Hey. I was thinking about you again, wondering if you too think about me. I’m going through a lot right now, it feels like life is just slapping me left and right, but when I see you, when I talk to you, life reminds me that there are moments like that, that gets me going. As much as I want to know the answer to my question, I am quite content with the pace of this… friendship? Although, I want it to be more, but I am afraid that I would ruin this connection. I’d rather have you as a friend than to lose you from my life. This might be a one-sided connection, but I swear I feel it! The way you glance at me, the way we speak, the way we move, but I also feel that we have the same fear or maybe I just deluded. But for now, I won’t burden you with my feelings. I just realized through this awakening that shook my life, I love you and I don’t have to do anything about it. I can simply love you from afar, and that’s okay. I don’t have to have you… like a beautiful flower, you don’t pick it, you water it and let it grow. But I am letting you go, if you find your person and that’s not me, it’s okay. You were never mine to lose anyway. I love you and I hope you find what you’re looking for, even if it’s not me. 😭 but lowkey I wish it was me! 🫠 I will be the person I am meant to be, and if you were for me, I will meet you there. 😌 With much love, ~J