too many what if's got into my mind,even before anything started between us,farewell came before anything could even made its opening.Here i am saying one sidedly closing a chapter that doesnt have any page inside it for the thousand's time. love is something so beautiful,too good to be true. if it cant be you,can i be selfish and hope that i'll receive that love from someone else like how i love you? You got me wondering,do i cross someones mind like how you crossed mine? a cliche way to say you'd never look at me,but this ain't romantic book,so sadly,that words are true. Here i am giving you the biggest hint while being your biggest nobody as an anonym. New years keep passing by,im still here and will be here even when i feel like i cant stay anymore. I apologize for not giving a happy birthday to you this year,i finally can hold myself to not to.