Thank you

And I already know my whole world will pause when I first see you. I hope you are. happy wherever you are and already somehow wishing for me.

Love ain't always the way they write in books (no, no) See there's the good guys and also heartbreak crooks Your heart's the real book, just take a look inside 'Cause it's a colorful illustrated guide So there you go Don't worry To help you weather the storm I'll be there No matter what time No matter what place You can always count on me I'ma take it from here

Good things that you haven’t noticed yet. I want to drown in your white sea. You were meant for me, like a gift. Until you find me, I will hope to be the one you need and keep.

Сайн уу? Төрсөн өдрийн мэнд хүргэе ээ. ❤️ Захиа бичихэд хэлэх зүйл их байдаг мөртлөө яг бичих гэхээр хаанаас нь эхлэхээ мэдэхгүй юм. Бодохоор бага насны минь хамгийн гоё дурсамжуудын ихэнх нь чамтай холбоотой байдаг юм байна. 4.7-ийнхоо гадаа өдөржин тоглож, орой болсон ч гэртээ орох дургүй байдаг байсан үеэ санахаар одоо хүртэл инээд хүрдэг. Тэр үед бид хоёр ийм хурдан том болно гэж төсөөлдөг ч байгаагүй байх. Цаг хугацаа өнгөрөх тусам бүх зүйл өөрчлөгдөж байна. Хүн бүр өөрийн гэсэн амьдралтай болж, завгүй болж, өмнөх шигээ байнга уулзаж чаддаггүй болсон. Гэхдээ ямар ч хугацаа өнгөрсөн байлаа гэсэн уулзаад ярьж эхлэхээр юу ч өөрчлөгдөөгүй юм шиг санагддаг хүмүүс байдаг шүү дээ. Миний хувьд чи яг тийм хүн. Үнэнийг хэлэхэд чамтай олон жил найзалж ирсэндээ их баярладаг. Хамт инээж байсан үе ч байна, бүтэн өдөр юу ч хийгээгүй мөртлөө хөгжилтэй өнгөрүүлсэн үе ч байна, бүр жижиг юмнаас болоод муудалцаж байсан үе ч байгаа байх. Гэхдээ тэр бүх зүйл одоо бодоход дурсамж болоод үлдчихжээ. Зарим хүмүүс амьдралд түр зуур орж ирээд явчихдаг бол зарим хүмүүс олон жил өнгөрсөн ч дэргэд байдаг. Чи миний хувьд тийм хүмүүсийн нэг шүү. Арван есөн насанд нь үнэхээр хамгийн сайн сайхан бүхнийг хүсье. Хүсэж байгаа зүйлс чинь бүтэж, зорьсон зорилгодоо хүрч, өөрийн хүссэн амьдралаараа амьдраасай гэж хүсэж байна. Бас өөрийгөө хэт их ядрааж, зовоолгүй аз жаргалтай байгаарай. Чамайг аз жаргалтай байхыг харах нь л гоё байдаг шүү. Хэдий одоо хэцүү санагдаж болох ч хэсэгхэн хугацааны дараа би даваад гарчлаа ямар амархан юм бэ? гээд л байж байх болно. Угаасаа мундаг болохоор чаднаа! Болгоомжтой ажиллаарай! Бид хоёр цаашдаа ч гэсэн олон гоё дурсамж бүтээмээр байна. Олон жилийн дараа ч гэсэн одоогийнхоо тухай ярьж инээгээд сууж байдаг байгаасай гэж хүсэж байна. Дахин төрсөн өдрийн мэнд хүргэе. Чамдаа маш их хайртай шүү. ❤️

Hi matt! Its me l***u. Alam mo ba na sa lahat na naging kaibigan kong lalaki ikaw 'yung pinaka naging fav ko kahit saglit lang naman tayo nag kakillala🥺. Kasi ikaw 'yung laging and'yan para sa'kin tapos caring na parang magiging comfort person ko. Pero wala eh, kailangan mo'ko/kita layuan, pero naiintindihan ko 'yon. Kung mabasa mo man 'to na-appreciate ko lahat 'yon, hinding hindi kita makakalimutan:\\

Hi matt! Its me l***u. Alam mo ba na sa lahat na naging kaibigan kong lalaki ikaw 'yung pinaka naging fav ko kahit saglit lang naman tayo nag kakillala🥺. Kasi ikaw 'yung laging and'yan para sa'kin tapos caring na parang magiging comfort person ko. Pero wala eh, kailangan mo'ko/kita layuan, pero naiintindihan ko 'yon. Kung mabasa mo man 'to na-appreciate ko lahat 'yon, hinding hindi kita makakalimutan:\\

haii, sorry for reaching out to you again after everything. i know maybe this message comes at the wrong time, especially now when your life already seems happier and calmer without me in it. but before i completely let this feeling go, i think i just need to say a few things honestly, at least for myself. first of all, i’m sorry if i ever became someone who made your life feel heavier or more complicated. maybe i handled things the wrong way, maybe i kept too many things to myself, or maybe i ended up hurting you without even realizing it. if i ever did, i truly didn’t mean to, and i’m really sorry for that. i also wanna apologize for reaching out to you again. i already know you have a girlfriend now, and honestly, seeing that made me realize that maybe you finally found someone who can give you the kind of love and certainty that i couldn’t give back then. and genuinely, i hope both of you stay together no matter what happens. i hope she treats you gently, and i hope life feels kinder to you now. you don’t have to reply to this, and i hope this message doesn’t make things uncomfortable for you. i’m not trying to bring back the past, i just felt like i needed to finally say these things honestly. thank you too, for everything you’ve ever done for me. thank you for always being kind to me even when i was difficult to understand. thank you for your patience, your effort, your presence, and all the little things you probably thought i never noticed. i did notice them. i always will. about the gift you gave me before, i’m really sorry i couldn’t turn it into a vlog or post it the way you maybe expected. i actually kept it quietly and accepted it as a birthday gift. i’m just not someone who’s good at expressing things publicly like that. i never really had the courage to record moments or openly show how i feel. maybe because deep down, i overthink everything too much. and i’m sorry too if back then i ended up hurting you, especially when your feelings were genuine. the truth is, at that time i was still trying to recover from my previous relationship. i was exhausted mentally and emotionally, and it changed the way i see myself. it made me feel like i was never really enough for anyone, like no matter how hard i try, i always end up choosing the wrong person or arriving at the wrong time. when we first became friends, honestly i only saw you as someone comforting to talk to. but slowly, i realized the way you cared about me was different, and maybe that’s where things became complicated. while you were brave enough to show your feelings, i was still trying to heal from my past and make peace with myself. looking back at everything now, i realize i was still carrying a lot of unresolved feelings within myself back then. i was trying to heal while also trying to understand who i was, and maybe that’s why everything felt so complicated. please don’t ever think that i never appreciated you, because i truly did. maybe not in the way you wanted, and maybe not at the right time, but your existence genuinely meant something to me. i know after this we’ll probably continue our lives separately again, and that’s okay. i just hope that one day, when you remember me, it won’t only remind you of confusion or pain. i hope there’s at least one small memory of us that still feels warm somehow. thank you for being part of my story, even if only for a short while. and once again, i’m sorry for everything. 🤍

hi? :^) since i don’t know where to start, but i do have some words to utter from the deepest heart of mine, i think i really have to pour it without the prologue or even epilogue it’s the ninth month since the last time we conversed and when you approached me first at that time. i’m so sorry for every mistake i ever made, if i ever made you feel uncomfortable. thank you for your patience until then, which i’m very grateful for, along with your heart that still lingers for our love even when we’re not in the best state for each other. but at least we’re still trying to complete each other’s missing pieces with our own fragments without losing them. thank you for having me, bee. nine months must be uneasy for you, but surely you make everything easier and lighter to face when you’re around. thank you for being the light of my life when my world is like the riddles or when the night comes bee, you’re not even trying your hardest to carry these sparks, but you already have them in your core—and that calls my heart too. seeing you surviving and pursuing your dreams is one of the most heart-melting moments in my life, seeing your smile lights up my whole soma is more than full. to love is to embrace you during your ups and downs. thank you for helping me understand life and how life works, you’ll always be my motivation to survive every day. you bloom like the lilies, be. when the mistrust knocks, i hope you’ll still be able to put your trust on us, i hope you’ll remember my words that you’re worth it to be loved, i hope you’ll remember that you don’t have to work and try hard to get the love you deserve, i hope you’ll always remember the love between us grows without the need to have reasons even when the distance may separate us physically, please remember that we’re always trying to reach each other and we’re close enough in soul. even when the gaps may take us apart, please remember you’ll always have me and we’ll never be locked in a different room. to the one i love, ilyasa paizanif, i never trusted love as much as this until the day you come into my life effortlessly with your very own-self. be, when i don’t speak to you, it doesn’t mean i ignore you or i don’t love you anymore—i’ll never do. i’m still figuring it out, i still love you and miss you in my quietest ways. lots of things haven’t been written and well said through this letter, but i’ll try to, be. i’ll try for us. thank you for never cutting the strings between us thank you for being my missing puzzle piece that i finally found until this moment and i hope we still do, it’s for the ninth and please keep on counting with me until the next letters too all yours, niswah tan

Heeeeeyyaa, I hope you never find this but I’m feeling ROMANTIC today !! I hope and wish you the best in life, Trish. I really thought that it would always be you in the end but I guess I was wrong. You are really all that I’ve ever wanted even if you never believed me, but don’t think and I wasn’t so hopelessly in love with you because you were too much of a coward to trust me, ok?? Take care of yourself and your family that I’ve always dreamt of being a part of, make some other lady your entire world and treat her right. Call me to your wedding, don’t forget. I’ll always love you forever and ever. You truly are a part of me, thank you for everything, my—well, not my but.. my beautiful boy. Stay safe !! - kg (if you know you know 🥹✌️)

I don't know how to tell u this cause u are far away from me now i tried to reach u but i think it's not only the location what's separating us and i know that I never looked at me like that . I'm thankful for ur presence in my life but it has become a curse for me now. But if it was not for you my life would've been completely boring and blank page . I tried to reach u despite my mind resisting and i know u don't want to be reached anymore, it has been difficult for me to accept. I still feel nostalgic whenever I pass by ur old house cause it holds memories. I was childish and I'm childish even right now . Maybe it's my inability that i couldn't find or impress another girl. I was never good at that. I wish u message me somehow, someday, randomly ask me how I'm ? How I've been?. I love when people call me uv like u used to do once

𝑯𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝑱𝒐𝒐 ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹ Happy birthday joo!. I want to start by saying wishing you a day filled with happiness and a year filled with joy. I hope every moment of your special day feels unforgettable. May you be surrounded by people who loves you. I hope you were on good health. Those words alone are not enough to express everything. Joo I know life can be tough sometimes, but don't give up. Just keep dreaming and do your best to achieve what you want. Don't let people look down on you. Remember, they don't know the real you. And don't let negative thoughts affect you. Just think positive and live life the way you want. Learn to love yourself more than anyone else, because the only person who will always be with you is yourself. And remember, don't see every birthday is just another year. See it as a new chapter and opportunity to grow and become the best version of yourself. If you ever feel down or need help, don't hesitate to call me. I might not completely understand everything you've gone through, but i am always willing to listen and understand you. I have a lot of things to say, but words can't define how much i appreciate you as my friend. I am so grateful that our paths crossed in this life. I truly hope that in every lifetime or every universe, we still meet and become friends. And finally, always remember that i'm here to support you, no matter what you decide or choose to do. That's all I love so much Joehan. WOW PEACE✌🏻

I hope you're happy now Mylo. I'm sorry for writing this letter to you, I think you've moved on already. But the pain that I'm feeling right now, I don't know how to soothe myself in a way that I don't message you. Tanggap ko na wala na tayo, pero ang sakit parin, and I miss you. I kept lying to myself when I say I don't love you anymore, pero at the same time I won't run back to you anymore. I felt so discarded after our breakup, I'm so noisy dun sa dump ko, lagi kitang pinapatamaan pero ang sakit kasi I don't know how to handle this type of pain. After our breakup you were silent, and I took that as a closure, i tried to block you, but I could only do unfollow hanggang sa binlock mo ko sa Ig kasi along the way I said that I'm always here for you. And it looked like a betrayal to my promise. In my mind, I kept replaying what went wrong and our last conversation. I really wish life was kind enough to let me keep you. Kaya ko sinabi na what comes after this na you were so worried when I repeat it ilang beses sa last call natin, I meant that I've built a future with you in my head and it crumbled nung iniwan mo ako. I still have a lot of love to give to you leon, now I don't even know where to put it. Napalitan lang ng grief and pain. I'll forever miss you in my life siguro a few years from now di na masakit pero maalala parin kita. First love kita eh. Malaki ang impact mo sa perspective ko sa love, now I'm so scared, I'm so scared to start over again. You raised my standards that I don't even know if I'll let someone in again. At the same time I don't want to spend a lifetime yearning for you, It's fucking painful. I want to heal as much as I can so I distanced myself, and you also, kahit na I desperately want to reach out. Kabisado kita, hindi ka sasagot, at the same time kabisado mo ko kasi sasagot ako. I remember pa yung sinabi mo sa letter mo na BDO ka na kahit gano ka pa kabusy you'll make time for me. Naiyak ako ron, kasi totoo nga tinupad mo siya, not until nung last few weeks ng rs natin. Nakakalimutan mo na mag goodmorning or goodnight minsan, hinahayaan mo ako matulog nang may galit sayo kasi di mo ko sinasagot tuwing nagkakaroon tayo ng misunderstanding. Dinala mo past fears mo sa Relationship natin, don't you want to grow with me? Bakit kailangan mo dalhin mga alaala niyo ni KC? Kaya di ko mapigilan magisip kung rebound lang ba ako or panakip butas eh, ilang beses mo siya nabring up kahig nung nakikipaghiwalay ka na sakin. Di mo ko mareassure. I grew anxious sa relationship natin, It started feeling heavy, but I stayed kasi mahal kita kahit na I felt unloved in some moments. I made it clear from the start what I expect of a guy. napakasimple. i wanted someone who would choose me everyday kahit gano pa kahirap. You knew my past pain, inulit mo siya. At some point you're my answered prayer, pero God took you away from me. Baka siguro alam niya na di na tayo makakabuti para sa isat isa. You still have a lot to work on yourself, discover about yourself, and built for yourself. You're in and out relationships so mas mabuti na siguro yon. And for me, ang dami ko rin dapat matutunan, I stayed kahit na malabo na, i begged kahit you were begging me to understand, and to let you go. I thought maabutan pa kita maging registered radtech, akala ko makikilala ko pa family mo personally, i thought we'd build a life together. But, turns out I expected too much. I thought in a relationship both should be the beloved, pero sa huli ako nalang yung sobrang nagmamahal. Ako nalang yung bigay ng bigay, binuhos lo energy ko dito na walang wala na ko ngayon. I waited for you to call everyday, kahit na minsan sobrang pagod ko na, inintindi ko pagkasilent treatment mo sakin tuwing hindi tayo okay or hindi ka okay kahit I'm anxious kasi di ko alam kung ano na nangyayare, especially pag nagaaway tayo at di mo ko nirereplayan nagooverthink ako. Alam mong ayaw ko niyan, pero still hindi ka magadjust, pati pagrereply mo or paguupdate mo. Alam mo kung anong problema diyan. At parang ako yung nagfleflex sa relationship natin, di kita nakitaan much of it. Pero leon sa galit at lungkot na nararamdaman ko, nandon parin ung pagmamahal, nandon parin ung mga alaala natin. Sabi nga nila love transcends time and space, I loved you until the day I died, and for me that's enough.

hi my love. you showed up in my life when everything felt empty and somehow you make it feel like i matter again which is impossible for people to do but you make it possible. being with you feels safe in a way i didn't even know i was missing. i felt like i was missing so much in my life until you spawned in it and everything got better. i’ll love you for eternity. i’ve never felt so connected with someone. you actually understand me without me having to say everything. when i wasn’t ok, you were there. and i’ll adore you for that and if it’s possible i’ll find you in every lifetime that i live in. i love you my love🪽

Thank you wes3thrd for the amazing and blessed 3 years of friendship i hope there are many more years ahead, I pray that kayo mga no.1 sa future lists of guests ko sa wedding ko pan 30+ nako and sa wedding nila ate lian and kuya cj kayo mga andun i missed you guys so much and im glad ok na tayo ulit to my forever Friends to my toughest rocks and one of the greatest gifts God has given me ily westhird babies always and forever - yumii

i love u so much

What happened is not really about hate or anger. It’s more about how everything made me feel.!! There was a time u said u wanted us to stop doing certain things, and even though it was hard at first because I used to disturb u about it, I eventually controlled myself and genuinely moved on from it. I stopped asking because I respected ur decision.!! That’s why the day we had that issue and later resolved it, when you brought it up again and told me to off my light, it confused me. After I did, u suddenly said you weren’t ready for it again and ended the call. I won’t lie, that affected me mentally because it felt like my emotions were being played with a little. I had already trained myself to stop asking for those things, so when it got brought back again only to be taken away immediately, it made me feel like my feelings could just be controlled anytime.!! I know maybe u didn’t mean it that way, but that moment changed how I started looking at things. That’s why I feel it’s better for us to just be normal close friends. I still respect you and I don’t hate you at all, I just want a healthier space emotionally.!!

Happy birthday to the girl that goes by many names, the prettiest girl in the world, funniest girl I know, a wolf, Ms. Mad, and a dragon after 12. I know you said no gifts for your birthday but I wanted to give you something special, and apparently words were the only loophole. So today we celebrate you and make today about you. You deserve it more than anyone else. You are someone who carries yourself with a kind of self-love, self-appreciation, and confidence that could inspire anyone to become better. In 86 days you have changed my life more than you realize. I think the most important one is saying "Anywho." It causes EMOTIONAL DAMAGE because it means the conversation is coming to an end, and who wouldn't want to spend time with you? Ahh, the infamous phrase: one day or day one. I don’t know how many times I’ve thrown my phone, but wow. In those 86 days, learning and understanding has been nothing but stunning, from the fire in your love for books being reignited, to the obsession with K-dramas, and your outlook on life truly is healing. One of the most desirable things about you is that you are someone with amazing taste. Whether it is music, K-dramas, movies, memes, dress sense, or hairstyles, you always do an impeccable job. Maybe not snacks though, because again… what even are Flyers. So thank you, Octavia, for being so amazing. Nala has the best parent, your siblings have an amazing older sister, and your mother has a beautiful daughter. God really showed off when He made you. I hope the next year of your life is kind to you, and selfishly, I hope I still get to be part of it. “I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.” — Psalm 139:14

Hi jagiyaa I hope your doing well :) I know you don't wanna speak to me anymore but I keep seeing somewhere and I wanna Tell you I'm soo proud of you, I'm sorry I called you my best friend too fast when you just thought of me as a person, but thank you for teaching me the best things in life don't last, I know I'm not you yvaine anymore, I wish I still was but I know you can't keep pushing for us, I thank you for trying and telling me sooner other than just disappearing :) I love you! -yvaine

Haloooo azkaaa, HAHAHAH gue nggak nyangka sih kita bisa lumayan deket (ya ngga tau ya lu ngerasa deket apa ngga sama gue) hihihihi, lu tuh kayak yeuyeieieuye apa ya, orang paling rasional yang gue tau, lu tuh tau iya ya iya, nggak ya nggak, mantaplah. Gue inget banget lu ngomel ngomel gara gara KWH kaya diperbudak bgt di babu babuin, makasi ya udah menyuarakan isi hati gue, soalnya gue ngga berani ngomong HEHEHE, makasi banyaaak udah baik banget ke gue, makasi udah jadi azka yang azka, selalu jadi diri lu sendiri ya! lu keren baaaaaaangeeeeet seriusan (walaupun gue tau lu pasti bilang “gue mah emang keren” 😒) semangaaaaat yaaa, i will miss u sm beneran deh😓 gudlaaaaak anak avicin, semoga rematiknya ngga sering kambuh yaa, semoga disana ada yang gelitikin kaki lu, semoga azka disana ngga baca buku PAI mulu ya, bergaul lu bergaul 😝 ily to the moon n back 🤍 With Love, sunsilkciwicuki

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