To my dearest Bacek, I hope you never get this letter (of me weeping over you lmao) since i love lurking around websites like this. I think this is the best and safest way to let out what i held in my heart without ruining anyone's relationship. I was listening to Honeybee by Olivia Rodrigo, and i guess you can see why AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA i actually very much hate it when i saw this title in OR's songs lineup. but it caught my heart right away. I pray that you are in the pink of health, landed on some high-paid job somewhere (i hope it's singapore lmao), and i hope you no longer suffer as you did with me (pretty sure you're happy with her, engagement when ? or more like, marriage when? AHHAHA). I don't really hope and i dont ever dare to think I could go back to you, but nah, not when you're living a content life with her already. let's just say if you ever need me, one day, just hit me up. i think you already saved my new number, or did you already delete it? :') anyways, i hope i can talk to you for one last time during our convocation day. see you in october! love you still but gonna bury it deep. :p