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Cass Sorry for everything I said to you I really like you Cass I love you, this is zyrine Cass I can't find you're account anonymous that's why I can't reach out to you, I really miss you my grandma take care of yourself don't drink too much coffee. Iloveyou you take care.
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Hi, Rox. I'm terrible at writing letters without thinking them through, so I'm doing it on a random website, anyway. I always feel bad for not knowing how to show you how much I love you. You're amazing, and I admire you so much. Sometimes I think I'm a tsundere because I feel like I treat you badly because I'm embarrassed to treat you well. What silly logic, AJKAKAKAK. When I first met you, I remember not knowing what to do and feeling nervous, thinking I was making you uncomfortable. I'd bring up any topic to keep the conversation going, and now I feel like you're the one doing it. I feel comfortable around you, but I always feel guilty for being so tired even after sleeping my 12 hours. I love you so much, and I'm sorry I don't show it or avoid talking about these things in person. You're truly one of the best people I know, even though I feel like you think you're the annoying one. I love you, and I could never hate you, no matter how much you tease me with your "ara ara." I hope I'm not foolish enough to stop talking to you now that we won't be at the same school. I admit I'm going to miss you so much. I remember the first time we talked; I felt like you were the first friend I hadn't suffered for, the first with whom I didn't have to suppress my emotions or pretend to try to make you happy. But at the same time, I feel like I'm not a very good friend to you; I'm quite bitter. That's why I wanted to give you a gift before we leave. By the way, I don't want any hateful comments when you see my beautiful gift. Anyway, goodnight. You're the best, Roxi (after Canelo). If this is written in English, it's because the website requires it ok 💔.
It's been almost ten months since we parted ways, and somehow, the world kept moving even when mine felt like it had stopped. For a long time, I thought I would spend the rest of my life grieving what we could have been. I wasn't expecting the loss of you to unravel me the way it did. I loved you more deeply than I ever realized, and when you left, I carried that pain in ways I'm not proud of—physically, emotionally, and mentally. Looking back, I was simply trying to survive a heartbreak I didn't know how to endure. Time has softened some of the hurt, and while the ache still lingers, I've slowly begun accepting that life moves forward whether we're ready for it or not. If you were to ask me whether I still love you, my answer would still be yes. Not because I refuse to move on, but because I don't know how to unlove someone I once would have risked everything for. It may sound foolish, obsessive, or painfully cliché, but what I felt for you remains one of the most genuine things I've ever known. I know your heart belongs to someone else now, and I've come to accept that, even if the truth hurt more than I can describe. What stung wasn't simply that you found someone new—it was realizing that the person you chose had always been there, quietly occupying a space in your heart while ours was falling apart. Maybe I have no right to question who you love, but the feeling of betrayal is something I've never fully learned to forget. There are still questions I carry with me. We both said things we shouldn't have, and I won't pretend I was blameless. I made mistakes, and I took responsibility for them because you deserved that much. But sometimes I wonder if you've ever truly reflected on the ways you hurt me too. There was a point where losing you pushed me into such darkness that I genuinely thought about ending my life. That's not something I say to make you feel guilty; it's simply the truth. Yet despite all of it, despite the anger, the disappointment, and the scars you left behind, I no longer carry hatred for you. Holding onto resentment became heavier than carrying the heartbreak itself. So now, all I can do is wish you well. I hope you and your partner find the happiness we couldn't give each other. I hope life is gentle with you, and I hope every dream you've ever held close finds its way into your hands. I also want to apologize for the ways I hurt you. We're both human, both imperfect, and both deserving of another chance at becoming better than who we once were. There are still countless things I could say, but some words are better left unsaid, and some feelings are meant to be carried quietly. Before I end this letter, there's one last thing I want you to know: I'm keeping my promise. I know it's irrational, and I know you've probably forgotten it entirely, but a part of me still holds onto it. I've turned away people who were willing to stay because my heart never truly let go of what it wanted. Maybe that makes me a fool, but I've accepted that some forms of love aren't meant to be understood. I'll continue moving forward, pursuing law school and becoming the attorney I've always wanted to be. In some way, the dream of one day helping bring you the justice you deserve became one of the reasons I kept going. So wherever life takes you, I hope it gives you everything you've ever wished for and more. And if our paths ever cross again, I hope we'll meet as two people who survived what once broke them. Until then, take care, my solace. I'll be here, quietly carrying the memory of you. Till next time. FROM THE ONE STILL HOPING THE STARS LEAD YOU BACK.
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I wish you wanted me as much as I’ve wanted you
There are some people who pass through our lives like seasons, arriving quietly and leaving just as softly. and then there are people like you people who become part of the landscape of our hearts, so deeply woven into us that we can no longer remember what life looked like before them.i think you became that person for me.sometimes i wonder if you truly understand what you've done to my world. how you turned ordinary days into memories worth keeping. how a simple notification from you can still make my heart race. how your laughter has become one of my favorite sounds, and your happiness one of my favorite things to witness.before you, the moon was just the moon. now it is every late night thought of you. every wish made in silence. every moment i spend staring at the sky, hoping somehow it carries my love to wherever you are.before you, songs were just songs. now every love song feels like a secret written about us.before you, my heart belonged only to me. now it reaches for you in every quiet moment without even asking permission.i have loved you in a thousand small ways you probably never noticed. in every prayer whispered for your happiness. in every "text me when you get home." in every moment i saw something beautiful and immediately wished you were there to see it too.thank you for every smile you've placed upon my lips, every laugh you've pulled from my chest, every touch that lingered long after we let go. thank you for holding my hand so tightly that even on my hardest days, i never felt alone.there are countless things i love about you, but my favorite has always been your heart. the way you love, the way you care, the way you remain soft in a world that often asks people to be hard. i hope you never lose that part of yourself.i don't know what the future holds, but i know this if life gives me the privilege of loving you for many more birthdays, i will spend every one of them thanking the universe for the day you were born.i love you in all the little ways that don't ask to be seen because it isn't just in the grand declarations.if i could give you anything today, i would give you my eyes for just a moment, so you could see yourself the way i see you.someone whose existence alone has made another person's life infinitely brighter.that life is kind to you.i hope that your heart stays soft and that your dreams find their way home to you.thank you for existing.thank you for being born.thank you for letting me love you.i would choose you in every lifetime, every universe, every version of the story.if ever there comes a day when you forget how loved you are, come back to these words and remember this somewhere in this vast and noisy world, there is a girl whose heart whispers your name like a prayer.i love you quietly, loudly, endlessly, and in all the spaces in between. Happy birthday, my sweet boy.
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Hey this is Liam, it’s been over 5 years and I still miss you
I know we dated for a short amount of time, but this relationship was special to me. I never cared about the distance. Every day and night I got to talk to you was lovely. Watching movies and shows together was my favorite thing. It sucks that I had to ruin it so fast. I know it's been two years, and you've probably moved on for the better. I'm sorry for being selfish, immature, for self sabotaging, and for saying those horrible things to you. In the beginning of our relationship, I had already caused trust issues and confusion between us. I did things I shouldn't have done, and I caused unnecessary drama. There really isn't much I can say or do to fix what already happened. I am deeply and genuinely sorry, though. I wish things could've turned out differently. I wanted to reach out many times, but we both needed time. I don't know what you're up to, if you're dating someone now, if you're still writing, or if you still work on dirt bikes. Although none of that is my business, I hope that whatever you're up to, you're doing well. The mistakes I made in our relationship helped me reflect on the kind of person I was. Months later, it all hit me a lot harder than I expected. I felt really bad and embarrassed because I know I could've done better. I hope there's no bad blood between us after all.
Hello baby, I know you’re sleeping right now, but I just want to remind you how much I love you. I know I’ve said this a lot of times already, but you’re my everything and I’ll always love you no matter what. Remember when you told me you were scared of intimacy because of how I might react when I truly see you? I’m sorry for not assuring you enough that day. It might have been enough for you, but I don’t think I said the right words back then, so I want to say them now. Baby, I love every single thing about you. I love the way you laugh, the way you talk about the things you like, how your energy just lights up when you remember something from the past, and how you always make sure I’m okay. You are so beautiful, both inside and out. I love your body and every single part of you. Honestly, I can’t find a part of you that’s hard to love. The more I get to know you, the more I fall in love with you every day. I know opening up and letting someone truly see you can be scary, but I promise you have nothing to fear with me. I love your body, I love your heart, and the closer we get, the more I realize how perfect you are for me. You mean the world to me, baby. Always remember that you never have to hide any part of yourself from me, okay? You are so beautiful, you are more than enough, and I’m just really lucky to have you. Sleep well, mahal. I can’t wait to talk to you when you wake up. I love you so much, mwaamwaa!
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Hi matt! Its me l***u. Alam mo ba na sa lahat na naging kaibigan kong lalaki ikaw 'yung pinaka naging fav ko kahit saglit lang naman tayo nag kakillala🥺. Kasi ikaw 'yung laging and'yan para sa'kin tapos caring na parang magiging comfort person ko. Pero wala eh, kailangan mo'ko/kita layuan, pero naiintindihan ko 'yon. Kung mabasa mo man 'to na-appreciate ko lahat 'yon, hinding hindi kita makakalimutan:\\
Hi matt! Its me l***u. Alam mo ba na sa lahat na naging kaibigan kong lalaki ikaw 'yung pinaka naging fav ko kahit saglit lang naman tayo nag kakillala🥺. Kasi ikaw 'yung laging and'yan para sa'kin tapos caring na parang magiging comfort person ko. Pero wala eh, kailangan mo'ko/kita layuan, pero naiintindihan ko 'yon. Kung mabasa mo man 'to na-appreciate ko lahat 'yon, hinding hindi kita makakalimutan:\\
I know you have a boyfriends now. Ever since they day layed my eyes on you i started to develop from a small crush to someone that mattered more then my friends. When i heard news that you got a boyfriend i felt betrayed by someone i never had a chance with yet i also felt happy hoping your boyfriend would treat you the way you deserve. People talk about giving princess treatment to people you care about but for me your the brightest start that would always make my day just by texting you. I truly hop we get to talk again some day but maybe this time as friends since you really are a great person and when life gets hard for you, you can always just text me asking for help and ill do my best.
Heyyy Pookie :) I just wanted to remind you how much you mean to me. Being with you makes even the simplest moments feel special, and I honestly feel so lucky to have you in my life. You have this way of making me smile without even trying, and I love the comfort, excitement, and happiness you bring me. You’re genuinely so special to me, and I hope you never forget that. This song below reminds me of you.
Come to me. Since the night you left, the shadows have grown long in my every moment. I wander through endless dusk, aching for you. Come to me. Loving you is as forbidden as the dark gift we share; you are the fire in my veins, the spark that never dies. Come to me. Though we never touched in flesh, my soul is bound to yours, and every silent month I yearn for you. Come to me. I miss you, I want you, I need you—come back to these shadows, where our love first began. I live in this exile, always reaching, always lost—until you return. Éternellement à toi dans l’obscurité, L’Amante Perdue
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hi? :^) since i don’t know where to start, but i do have some words to utter from the deepest heart of mine, i think i really have to pour it without the prologue or even epilogue it’s the ninth month since the last time we conversed and when you approached me first at that time. i’m so sorry for every mistake i ever made, if i ever made you feel uncomfortable. thank you for your patience until then, which i’m very grateful for, along with your heart that still lingers for our love even when we’re not in the best state for each other. but at least we’re still trying to complete each other’s missing pieces with our own fragments without losing them. thank you for having me, bee. nine months must be uneasy for you, but surely you make everything easier and lighter to face when you’re around. thank you for being the light of my life when my world is like the riddles or when the night comes bee, you’re not even trying your hardest to carry these sparks, but you already have them in your core—and that calls my heart too. seeing you surviving and pursuing your dreams is one of the most heart-melting moments in my life, seeing your smile lights up my whole soma is more than full. to love is to embrace you during your ups and downs. thank you for helping me understand life and how life works, you’ll always be my motivation to survive every day. you bloom like the lilies, be. when the mistrust knocks, i hope you’ll still be able to put your trust on us, i hope you’ll remember my words that you’re worth it to be loved, i hope you’ll remember that you don’t have to work and try hard to get the love you deserve, i hope you’ll always remember the love between us grows without the need to have reasons even when the distance may separate us physically, please remember that we’re always trying to reach each other and we’re close enough in soul. even when the gaps may take us apart, please remember you’ll always have me and we’ll never be locked in a different room. to the one i love, ilyasa paizanif, i never trusted love as much as this until the day you come into my life effortlessly with your very own-self. be, when i don’t speak to you, it doesn’t mean i ignore you or i don’t love you anymore—i’ll never do. i’m still figuring it out, i still love you and miss you in my quietest ways. lots of things haven’t been written and well said through this letter, but i’ll try to, be. i’ll try for us. thank you for never cutting the strings between us thank you for being my missing puzzle piece that i finally found until this moment and i hope we still do, it’s for the ninth and please keep on counting with me until the next letters too all yours, niswah tan
I don't know how to tell u this cause u are far away from me now i tried to reach u but i think it's not only the location what's separating us and i know that I never looked at me like that . I'm thankful for ur presence in my life but it has become a curse for me now. But if it was not for you my life would've been completely boring and blank page . I tried to reach u despite my mind resisting and i know u don't want to be reached anymore, it has been difficult for me to accept. I still feel nostalgic whenever I pass by ur old house cause it holds memories. I was childish and I'm childish even right now . Maybe it's my inability that i couldn't find or impress another girl. I was never good at that. I wish u message me somehow, someday, randomly ask me how I'm ? How I've been?. I love when people call me uv like u used to do once