Happy birthday my love, i wish i were there with you to celebrate it with you. I'm sorry love, so fucking sorry. I should've never lied, i wanted to tell you the truth but i couldn't..just couldn't. You were the right person for me but at the wrong time. I tried moving on, really did. It's been 5 months and a week. I wrote a song, poems, heck everytime i close my eyes all i see are your blue orbs. I sound like a moron. I even changed my username to what it was in hopes if you ever wanted to reconnect, i'm pathetic. Funny how we planned a date in Edinburgh..our late night calls..I'm sorry. So, happy birthday my love, stay happy and safe, i wish you the best for your future. And I hope that your future woman will cherish you and love you.