyorum ve özlediğin kişi ben değilim, ya eski sevgilin -fotoğrafları bile duruyor- ya da başka bir kız var. Herkes bana “senin gibi bir kız, böyle erkeklere bakmaz” diyor, kusura bakma ama haklılar da, belki de bu korkutuyor seni, ama inan ki gerçekten gece 3’te sarhoş halinle yazdığın bir “özledim” mesajı yeterdi yeniden başlamamıza. Benim ilk defa bu kadar açıldığım, ilk defa yakınlaştığım erkeksin. Sadece 1 haftalık, senin gözünde hiçbir şey bunu biliyorum, belki de varlığımı bile unuttun , çünkü ben insan içinde görünmezim. Ama benim gibi zor seven birisi için çok önemli. O mesaj gelmeyecek, her şey bitti. Bir gün başkalarını seveceğiz, onlar için güleceğiz, ağlayacağız. Bir gün gerçek aşkı bulacağız. Böylesi daha iyi olacak. Benim için her zaman “ilk öpüşme hikayem” olarak canlı kalacaksın. Ama sen bir gün beni unutacaksın. Kendine iyi bak olur mu? Bir de son ricam, eğer mümkünse, beni güzel anar mısın? Hoşça kal benim tatlı ilk öpücüğüm :)

hi my love. you showed up in my life when everything felt empty and somehow you make it feel like i matter again which is impossible for people to do but you make it possible. being with you feels safe in a way i didn't even know i was missing. i felt like i was missing so much in my life until you spawned in it and everything got better. i’ll love you for eternity. i’ve never felt so connected with someone. you actually understand me without me having to say everything. when i wasn’t ok, you were there. and i’ll adore you for that and if it’s possible i’ll find you in every lifetime that i live in. i love you my love🪽

I wonder how you are to be honest i really do regret our relationship i hope you're happy tho but tbh i want nothing to do with you idk if it's to harsh but dude like i really really really regret na pinatulan kita kasi to think i gave my first kiss and etc to you and in he end you were just a phase lesson learned ka lng so sadd anyways I'm sorry for the hurt i caused you ad I'm sorry because i started this but im glad i was the one to end it - someone who wishes they never knew u 🥰-C.Y

Dear Fayez, I think one of the biggest regrets I carry is leaving without saying goodbye. And sometimes I wonder if you hated me for that. Or maybe you waited for me to come back while I kept pretending I was okay walking away from someone I loved so deeply. The truth is, I was not okay at all. There were so many things I wanted to say, but I was afraid of my own feelings. Afraid that if I spoke to you one more time, I would stay. So I disappeared instead, and I know that must have hurt you. You were never just a phase to me. You were my first love, the person who knew my heart from miles away. Even now, after all these years, a part of me still feels guilty for ending our story. I told myself to move on. I tried. I remember you told me that I should find someone better than you and is worth my time. I really did. I found someone who treats me good, someone who stays, someone who tries. But a part of me is still looking for you in everything he does. And I feel so guilty for that because I don't have a choice. It's like choosing reality or I'll keep fantasizing that we will meet one day.. that your family will like me.. that we will have our dream family. He is good to me… but sometimes I still wish it was you. I wish it was you loving me. I wish it was you choosing me everyday.. staying with me. I wish you fought for me the way I always hoped you would. And you knew that. I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry but I think we're better off this way. I wanted you to fight for me, Fayez. I wanted to feel like losing me would matter enough for you to hold on tighter. I got tired of carrying the relationship alone while pretending I was still happy. Leaving you was not easy for me. It felt like tearing my own heart apart and forcing myself to live without it. But staying was hurting me too. And I did not know which pain was worse anymore. I need you here with me because I only love you and it hurts seeing someone new who is not you.. but It doesn't matter now right? You'll move on right? I know you'll find a great woman whom your family will love. If I could go back, I would thank you for everything.. for every moment you made me feel loved. I would tell you that leaving you was one of the hardest things I ever did. And God knows I don't want to do that. I want you to know that I never stopped thinking of you. I never stopped caring. Maybe in another life, we met at the right time. Maybe in another world, we were less broken, we were less complicated. Maybe there, we finally got the ending we used to dream about. But in this life, all I can do is carry the memory of you with me. Not as something I regret loving, but as someone who once became my whole world. I hope this letter will reach you, and I hope that someday when you read it, you will have already become the person you always wanted to be. Fayez, I want to say this for one last time. I love you, infinity. — Angela

Hi, Lucia Just wanted you to know that at first, I picked sunflowers to be my favorite because they reminded me of you. I loved you back then. Even if you told me how you thought I was stupid and useless I would have still loved you. Even when I dated other people. To me you were blinding. But you didnt like girls. And I think you struggled to like me, even as a friend. I hope you find a handsome, strong man that plays volleyball. And I hope you read this. Its relieving in a way. I hope you listen to rises the moon and remember me. You hummed that song once. It was pretty.

Hi jagiyaa I hope your doing well :) I know you don't wanna speak to me anymore but I keep seeing somewhere and I wanna Tell you I'm soo proud of you, I'm sorry I called you my best friend too fast when you just thought of me as a person, but thank you for teaching me the best things in life don't last, I know I'm not you yvaine anymore, I wish I still was but I know you can't keep pushing for us, I thank you for trying and telling me sooner other than just disappearing :) I love you! -yvaine