Confession

I know I’ve told you how I feel before, but I want to be honest with you again. One thing I really love about you is your honesty. You don’t pretend, you say things as they are, and that’s rare. It’s something I truly respect about you. Over time, my feelings didn’t change, they became more real. I’m not here to rush you, but I don’t want to hide how I feel either. I really like you, and I’d like us to be more than this ❤️ If you’re open to it, I’d love for you to be my girlfriend. And if you’re not, I’ll understand and respect it 🙂

Being alone and unlovable hurts a lot. I thought I could do it, I could make it alone, but as the days are passing, my heart churns, I feel lonely. I crave love, the love that is for every other beautiful person, not for me. I don't have love in my palm lines it seems. I have all the love to give, but people only have either jealousy in stock for me, or they choose to use or corner me. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe I am asking for too much. Maybe I am unlovable.

I hope our love begins to blossom more, you are the most perfect person ever and maybe I don’t show it enough but I REALLY REALLYY like you 🥹. I hate when you think you aren’t good enough because you really are, you’re the most funny person ever and I wanna laugh to your jokes until the day I die. The things we can talk about makes me so happy, especially about your pets too!! You may never see this but I hope one day I can come back on here and talk about our love.

Knowing you might like my best friend is kinda gut wrenching, I mean, I’ve loved you since I first saw you, but if it’s not meant to be then who am I to stop it all? I will miss thinking about how we would’ve spent out future together, side by side, but if this is what’s going to happen then I wish you the best, truly. Just know you were the sweetest boy I’ve met :’)

Ang lakas din ng appeal mo sakin eh no? Kung ibibigay ka ni God, salamat kung hindi okay may mas better pa. Natripan talaga kita, kailangan ko muna mag-build para sa sarili ko. Ayaw ko magsalita ng patapos, ayaw ko rin masyadong umasa. Ayaw na kitang makasabay sa jeep pero nakakasabay parin kita. Ikaw ang tipo ko, mabango, maalaga at mataray palaban ba. Kailan kaya kita mayayakap? sa gabing malamig at sa umagang mainit?

Hi. we wont be able to see each other again like ever, but im glad that you had become my friend before things fall apart. I wanna say youre such a mess and red flag but i guess we all have our own flaws and chaos. youre still a dick btw.

i’m sorry i really just need to get this off my chest. i know you’ll probably never see this, but i have to send it nonetheless. i think it all comes down to the fact that i was scared. it wasn’t that i never loved you, i did. i know i did. but i was just scared. i wish that we would’ve said what we said later on. i wish that when we confessed, it would’ve been not then but now. now i’m much more mature, much more comfortable with what i can call myself and what i can be. but even knowing that, i know it would’ve been futile regardless. i was the one who started crushing on you first. you were the first girl i’d ever had a crush on, and it confused me. but you were always so open about yourself that it made me feel a little better, like i wasn’t doing anything wrong because you were doing it too. melody i know that you would’ve given me everything, and the fact is, you have. you’ve given me all of yourself the way that i never could for you. i was scared. i’m still scared now. i can entertain myself with guys as much as i want, but it’s always been you. i can see myself dating you and being happy. it’s such a clear vision in my mind. no boy would’ve remembered the things you remembered about me. no boy would’ve given me the gifts full of time, thought, and effort the way you did. i would’ve been so happy with you. you would’ve made me so happy and i know it. beyond a shadow of a doubt, i know you would’ve made me the happiest girl alive. i imagine myself dating you, getting to kiss you and hug you and go out on dates. but i’m afraid. i was and i still am. i’m just a little more comfortable with myself. but i know that i will never be truly comfortable with myself. because while i can very clearly see myself dating you and doing all these things with you, i can’t imagine the future. it’s so weird to me. i can imagine myself dating any girl and being happy while i have trouble imagining myself having a boyfriend. but when i think on the future, i can hardly see myself marrying and having a family with anyone at all, but when i do, it’s with a man. i don’t know what i’m afraid of, but i’m so, so afraid. everything i did to you was so unfair. i was our downfall. i was the cause of our death. it was all me. you weren’t just an experience, you were everything. you are everything. no one makes me laugh the way you do, no one does the things you do for me, no one is like you. i could talk to you, watch movies with you, share secrets, talk about my feelings, my fears, all with you. it’s nearly impossible for me to be able to have that with anyone else. there was never anybody else. you were always my person, my second half, my twin flame, my soul. i reminisce about you, about us, and think about how lucky i was to have met you. i never said it, but it hurt me too. losing you hurt like nothing had ever hurt before. i know that i never really lost you, but god did it feel like i did. it felt like a part of me was gone forever. my best friend, my girl. and i’m sorry, i’m so sorry because j know it’s my fault. every time you say it’s not i stay quiet because i know it’s not true. had i not led you on the way i did, maybe right now we’d still be calling every day from the moment we woke up or got home from school to the moment i had to leave first. we’d be watching movies together, we’d be talking, laughing, sitting in comfortable silences, still saying i love you. every day since things ended i’ve felt this regret, and it keeps getting stronger. if hurt to leave you but i couldn’t stay. no matter how much i wanted to, i couldn’t. i will never be fully comfortable with who i am. i know i love you, i know that i really do. j know that in the deepest part of heart, i love you and i will always love you. but we can’t be anything. sometimes i wish i could be selfish and date you. i wish i could feel your kisses and hear your voices telling me all the sweet nothings you used to say. i miss you every day. every day without fail i miss you more than the last. i think about you late at night, i think about you when i hear songs, i think about you when there’s nothing to keep me distracted, i think about you while i watch the water boil. i fantasize about you innocently. getting to kiss you, hug you, have you hold me, have us go on dates, smile at each other, sleep in each others arms. i think about that. i get jealous over you, i cry over you, i get nostalgic over you. all to this day. but as much as i wanted to be selfish, i wont. i can’t. all i’ll do is hurt you even more. i’m so afraid and i don’t know what for. my parents would be supportive, i’d have you, i wouldn’t care about anyone else. but i’m still so afraid. i can’t see myself getting married with anyone but a blurry face of a man. i know that on the day j get married, i’ll think of you. when i get a home, i’ll think of you. when i get that pet cat, i’ll think of you. i could be with anyone and somehow, my thoughts will always lead back to you. i miss you as my best friend and my lover. i try not to show it, i try to keep it hidden, but i still check your accounts sometimes, stare at you when your videos come on my feed, look at every single thing you’ve ever given me, still look for our initials, our months, our signs, all of it. i don’t ever want you to go thinking that after everything that happened, that after everything we said, did, and went through, that i’m fine. that this doesn’t matter to me. because it does. it matters to me more than anything. i love you. i love you, i love you, i love you. you would’ve made me so happy. but i refuse to hurt you more than i already have by selfishly asking you for a chance knowing that it will lead no where. maybe if we date, maybe i’ll get over my fears. but what if i don’t? i’ll leave you heartbroken again. i’ve already lost you once, i don’t think i could live with myself if i lost you again. it was never your fault. it was never about what you were or who you were. it was me, solely me. it was my fault because i will never be able to be who i really am. like i said, i’m much more comfortable now than back then, but my fears are still there. and i’m sorry. i’m sorry we never had what we talked about. i’m sorry i couldn’t give you what we dreamed of. i’m sorry that i have to be so unaccepting of myself. if i wasn’t, we’d years into a relationship. i miss you. i love you. i sound like a broken record but it’s true. you may not have known it, but my world revolved around you too. and it still does. i search for you in everyone. i can’t find you again. and it breaks my heart that we can’t be together the way we both want to be. you would never have to be a boy for me to love you. i love you as you are now, a girl just like me. but things might’ve been easier that way, wouldn’t they? nonetheless, i’d never change a single thing about you. i fell in love with the incredible girl that you are and it will always stay that way. i hope that there’s someone out there who isn’t afraid of what they are and that they can give you what my subconscious has only hoped to. time will pass, but my feelings will never change. even if we don’t talk anymore, even if we’re not as close as we were before, even if i’m not your best friend anymore, i’ll always be here. you’ll always be my best friend no matter what. quite literally the girl of my dreams. i hate that this is the way things have to be. you loved so openly and all i could ever do was keep you at an arms length. you are both my biggest blessing and my biggest regret. my biggest blessing because without you, i don’t know who i would’ve been. you will always be my everything no matter how much time passes. but you are also my biggest regret, because i fell for something that i couldn’t have and i hurt you. i know i hurt you. i hurt you so much. i’m sorry. i know that you’d forgive me, i know that i am forgiven, but take my sorries anyway because you deserve them. i didn’t realize the good i had until i had to let you go. i always appreciated you and everything you did. i’m sorry that i’m this way. there are so many parallels between us and my heart aches. it aches knowing that i truly do love you, and that all my feelings are real and i felt you, i did, but i could never act on it because of my cowardice. i feel like it will never be over. i’ll never stop feeling this way and regretting why i could never be braver. i wish i could say “i do”. i want to reach out, but the thought of that scares me motionless. i want to ask you to never leave me, but that’s disgustingly selfish of me. maybe in a different world, in a different life, we could be together without the weight of anything holding us back. a life where i could be free and love you the way i want to and the way you deserve. i know this isn’t the most comforting closure i could’ve given you, and i know it’ll hurt, but it has to be said, and if i never do, how could i ever expect you to know? sweet girl, i love you. i just can’t keep living like this, with this guilt. tragic, isn’t it? the mystery of love. —K.

If these words are reaching you now, it means I have finally succeeded in telling you the words I have long yearned to say. Your eyes speak more than your lips. Your gaze is never empty; there is an intense passion that lingers—one that seeks to be known gently. And I have seen all of it. You may wonder why I’m writing this. It’s because someone likes you a lot—someone who has been admiring you from afar for about 18 months now. And yes, that someone is me. I like you, very, very much. I’ve just been a bit too shy to approach you, or even to strike up a conversation with you. It might seem strange that I could feel this way for so long without us truly knowing one another. It’s hard to explain, but even from a distance, you’ve made an impression on me that I haven't been able to shake. Part of me wanted to keep this to myself, but another part knew it had to be said. You’re the only person who gives me that butterfly feeling so intensely—the only one who makes me want to stop rushing through life and just appreciate the moment. These feelings have grown immensely, even without the assurance that you might feel the same. I’m drawn to you not just for your appearance, but for the way you carry yourself—with a grace that is effortlessly light and gentle. You may act nonchalant, but when I look into your eyes, I see the depth of the emotions you keep so carefully concealed. I have long desired to truly know you. I want to be the person who holds you at your lowest, who brings light when your world feels dark, and who can find a way to make you smile even on your most exhausting days. But I’ve reached a point where I’m tired of just waiting for something to happen between us. I’ve spent 18 months yearning from afar, and I’m exhausted by the silence. I don't want to just hope for someday anymore; I want to know if there's a chance for us now. This is me finally speaking up, leaving this here without a name or a trace. I just wanted you to know that I’m tired of the silence and that I truly like you. Please don't feel pressured. If you’re already seeing someone or your heart is elsewhere, just show me a sign to stop, be it a post, notes, or a story, I’ll respect that and move on. But if you're open to getting to know me, let me know. Let’s give ourselves a chance. You aren't obligated to respond, but if you choose to, you can use this site and address it to the same name I wrote above. Ben&Ben - Lifetime (Reimagined) 1:24 - 2:10 Dilaw

Hi Mondmond, I wanted to dedicate this space to you kasi I often sit back and realize how lucky I am to have you in my life. It still feels surreal that we found each other and built something this meaningful. I love how everything between us has been so natural and genuine from the start, there was never any pressure or rush, and I value that connection more than anything. You’ve become such an essential part of my life, and I’m honestly grateful for your presence. I know hindi ako always perfect at showing it, and there are definitely days when I fail to express just how much you mean to me, but please never doubt that my love for you is deeper than I can put into words. Thank you for making me feel like I’m enough and for showing me that I am truly worthy of love. I appreciate how you’re always there to listen sa mga endless rants and reklamo ko, never judging me and always staying by my side. Your consistency and the way you make me feel cared for every single day give me so much peace. I truly hope we never lose this and that we continue to grow together until the very end, kasi in my heart, I know I want it to be you.

she tortures me, tortures me with her love...in the past it was only that infernal body of hers that tortured me, but now i have taken all of her soul into my soul and through her i've become a man.

Alex, I like you. You're one of the most important people in my life and you've made me into the person I am today. Yet to you, I don't exist. I can spend all day just admiring your warm smile, your inviting personality, and your ability to understand the deeper meaning behind a person's feelings. But you? You'll never look me in the eye, comfort me, or just notice me. All I can only hope is that one day, you'll find your way to me and see how much I truly feel about you. All I can do is reminisce about the dreams I come up with when thinking of you. All I can do is hold on to the fact that you're happy because in the end, all I can do is wish you were mine.

I still am waiting for your answer, it’s so pathetic you’d probably never see this confessions right? I still like you. Sincerely so and it pains me on a daily basis to think you’d give no shits about me haha funny right? Cause who am I to be talking.

You're my moon There's no doubt about that... Kau adalah rembulan yang berada di dalam kegelapan malam di dalam kepalaku, cahaya yang hangat dan tidak menyilaukan. Cahaya yang membuatku merasa tidak sendirian lagi. Cahaya yang akan selalu kudekap di dalam hati yang sering terbenam ini. Tapi kau juga seorang bintang, setiap katamu menghiasi seluruh otakku. Mengisi halaman yang sudah terlanjur tinta dan coretan yang berusaha menutupi kesalahan. Tapi bintang-bintang itu menenangkan. Dan kaulah kata-kata itu, seperti bintang-bintang kecil yang tak hanya indah tapi juga menunjukkan kemana aku bisa berlayar. Dan akhirnya... Kau juga seorang Matahari. Kalau aku bunga kau jelas adalah mentari yang membantuku untuk mekar dengan sempurna dan selalu ada menatapku. Menyorotiku. Membuatku sekali lagi percaya diri untuk berdiri dan menghadap ke depan. Dan di hadapanku, adalah matahariku. Karena bunga tidak pernah melepaskan pandangan dari mentarinya. Halaman demi halaman, seperti hari yang tak kusangka akan kurasakan. Semuanya ada karena ada kau yang memegang tanganku dan mengatakan semuanya baik-baik saja, dan itu bukan salah siapapun. Aku pun ingin membalas genggaman tangan itu dan tak pernah melepaskannya. Karena kau adalah yang berusaha mengerti dan kau adalah yang kucintai, apapun yang terjadi hal yang kutulis disini adalah perasaanku yang sebenarnya. Tertanda... Via Sakura

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Hi, Carlee. I hope you read this, but it’s up to you if you want to. I just want to be really honest with you. This has been bothering me for a while, and I didn’t expect it either. I like you, crush kita, I have feelings for you, however you want to interpret it. I’m not even sure how to feel right now, but I know I needed to express this. Ang weird noh? I really never expected to fall for you or even catch feelings, but it was through our interactions, like when we go out coop, practice, SM, chikahan, and even the times we tease each other. Slowly, my feelings started to develop. Nagulat talaga ako sa sarili ko when they became real, because at first I was brushing it off and not thinking about it since you’re my best friend. Then suddenly boom. I really never expected it. I know to myself this might be hard again, because I didn’t think I’d fall for someone again, but then you came along. I also find myself wondering if you might like me back. Delusion is real, but assuming and mixed signals aren’t. Sometimes I feel like you might like me a little or maybe not and you’re just being friendly. Or maybe I’m just overthinking. Ang OA talaga. I mean, I think you already know this about me, but I tend to notice everything, so I end up overanalyzing. Like that one time after class when we went back to the room to get a ball for volleyball, and we didn’t find one, so we just watched Mamma Mia practice. I remember asking who could be a crush, and you suddenly said “ako,” then quickly said another name. I know I responded, but honestly, inside I was shook. There are more moments like that. I’ve also noticed that sometimes you get a bit cold towards me, especially when they mention “R,” like during KB’s birthday or in the classroom but maybe I’m just overthinking again or reading things wrong. I was trying na iwala tong feelings na to just for our friendship, but every time I try, it just doesn't. But then suddenly it happened, I was losing feelings for you, then suddenly it started to come back, and I don’t know what the reason was. If naalala mo pa yung mga sinesend ko sayo sa TikTok, mga notes ko sa IG, or parinig, that was all for you. It was all because I wanted you to know that I liked you or mahalata mo. I know that mabilis ka makahalata, as in, and right now, as I’m writing this, I think you know that I like you, or if not, I’m surprised. I did all that when I lost feelings for you in some way, hoping you could confront me about it or just simply ask kung sino yun, para matapos na. but yeah wala, I was dumb for doing that. But now it’s all coming back, and I don’t know the reason. I’m sharing all of this because I want to be truthful with you. I really don’t want to assume anything, because I know I could be wrong. I’m not asking for reassurance, but if ever you do want to clarify things, I would appreciate it so I could stop feeding my delusions That’s it. I just hope that after you read this, we can still continue as friends and that nothing changes between us. I’m really grateful for you, and I value our friendship a lot. I never thought I’d have a friend like you. Falling and confessing was definitely not on my list this year.

Ron, I've been burning the brightest since the day my heart beat for you. I am the most alive because I like you. My feelings are consuming me, but I'd rather have that than feel nothing at all.

Im going to miss you so painfully much when I move you have no idea

I started to fall for you and even though you broke me, I can't get over you.

If you shall ever see this, just know I have always felt in love with Sarah January your birthday and January my wedding day. The universe was speaking Time tested because 20+ years later I still feel the same about you.. Forever it could be but you first have to find this and it shouldn't take much contemplating to figure it out If you figure it out, just know I'm ready "I Do" "Yes" Now I'll wait for you to accept 💍 -Eric

Forever. That is the word to express how I feel about you I knew it for years and it's still there 20 years later January your birthday and January my wedding day Maybe you will see this -Eric