First love

Alright jokes over how do I delete it

You deserve the world. I'm sorry I can't be the one to give it to you.

Happy18mothsary too youpo loviee ko thankful po ako loviee kasi nanjan kapo palagi sa tabi ko while nahihirapan po ako sa mga problema ko and andito langdinpo ako palagi💌💐 loviee ko iwell never laeve youpo loviee pangako kopo sayo na hangang dulo po ako hanggang dulo po kitang mamahalin loviee ko. mag iingat kapo palagi loviee ko komaen kapo sa tamang oras im veryy happy loviee ko kasipo omabot tayo ganto ka tagal 💌💐loviee ihope madagdagan papo loviee ko and mag stay kalangpo loviee ko mamahalin kita nang subra subra loviee Palagi mopo tatandaan na mahal na mahal po kita loviee hindi po ako susuko nang madalian loviee ko mahal kita and wala akong oras na makipag hiwalay sayo loviee kapag sinabi💌💐 konapo na ikaw na yong last ko ikaw napo talaga maniwala kapo mahal kita at mahalin natin ang relasyon nato alam kopo na sabik kanapo sa hug loviee but soon loviee mayayakap natin ang isat isa loviee ko pangako kopo sayo loviee btw im veryy happy po talaga loviee ko wagkanapo sana mawala sa buhay ko loviee sayo kolangnaranasan ang ganto ka saya na buhay kasama ka loviee happy18mothsary loviee ko 💌💐

Hello, Love. Just wanna say "hi", even you won't reply. You know, I have a lot of something to say.. But, I guess.. I'll just keep it myself 🤷🏻‍♀️. Honestly, I really want to talk to you, confess (again and again), have a long deep conversation with you, hang-out with you, I want to get to know you more. Unfortunately, we can't. You know we can't do that, sweetheart. This love is forbidden. And even if I say I don't care, it still does matter. We both know that. But even with all the prohibitions and obstacles, it doesn't change the fact that my feelings for you are genuine. I know this is real, admit it or not. I don't know how, when, why, or what are the reasons why I am inlove with you. I just feel it. Like what I've said before, you don't have to reciprocate me. But sometimes, I won't deny it... It breaks my heart and I can't accept the thought that you will never be mine. We will meet some other people, and you might forget me. A part of me hopes that one day, if life ever allows it, I could be your last. I want to prove my love, I want to show you and make you feel it. But maybe, I'm meant to love you quietly. I hope that you'll find all the happiness you deserve. I truly mean it. Maging tayo man o hindi sa huli, tunay kitang iibigin. Tatanggapin ko ng buong-buo, ano man ang mangyari. I'm not asking for anything, I'm just stating the fact. Sa puso ko ikaw ang nag-iisang naka lock (wala lang, ni rhyme ko lang ang "lock" sa "fact"). Kidding aside, mahal na mahal kita. 🤢💘

It hurts me a lot too.8581110

I remember, and thank God I searched and checked, haha. I was really happy with you too, and I am truly sorry if I ever made you upset. It was not your fault, so please don’t feel guilty. I will never forget all the good times we had, the laughs, and all the fun we shared. I will also never forget the days when we looked at each other and smiled at school. Those were the best days of my life. I miss you so much right now, and I feel like something is missing in my life. The most important thing is that you keep living your life and be happy. If you ever want to talk to me, you can message me anytime. If you see this message, please write anything on the same website so I know you saw it. I still have the Valentine’s gift, and I will always keep it because every time I see it, I remember the beautiful days we had together. Even though we are apart now, it is still something very special to me. I miss you so much. 85811110

seven months may not seem that long for otherpeople, pero for me, every single day we've spent together online has been one of the happiest part of my life. marami man tayong pinagdaanan, maliliitman o malalaki, and I'm so thankful because hanggang ngayon, tayo pa rin. thank you for staying, for loving me, and for choosing us every single day. I'm so lucky and grateful to call you mine. I just want you to know how much I truly love you. no matter what happens to us, no matter how hard life gets or how many misunderstandings we face, I will still choose you because you're someone I'll always treasure. I know I'm not a perfect girlfriend, and I know I still have a lot to improve. I'm sorry for the times I've made disappointed you, or hurt you without meaning to. but I’m trying every day to become a better partner for you and for our relationship. thank you for being patient with me, for understanding me, and for giving me the chance to grow beside you. wiwii, you're kind, genuine, caring, and loving in so many ways. you have such a beautiful soul, and that's what makes you even more special to me. I admire you more than you probably realize. I hope you never doubt your worth because you deserve all the love this world can give. deserve mong mahalin nang sobra-sobra, with kindness, honesty, patience, and consistency. napaka worthy mong tao, and I hope I can always remind you how loved, appreciated, and important you are. I want to be someone who makes you feel safe, valued, and genuinely loved every single day. thank you for every memory we've created together. thank you for every laugh, every late-night call, every random update, every "I miss you," every "I love you," and every moment we shared. even the simplest days become my favorite because I'm spending them with you. I pray that our love continues to grow stronger with every passing month. I know no relationship is perfect, but I believe that as long as we continue to understand each other, communicate honestly, and keep choosing one another, we’llget through everything together. Happy 7 monthsary again, my wiwii. thank you for being one of the biggest blessings in mylife. thank you for loving me even on the days when I feel difficult to love. thank you for making me feel appreciated, care, and accepted. always remember this, you are loved. you are enough. you are beautiful inside and out. you deserve all the happiness, all the peace, and all the genuine love in the world. and if you'll continue to let me, I'll spend every day reminding you of that. I love you so, so much, my wiwiii. thank you for these amazing seven months. here's to moremonths, more memories, more laughter, more manyaks and more love together. no matter what happens, my heart will always choose you. Happy 7 monthsary, my forever favorite Dragon. I love you endlessly.

I imagine you being as gentle with someone else as you were with me, and it makes me sick to my stomach. I've never met someone so patient, so giving, so understanding, and I'm scared that I won't meet someone else with even half as beautiful a soul as yours ever again. It feels strange to grieve someone who is still alive. Someone I never really even had, but pretended I did. I'm sorry I've hurt you. I'm sorry it's religion that came between us before we could even give it a try, before I could let you love me the way you silently promised you would, before I could repay you threefold for all the ways you've built me up. You've been a lighthouse in every storm, constant and grounded, and I don't know what I've done to even deserve knowing you, but what I do know is that I've put you through more than you deserve by being in your life. I'm grateful you're in my life, but I apologise for intruding on yours. Sometimes I imagine an alternate universe, where our fates were kinder, and you spend every third day at my house hanging out with my younger siblings who love you, and my brother finally has an older brother figure to look up to. Or maybe, on other days, I take your dog on walks with you, fingers intertwined like they used to be. Your hands always ran warm. We walk home along the shore near your house, and I have comfortable chats with your sister and your parents, and I tell them how well you treat me, as I know you would. You always do. You always have. Whoever gets to hold you will be the luckiest girl in the world. You're so easy to talk to. So calming and careful and sincere. So honest, so smart in the way you saw through every part of me that I doubted. I selfishly thought no one would ever know you or love you the way that I do, but you're so perfect that I think it's impossible not to. I wish things were different. I wish this tightness in my chest was from a nightmare, not reality. I wish you would tell me I'm pretty without being worried that you'll make it worse, make us fall further apart than we already are. I wish I could hold your face in my hands and kiss your nose, or rest my cheek on your shoulder again, or hug you again. Just one more time. And I want to stay friends. I want you in my life. But right now, the thought of having to see you as someone other than the only man in the world who understands me makes me cry. I've cried every day for weeks. The headache doesn't go away. I've made so many mistakes in my life, but the biggest one is being someone you fell in love with. You told me nothing is my fault, that I've done nothing, that you could never hate me, that I'm not a bad person. But I can't bring myself to believe you. It was my religion, my beliefs that fell between us. And, despite knowing how it would play out, I let myself pretend that I was right for you and you were right for me. And I hurt you because of it. You've grown into every part of my life, and I don't know how to live without seeing you everywhere. I miss you so so so so much. Even though we still talk in spite of both our aching hearts. I love you, and I'll always love you in some small part in my chest, with the innocence of a child being carried to bed after falling asleep on the couch, and with the depth of two sort-of-adults who feel everything in its fullest. I started writing this hoping you'd never see it, but some part of me hopes you will, and see all the things I'm too scared to say out loud. You deserve the world. You deserve everything. And I'm sure you'll get all of that and more, but it won't be from me. I'm sorry it can't be from me. I'm always here for you. Stay strong. -D

easy to love. ————————————— Hello, my old lover. I hope you’ll never read this letter ‘cause I know it might make you cry. Hello, wasted lover I wrote it down, so I’d feel better. But it’ll kill you if you find it. I don’t know if I’ll ever let you read this. Maybe this letter is only meant for me. Maybe it’s just my way of putting down everything I’ve been carrying instead of letting it keep circling in my head. It’s funny how life changes. There was a time when I couldn’t imagine a day without talking to you. Then there was a time when I knew I had to block you because if I didn’t, neither of us would ever really move on. At the time, it felt impossible, but looking back, I think we both needed that distance. Time has a strange way of changing feelings. I don’t want to be your girlfriend again. I don’t spend my days wishing we could go back. I think we’ve both become different people, and that’s okay. But if I’m being honest with myself, I do miss my best friend. I miss the version of us that could laugh over nothing, stay on the phone for hours, and somehow make ordinary days feel a little less ordinary. I miss knowing I could tell you anything without thinking twice. I know we weren’t perfect. We both made mistakes, and we both hurt each other in different ways. There are things that happened that I still don’t understand, and there are things I had to accept even when I didn’t want to. But somehow, even after everything, I don’t hate you. I think that’s what surprises me the most. I just hope you’re okay. Sometimes I hear a song, remember a joke, or think about a random memory, and for a second I’m reminded that you were a huge part of my life. Those memories don’t disappear just because time moves forward. People always say your first love teaches you something. You taught me that love can be beautiful, confusing, comforting, frustrating, and unforgettable all at once. You taught me what it felt like to care about someone deeply, and you also taught me that sometimes loving someone doesn’t mean you’re meant to stay together forever. I hope you’re happy. I hope you’re surrounded by people who make you laugh. I hope you’re becoming the person you’ve always wanted to be. And maybe one day, years from now, we’ll run into each other and smile because we’ll remember that once upon a time, we were such a big part of each other’s lives. Maybe we’ll never be friends again. Maybe we will. Either way, I’m thankful for the chapter we shared. You’ll always be a part of my story, even if you’re no longer part of my future. Goodbye, my favorite ex. — LB

Mira I have been thinking about us for a long time, and I don’t want to keep this in my heart anymore. We have been through so much together. We’ve laughed, we’ve argued, we’ve stopped talking, and somehow we’ve always found our way back. Through everything, one thing never changed for me…..I cared about u, and somewhere along the way, I realized that I love you so much. U are not just my best friend. You’re someone I genuinely don’t want to lose. The thought of watching someone else have the chance to love u while I stay silent doesn’t feel right, because I’d always wonder, “What if I had told her how I felt?” So today, I’m choosing to be honest. I love you. Not just as my best friend, but as someone I want to build something beautiful with. I want to be there for u, support you, make u smile, and create more memories together. I’m not trying to pressure you. If you don’t feel the same way, I’ll respect ur decision completely. Our friendship has always meant the world to me. But if there’s a chance u feel something too, I willlove to ask you this: Will you be my girlfriend?

Hey gig, Do you know what it’s like to yearn, to really fucking yearn, to want, to want with your entire being? Well I do. I do because one time at fair a girl with long black hair screamed the lyrics to Angel from Montgomery at me. I do because another time that girl said “you have shitty ass axe form.” I do because of how a warm hand felt in mine. I do because of a girl jumping off a rope swing. I do because of summer. I do because of Olivia Rodrigo t shirts. I do because of you. See you in three days I guess

i never really expected our relationship to turn out like this but i’m glad it did, u genuinely make my day better and u make me want to be better, i lowkey stopped my bad habits because of u and i’ll forever thank u for that. i see ur reposts sometimes and i dont wanna be feeling but i’m sorry if i were to be the one to make u feel like that; i genuinely do care for u regardless what happens, ill always feel something for u . thank u for being the one to love me, and i love you too , tapos stop overthinking na oki thats all im kinda cringe but i cant find the words to depict how i feel for you

hi, I miss you. I didn’t think losing you would be this hard. I took our relationship for granted. I hope you’re doing well. I know you said to please bother you but I can’t help but think it’s only making things worse for you. Come back to me lunch line.

Good morninggg, baby! Always know that u have me & I always got ur back. What happened to u yesterday really worried me so bad, fr. And I never want to see u go through that again. So pls take good care of urself—for u & for me. Don't make me worry 'coz my heart can't take that happening again. Luvvv u so muchooo... 🩷

hi besprend, hope you know how hard for me not to ruin the friendship, but fuckkkk!! I really like you and i cant stop myself, kev:( I want to talk to you. always. Pero hindi pwede eh, feel ko kase ayaw mo. I understand naman kase you still love your ex. Mahal na mahal mo siya eh. I yearn for you while you yearn for someone else, and it hurts me alot. I hate it how i love you. I like you since 2024, i regret how i reject and chose someone else than you. I should've chose you and not that asshole. I'll regret it my whole life.

Winter greeted us first. January twenty-fifth. A day like any other— cold skies, quiet streets, the sort of day that slips unnoticed into yesterday. Until your request appeared, and somehow an ordinary afternoon became the beginning of everything. I remember wondering how someone with such bright eyes, an infectious laugh, and seeing monkeys frame her radiant smile could ever be interested in me. Then, almost before I understood what was happening, you joked that if you ever came to Spain, "I'd have to teach you how to cook". I don't think you'll ever know how quickly you made me blush. Spring arrived before the seasons ever changed. Late-night conversations became our sunsets, goodnight messages became our stars, and every notification carried the hope that it might be you. I'd count the hours through school, through training and dance lessons, through ordinary days and naps, just to hear your voice again. I'd never known excitement could feel so much like home. Then came summer. Love grew deeper, but so did the storms. We both carried battles the other couldn't always see. We wanted to heal each other, yet sometimes we only knew how to hold on tighter, accidentally pushing each other further away. Back then, I thought loving someone meant never letting go. Now I know sometimes love also means learning, growing, and finding a gentler way back. When we drifted apart, I tried convincing myself that we'd simply been a first love, a beautiful story that wasn't meant to last. It was easier to believe that than admit how much I missed you. Until I heard your voice again. In a single moment, every feeling I thought I'd buried returned like spring after the longest winter. Slowly, naturally, we found each other again. No rushing. No pretending. Just two people choosing to learn one another once more. Autumn has always been my favourite season. Not because the leaves fall, but because they remind me that change doesn't have to mean endings. Some things become more beautiful because they survive them. I'd replay your voice messages on the days the world felt heavy. You became warmth after rain, the first sunrise breaking through a storm, the quiet comfort of the moon when everything else had fallen silent. You inspire me to become someone better than I was yesterday. You remind me to keep moving forward when standing still feels easier. You make ordinary days extraordinary without ever trying. You're strong You're kind I know it's not always been easy, but I'm so proud of you Mi hogar siempre ha sido donde estás tú. The future is still uncertain. None of us can promise what tomorrow holds. But if these seasons have taught me anything, it's that love isn't measured by perfect days or cloudless skies. It's measured by choosing each other, again and again, through every season we are given. Some people spend a lifetime searching for a love that feels like home. Others never quite find it. I only know one thing for certain. Feliz cumpleaños, mi amor. You'll always be my forever fall.

There's so much I want to say but I just don't know how to say it, I dont want to just make this me saying I'm sorry over and over again but I feel like that what it's gonna end up being.. the biggest regret I have is not ever making clear enough how I truly felt and not staying for when it got too hard, I should've done so much more to prove I loved you, I should've done more to fight for the relationship and just tell you regardless of how much I was going through that I never wanted to shut you out, I just got scared and didn't want to hurt you anymore than I thought I did, only that inevitably just ended up having the complete opposite affect.. I left everytime because I couldn't handle being your friend loving you the way I did.. I tried so hard to suppress and essentially kill the emotions I had for you to be there for you, but when you wanted me to help you with your current relationship.. it destroyed me, I never wanted to ever be in the position where I was anything other than yours, it hurt so badly to know I couldn't love you the way I truly wanted to and I felt selfish knowing my own love for you was in the way of being there for you, I never truly felt like I was able to be there for you the way I was before and now I'm left so lost knowing I can't love you or help you, but the feelings have always stayed, they never faded, I still wake up wanting to text you good morning and that I love you, I still want to spend my life with you regardless of everything, but I know things are far too gone to ever expect any kind of future together, and I'm sorry. I don't know what to do to move on, I don't feel attraction to women like I do with you, I don't feel the love or the spark we had, when I saw you for the first time, something in me felt like you were the one for me, and now I'm stuck trying to reassemble the pieces to a puzzle that simply can't be completed. I'm so scared Vanessa..I'm so alone and terrified I'm losing myself in the grief.. I used to be a sweet person..I just don't care anymore..this love is killing my soul..I don't know how to live without loving you..I don't want to live in a reality where I have to "love" someone else. I tried and it just doesn't work, I gave it so much time and it just never feels right. It just feels like I've been in the wrong timeline since we broke up..I need help so badly..I beg the universe everyday to just make it make sense. Regardless of anything I will always love you, you have always be my first and only love, I may be a goldfish but our love will stick with me forever regardless if I want it or not, and I refuse to "love" someone else when I don't, even if that means being single until death, I can at least know I at one point felt true love, and that almost makes it okay..It just kills me to know I can't love you the way I truly want to. I want to say I love you so badly and for you to know I really mean it, I want to hug and kiss you and never let go, I wish I wasn't just so young and stupid and maybe I could've seen it all more clearly.. I went on a trip and took some acid and it's reopened everything Ive been suppressing for years..a part of it's made me remember how much I miss human contact..a big part of it made me remember how much i loved yours.. I tried dating after you.. it just didn't work..I never felt even a slight amount of love towards them..and that only made me feel worse..so I'm just gonna stick to myself until hopefully maybe one day I'll be ready to love again..you told me I was your first love.. you will always be my first and only love, I love you so much Vanessa, I really truly do..

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