i hate you for what you did to me. idc if this never finds you i just want to let it all out - we really could’ve been an amazing couple with an extraordinary future but YOU gave up on us bc u keep holding onto the past… i was so ready to fall in love with you and give you all my love :/ all the love and care that my heart still holds for you will come back to me and i will use it for myself to get better. im afraid some part of me will always miss u, even tho i fucking hate you - s