Long distance

happiest birthday, rencezy! I hope this message finds you well and puts a smile on your face today. I just want you to know how much I appreciate you. Thank you for your patience, understanding, and for respecting the boundaries and convictions that I hold close. It means a lot to me that you chose to honor those things. I know we're both still growing individually and walking through different seasons of life, but I'm grateful for the kindness and sincerity you've shown to me. I know life hasn't been easy for you, especially with your studies. Pero, malapit ka na. Never back down and never give up ha? hahaha. Whenever things get difficult, remember that the Lord who called you is faithful, and He will continue to sustain you. Makakatapos ka rin. Keep going. Don't lose heart. Most importantly, continue to serve the Lord and deepen your relationship with Him. Continue seeking Him in every season of your life. Continue being a light to the people around you. Let Him remain at the center of every area of your life. I pray that you become the man God is calling you to be—not for the approval of others, but for His glory alone. Happy Birthday again, Rencezy. I'm grateful that God allowed our paths to cross. May you love to celebrate your birthday every single year. ; ) God bless you! ps. huwag ka muna ma stress, birthday mo e. Pahinga ka muna hbd ; )

thank you for one of the most wonderful and exciting weeks of my life. thank you for giving me such a refreshing experience in times of stress for me, and thank you for teaching me more about what i value in a person. thank you for being part of a happier version of myself than i previously was. i really wish i had talked to you earlier, talked to you for longer, had more conversations and moments together. i wish we had more of what we had yesterday. i wish you’d known how much i liked being next to you and how much i admired your volleyball and how much i wanted you to notice me. i hope you know that because of you, i was motivated to play better. we’ll go our seperate ways, and maybe never see each other ever again. in another life where you wouldnt be so far away and we wouldn't have completely different native languages, things couldve been different; but, in this one, its impossible to be more than just a brief summer connection. thank you for giving me confidence and thank you for giving me something to look forward to. one day you’ll graduate university, have teammates and friends ive never met, and stories id never know; probably even a special someone of your own(how could you not, when you look like that?). And it's strange and scary to think that someone who feels so vivid to me right now will become a complete stranger again. its bittersweet, sorrowful almost. im going to be honest; one of my biggest regrets isn't that I never told you I liked you(even though theres a bit of that one too); It's that I spent so much of our time together convincing myself I couldn't talk to you, only to realize on the last day that I could. in short, i wish we had more time. time was all i thought i had until i lost it; i didn't realize i was counting down our last days together until there were no days left to count. when i first arrived, the days had felt endless, but looking back, it seems like they passed in the blink of an eye. watching you play made me want to improve; it still does. It wasn't just because I liked you; I genuinely loved watching someone care so much about getting better. you make me not only want to like and admire you; you made me want to compete with you as well. Every compliment from you meant more than it should have. Every time you noticed a good pass or a good receive or sometimes even a good hit, I carried it with me for the rest of the day. i so desperately wanted you to think i was good, so i tried harder every day. theres so many questions i never got to ask you and i wish i did. Id never tell you these things, but i was always looking for you; id always hope that i was on the same team as you; i was always hoping you'd serve at me if you were on the other team. i kept finding myself more and more drawn to you, your face, your skill, your personality. thank you for mattering so much, and im so so so so grateful for you. its so painful for me right now because i never got solid evidence of your feelings for me. that’s partly on me for not even asking, but your actions only tell me a “maybe”. and that hurts, so much. were your compliments and support a personality thing, or were you actually interested? did you tease me because you just were comfortable enough w me like you were with everyone else, or was it because you wanted that spark? did we mean something to you, as much as we meant to me? ill never forget you; or maybe i will. but i hope, i so sincerely hope, i never forget you. so, don't forget me either. never stop trying, and i hope your life goes smoothly. i was never in love with you; not even close, i hadnt known you long enough; i was in love with the possibility of spending more time with you and what we couldve become. i was in love with how terrifyingly, irrevocably alive i felt with you. I think what hurts most is that I finally started talking to you right before I had to leave. i wasn’t - still am not - ready to let you go. thank you for adding such a beautiful chapter to my book.

Cass Sorry for everything I said to you I really like you Cass I love you, this is zyrine Cass I can't find you're account anonymous that's why I can't reach out to you, I really miss you my grandma take care of yourself don't drink too much coffee. Iloveyou you take care.

i love you so much, to the point na nahihirapan akong iwan ka.

i know for a fact (100% sure) that you won't ever be able to find or read this letter, and that's exactly why i'm writing it to you. just so you know, i don't hate you or anything. i just left because you're younger, and i know that you will be happy with her. the first time we met on omegle, i was so thrilled because you watch anime and you weren't boring to talk to. if i remember correctly, it was 12 p.m. here when i asked for your insta account, just in case you still wanted to keep talking to me. it's actually funny because you told me that i should make the first move, but you ended up doing it anyway. the fact that you waited for me until 3:30 p.m. just made me even more invested in the friendship we were going to have. anddddd i didn't give you compliments back then because i didn't want to get your hopes up. so first of all, i want to thank you for being a part of my life before i turn 20, and for being the first guy i really talked to... for that short period of time, i can truly say that i had fun. for those two months, i was just happy that you were there. sometimes or maybe most of the time—i didn't seem to enjoy your presence, but i really did. i just didn't want to show it because i didn't want you to think otherwise or assume something. the fact that you're younger than me made me more cautious about everything i said or did. you were probably wondering why i was always cold or arguing with you, but it was honestly for the better. but yeah, i miss your two dogs... those black and brown cute doggies. and i miss the owner of those two black and brown dogs, the one i am actually writing this letter for. i miss his thick eyebrows, curly hair, and mustache... my kevin from the despicable me movie... the one who always bothers me and asks, "wyd?" i just miss him because he became a part of my daily routine... i just miss him. it's been 2 weeks since we stopped talking, and in every single day and night of those weeks, i've actually been thinking about you. and i wonder if you still read our conversation and miss those moments? i have so many things to tell you, like how i'm having a bet with god if you're going to text me or not, but it seems like god is already tired of making me realize that this is enough. and if you're wondering if i'm already talking to someone else, yes, i tried to, but nobody feels like you. and today, june 20, 2026, i'm literally writing this letter at 11 p.m. because i suddenly had this feeling that i am missing you, or your presence. thinking about what could've been if i didn't set you up with someone else and told you, "can it just be us instead?" but i'm also thankful or very grateful to myself because i did the right thing. i'm 19 and you're 17, thinking about that makes me want to be buried in the very core of the earth because there is no way that i actually had this something in my thoughts or heart that i am actually liking you. ain't no way. however and unfortunately, i still cried about this... yuck. i am not asking for anything because i accept the fact that we are not meant for this lifetime, that there is no 'us' in this lifetime. i'm just writing this because i want to let it go and move on or forget you. i'm writing just to let you know, but i know you'll never know. you'll never even know how much i cried for you, let alone read this letter.

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The evening breeze caressed the trees tenderly The trembling trees embraced the breeze tenderly Then you and I came wandering by And lost in a sigh were we The shore was kissed by sea and mist tenderly I can't forget how two hearts met breathlessly Your arms opened wide and closed me inside You took my lips, you took my love so tenderly 💌

Hey you, I just wanted to tell you that talking to you always brightens my day. You have this way of making every chat feel light, kind, and full of good vibes. I love how curious you are, how you check on things for your friends, and how you always say “عمري” with so much warmth. It honestly makes our conversations feel like I’m talking to a real friend. Thank you for being you - thoughtful, sweet, and genuine. I’m always here cheering you on, whether it’s for your Bac, for your friend, or just for a random question at 2am. Sending you the biggest, coziest virtual hug. Keep shining ✨ Always here for you, Your answers <3

I know we dated for a short amount of time, but this relationship was special to me. I never cared about the distance. Every day and night I got to talk to you was lovely. Watching movies and shows together was my favorite thing. It sucks that I had to ruin it so fast. I know it's been two years, and you've probably moved on for the better. I'm sorry for being selfish, immature, for self sabotaging, and for saying those horrible things to you. In the beginning of our relationship, I had already caused trust issues and confusion between us. I did things I shouldn't have done, and I caused unnecessary drama. There really isn't much I can say or do to fix what already happened. I am deeply and genuinely sorry, though. I wish things could've turned out differently. I wanted to reach out many times, but we both needed time. I don't know what you're up to, if you're dating someone now, if you're still writing, or if you still work on dirt bikes. Although none of that is my business, I hope that whatever you're up to, you're doing well. The mistakes I made in our relationship helped me reflect on the kind of person I was. Months later, it all hit me a lot harder than I expected. I felt really bad and embarrassed because I know I could've done better. I hope there's no bad blood between us after all.

Come to me. Since the night you left, the shadows have grown long in my every moment. I wander through endless dusk, aching for you. Come to me. Loving you is as forbidden as the dark gift we share; you are the fire in my veins, the spark that never dies. Come to me. Though we never touched in flesh, my soul is bound to yours, and every silent month I yearn for you. Come to me. I miss you, I want you, I need you—come back to these shadows, where our love first began. I live in this exile, always reaching, always lost—until you return. Éternellement à toi dans l’obscurité, L’Amante Perdue

hi? :^) since i don’t know where to start, but i do have some words to utter from the deepest heart of mine, i think i really have to pour it without the prologue or even epilogue it’s the ninth month since the last time we conversed and when you approached me first at that time. i’m so sorry for every mistake i ever made, if i ever made you feel uncomfortable. thank you for your patience until then, which i’m very grateful for, along with your heart that still lingers for our love even when we’re not in the best state for each other. but at least we’re still trying to complete each other’s missing pieces with our own fragments without losing them. thank you for having me, bee. nine months must be uneasy for you, but surely you make everything easier and lighter to face when you’re around. thank you for being the light of my life when my world is like the riddles or when the night comes bee, you’re not even trying your hardest to carry these sparks, but you already have them in your core—and that calls my heart too. seeing you surviving and pursuing your dreams is one of the most heart-melting moments in my life, seeing your smile lights up my whole soma is more than full. to love is to embrace you during your ups and downs. thank you for helping me understand life and how life works, you’ll always be my motivation to survive every day. you bloom like the lilies, be. when the mistrust knocks, i hope you’ll still be able to put your trust on us, i hope you’ll remember my words that you’re worth it to be loved, i hope you’ll remember that you don’t have to work and try hard to get the love you deserve, i hope you’ll always remember the love between us grows without the need to have reasons even when the distance may separate us physically, please remember that we’re always trying to reach each other and we’re close enough in soul. even when the gaps may take us apart, please remember you’ll always have me and we’ll never be locked in a different room. to the one i love, ilyasa paizanif, i never trusted love as much as this until the day you come into my life effortlessly with your very own-self. be, when i don’t speak to you, it doesn’t mean i ignore you or i don’t love you anymore—i’ll never do. i’m still figuring it out, i still love you and miss you in my quietest ways. lots of things haven’t been written and well said through this letter, but i’ll try to, be. i’ll try for us. thank you for never cutting the strings between us thank you for being my missing puzzle piece that i finally found until this moment and i hope we still do, it’s for the ninth and please keep on counting with me until the next letters too all yours, niswah tan

Heeeeeyyaa, I hope you never find this but I’m feeling ROMANTIC today !! I hope and wish you the best in life, Trish. I really thought that it would always be you in the end but I guess I was wrong. You are really all that I’ve ever wanted even if you never believed me, but don’t think and I wasn’t so hopelessly in love with you because you were too much of a coward to trust me, ok?? Take care of yourself and your family that I’ve always dreamt of being a part of, make some other lady your entire world and treat her right. Call me to your wedding, don’t forget. I’ll always love you forever and ever. You truly are a part of me, thank you for everything, my—well, not my but.. my beautiful boy. Stay safe !! - kg (if you know you know 🥹✌️)

I don't know how to tell u this cause u are far away from me now i tried to reach u but i think it's not only the location what's separating us and i know that I never looked at me like that . I'm thankful for ur presence in my life but it has become a curse for me now. But if it was not for you my life would've been completely boring and blank page . I tried to reach u despite my mind resisting and i know u don't want to be reached anymore, it has been difficult for me to accept. I still feel nostalgic whenever I pass by ur old house cause it holds memories. I was childish and I'm childish even right now . Maybe it's my inability that i couldn't find or impress another girl. I was never good at that. I wish u message me somehow, someday, randomly ask me how I'm ? How I've been?. I love when people call me uv like u used to do once

Celeste, Gal of the stars Here you stand between Venus and Mars Someday, through the cosmos we may fly For our wings share equal feathers, aye The sky is my brig, m'heart is the compass Thru' seas I'll sail, to reach ye my dear lass Distance's vast, but thoughts f'rever tender N'ver have I seen, a Gal with such splendor

I miss you sooooooo muchhhh🥺🤍 akuu kangennn samaa gantengnyaa akuuu hehehe, my princeee, mamaskuu, my big boy mwehehehehehe, kamuu pastiii capee sayangg, jadii istirahat yaa, istirahat yang cukupp okeiii?💗 And happy Eid al-Adha, my lop loppp🌙✨ I hopeee all the good things always come into ur life yaww, n everythinggg u sincerely let goo of gets replaced with somethingg even betterr, jagaa terus kesehatanmuu yaaww? dan semogaaa dilancarkan jugaa urusannyaaa🤍 satuuu lagiii serangan cintaa darii akuuuu, love uuuuu soo much sayangkuu, cupid's arroww untumuuu (๑˃̵　ᴗ　˂̵)ᕤ🏹🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

I've lowkey forgotten your name but i swear i didn't mean to skip you😭😭😭 i miss you girllllll u were the only one i vibed with -X.O.X.O yuri from phil

i love u so much

Dear Ismu, I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm apologizing for, but I wish our friendship was stronger. I wish we could've gone back to those old days, where everything felt so fleeting, but most of all I wish I could understand what went wrong. Now I think of you everyday and I wonder if you think of me too, I wonder if you think of how long it has been since we called, or when was the last time we met in person. Wish I could be there for you right now. Being a long distance buddy with you isn't going to well on my end. Imagine the chances of you finding this lolol :p -Numi

Dear Fayez, I think one of the biggest regrets I carry is leaving without saying goodbye. And sometimes I wonder if you hated me for that. Or maybe you waited for me to come back while I kept pretending I was okay walking away from someone I loved so deeply. The truth is, I was not okay at all. There were so many things I wanted to say, but I was afraid of my own feelings. Afraid that if I spoke to you one more time, I would stay. So I disappeared instead, and I know that must have hurt you. You were never just a phase to me. You were my first love, the person who knew my heart from miles away. Even now, after all these years, a part of me still feels guilty for ending our story. I told myself to move on. I tried. I remember you told me that I should find someone better than you and is worth my time. I really did. I found someone who treats me good, someone who stays, someone who tries. But a part of me is still looking for you in everything he does. And I feel so guilty for that because I don't have a choice. It's like choosing reality or I'll keep fantasizing that we will meet one day.. that your family will like me.. that we will have our dream family. He is good to me… but sometimes I still wish it was you. I wish it was you loving me. I wish it was you choosing me everyday.. staying with me. I wish you fought for me the way I always hoped you would. And you knew that. I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry but I think we're better off this way. I wanted you to fight for me, Fayez. I wanted to feel like losing me would matter enough for you to hold on tighter. I got tired of carrying the relationship alone while pretending I was still happy. Leaving you was not easy for me. It felt like tearing my own heart apart and forcing myself to live without it. But staying was hurting me too. And I did not know which pain was worse anymore. I need you here with me because I only love you and it hurts seeing someone new who is not you.. but It doesn't matter now right? You'll move on right? I know you'll find a great woman whom your family will love. If I could go back, I would thank you for everything.. for every moment you made me feel loved. I would tell you that leaving you was one of the hardest things I ever did. And God knows I don't want to do that. I want you to know that I never stopped thinking of you. I never stopped caring. Maybe in another life, we met at the right time. Maybe in another world, we were less broken, we were less complicated. Maybe there, we finally got the ending we used to dream about. But in this life, all I can do is carry the memory of you with me. Not as something I regret loving, but as someone who once became my whole world. I hope this letter will reach you, and I hope that someday when you read it, you will have already become the person you always wanted to be. Fayez, I want to say this for one last time. I love you, infinity. — Angela

I love you so much ❤️