hi, janisa. i know na hindi mo mababasa itong message na to. kasi whats the point na andito ka diba? i really did na maghanap ng websites na anonymous na medyo hindi kilala so you won't stumble by my letter. i just wanna let go whats on my chest. i miss you so much, ganda. alam ko na matagal na tayong wala, you did had relationships after us so did I. pero no one compares it on what i felt to be loved by you and by loving you. wala eh, nisa. i messaged you before, begging to reply to me and so on. na nag promise pa ako na magbabago na ako, you replied after several months. and you don't know how much i am happy to receive anything from you. you replied to me and the chat continues. but theres many part of you, mostly all of you na nag dodoubt about me. i treated you badly before, and i want to make up for it pero you still doubted me. you didn't given me second chance and i understood that. you said you were traumatized about it and the damage already done. naiintindihan ko naman, ganda. i just heard that you are happily in relationship for someone for too long. wow, wish you all the best! okay ka na pala. sana ako rin. just for you know every relationships after us, i still see your ghost. ikaw pa rin nasa puso't isipan ko. your smile still lingers onto my mind, your laugh still echoes in my ear, everything. lahat, ikaw pa rin. pero siguro this will be the time na uusad na ako, ano? usad na ako, ganda ha:))). wag masyado mag tutok sa pag aaral, pero alam ko na hindi ka makikinig. take care always! papalayain ko na ang sarili ko sayo:)) as my last act of love, i am letting you go. i love you, janisa. - someone you really know