Heartbreak

I've lowkey forgotten your name but i swear i didn't mean to skip you😭😭😭 i miss you girllllll u were the only one i vibed with -X.O.X.O yuri from phil

I recently found this song kita kita by the 7th, it's been a while since we've talked and there's a chance you won't even really see this so... I've just been thinking about you a lot recently. And the song kinda reminded me of the first time i saw you, you already know how the story goes i told you twice. I know it's not your usual genre– but "Kita na kita" im thinking about how i should've said that to you when things were good between us. You don't know it and it's a little creepy but– i always see you, way before we even started talking kita kita. I saw the way you had a habit of being touchy with your friends– your silly antics, your cute laugh. Till know i feel like you're haunting me, yuri became a common name to me i see it everywhere. I'm insane– absolute mad in the head because, i kinda knew you were using me yet i still see you. Kita kita, always. It'll be our last year in the same school.. I'm not even sure if I'll ever see you often like how I'm used to. I'm here, and you don't know it i hope someway somehow you know that despite the amount of people that talk bad about you- nothing will change, kita kita. I see you, i see you trying your best, i see you doing what you think is best, i see you trying be happy, i see you being you and no matter what, kita kita. "Sana makita mo rin na kita na kita" 3:23 - timestamp.

送礼 (Gift Giving) 一般都是去别人家的时候，要带礼物 It's customary to bring a gift when visiting someone's home 送礼物也是有讲究的 There are specific rules and etiquette when it comes to giving gifts 不同场面都要送不同的东西 Different occasions call for different types of gifts 一般都要送食品或者饮料 Food and drinks are generally appropriate gifts 苹果代表平安，一般都是过年过节的时候送的 Apples symbolize peace and safety, and are commonly given during the New Year and holidays 还有不能送的 There are also things you should never give as gifts 不能送钟，尤其是给老人 Never give a clock, especially to elderly people 人死了，把人送走的时候就叫送终 Seeing someone off when they die is called "送终" (sòng zhōng) 终和钟读音很相似，所以送钟表是不好的 "终" (zhōng, end/death) sounds very similar to "钟" (zhōng, clock), making clocks a bad omen 不能送鞋 Never give shoes as a gift 送鞋就等于送走 Giving shoes implies you are "sending someone away" or out of your life 不能送药 Never give medicine as a gift 那就像是跟他们说他们有病 It implies that you think the recipient is sick 如果有人要搬家时: If someone is moving into a new home: 不要送刀 Do not give knives 如果伤到人了，在新家里见血时不吉利的 If someone gets hurt, seeing blood in a new home is considered very bad luck 唐朝 (Tang Dynasty) 唐朝算是中国历史中的一个最高点 The Tang Dynasty is considered one of the greatest peaks in Chinese history 从618 到 907年 It lasted from 618 to 907 AD 唐高祖建立的唐朝 The Tang Dynasty was founded by Emperor Gaozu 后来在690年，武则天被立为皇后；她算是中国唯一一个皇后 In 690, Wu Zetian was crowned empress — she is considered China's only female emperor 唐朝的首都一开始是长安（现在的西安），后来在904年变成了洛阳 The capital was originally Chang'an (modern-day Xi'an), and later moved to Luoyang in 904 中国文化在唐朝时变得非常繁华 Chinese culture flourished greatly during the Tang Dynasty 中国两个非常有名的诗人，李白和杜甫，就是在唐朝生活的 Two of China's most celebrated poets, Li Bai and Du Fu, lived during the Tang Dynasty 印刷术，中国的一个四大发明，就是在唐朝时发明的 Printing, one of China's Four Great Inventions, was developed during the Tang Dynasty

AP Chinese Cultural Presentation Examples 加油啊 ygs got this 饮食: 台菜 • 料理反映了原住民, 特别是客家, 传统, 大陆东南部, 尤其是福建, 影响和日本殖 民 • 例子 • 挂包, 肉燥饭, 鱼丸汤, 等都是闽菜, 但在台湾也特有名 • 椒盐豆腐是客家菜 • 便当 (包装) 起源于日本, 但现在流行与台铁和高铁 (菜本身源自中国) • 炸猪排, 炸鸡排也源自日本 • 咖哩饭也来自日本, 但台式咖哩饭比较甜, 口感也不太一样 • 但珍珠奶茶, 盐酥鸡, 担仔面, 臭豆腐, 刨冰, 卤肉饭, 擂茶, 蚵仔煎等的根源都是 纯台湾的 • 台北的菜肴 (葱油饼, 牛肉面, 上海小笼包等) 受到的中国影响远比台南大, 后者 更受到原住民的影响, 例如客家和闽南 • 与大陆相比, 台菜更甜 (尤其是台南) 更清淡, 也没那么辣 • 在日本统治时期, 所有台湾家庭中有三分之二从事甘蔗产业 • 越来越红, 如珍珠奶茶和盐酥鸡, 已成为国际趋势 • 珍珠奶茶在美国特有名 (有超过三千家奶茶店) • 夜市是台湾著名的旅游景点 • 反映台湾历史 (大陆占据, 日本占领) • 材料都很新鲜 (绝对不会拉肚子!) 省: 台湾 • 称为中华民国 • 台北为省会 • 在福建东部 (有相似的口音) • 包括本岛 (台湾), 澎湖, 金门, 和马祖 • 台湾的政治地位有争议 • 大陆人认为台湾是中国行政区 • 台湾人认为台湾是自己独立的国家 • 人口 2,341万 • 土地面积共 36,197 平方公里 • 大概三分之二的面积为山地和丘陵地形 • 三万年前开始迁徙到台湾 • 十七世纪后, 汉族取代原住民成为台湾最大的族群 • 1895年清朝把台湾割让给日本 • 1949年共产党接管中国后，国民党撤退台湾 • 第一任总统是蒋中正 • 现任总统是赖清德 • 料理包括蚵仔煎, 蚵仔面线, 盐酥鸡, 珍珠奶茶, 肉圆, 爱玉, 醉鸡, 牛肉面, 臭豆 腐, 等 • 地标包括台北101, 西门町, 中正纪念堂, 国父纪念馆, 龙山寺, 九份, 等 • 风景区包括太鲁阁, 垦丁, 日月潭, 阿里山, 玉山, 等 • 主要出口产品为电子产品, 金属制品, 塑胶和橡胶和化学品 • 在半导体生产中很重要 • 台积电 • 大部分的晶片是台积电生产的 • 防止大陆攻台湾 • 曾经是水果王国 (现在大部分水果都用于出口) 城市: 北京 • 位于华北, 是世界上最古老的城市之一 • 这些辽朝的辽泽, 晋朝的大同和元朝的大都的首都, 位于今天的北京市相同 的位置 • 明朝, 清朝和现代中国的首都都是北京 • 人口2154万, 是世界上人口最多的国家的首都 • 分为16个行政区, 是其中一个直辖市 • 三面环山 • 第二大城市, 次于上海 • 作为中国四大古都之一, 它是过去八个世纪的政治中心 • 地标包括紫禁城, 天坛, 天安门广场 (都建于明朝), 还有圆明园和颐和园 (都建 于清朝) • "红楼梦"的故事背景设定在清朝北京 • 主要的旅游景点包括四合院和胡同 (在北京市区很常见) • 美食包括北京烤鸭, 炸酱面, 京酱肉丝, 驴打滚, 豌豆黄, 爱窝窝, 糖葫芦, 等 • 国家政府所在地 • 重要的教育和研究中心 • 北京大学和清华大学所在地 • 全球重要的金融和商业中心之一 • 曾主办2008年夏季奥运会 • 创新建筑例如中央电视台总部大楼而闻名 • 主要贸易和投资中心 • 吸引外国企业 • 外交和国际关系中心 • 接待外国使馆 • 促进和其他国家的交流 • 展示中国丰富的文化 建筑: 四合院 • 存在于中国各地 • 追溯到西周朝 (有三千多年的历史) • 北京大部分现存的四合院是明和清朝建的 • 为了解决拥挤问题, 许多四合院被拆除, 并被现代公寓大楼取代 • 四周有建筑包围的方庭院 • 设计以院子为中心 • 四周是住宅和其他功能性建筑 (客厅, 餐厅, 厨房等) • 院子中通常种植有花草树木 • 建筑物通常由砖木制成 • 雕刻精美的门窗反映了社会地位和财富 (尤其是大门) • 有些大门漆成红色, 有些带有门钉 • 大门装饰包含石狮子和黄铜门环 • 大门左侧 (倒座房) 是用人的宿舍因为风水比较差 (灯光最差的位子) • 垂花门里才住著主人一家 • 垂花门上的装饰通常反映了家族首领的地位 • 东厢房给儿子住(风水比较好), 西厢房给未婚女儿住 • 正房 (朝南, 风水最好) 是长辈的住所 • 耳房 (正房的两侧) 是儿童或用人的宿舍, 储藏室或厨房 • 后罩房是未婚女儿或女仆的房间 • 四合院正面朝西, 背面朝北 • 让凉爽的微风在夏天流过, 并在冬天保护免受冷风的影响 • 北京的文化象征 • 中国传统建筑的象征 • 展示旧生活方式 • 代表著中国古代家庭生活和社会结构的重要方面 • 反映中国传统文化中对家庭, 社区和社会关系的价值观 • 重要的旅游景点 艺术: 书法 • 汉字的书写艺术 • 汉字在慢长的演变发展过程中形成的独特的造型艺术 • 一门古老的艺术, 历史悠久 (能追溯到商朝) • 从甲骨文, 金文发展而来 • 演变成大篆, 小篆, 隶书 • 在东汉, 魏和晋朝形成了草书、楷书、行书等各种书写风格 • 发展在汉朝加速 • 最重要的书法家包括王羲之, 王献之, 欧阳询, 颜真卿, 苏东坡, 米芾等 • 基本原则包括 "气" (笔墨中的生命力量) 和 "写意" (通过笔触表现意义) • 工具和材料基本上是由笔, 墨, 纸和砚 (叫文房四宝) • 毛笔 • 中国特有的书写用具 • 传统毛笔通常由动物毛制成, 例如狼, 山羊或兔子 • 有各式各样的大小和形状 • 墨和砚 • 书写, 绘画所用的黑色颜料 • 由煤烟和胶制成, 在砚台用水磨成墨汁 • 宣纸 • 由米或桑树皮制成 • 质感和吸水性特别好 •正确书法姿势: 书法家必须坐直, 手腕和手臂的动作要控制好, 毛笔必须竖著拿 • 写字时必须按照笔画的顺序写, 才能写得漂亮 • 中国古代最重要的艺术形式 • 在中国的艺术, 文学和文化中发挥著重要作用 • 教育和精致的象征 • 早期的书法提供了关于中文语言和文化发展的重要线索 • 常常融入设计与建筑中 四大名著: 西游记 • 中国四大名著之一 • 作者吴承恩 (写于十六世纪明朝时期) • 共100章, 分为三个部分 • 是个唐代佛教僧人玄奘向印度取经的传奇冒险故事 • 孙悟空从花果山的石蛋中出现, 获得永生, 成为齐天大圣 • 孙悟空因为逆天, 就被关锁在山下 (几百年后被唐三藏救了出来) • 一位佛教和尚, 唐三藏, 被送去印度取经 • 孙悟空, 猪八戒, 沙悟净和白龙马陪著唐三藏 • 面对无数的考验, 包括与恶魔的战斗, 与神灵的遭遇, 以及自然的障碍 • 这些遭遇考验了他们的决心并帮助他们成长 • 一路上, 他们发现了友谊, 忠诚和救赎的重要性 • 故事主题包括宗教, 自以为是和人类救赎 • 对流行文化产生了深远影响 • 激发了无数的改编和诠释 • 例如龙珠的情节和人物, 尤其是悟空, 英雄联盟的孙悟空, 黑神话: 悟空, 堡垒 之夜的悟空服装, 网飞上的西方西游记等 • 被翻译成多种语言 • 启发了猴拳, 许多招式都被归因于孙悟空 传统故事: 年兽的传说 • 故事能追述到几千年前 • 传说里的 "年" 是一只凶猛的神秘怪物, 居住在山上或海里 • 故事有不同版本, 也有不同说法 • 据说它每 "年" 在农历新年前夕出现, 吞食家畜, 作物, 甚至村民, 尤其是孩子们 • 传说中, 村民每年都受到 "年" 的恐吓，直到有一天，一位老乞丐走进村子 • 尽管他的外型, 但乞丐声称知道如何打败 "年" • 他告诉村民, "年" 怕三件事情: 巨响, 明亮的光和红色 • 村民听从乞丐的建议, 在新年除夕夜用红色纸条装饰他们的房屋, 放鞭炮, 点燃 烟火, 还挂起红色的灯笼和写有吉祥话语的卷轴 • 当 "年" 来到时, 它被光, 喧闹声和红色吓跑了，再也不敢回来 • 从那天起, 村民们在过年时制造巨响声, 点燃烟火, 并用红色装饰来庆祝 • 这些传统已经传承了几代人, 仍然在世界各地的中国新年庆祝活动中以各种形 式进行 • 通常与中国新年的传统的起源有关系 • 例如穿红色, 贴春联, 挂红灯笼, 用放鞭炮, 大声喧哗等来抵御邪灵和厄运 • 让世界各地的人了解中国传统文化 • 故事象征正义战胜邪恶，光明战胜黑暗 • 家庭团圆的重要性 (在故事中, 过年时亲人随时可能被吃掉) 成语: 鹬蚌相争 • 从前, 在一个池塘里, 住著一只鹬鸟和一只蚌 • 鹬鸟喜欢在池塘边觅食, 而蚌则静静地躺在水底 • 有一天, 鹬鸟在池塘边觅食时, 发现了一只蚌 • 鹬鸟心想: "这只蚌一定很肥美, 我可以饱餐一顿了" • 于是, 鹬鸟就用嘴去啄蚌 • 蚌被啄了一下, 感到很痛, 就紧紧地闭上了壳 • 鹬鸟怎么啄也啄不开蚌壳, 只好站在那里和蚌僵持著 • 鹬鸟和蚌一争就是半天, 谁也不肯相让 • 就在这时, 一个渔翁路过池塘 • 渔翁看到鹬鸟和蚌在争斗, 就知道有机会了 • 于是, 渔翁悄悄地走近池塘, 然后用网子将鹬鸟和蚌一起捞了起来 • 鹬鸟和蚌被渔翁抓到后, 都后悔莫及 • 它们终于明白, 如果它们不互相争斗, 而是团结一致, 就不会落到如此下场 • 故事的寓意是双方争执不相让, 必会造成两败俱伤, 有时还会让第三者获得利 益 • 造句: 巴勒斯坦和以色列正在交战, 双方都遭受了重大损失这正是 "鹬蚌相争" 的典型例子 • 不适用 家庭观念/社会习俗: 孝顺 • 指的是对父母, 长辈和祖先的尊敬, 顺从和关怀的美德 • 虽然孝道的概念保持不变, 但随著社会文化背景的变化, 其表现和实践发生了 变化 • 孝道源于儒家, 道家和佛教, 其中儒家在塑造其原则和实践方面发挥了特别重 要的作用 • 孔子强调孝道的互惠性, 主张子女应尊敬和顺从父母, 以换取他们的爱, 关怀和 指导 • 传统习俗和信仰包括祭拜祖先和期望子女在老年时照顾父母 • 城市化、迁移和家庭结构的变化对传统孝道的表达提出了挑战 • 在当代中国, 孝道通常是透过为父母提供经济和情感支持来表达, 确保他们的 幸福和舒适 • 几个世纪以来一直深深植根于社会规范中 • 在历史上加强了家族结构和等级关系 • 根据孔子的说法，孝道是一个社会运作的基础 • 培养一种义务感与尊重 • 强化家庭关系 • 强调了经验和智慧的重要性 • 许多中国孩子没有学生负债的主要原因 (家庭资助) 社交媒体: 微信 • 在中国以微信, 海外以 WeChat 知名 • 由腾讯于 2011 年推出, 迅速成为中国主导的消息和社交媒体平台 • 全球拥有超过十亿月活跃用户 • 功能包括: • 文字和语音讯息, 群组聊天和多媒体分享 • 发送和接受资金, 支付帐单以及在线和线下购物 • 微信内的轻量级应用, 用于各种服务, 例如外卖, 交通和游戏, 无需单独应用 • 改变了人们的沟通, 购物, 支付和与服务互动的方式 • 通过数字红包等功能重新定义社交规范 • 在行动支付生态系统中扮演重要角色 • 表情符号, 俚语和沟通风格影响了现代国语和网路文化 • 激发了其他国家类似的超级应用, 尽管很少有应用能够达到微信的成功 教育系统: 高考 • 中国的一项标准考试 • 决定学生是否能被中国大学入取 • 源于中国古代的科举制度 • 基本结构相同, 但各省具体情况有所不同 • 科目通常包括中文, 数学, 外语 (通常是英文) 以及选修科目例如理科或文科 • 格式包括多项选择题, 简答题和写作题 • 学生通过参加补习班, 使用练习资料和参加模拟考试等方式来准备 • 学生在参加高考前或高考后都需要填写一张表格，列出他们想要进入的大学 • 激烈竞争和高度风险导致学生承受巨大的心理压力和压力, 导致心理健康不佳 • 每所大学都有一个最低录取分数线; 如果学生达到了要求, 他们就可以被录取 • 如果学生不符合任何学校的要求, 他完全失去了在即将到来的学年入读大学的 机会 (曾经造成一些学生自杀) • 由于高考没有年龄限制, 学生经常会重新进行整个最后一年的高考准备, 以便 再次参加考试 • 能拿来和中文谚语 "千军万马过独木桥" 来相比 • 选拔高等教育学生的主要方式 • 用作大学录取的主要标准, 高成绩帮助学生进入知名学校和优选专业 • 高考成绩在很大程度上影响著学生未来的教育和职业机会 • 影响教育实践、社会地位和成功文化态度 • 在一个人口大的国家, 中高考是筛选人才的最公平方式 • 对于来自农村地区的学生来说, 高考可以是他们进入大城市和拥有更好的未来 的机会 中医: 针灸 • 一种传统中医疗法, 通过在身体特定穴道插入细针来刺激能量流动, 帮助愈合 • 起源于中国的2500多年前, 是中医的基本组成部分 • 已有数十年的研究历史, 但早期研究主要集中在观察和案例研究上 • 基于恢复身体平衡和和谐的概念, 通过调节气流动来恢复健康 • 根据中医理论, 气的流动被阻断或干扰可能导造成病或疼痛 • 针灸治疗旨在解决身体能量系统中的不平衡, 以促进身体, 情感和心理健康 • 常用于缓解各种类型的疼痛, 包括背痛, 关节炎和头痛 • 也能帮助减轻压力, 焦虑和紧张, 促进放松和平衡身体能量 • 还能改善消化和支持生育和生殖健康 • 对于健康有益, 尤其是比较乡下的地区 (帮助平衡气) • 比西医更自然, 更方便 运动/艺术: 太极拳 • 也被简称为 "太极" • 一种源于中国的身心练习 • 根源可追溯到古代中国, 发展自武术练习 • 由十二世纪的道士张三丰创立的 • 随著时间的推移, 它受到各种武术风格, 道家哲学和中医的影响 • 甚于阴阳原则, 代表著对立面的平衡 • 气的概念指的是身体内流动的生命力能量 • 强调与自然的和谐, 内在流量的培养及心, 身, 灵的统一 • 四个不同风格 • 杨式: 以缓慢的流畅的动作为特色, 被广泛于健康益处 • 陈式: 以爆发性的动作和武术应用而闻名 • 吴式: 强调小又紧凑的动作, 适合各个年龄段的人 • 孙式: 对治疗关节炎特别有益 • 虽然在强调和形式上有所不同, 但所有太极风格都共享共同的原则和动作 • 对身体健康有益处 • 研究显示, 它可改善人, 尤其是老年人, 的平衡并减少跌倒 • 可以增加灵活性, 肌肉力量, 心血管健康 • 可降低血压 • 能缓解关节炎, 悲痛等慢性病的症状 • 有益于心理和情感 • 有助于放松并减少压力 • 促进正念并提高自我意识 • 研究表明, 太极拳能提高认知功能 • 老的小的都能跟著做 历史人物: 王羲之 • 中国最伟大的书法家 • 于公元 303 年出生于山东, 成长于一个特别热爱文化和艺术的家庭 • 在父亲, 一位政府官员, 和母亲, 一位书法家, 的影响下, 王羲之早早对文化表达 产生了浓厚的兴趣 • 正规教育使他接触了中国文学经典, 为他后来在书法上的追求奠定了基础 • 书法之旅开始于在导师的指导下学习古老的字体, 包括篆书和隶书 • 通过细致的练习, 尝试各种不同的笔墨技法和风格, 发展出了自己的独特艺术 风格 • 最著名的作品之一是 "兰亭序," 以抒情的美感和高超的技巧上而闻名 • 其他有名的作品包括 "临帖文," "致欢" 和 "致怀素" 等 • 在规范中国书法方面发挥了重要作用 • 将 "兰亭序" 作为卓越的典范加以规范 • 王羲之的书法论文提供了对书法艺术宝贵的见解, 极大影响了后代的书法家 • 对中国文化的深远影响至今仍然存在, 他的遗产被保存在世界各地的博物馆, 画廊和教育机构中 虚构人物: 花木兰 • 中国文化中的传奇人物, 以她的勇敢和无私而闻名 • 木兰的传说被认为起源于北魏时期, 大概西元 386-534 年 • 最早的故事文字版本是 "木兰辞," 可追溯到 6 世纪 • 木兰假扮男子, 代替父亲入伍, 展现出非凡的勇气和战斗技能, 保卫中国 • 她的故事已经流传了几个世纪, 随著时间的推移而演变, 但保持著勇气和荣誉 的核心主题 • 木兰代表著中国社会中的孝顺, 忠诚和牺牲的理想 • 反映了中国儒家价值观念, 如对家庭和国家的忠诚 • 在中国文学和艺术中作为女性英雄和坚韧不拔的象征 • 木兰的故事激励人们克服障碍, 追求梦想 • 挑战社会规范和期望的个人的榜样 • 迪斯尼的木兰的改编, 她成为了很多小女孩的榜样 现代名人: 李小龙 • 被广泛视为二十世纪最具影响力的武术家和文化偶像之一 • 1940年出生于旧金山, 但在香港长大的 • 13岁时开始在叶问的指导下学习咏春拳 • 18岁时搬到美国深造 • 在华盛顿大学攻读哲学, 同时继续接受武术训练 • 掌握了咏春拳后, 发现其传统方法有所限制, 就开始探索其他武术风格, 包括拳 击, 剑术和柔道, 以发展自己的系统 • 创立了截拳道作为一种动态而灵活的武术哲学 • 截拳道强调在战斗中的效率, 直接性和简洁性, 主张不断适应和自我表达 • 李小龙以在1966至1967的电影剧 "青蜂侠" 中演的角色而获得认可 • 他在好莱坞遭遇种族歧视和刻板印象, 因此返回香港寻求电影机会 • 克服障碍, 成为香港电影界的领军人物, 并拍摄了 "唐山大兄" 和 "精武门" 等标 志性电影 • 1964年结婚, 育有两个孩子 • 尽管他出名, 但李小龙一直专注于家庭和亲密朋友之间, 平衡了公共生活和私 人生活 • 于1973年在32岁时去世 • 通过电影, 书籍, 纪录片和致力于他遗产的武术学校, 继续受到庆祝 • 在好莱坞打破种族障碍, 为亚洲人在西方媒体中的代表性开了道路, 成为一种 赋权和自豪的象征 • 截拳道为现代混合武术 (MMA) 奠定了基础, 并影响了无数武术家 • 以其打斗动作和战斗现实主义改变了动作电影 • 激励了新一代的动作明星和电影制片人, 对这个类型留下了不可磨灭的印记 四大发明: 纸 • 中国古代的四大发明之一 • 其他三大发明指南针, 火药和印刷术 • 以一种由木纤维, 布料或其他来源的浆料制成的薄材料 • 用于书写, 印刷, 绘画, 包装等 • 在纸的发明之前, 各个文明使用各种材料, 例如埃及的纸草和欧洲和中东的羊 皮纸, 用于书写 • 中国官员蔡伦被认为是纸的发明者, 在公元105年的东汉朝发明了造纸术 • 纸的创作技术逐渐从中国传播到伊斯兰世界, 后来通过贸易和文化交流传入欧 洲 • 蔡伦的发明涉及复杂的浆化, 冲洗和干燥过程, 以制造薄而耐用的纸 • 伊斯兰学者进一步完善了纸张制作技巧, 增加了生产效率, 例如引入了亚麻和 棉花纤维等新材料, 并开发了用于浆料生产的水力机器 • 工业革命进一步革新了纸张制作, 19世纪的Fourdrinier 机器使纸张的大规模 生产成为可能 • 现代纸张制作涉及先进的技巧, 包括浆料处理, 纤维回收和环保可持续性 • 人们愈来愈关注纸张生产对环境的影响, 因此发展了回收和负责任的森林管理 等可持续实践 • 数字革命导致了传统纸张的使用下降, 人们对在数字世界中纸张的未来角色和 重要性提出了问题 • 在人类文明的发展中发挥了关键作用, 促进了沟通, 纪录保存和知识传播 • 纸的发明通过促进全民识字, 官方文件保存和文学艺术的传播, 彻底改变了中 国社会 • 极大地改善了沟通, 使书面信息更加易于获取和携带, 促进了思想和知识的交 流 • 纸的普及促进了认字率的提高和知识的民主化, 促进了教育和知识的发展 • 纸在文化遗产的保存和传播方面发挥了重要作用, 包括宗教文本, 文学作品和 艺术作品 • 是沟通, 创造力和表达的重要媒介

I loved you just by all my issues, but you just moved on so quickly like you never loved to me like you never cared about me

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you please come back i will do anything for you i will worship you i will treat you like a fucking god come back my love please please please come back i beg you i will never find anyone like you i will never see anyone the same way as you i'd do anything please come back please please please you're my first thought in the morning and the last thought as i go to bed you're everything to me and it hurts it hurts nothing feels good without you i want you so bad anything for you

Goodbye… I know I had promised to never contact you again, trust me, I tried my best but my heart couldn’t leave without saying goodbye As I’m writing this, my eyes are full of tears, I’m still hurt and full of pain. The decision I took of cutting you off my life wasn’t because i didn’t love you anymore, but it’s because I loved you so much that I wanted you to be happy. I knew that I wasn’t where your happiness lied, so I wanted to give you a chance to do whatever it is that you wanted, without me interrupting all the time. I also needed to choose myself because I finally realised that you were you were never gonna choose me and that’s okay because people are allowed to love whoever they want to love. I know you never apologised but I want you to know that forgive you for all the pain that you’ve caused me, I feel like I have to let everything go before I go.. I didn’t want to carry this onto my new chapter, By the time you read this, I will probably be on a flight going back home or I have probably arrived, I just wanted to make sure that I send this before I leave the grounds of the city because I knew I wouldn’t have the heart to see you again, it would’ve probably hurt me more. Anyways, it’s alright, I guess the last thing I want to say is that I always wonder what happened, maybe one day you will explain it to me, and maybe on that day I’ll fully understand… until then I hope you live your best life and really do all the things you said you would.. As for me? I’ll be in my hometown pursuing my dreams, if you ever find yourself that side one day, give me a call… But for now, goodbye Lots of love, MM

Amy, we liked each other for awhile and especially right after we met online through a roleplay. I want you to know that I miss you and love you a lot, I’m so sorry I messed our friendship up :( rest in peace Amy.. I love you ❤️

Mọi thứ cứ ngày ngày trôi qua như thể có 1 lực hút vô hình kéo mình lại với mọi sự trên đời, như thể mình là mặt trăng nhỏ bé xíu đang vừa gồng mình chống lại lực hút to lớn của trái đất vừa phải quay mòng mòng mòng không ngừng nghỉ ấy, xin chào và tôi là Julieta - nơi tôi sẽ viết và lắng nghe những nỗi lòng cũng để giãy bày suy nghĩ của chính tôi và bạn. Bạn có cảm thấy không? Tôi luôn mông lung luôn sợ hãi về tương lai, tôi cứ nghĩ tôi là 1 người hướng ngoại tôi rất hay cười nhưng mọi người, cả bố cả mẹ bạn bè thân thích cũng không biết tới mặt tối của tôi, lúc tôi phỏng vấn thử với thầy cô giáo, tôi thấy mình tra lời khá mượt mà về mặt phát âm và ngữ pháp tiếng Anh, có lẽ tôi giỏi nhất ở việc phân tích ảnh vì tôi rất thích viết văn tự sự và miêu tả lại rất thích vẽ đối với tôi mọi thứ diễn ra suôn sẻ cho tới lúc cô nước ngoài của tôi cô tên i cô nhăn mặt và cất giọng tiếng anh vừa phức tạp lại vừa cảm thán “Cô không biết nói sao nhưng mọi thứ ở bài phỏng vấn đều chỉ ra em rất tiêu cực.” Đúng, tôi rất tiêu cực nhìn tôi thế thôi nhưng tôi vô cùng sợ giao tiếp với người lạ, nếu có giao du chắc chỉ muốn đến 1 mình hoặc kéo nhiều nhất là 2 người bạn phải cực kì thân đi chơi cùng cho đỡ cô đơn, tôi không thích tụ tập. Tôi trưởng thành trong 1 căn nhà mà bố mẹ tôi là những người già dặn tôi cũng học hỏi họ không ít nên còn trẻ tôi đã biết suy nghĩ thấu hiểu phải nói thì chắc hơi ngạo mạn là biết nhiều những điều mà bạn đồng trang lứa không thấu khi bằng tuổi tôi. Việc này làm tôi luôn trầm lặng thu mình ít giao tiếp nhưng khi đã thân quen thì việc cởi mở với tôi không quá khó khăn đâu nhé. Vào việc chính, tôi luôn lo ngại về tương lại có câu nói này tôi thấy dù nhảm nhí nhưng ở một phần nào đó khá đúng “Nếu cuộc đời không rực rỡ thì sao? Thì thôi vậy.” tôi lo về tương lai, sắp tới tôi lại chuyển trường bố mẹ tôi rất kì vọng vào tôi, cho tôi những gì tốt đẹp nhất, tôi biết ơn họ nhưng không thể ngừng lo sợ về việc nếu tôi không đỗ vào trường ấy thì sao? Trường đó không hề là hạng xoàng đâu nó khó lắm, tôi muốn chơi lại rất muốn vẽ nhưng càng không muốn thấy sự thất vọng và sự buồn bã trong mắt họ, có thể đó là tình yêu thương nhưng đối với tôi sự “kì vọng” ấy nặng nề biết bao ước gì tôi có thể buông tất cả gieo mình vào biển xanh, làm 1 con cá, 1 con chim để ngắm nhìn mọi thứ mà không bị ràng buộc không cần giao tiếp nhỉ? Tôi sợ lắm tôi rất sợ, tôi cảm thấy mình vô dụng cảm thấy lo sợ về tương lại sợ bị khinh bỉ càng sợ sự thất vọng, họ cho đi quá nhiều khiến tôi áp lwujc và lo sợ biết bao… Tôi nghĩ mình cần phải cố gắng nhưng…nó mông lung lắm như thể lạc giữa biển ấy càng đi sẽ càng xa bờ…tới mức tôi chẳng còn biết làm gì cả… tôi không biết cách đáp ứng kỳ vọng của họ, vì mỗi lần tôi đạt 1 cột mốc họ sẽ chép miệng và bảo nếu có lần sau hãy cố thêm nhưu hôm tôi được 4,5 trên 5 vì mắc 1 lỗi sai nhỏ mẹ tôi hỏi “Sao điểm thấp thế on như vậy vẫn chưa đủ hay sao? Nhà mình không còn tiền cho m học thêm đâu” nhiều lúc họ muốn tôi cái này muốn tôi cái kia…tôi chỉ biết..im lặng..tôi đâu biết làm gì? Muốn phản kháng ư? tôi lại sợ họ thất vọng tôi chưa từng dám nói ra suy nghĩ thật lòng của mình… Tôi chuyển cấp, điểm thấp vì bỡ ngỡ trình độ mới và kiến thức quá nhiều, nhà trường không hề cho tôi đề cương, sự vồ vập ấy tôi choáng ngợp thành tích lung lay, không mình bố mẹ tôi đâu tôi cũng vậy… tôi lúc đó lại im lặng..nhốt mình lại…rồi lại lo sợ tương lai. Dường như tôi không muốn sống nữa càng lớn tôi càng sợ mình phải sống phải trưởng thành ấy..

May 2026 Looking back at May 2024, how much have changed. You used to be the light, energy everywhere you went, you used to be the energy, such a confident, brave girl, you had so many friends no matter what they did to you, you were unstoppable, the kind of aura you carried was unbelievable. Look at you now, no one around, alone and lonely, always looking for reassurance, insecure, gets hurt easily, low grades. THIS IS NOT YOU! Idk what happened, why... He came when I was that version of myself, he changed me into this, and now even he doesn't care, idk... He have time for everyone else's plans, but not mine? idk how to exactly describe this feeling but i feel unseen. useless, like i lost my friends for you? to be with you, and in your eyes im no one? you weren't like this two years ago, you were a boy obsessed with me... thats the whole reason why i fell for you, i saw someone trying for me for the first time. Idk i messed up somewhere. Am i that unworthy of being loved? what did i do? what happened to me? why am i being the annoying one now? idk.. Hope happiness finds me soon, may i meet a person who values every inch of me, may i be overloaded with love, then i'll not feel like a burden to anyone. May 2027 will be better hopefully...

I never told you how I really felt about you. I knew you would never understand with you growing up in a country it was banished. You spoke of it often enough for me to know I could never tell you how I really felt. I craved you so much. Every forbidden touch lingered in my skin. So soft and delicate. Those small moments, meaningless to you or so it seemed? Was that you too? Or was it just in my mind? Your smell wrapped around my whole body. Every time we locked eyes and I couldn’t pull away. So beautiful and brown. Could you feel the chemistry? Could you feel the pull? Did your heart skip beats like mine? Surely it couldn’t have been one sided? What were you doing to me? I’m not that way inclined. I’m married. But you, omg I would do anything for you. I would be that way for you. Only you. Your voice so calming to my ears it made me tired. You made me weak. You brought down all my walls. I hated when you spoke about other people you were talking to. I couldn’t handle it. The thought of someone taking you from me killed me. Knowing they could have you and I couldn’t made my heart ache so much. You are so beautiful, perfect, flawless. But I could never have you because it’s forbidden. But I would give everything for you. You must of known. You can’t of done everything you did to me and say all you did to me and have no feelings. No second thoughts about it. Everyone could see it they tell me. I tell them they got it all wrong we are just friends. Well not anymore. Not since you left me with no explanation. With a pain I can never heal. Tears that could fill an ocean. A heart forever shattered. A promise forever broken. A hope that never comes.

I realized that i will always love you no matter what you do because i didn't fall in love with what you could give me, i fell in love with your soul so your mistakes mean nothing compared to the depth of who you are.

My Dearest Lyra, my wondrous muse in sky, Can I be honest with you for a bit? I've been keeping this to myself for quite some time now. Dili man ni something super serious or dramatic, but it's something real something I've been quietly feeling every time we talk, every time I see you smile, and every time I remember small things about you. At first, I really thought it was just a simple but big love for you and ringo, kanang uy mobalik kapa ron. Pero as time passed, I realized nga it's more than that. Every time mag-chat ta, it feels light. Every time nga makatawa ka, I find myself smiling too even if wala ka sa akong atubangan. I started to look forward to your messages, to your replies, even to the most random things you say. Wala man ko nag-expect nga mo-like ka ug mo-gugma ka utro balik. Honestly, I'm fine if you don't. What matters to me is that I finally said it. Because for the longest time, I tried to act normal to pretend nga okay ra, nga wala koy gibati. Pero tinuod, naa gyud. Kanang feeling nga gusto lang nimo siya mahibaw-an, bisan dili mo mag-end up together. There were days nga l told myself to stop. Nga ayaw na, kay basin ma-fall ra ko ug ako ra'y masakitan. Pero every time nga muabot ka, every time nga makita nako imong name pop up sa screen, murag makalimot ko sa tanan reason nga gusto ko maglayo. You make things feel calm and happy at the same time. And maybe that's why I decided to write this. Not to make things awkward, not to force anything but just to be honest. Because you deserve to know. You deserve to know that someone out here genuinely admires you, pray and loves you from far. the way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you make others feel comfortable. You're one of those rare people nga bisan gamay lang imong effort, dako kaayo og effect. You have this simple charm that makes people want to stay. And I guess that's what happened to me, l stayed, quietly, admiring you from a distance, but always hoping you're doing fine and happy. I'm not expecting a reply, nor am l asking for anything. l just want to finally breathe. To let these words out nga dugay na kaayo nakatago sa akong heart. Kay bisan unsaon, lisod magpaka-okay kung naa kay gi-feel nga dili nimo masulti. So yeah, I love you and maybe I miss you so much didiw ko, you're more than I planned to. But it's okay. What's important is, you made me feel something real and for that, I'll always be grateful. DIDIWON KO KAM SOBRA. 🍎⭐🐙 unsaon ko man ug ruyag ko molingi ka diri sakon again, i planned this long time ago na ngano man motabo saton. ikaw gud ra karuyagon pakaslan. Love, Didiw asta🐙

Trish, I write to you with no expectation of forgiveness, nor any hope that these words will alter your opinion of me. I am aware that I have already lost that privilege. Yet I cannot remain silent. You accused me of arrogance—and you were not wrong. I have long mistaken restraint for dignity, and pride for strength. In doing so, I failed not only you, but myself. What I feel for you remains unchanged, though I now understand how poorly I expressed it. I spoke of love as though it were something to defend, rather than something to offer. I will not trouble you further after this. But I needed, at least once, to be known honestly— not as I appeared to you, but as I am when I no longer hide behind myself. Yours, though undeserving, K.

Knowing you might like my best friend is kinda gut wrenching, I mean, I’ve loved you since I first saw you, but if it’s not meant to be then who am I to stop it all? I will miss thinking about how we would’ve spent out future together, side by side, but if this is what’s going to happen then I wish you the best, truly. Just know you were the sweetest boy I’ve met :’)

Dear J, Today would have been our first-year anniversary. Instead, I’m sitting here carrying everything you left behind. You left me. You abandoned me—and you abandoned our unborn child. After you found out I was pregnant, something in you changed. I saw it. I felt it. You became distant, cold, and someone I no longer recognized. And I was left trying to understand how the person who once promised me everything could become someone who walked away like we meant nothing. I know you are confused about your sexuality. I saw things I can’t unsee—the way you held your male best friend’s hand, the way you were happiest when you were with him, the way you would hug him or lie beside him like I didn’t exist in those moments. I saw how you missed him even when you were sitting across from me. I was there, watching all of it, pretending it didn’t hurt me. But if you were confused, you should have said it. If you were not ready, you should have been honest. If you were still figuring yourself out, I should not have been the one paying the price for it. Instead, you promised me a future. And I believed you. Because of that belief, I lost everything. I lost my baby—my Margaux Skye. My first child. The one I already loved before I even got the chance to hold her. She was supposed to be my strength, my reason to keep going, my light when things got hard. But I had to lose her while also losing you at the same time. And the truth is… I am still not okay. I struggle every single day. Some mornings I wake up and for a few seconds I forget everything, and then it all comes back again. The silence. The loss. The questions. The empty space where everything used to be. There are days I function, but I am not really living—I am just surviving what you left behind. You may have moved on in your own way, but I am still here carrying the consequences of your choices, your silence, and your absence. And I need you to understand this: Please don’t use other people to hide who you are. Because in doing that, you don’t just hurt yourself—you break the people who trusted you with their whole heart. I am trying, every day, to rebuild myself from something I did not even get to choose to lose. — Me

i’m sorry i really just need to get this off my chest. i know you’ll probably never see this, but i have to send it nonetheless. i think it all comes down to the fact that i was scared. it wasn’t that i never loved you, i did. i know i did. but i was just scared. i wish that we would’ve said what we said later on. i wish that when we confessed, it would’ve been not then but now. now i’m much more mature, much more comfortable with what i can call myself and what i can be. but even knowing that, i know it would’ve been futile regardless. i was the one who started crushing on you first. you were the first girl i’d ever had a crush on, and it confused me. but you were always so open about yourself that it made me feel a little better, like i wasn’t doing anything wrong because you were doing it too. melody i know that you would’ve given me everything, and the fact is, you have. you’ve given me all of yourself the way that i never could for you. i was scared. i’m still scared now. i can entertain myself with guys as much as i want, but it’s always been you. i can see myself dating you and being happy. it’s such a clear vision in my mind. no boy would’ve remembered the things you remembered about me. no boy would’ve given me the gifts full of time, thought, and effort the way you did. i would’ve been so happy with you. you would’ve made me so happy and i know it. beyond a shadow of a doubt, i know you would’ve made me the happiest girl alive. i imagine myself dating you, getting to kiss you and hug you and go out on dates. but i’m afraid. i was and i still am. i’m just a little more comfortable with myself. but i know that i will never be truly comfortable with myself. because while i can very clearly see myself dating you and doing all these things with you, i can’t imagine the future. it’s so weird to me. i can imagine myself dating any girl and being happy while i have trouble imagining myself having a boyfriend. but when i think on the future, i can hardly see myself marrying and having a family with anyone at all, but when i do, it’s with a man. i don’t know what i’m afraid of, but i’m so, so afraid. everything i did to you was so unfair. i was our downfall. i was the cause of our death. it was all me. you weren’t just an experience, you were everything. you are everything. no one makes me laugh the way you do, no one does the things you do for me, no one is like you. i could talk to you, watch movies with you, share secrets, talk about my feelings, my fears, all with you. it’s nearly impossible for me to be able to have that with anyone else. there was never anybody else. you were always my person, my second half, my twin flame, my soul. i reminisce about you, about us, and think about how lucky i was to have met you. i never said it, but it hurt me too. losing you hurt like nothing had ever hurt before. i know that i never really lost you, but god did it feel like i did. it felt like a part of me was gone forever. my best friend, my girl. and i’m sorry, i’m so sorry because j know it’s my fault. every time you say it’s not i stay quiet because i know it’s not true. had i not led you on the way i did, maybe right now we’d still be calling every day from the moment we woke up or got home from school to the moment i had to leave first. we’d be watching movies together, we’d be talking, laughing, sitting in comfortable silences, still saying i love you. every day since things ended i’ve felt this regret, and it keeps getting stronger. if hurt to leave you but i couldn’t stay. no matter how much i wanted to, i couldn’t. i will never be fully comfortable with who i am. i know i love you, i know that i really do. j know that in the deepest part of heart, i love you and i will always love you. but we can’t be anything. sometimes i wish i could be selfish and date you. i wish i could feel your kisses and hear your voices telling me all the sweet nothings you used to say. i miss you every day. every day without fail i miss you more than the last. i think about you late at night, i think about you when i hear songs, i think about you when there’s nothing to keep me distracted, i think about you while i watch the water boil. i fantasize about you innocently. getting to kiss you, hug you, have you hold me, have us go on dates, smile at each other, sleep in each others arms. i think about that. i get jealous over you, i cry over you, i get nostalgic over you. all to this day. but as much as i wanted to be selfish, i wont. i can’t. all i’ll do is hurt you even more. i’m so afraid and i don’t know what for. my parents would be supportive, i’d have you, i wouldn’t care about anyone else. but i’m still so afraid. i can’t see myself getting married with anyone but a blurry face of a man. i know that on the day j get married, i’ll think of you. when i get a home, i’ll think of you. when i get that pet cat, i’ll think of you. i could be with anyone and somehow, my thoughts will always lead back to you. i miss you as my best friend and my lover. i try not to show it, i try to keep it hidden, but i still check your accounts sometimes, stare at you when your videos come on my feed, look at every single thing you’ve ever given me, still look for our initials, our months, our signs, all of it. i don’t ever want you to go thinking that after everything that happened, that after everything we said, did, and went through, that i’m fine. that this doesn’t matter to me. because it does. it matters to me more than anything. i love you. i love you, i love you, i love you. you would’ve made me so happy. but i refuse to hurt you more than i already have by selfishly asking you for a chance knowing that it will lead no where. maybe if we date, maybe i’ll get over my fears. but what if i don’t? i’ll leave you heartbroken again. i’ve already lost you once, i don’t think i could live with myself if i lost you again. it was never your fault. it was never about what you were or who you were. it was me, solely me. it was my fault because i will never be able to be who i really am. like i said, i’m much more comfortable now than back then, but my fears are still there. and i’m sorry. i’m sorry we never had what we talked about. i’m sorry i couldn’t give you what we dreamed of. i’m sorry that i have to be so unaccepting of myself. if i wasn’t, we’d years into a relationship. i miss you. i love you. i sound like a broken record but it’s true. you may not have known it, but my world revolved around you too. and it still does. i search for you in everyone. i can’t find you again. and it breaks my heart that we can’t be together the way we both want to be. you would never have to be a boy for me to love you. i love you as you are now, a girl just like me. but things might’ve been easier that way, wouldn’t they? nonetheless, i’d never change a single thing about you. i fell in love with the incredible girl that you are and it will always stay that way. i hope that there’s someone out there who isn’t afraid of what they are and that they can give you what my subconscious has only hoped to. time will pass, but my feelings will never change. even if we don’t talk anymore, even if we’re not as close as we were before, even if i’m not your best friend anymore, i’ll always be here. you’ll always be my best friend no matter what. quite literally the girl of my dreams. i hate that this is the way things have to be. you loved so openly and all i could ever do was keep you at an arms length. you are both my biggest blessing and my biggest regret. my biggest blessing because without you, i don’t know who i would’ve been. you will always be my everything no matter how much time passes. but you are also my biggest regret, because i fell for something that i couldn’t have and i hurt you. i know i hurt you. i hurt you so much. i’m sorry. i know that you’d forgive me, i know that i am forgiven, but take my sorries anyway because you deserve them. i didn’t realize the good i had until i had to let you go. i always appreciated you and everything you did. i’m sorry that i’m this way. there are so many parallels between us and my heart aches. it aches knowing that i truly do love you, and that all my feelings are real and i felt you, i did, but i could never act on it because of my cowardice. i feel like it will never be over. i’ll never stop feeling this way and regretting why i could never be braver. i wish i could say “i do”. i want to reach out, but the thought of that scares me motionless. i want to ask you to never leave me, but that’s disgustingly selfish of me. maybe in a different world, in a different life, we could be together without the weight of anything holding us back. a life where i could be free and love you the way i want to and the way you deserve. i know this isn’t the most comforting closure i could’ve given you, and i know it’ll hurt, but it has to be said, and if i never do, how could i ever expect you to know? sweet girl, i love you. i just can’t keep living like this, with this guilt. tragic, isn’t it? the mystery of love. —K.