I wish I had gotten the courage and actually talked to you.Told you that you never leave my head, and constantly haunt my every day. I wish I could tell you how I got butterflies when I saw you. How you altered my brain chemistry and now I can't see anything the same way. Besides that you deserve to have a good life meet someone even though I know it won't be me based on the obvious of me moving countries (Surprise!!) I couldn't tell you because you surprised me by moving two hours away and didn't tell me. I couldn't say goodbye. But I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason so I guess this is goodbye?